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met the real mercy is a sweet heart. and despondent and there, and everyone who has sinned and so it's a sweet heart. today my former colleague is visiting me , she once worked on television , interviewed, filmed programs, then suddenly she radically changed her life, my guest, sister of the holy or soviet monastery

fatinia demchenko, sister photinia. good morning. your path to god has been long and thorny. do you remember how old you were when you first entered the temple of man. he is as long as he lives. any person. this is his way to god. any person of god will still see and learn to get to know him, so the length this path. this is the length of a person's life. that's why i'm lucky. probably, in some ways i had very unobtrusive grandparents, and believing people. here is one grandmother. mystery baptized me, because it was impossible for anyone to know that i was little. i don't remember it. i told. but

the cross always told me, don’t take it off, so that it doesn’t exist, and it never speaks badly about god. it was everything and teaching, nothing more. this cross. well, a simple one is so real or what kind of cross is it, it’s on me now, thank god, but the second grandmother, i woke up at night and saw that she was burning a lamp, and she was on her knees, and in the morning i had to do some housework there, because they lived on a farm with their own household. it was a lot of work, but somehow i just realized later that this is some kind of amazing work. i was quite rough in my youth. and grandmother always listens so calmly and says, as you say, she was very, very harmful in childhood. do you remember your first visit to the temple, you know, i don’t remember, but

when i arrived at this temple, where i was very often at services. i remembered all the icons it's amazing. they did not change there in the women's temple. well, they told such a childhood story. apparently it was a great post and my grandmother took me with her. we all prayed so. i also prayed very hard on their knees, everyone is praying. i'm already tired. i say, well, we prayed, and now she will go to a restaurant. between the temple, and your parents, they were believers. you know , i still feel that way. yes , i liked it for a long time and a lot in general communicated with people. there is nothing for non-believing people to say that our parents were non-believers , it would be wrong, but they had such a time that their father was a military man and afghanistan and

germany were fat and there was a scout. from childhood, i remember a small icon that i put on i carried in my wallet, my mother already , when i was an adult, she already graduated from the institute, she came from germany and even then i began to go to church and quietly and my mother, of course, as a result, she drank on the kliros and her the last money she gave her small pension for the construction of the temple, and dad dad told me that most of all he was afraid to kill a person . i say, pap, who did you address. he was already dead. he said that he still had one person. one died by his hand. he says there were soldiers and

officers behind me, and they would have all killed this man. i still remember, i guess. there are no unbelieving people, and before that, you worked on television for the stasis of mercy. and at what moment did you feel that your soul asks for another destination. in general, somehow these are all like that, i somehow relate to this very much. well, skeptical. yes, that’s why the question doesn’t sound like that, probably, god leads each person in his own ways, because god loves any person so much. where it was, i do nothing, there were no cardinal decisions. i just worked in tv. normally worked, it was interesting to make the program was. uh, there were friends, that's all. well, anyway, you know

, there was some kind of empty space that tormented me. eh, that was just the situation. i worked in grodno worked with a course guide. and i had a girlfriend such a foreigner, kashatskaya. she now lives in grodno. journalist, very famous. and we went with her. the raccoon was reporting to do the azhurovichi monastery on laughing all the way. well, they were just kidding. you know how these monks are there, well, everything, in the same style, you can imagine that you could say such things, and then, when i entered the monastery and entered where this icon is stored, a small little, just a little zhirovichi crust. i was so surprised. i'm like a child felt very comfortable, like at home. i didn’t want to get out of there, and therefore

this television was already after that, you understand, i still have it here in me and i, maybe somewhere in my mind did not lead anywhere forever, i lived in me, i got into a conversation with my father andrei, who now have the spirit of light in them or a soviet monastery, such a point was the vision of all religions, all the same all all clubs go everything. yes, i had such a concept of the world that there is no such thing, and suddenly, firstly, i heard. something new for myself what got me thinking was reading a lot. and then i felt such love from this priest. it was amazing and somehow i got so attached. well, really often people come to god and not when everything is fine in their life. and when some very bad things happen, when a person does not see a way out of

