5 percent of the country's g d p comes from this area. the finance ministry says bid, who has lost more than one half $1000000000.00, and there's been 0 investment in the south. sustainable lighting became precedent in december. this is the 3rd time security forces live located in this area of the pan american highways in december. and they're still here guarding the error it to so how difficult the situation is here and nothing guarantees, it won't happen again. that's why good monkwood, he fears the worst for his small farm, just i one the ones that i see. i don't know how long we will be in the situation. if protest continue, we're going to lose our product. so everything many here, belief this truce is only temporary because once the security forces are gone, it's just a matter of time before protesters block the road again. medina sanchez, i just see that eco ah,

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this feels like representation of who i am and what i want people to remember me by a sheesh i just want to do this today. think at the positive stuff what it's doing for you.

it's helping you with water. and i know it's just the waiting. i hit the hardest part is maybe not, but on the 2nd are as far as the way a day, anticipation mean, anticipation done with it. all right, let me get. we got extra with the screen. mm hm. i'm looking in new york hanging hang up. i know you don't come with it. i know you know, i know i know enough for i haven't been uncommon always vis overseas

thinking you can make a room with

i don't really know what the media future is going to hold. i can't stop the treatments. and i wish that i had a way to control this. ah, my 1st intention was passes suicide. then i think to myself in every culture that i've studied death in there, some kind of vessel, some kind of vehicle that takes them to their side. and part of me is like, i don't know what's out there. i don't know what the other side is,

but i do know that i need a vessel and need to make my own vessel. and that feeling gives me a very big sense of security in something that i can't control. i can't control what's happening. thing inside of it, my body, but i can control the thing that i put it in. so the project ah, will started off just finding a lamp and then progress from there. and i was pretty young to have such a an aggressive thing. yeah. so we went fur, we had to go full on so i had a double mastectomy, hysterectomy and i lived down to remove tennessee. oh,

thanks. and so unfortunately when they found that it was pretty advanced and. busy so it's now stage 4, it looks like it's about 3 years that i have left. so one thing i decided i wanted to do was i wanted to buy my own coffin and i want to carve the entire thing. so one of the things that i do is basically put might, might oh, i mean, a bunch of different sizes in here. i think i showed you this drawing before, but this one is the little bit about would life death kind of thing. all right, so we're gonna practice this guy on. you'll be your 1st like practice piece with

this project, this becomes something that has been driving me and instead of driving me into every time i get very depressed. and every time i begin to focus on what's to come, i go back to i got to finish those things for deborah. ah . me

that behind it? sure. sure. can. can. when the living about you are not because i'm on some more and let me look at my schedule and get back to you on that one. thinking about how to talk to my family about it. it's very, very stressful. i can't just say i want to carve my own coffee. i'm happy about mom. i'm taking off her birthday on friday. oh, we're going to see katie's line. it's a show, it's a, it's a broadway show at the walter cur. and then we're going to go for dinner night. so that's thursday and then so i'll go home and then i'll come back,

come back in the maybe i need an apartment. it should be, i mean, just like even just treatment days, like you don't have to come all the way. you can stay, well i would rent, i would rent 1st, but if it looked like it was something i could via. yeah, i mean if you can do that, we're crazy. good invest. i mean, i'm beginning to think of what life would be like without me around. like, you know, but i can, i have if i have to plan that, i know i, i understand what you're saying. that was then a while. when did we do the other one? do you remember a couple months? so i'm going to come back for you to do appear mermaid, and then well the mermaid also the can do lines on line. the lines of the lines of poetry.

sorry about that purple and i know it looks like a bruise or something, but it just says the central yeah. it's a little around you know go down. yeah. very nice to feel like if you're you're welcome. it was for my little you take my cold little hand. i love you so much since i made the decision to do this project, i went back and forth with thinking my family would be okay with it because there were times they could see that i was trying to give up. and i have to make sure that they know that this is not some kind of cry for help or suicide.

