what is globally new is admission, and on the basis of nine, on the basis of eleven classes, and on the basis of vocational education, on the basis of a competition for secondary technical education, entrance examinations. now , uh. let's just say, uh, a uniform approach to the competition for secondary special education. as for plumbing education, there are no such global innovations, e reception on june 15 to august 20 this year. the reception will be from june 15 to august 23, that is, the company has been extended for purposes. uh, let's put it this way, to attract to the vet level those who will not enter the level of secondary specialized education at the level of higher education. well, or let's say so, do not decide yet by the twentieth number with your profession. well, i also emphasize that it will continue until september 15 , so in the future we are applicants, we are their parents, they need to follow the websites of the educational institution and look

. if you somehow hesitated and did not have time to submit documents, then look for an educational institution that will continue admission until september 15 at the level vocational education to the level of secondary education, the traditional admissions company will begin on july 20. well, it will continue somewhere until august 18 in detail it will be possible to find out in the resolution of the ministry of education with the terms. there, for different categories of applicants , their tests will be established. this is for those who will enroll in creative specialties in specialties related to physical culture. i mean, it's the only one there. uh, the category of exclusion, where , in addition to the average score, you will need to give more join the test and show your talents. here, for sure, the list of offered specialties is updated annually in belarusian colleges, but this year. will there be completely new specialties that you can choose? as a sphere to go, that is, this, for example , development and maintenance of web resources and information security is a specialty of construction. energy efficient building structures - is

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monastery today we will talk about the life of a monastery in monasticism. about what we care about. hello, on the air, the program, say svetlana smolonskaya and victoria popova are not silent, and today our guests, mother martha, are good afternoon. hello mother first question. what was your path to god? we found such information. it all started with the fact that father andrei invited me to the sisterhood . it was 1998, i studied at the academy of arts at

painter wrote a diploma and we have your photo of those times, father. andrey is the confessor of our monastery and the sisterhood at that time he served in the church of peter and paul in the cathedral in the city and conducted conversations there and through this many young people came, well, the temple could go to god well , you say, you were in the sisterhood to tell a little backstory learned at the academy of arts. we had a copying practice in the museum, and i decided to copy the icon of the icon, moreover, e digetria. you now understand it was. accidentally translated digits guidebook. and then she just told me liked it. and while i had her well, she stood there in the museum. i went to find conversations, and i didn’t understand anything, but i just felt it. now. i think it was the holy spirit at work. that is, i came, sat , uh, i felt good and left. and it was

some period of time, and then, but i also think so, it was not by chance that it was in the summer. i went on vacation to israel, i didn’t go to the pavlovnitsa. i went as an artist with july painted sketches there, and i bought such excursions myself, and the holy places are somehow there, really. the lord touched me. well , that is, i, and before that, i didn’t think that i was like, here, but here’s the theory, you won’t believe it. it's only when god touches you that you suddenly realize that you really are one way or another, and at some point, and i bought ordinary ones. everything, that is, this is the usual plus course guides and told e did not tell how that's the story. well, at some point it hit me. here is a man, he talks about christ, here he was here. so he was there, so he said, so-and-so, and you told me give the fact that this person could not but be real. and if what he said is real, then he could not help but be a god, and

suddenly, since everything happened in my head like that. somehow, i was already inspired from there. just. i think that’s it, now i’ll go there for their talks, and go to the temple and then, too, probably, this happens. somehow i went different some such different lives. accidents are not accidents. i got a little so twirled that i stopped going to these talks, and after a while. ah, i have there were some issues in life. by that time she had not had a conversation at the academy, and then asked these questions later. yes, i talked to the priest, and he says. come to us and for me it was a word from god. i thought, yes, god called the sisterhood to me, and that's how i came and i was given my first obedience in a children's boarding school. and it was also surprising, because before that i had thoughts of going to some orphanage for children. uh, well, i couldn't find a place like that, and i didn't

know that the sisterhood had children's at home it seemed. what is there, let's just say. so the sisterly did not capture her attention. exactly. this is a boarding school for children with disabilities. and batiushka told me, there is tselina, and here i should be there, but how did your relatives relate to this. this is such a serious step. hmm yes, also at the beginning somehow. well , we feel good that my mother was already working as a believer in sunday school by that time. well, then it’s also interesting, you know, when something is really important in life, then you yourself understand that there is some kind of spiritual wrestling, right? and some unexpected, unpredictable things can begin, and it was such that she arrived, mom and says everything, so dad said that i would not return without you. and how is it so the sisterhood, and my mother went to the priest. uh, well, since mom can, yes, yes, i just don’t remember it was all

night long. e, the great martyr catherine's mother came up and said, but what about the sisterhood without parental blessing? and he speaks more. well, so you bless and you know, this is a bayushkina word. i think it's also from god. it somehow calmed down. do you understand? yes. so this is basically your father. yes , i was in general shocked, i didn’t mind. i think not, in one of the interviews. you said to the monastery. i came a little later than the first sisters in march 2001. i did not think that i would choose the monastic path and when the lord. i called it was difficult to immediately accept it, there were many doubts. and yet i understood that if an ordinary groom can be refused, then in this case, probably, there were so many cases when there were people who would like us to get married in the beginning. just me has always been so determined that i should be a great artist about me. it was.