life's impasse, how did you have such a slightly straightforward question, yes, and you don't want to answer it straightforwardly. do you understand? for example, i went to kyrgyzstan there people were doing meditation. i was so shocked the man was climbing into the cardboard box sitting. it opens up there . here but in order to somehow have fun. i went to the mountains, gathered flowers, breathed the mountain air, it was not very good, but then i realized for sure that i was not here, somewhere. we still have to look for it. i have come across people who call themselves psychics. yes, i'm right, and i also felt cold all the time. you see, the soul, it feels, it does not always. may mean something, but for the most part account, she feels and so, when here i am, and

then it turned out to be zhruh. and then i met this priest. then i remember that i was standing there, i had such difficult circumstances of life, i had to make you know, it's like a stone. yes, in a fairy tale you go to the left, you don’t lose. yes, that was my life choice. and well, someone is just not even a church person to me, he says, and you go to some minsk mother. and i always went. i went. it's just not like that. without any such thing there, well, they said, i'll go and try. yes, i remember that i just came. yes, without any candle, hmm left this candle and crossed herself and suddenly i look up and see that she is looking at me. i saw the look. i felt that look. and this is also this is how god leads you to

himself. he gives you some signs i don’t know send people hand yes, yes circumstances send it all they wanted to find an answer to their question, but people couldn’t give you your answer, the answer was only inside you. yes, i also tell children this way, that a person is a big universe, who are you for example? how difficult i had to make a decision to change my life drastically to leave all the meetings. for me, it was, of course, there were those who did not understand you, and tried to dissuade you or somehow influence your choice to say how

your husband's parents reacted to your decision. gone well, she worked on television, but then the peter and paul cathedral was opening, computer scientists were needed. it was necessary to make up the first calendar, and now it is sergiy khrapitsky, then it was serezha, we met, and he called andrey yes and agreed. vaughn, to this day labors in the peter and paul cathedral. so, the husband, probably, like any man who does not want to let his wife go far away. true, he probably was not very

pleased, because it's you, a lot of time and effort and that's it. you give to the sisterhood, but on the other hand. i saw that he was happy. here is such a duality. you understand moments in your life when you wanted to leave and return to your old life again. well, here's what you were doing before becoming a sisterhood. i did programs. yeah and then i make a movie, eh then another film, and then, that is, i continue to do the same thing that i was engaged in creativity and one does not interfere with the other. on the contrary, i believe that my obedience also helps. it reveals a lot of things, and now doubts are visiting. yut deserves you

every day. this is a small bead. here are the beads. yes, these are all our days. i try every day. of course, i'm lazy. i'll be honest, i shed sometimes, but i still try to come back to it. i look through it in the evening and roll it up like a bead. and it shows up there. i for myself, something the most important thing that i discovered that day. i can open a new person. i can reveal some circumstances, that is, god always reveals something to a person. together with our guides, you will learn something that you would never have guessed to google, one of the most famous names of the belaya vezha tower, although in its history it is white

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always accompany a person. and what about without them. how is this a fight. well, it's just a matter of trust. do you trust god when you no longer know what to do? and you just happen to be in despair, or just in impotence , there are different circumstances. lord, you see, i'm already everything. but i trust you so much. you won't leave me. you were one of the first sunday school teachers. in the light or the soviet monastery, your children also went to this school. would you like them to repeat your path in the future. was i can not impose anything. you know when it's reverend seraphim of sarov said at the teaching in himself and thousands around you will be saved. that's why

the way i live, the way i think they have their way and their perception of life and some things they don't accept in me either. this is fine. i try not to impose them. let god be their way too. you give them freedom of choice, of course, what i have the right to understand, even god gives man freedom, they don’t impose anything. he knocks softly and the door opens only from within our heart. there is even such a picture. do you have any advice for parents that would wanted to involve children in religion. is a very broad concept. is it possible for love? and with your love, and love is god. here you will attract a person. as you say, this is love is attention. it is the desire to share your child and your time and your heart.

here is some advice from my ministry. you have tried yourself in various areas of this puppet theater and audio studio and finally the video no, it's not that there you are some kind of search for yourself. it was just interesting and god gave it to do. how many sisters are now obedience in your monastery, probably more than 400. i don’t know, you can see on the site there are already a lot of whites, because you see the monastery, a lot of workshops and outlets have grown a lot, and the sisters go abroad.

