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this feels like representation of who i am and what i want people to remember me by a sheesh

i just want to do this today. think at the positive stuff, what it's doing for you. it's helping you buy a water and i know it's just the waiting. i hit the hardest part is one, maybe not. but also the 2nd one is formed is the way a day anticipation mean that the spacious done with it. all right, monica, we got extra with you because the screen, i remember. no, no, no gang in hanging. hang up. i know he though i know, you know,

i know. i know i know for i haven't been on college this overseas thinking you miss with me. and with

ah i don't really know what the immediate future is going to hold. i mean, i can't stop the treatments. and i wish that i had a way to control this. ah, my 1st intention was passes to the side to then i think to myself in every culture that i had studied death and there's some kind of vessel,

some kind of vehicle that takes them to their side. and part of me is like, i don't know what's out there. i don't know what the other side is, but i do know that i need a vessel and need to make my own vessel. and that feeling gives me a very big sense of security in something that i can't control. i can't control what's happening. thing inside of it, my body. but i can control the thing that i put it in. so the project um we'll start off with finding a lamp and then progress from there and i was pretty young to have such a a, an aggressive thing. yeah, so we went fur, we had to go full on so i had

a doberman sacked me, his truck to me and i lived down to remove tennessee. oh, thanks. and so unfortunately when they found that it was pretty advanced and. busy so it's now stage 4, it looks like it's about 3 years that i have left. so one thing i decided i wanted to do was i want to buy my own coffin and i want to carve the entire thing. so one of the things that i do is basically put, might, might i mean a bunch of different sizes in here. i think i showed you this drawing before, but this one is the little bit about with life death kind of all right, so we're gonna practice this guy on. he'll be your 1st like practice piece.

this is a project . it's become something that has been driving me and instead of driving me into every time i get very depressed and every time i begin to focus on what's to come, i go back to i got to finish those things for deborah. ah .

that. hi. sure, sure. i can, can we let me get back to you on that because i'm, i'm, i'm somewhere i'd let me look at my schedule and get back to you on that one. thinking about how to talk to my family about it is very, very stressful. i can't just say i want to carve my own coffee. i'm happy about mom. i'm taking her of her birthday on friday. oh, we're going to see katie's line. it's a show it's, it's a broadway show at the walter cur,

and then we're going to go for dinner tonight. so that's thursday. and then so i'll go home and then i'll come back. i'm back in the maybe i need an apartment. it should be, i mean this is just like even just treatment days, like you don't have to come all the way. you can stay, well i would rent, i would rent 1st, but if it looked like it was something i could buy. yeah. i mean, if you can do that, we're crazy. good invest. i mean, i'm beginning to think of what life would be like without me around. like things. no, but i can, i have, you know, if i have to plan that. i know i, i understand what you're saying. that was been a while. when did we do the other one? do you remember a couple months? so i'm going to come back for you to do appear mermaid, and then, well the mermaid also the can do lines online. the lines of the lines of poetry.

sorry about that. purple, i know it looks like a bruise or something, but it just says the central. yeah. it's a little around, you know, go down. yeah. very nice to feel like if you're okay, you're welcome. it was for my little, you take my cold little hand chemo. i love you so much since i made the decision to do this project, i went back and forth with thinking my family would be okay with it because there were times they could see that i was trying to give up. and i have to make sure that they know that this is not some kind of cry for help or suicide.

ah, the guess letting go of a lot of stuff that that i thought before and narrowing everything down to what's important like i wanted children who i'd like to have a daughter. ah, who i was basically in the year that maybe was one of the last years i would have been able that child and i didn't really think about it. but when someone tells you

rocking over is anymore and like the chemo will make you sterile anyway. sometimes i would think about it and i would just get angry blue to, to get through that loneliness, but i need this project. m o, thanks. i don't know what to do though you i, i read that that this hairline fracture had something to do with this because

it didn't hurt. i put, it just started turning bodies crumbling pieces here. research. i just hope is anything that let me say one thing. all right. tubes 1st mm mm

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i was so afraid to go near the feet. maybe i should use a smaller one. see like right there. step on your no, no, you know what? let me move it out of the road. no. just stand where you. it's better. it's better now. okay. ah, i'm working with a company that ships coffins. they said to me, we're going to set the date to deliver on the 24th. and so i can't wait for that part. and the kind of propels mean forward when i think about what it was less than a year ago. i'm getting ready to start the final art project that i do see

with oh hello. hi buddy. so i thought i'd talk about the current status of the project, especially during this time he cooled iris meltdown it pushing everything back. every company like every single person's effect. so that doesn't bother me so much as it starts to be a clue. worry. and as soon as they closed the schools, i was like yeah, this is gonna push it back

to me. i'm doing right stains, as far as a kiddo, i can't work. i can't really go out in even pick up a paper, coffee or anything. so the problem is being is mental. what's happening now is i need the art to like just get through agencies. my stomach hurts. handsome

ah ah i remember freshly doug graves and i saw the trucks that had these boxes you don't know who's in them, there's something personal and my heart was like ah,

as my body starts to fail, i have such a limited time to do the things that i want to do with me. mm hm. oh, in this not the most beautiful thing you have ever seen. i mean it's morals. so good.

usually how i roll. okay. so it's white pine, sand literally buried in a white pine box. ah. this was the one i had it bill the size, so it's perfect size. it's just a little bit bigger than me. and they don't normally make this shape right here where the heart would be like my head is here. my heart would be here when you're running on and i'm i love the collaboration. yeah. the way that we're when the man, i know it's wonderful. if you could see me, i'm smiling. honey. i can see your eyes are so beautiful. they are. my only has a need to explain to my family this project,

keeping me rooted and grounded. and ultimately i just want to let them know that they did it fail and it's the opposite. and i want them to be more of a part of it. my father will understand it immediately. i don't know why he and i have that connection and i think your different questions for me than the rest of the family does. ah oh do this for you see, i looked a sprint, right. there's

a couple things like i found this print, which is view other than your quarantine and staten island, which i thought was cool. material fixed. yes. that is real. that's actual newspaper. on the harold. yeah. from the herald tribune that isn't the so and then i love the lights. yeah. than this i restored. i put this back together. was all broken pieces. it took a wild for just want touch you my friends and here the rambling in here and can. and then i've got the space out there to work on and for community stuff. and then i want to show you my lat. this is my big project. i've been working on so this we take it off. is my coffin, or what are your name or my group? yeah. is it where did you are? oh god. okay. all right, we this way. okay. oh, okay. this exactly fits me. so this is my,

this is my barry hope. gov and you like that. or we really don't wanna mention, you know, we want to mention, i just want to make sure that i, this is my final a apartment. you know that i end up in this i like the fact that it's not finished. it's not even as you can really say that it's not finished, not even course. i wish i would have been done by now if, if things have gotten better when it's okay. yeah. it's okay. yeah, but it's, it's not really a bad us. it's growing. i

think he didn't really get it. the rest my family does not know who said i will not tell your mother.

ah as long as i make this vessel, my vessel as long as my family knows that i would like to be buried in it. and my family knows it's because of them and their love and support that i'm doing that i made the right decision am for under sizes store they once prosperous fishing village sinks beneath the mud, parliamentary elections ignite, fierce rivalry that will determine the future of this defeated and politically divided community, a microcosm reflecting the flights of

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