the main thing is to get some kind of education to take place, and i, as it were, were not interested in this topic. e, here, and then already, but there was a case , yes, it was already like that in front of the monastery, uh, and then there was also such an amazing moment, it doesn’t matter that i really don’t want to lose what i have. eh, i was already in the sisterhood, and i painted icons, went to the children's internet. and plus we have some kind of. well, in principle, it was a very interesting life. uh, we went to the service to talk refused, you also refused this interview. we knew well, i remember the first night in the monastery, the cell, then it was still not enough, and the four of us lived, but despite this, only silence and eternity remained in my memory, i was alone with god, and mother martha was gone. here fear or with a consequence that, maybe i did wrong. may i return home to my parents when the bayushka blessed at the beginning. uh, well, i understand that god blessed it, but

i didn’t have doubts, i had a lot of thoughts and apples wrote diaries. well, we even have a man like that. if he just writes, then he doesn’t do something somehow. well, he obviously won't stop. and that something is yes, and so you understand when i said, well, then you don’t have to and at that moment i felt as if i had lost something. and for some time this question was inside me, that somehow, well, god called me. and when he's further, maybe it's still this, well, so. well, i was afraid again. i was afraid to say something to the priest myself, but we were in the eco-painting workshop, well, we were friends there and sometimes even spent the night together, and i somehow sat there in the evening i wrote a diary there, i thought one came up to me, brother, i shared a letter with him. that is, he did not tell me about it, and then i come to confession, my grandmother tells me. what do you want a monastery? did the person decide for me? somehow it is necessary. in general

, dignity has come, but you know that god acts through people, what's the matter. and here i was then somehow something, at that moment i agreed and i think something like that, yes. well, we already had representatives of the clergy in the studio. in general, doubts, because there is nothing like that, it is common for every person i think you had doubts, you just felt that this is god's desire , you know, and i would have opened up and this is a little bit incomparable. as we are told, yes, which is then very scary to lose, you had an opportunity. as i understand it, you did pause in these sisterhood relationships, and you had the opportunity to compare, then after in time. well, in general, you would and that's about it the first night. as you say, it was also very surprising. i then remembered and it seemed to me all the time that i was there alone

one kind of silence, and then only the euphrosyne of polotsk, you must have been, yes, polotsk there, too, this is such a ringing silence, too, drawings and somehow you feel, well, then again, israel well , of course, this is a very interesting path, which have been chosen. i think there is some fullness in our life. here is an interesting and complex one of your obediences. here we found your diploma. please tell us why you received it? well, yes, just my usual obedience. i write risks and do very little painting hmm here and there are such rare moments, there and on sometimes i was taken to an orthodox exhibition, and i painted, there e portraits from nature. well, such. basically, i still do church painting, and now i have one new obedience, the priest instructed me to organize interaction from our monastery with the military academy. it started like this, that uh, we began to pray to fyodor ushakov, insects. that's

such a big face. and somehow we decided that we would not be a little involved in the military academy . and father - i was instructed to do this, and i just to understand people's lives a little, well, i began to look through the channels of the military academy, well , it’s also like some kind of news, and i saw that such a competition was announced in honor of, uh, the centenary of the armed forces uh , the republic of belarus and a creative competition, and i thought that it was mine that i was an artist. it was not the lord who gave talent and the state gave education, and i can support our armed forces of a kind, they carry military obedience. yes, and at the same time, mother martha said that she a creative artist lacks this military discipline, so this is such a mutually beneficial cooperation. well, father said the first place after her, and for some reason

it was the topic of the oath that inspired me the most , and i thought that it was very similar to fasting , too, a person takes an oath, takes an oath to the motherland, we take an oath to god in essence. it's almost the same as before. it can be said the lord of the invisible is to come. it's still there, of course, a difficult self-portrait. i think you think no, well, not really, but when i i saw this work, then i thought that, of course, it converges a lot, of course, always, when they do something, he passes this image through himself, therefore. well, mother martha modestly keeps silent that she is a worthy performer and indeed this award is well-deserved. well, if we already talk about historical parallels about the sacrament of tonsure and about hmm the oath ceremony. e even in the code it was discussed. indeed, this is very consonant with what you said, i'm interested all the time. as your day goes by the day

begins with a prayer, which hours you wake up in different ways service in different. and now it starts, and it happens that at night i work some. sometimes i draw. well, sometimes at night it even works very well quiet. e. well, that's why it's always different. but if you are night er, awake writing, then you can sleep yes, yes, clearly, i start the service. that is, you see, not just a strict schedule, everything is very diverse. there is no schedule soon. you have an ordinary life with us to howl, but it happens that it’s true that obedience, but well, you need to do something, therefore, and you live alone in kel or now we live together? uh-huh with my sister. yes, too, and she is also an artist. and no, she is not an artist three people. and this is also important, when a person lives with someone, they need to learn how to somehow see the other person to give in. well, that is, it is for the spiritual life.