as a matter of fact, i don’t know what country we haven’t been to, well, it’s clear that each sister of her history has her own path to god we read every day. she talks about it uniting around christ from greek what do your everyday life consist of? this is what the daily routine is usually, how all people

wake up, so i don’t want to open my eyes , i don’t have any desires. the poet i outlived my desires. i lived through my dreams, you are baptized and you say so, lord, bless you before you, and you get up for your glory , you read at least some prayers to start this day and everything and the day starts on and on. i really want to learn this. i really hope to touch this at least a little bit to live attentively, because in fact this day is always something new for you. when you see it like that, you discover so many things that you are now in the hospital. and what is it

like to inspire faith in life, when a medical diagnosis, says quite the opposite. you know, such an interesting thing? you are sometimes the same hospital, there is nothing inside you, no love, no sympathy, but you understand in vain, that's like a beard, and there you need to have absolutely eyes there. people see right through you, especially sick people who are seriously ill. they see you very well there not deceive anyone. and you go and realize that you are nothing at all. well, just a minus even. and you just put on the vestments and read prayers. lord, for the sake of these people, yes, and the love

of a person, too, you carefully look at his eyes. surprisingly those people who came to their senses women alone in a coma had no hope that she somehow well, she got better. and so amazingly she has changed the priest said that she has changed a lot. here she is, when we talked later, she and i said, that where there was only love and prayer. and she shone, yes, a little, i understood, your only cure is love yes, you are

god, love, where do you get your strength. where do you get so much patience, compassion and love for different people, as it were, but the people who dedicate you to such a service, it turns out, inside there are also doubts and contradictions, but there are strengths to overcome all this. helping a quiet one, what was the main lesson you learned from dealing with patients in the hospital? wealthy he doesn't even have clothes on. because it resuscitation and you understand that something important still needs to be discovered. surprisingly, in general, of course, the hospital teaches a lot. and there is such a statement that illness is

a special time for communication with god. you agree with this. yes partially agree do you know why? because in fact, here is a man walking in this hustle and bustle every day. so he began to run, the trolley bus was late for work here, as if he smiled here, ta-ta-ta, then somehow there is nothing to remember them. you live in this mess. you, like a squirrel spinning a wheel, you can finally evenings to rest. i'm the next day, and the hospital she suddenly times and you are disconnected isolates from all this. and you can find yourself alone with yourself and with god , you understand, a person has the opportunity to suddenly understand something, to realize something of the disease, it gives humility. well, as it were, probably, from the outside. so the disease. yes, this is a possibility. this is an opportunity to stop and review

some events of your life. something could change that, yes. here is a stone in this fairy tale again. yes, what can you go there after an illness, and here and there there was such a person igor he had some kind of serious liver disease, probably in intensive care, apparently, something like that was his. well, i'm always doctors we already so we communicate with doctors and i ask. in what state, if the hopes of a doctor are there, as if they had eaten for themselves, too, somehow to talk to him about such a question. well, then i asked him, i don’t know why such a child’s curiosity, i say it’s scary.

smiles at me and says. he says he couldn't let him down like that. so that is, he has already seen some other world, you know, another story of an unconscious man in intensive care. lies connected to all these devices that show the pulse and pressure there and that's it. all everything there is a thousand tubules young. i don't know if he is 30 young, handsome strong shoulders, you know everything to live. and there was such a kind of desire for some kind of help to him. i just stood up and began to read a prayer. jesus his prayer bogorodskoye deed rejoice a. then i say, probably, poor thing somehow you really want to come to your senses. and we continue to pray, and i look and even a sister to me

the medical officer came up and said, yes, he said, his pulse began to go off scale. that is , i suddenly realized that maybe he hears. i don’t know this either, but this was also a kind of discovery for me. are you a person in such a state of coma, he reacted to what i told him, that is, your words, your desires, yes, yes, apparently, he felt and yes , it was called the body. his body reacted to the fact that yes, i hear our program is called the meaning of life. what is the meaning of life for you someday? at least

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