oh, the me a guess letting go of a lot of stuff that that i thought before. and narrowing everything down to what's important like i wanted children who i'd like to have a daughter, lou i was basically in the year that maybe was one of the last years i would have been able to have a child. and i didn't really think about it, but when someone tells you rocking of ovaries anymore, and like the chemo will make you sterile anyway. sometimes i would think about it,

and i would just get angry blue to, to get through that loneliness. do i need this project with thanks. i don't know what i'll do though you i i am worried that that this hairline fracture had something to do with this because i didn't hurt my foot. it just

started turning bodies crumbling pieces here. research. i just hope is anything bad that i'm missing one two's 1st mm mm. oh

oh my god. oh, oh. lou oh ah ah. i broke my voice. oh my god sweetheart. all to read really bad headache. oh you know what it was? i was so afraid to tend to go near the feet. maybe i should use a smaller one. see like right there?

step on your. no, no, you know, let me move it out of the room. no. just stand where you. it's better. it's better now here. okay, ah, i'm working with a company that ships coffins. they said to me, we're going to set the date to deliver on the 24th. and so i can't wait for that part. it kind of propels mean forward when i think about what it was less than a year ago. i'm getting ready to start the final art project that i do. oh

hello. hi buddy. so i thought i'd talk about the current status of the project, especially during the touring the community, if meltdown is pushing everything back. every company like every single person's offense. so it doesn't bother me so much as you make me worry soon as they closed the schools out yes, desist code and push it back to

me i'm doing right stains, as far as a kale can work. i can't really go out in you can pick up a paper, coffee or anything. so the problem is bad news. mental . what's happening now is i need their art to like to sketch reinstate. my stomach hurts. you can't

ah i remember freshly dug grades and i saw the trucks that had these boxes you don't know who's in them, there's something per soul and my heart was like ah, as my body starts to fail, i have such

a limited time to do the things that i want to do. mm mm. is this not the most beautiful thing you have ever seen? i mean, it smells so good. usually how i roll. okay. so it's a white pine. i'm literally buried in

a white pine box. ah, this was the one i had it built to size, so it's perfect size. it's just a little bit bigger than me and they don't normally make this shape right here where the heart would be like my head is here. my heart would be here. we could do a lesson remote lesson where you're, you're working on it and i'm doing. i love the library in a way that we'll with imagine why oh if wonderful, if you could see me, i'm smiling. honey. i can see your eyes are they are smiling. isn't a nice to me, but i need to explain to my family this project, keeping me rooted and grounded. and ultimately i just want to let them know that

they didn't fail and it's the opposite. and i want them to be more of a part of it. my father will understand it immediately. i don't know why he and i have that connection and i think your different questions for me than the rest of the family does. ah what do you think i'm looking for and right, there's a couple things like i found this print which is view of the newer quarantine and

staten island, which i thought was cool. real. yes, that is real. that the actual newspaper from the herald. yeah. from the herald tribune that isn't so. and then i love the lights. yeah. and then this i restored, i put this back together. it was all broken pieces. it took a while and i just want to tell you my friends and family in here and can. and then i've got the space out there to work on and for community stuff. and then i want to show you my life. this is my big project. i've been working on. so this ticket off? is my coffin, or what do you think? oh my goodness. yeah. where did you meet? oh god. okay. wait. wait. oh okay. this exactly fits me. so this is my, this is mike berry. i hope golf and you like that. we really want to mention,

i mean, we know we want to mention, i just want to make sure that i, this is my final apartment. you know that i end up in this i like the fact that it's not finished. it's not as you can say that it's not finished, not even close. i would have been done by now if things i didn't do it any way. ok . yes. ok. yeah. but it's not really bad, it's just growing. i think he didn't really get it. the rest of my family does not know. he said i will

not tell your mother. ah for

as long as i make this vessel my vessel as long as my family knows that i would like to be buried in it and my family knows it's because of them and their love and support that i'm doing that i made the right decision. ah ah okay, show me a a with

wherever you go in the world. well, my line goes to make it feel exceptional. katara always going places to go. mm. with february, but i just need a rhinos and tigers, in the pool,

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