it is very important. well, you yourself choose your neighbor or you can’t do that. well, more often not, yes, an hour more often, as it turns out, as they bless. now we are living a great post. i think that the most important thing for a person to look into his heart is to understand that something is there a little superfluous, that there, maybe it interferes with his life and cleanse his heart somehow to prepare to accept for such, well, from your obedience, as we know, this is a children's boarding school for children. disabled people with special needs , let's watch a video, how do you work with children? uh-huh look here is such an antiquity such a story that the lord appeared in the form of three angels, well, you should see such matryoshkas. this is the father, this is the son. and

this is the holy spirit and like this beautifully painted to andrei what scene is going on, but this you are not three gods, one god, yes, in three persons the father, the son and the holy spirit the holy spirit which the lord sent to us. yes, look, it happens, come on, the sun, look, the sun is in the world. yes, yes, sasha, you know if love is true, only for the first time i hear this, but i know it, but it's like the sun, but love. yes, she is holding. yes, these are lights - these are rays. explain love is like the sun. very helpful to me. i would have said. your dream to work

here is not, she still found it. yes i think we all dreams come true hard with these guys it is not difficult for you to work with us. we are happy with him and them uh-huh, because, if we talk about love, we receive much more than we give. children are amazing, they are sincere and just take off the heat and very often mothers who keep such children for themselves do not give them to the internet. you say that they are solar children. you will agree. yes, at home it is much more difficult. we come to them somehow do something, and we leave. and so, well, of course , it’s harder for parents, but i think that their labors, but their lord is comforted for this hmm well, yes, not it is clear, as it were, that people suffer very much. on the contrary, it seems to me that they are changing. so they felt like they rolled like yes , i think they also communicate with them cruelly for a long time, and in this film you said that

such people have very close paths to god, they feel his heart. what is very difficult for a healthy person to understand, he passes all this through the mind, therefore, he has a long road to god and they have a very fast and short path, and if you will, to confirm your words. i would like to show the ending of this service film, a let's see. christ

is risen very soulful, in my opinion, sincerely, yes, and you have one more dream, as we know, to build

a big house for our children. yes, it is small, but we are building. yes, we will finish building such a small house outside the city. we plan so that then the guys will ride, but not only from the childhood. sit reach. uh, when they reach adulthood, they are transferred to adult boarding schools and there are already a lot of our guys. they are in different places on semashko obtrusive. eh, so we don't throw them away. we, these children , also need to be built, they will go there. go from a children's boarding school. and those who are already our guys in adults and there they can meet. they miss each other, they get used to it when they live together and there will be some kind of warm meetings there. but, that is, it is such a big house of creativity. yes, meetings. yes , when you open, when the housewarming party, well, i would like this year so well, then we will wait for an invitation to the housewarming party. i won’t take a break for a long time, but tell our telegram channel, don’t be silent. subscribe suggest guests.

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have changed. he says, even i have changed, uh, well, such a property of a person. well, uh, you think he 'll always be like that. and when there's some danger, some difficulty. they somehow mobilize people, people are beginning, probably, to really pray. and yes, to appreciate what they have, and that's a little bit like that, probably, people manifest themselves in this. eh, as always. well , we can say that there can be such a swamp and there are forces. and when some kind of storm, well, the lake, then something there changes the most for me, it was amazing to hear. hey mother morph she said that the priest whom we had already mentioned several times during the protests and after that they threatened to hang him and kill him. that is the people who do it. they are not afraid, as the saying goes. they are god's nothing like some kind of spiritual warfare. that's why you can feel sorry for these people? well, they often feel sorry for us, these are people whom, in his

time, the priest helped after all. it is a sin when, perhaps, it’s not that love ends with people, but, let’s say, there are some people with whom we were friends we talked, and then, uh, at some point they couldn't figure out the situation, what was going on, and somehow they began to behave, someone left. someone well there is no love. at some point, i felt this and decided that it was wrong to pray for them, and that they, like the prodigal son, once returned to their fatherland, they are still our brothers and sisters. well it's this weird feeling to catch yourself lacking empathy for people. yes , especially there in your status. that's what i thought. it is a sin to pray for them even more than for all the rest, god yes, but there is a sharp one that needs to be fought, but at the same time , probably, the most important thing in our life is the case when the twentieth year had the opposite effect. so the man turned to god and came to you. i

think such cases are simple and i do not have such a large circle of communication. there were even cases when people came to the monastery during this period. yeah, just for some kind of contrast, this is the storm that is happening in the world and the silence that the monasteries. that is, we are at this time in the monastery. not there was no storm. we had some life. i 'll have already said more hmm well, not that joyful, well, bright - that's for sure, and the sisters prayed. so, when there was covid, they read the akathist every day to luke to the crimean top hat, and during those twenties there, they constantly read the akathist to the mother of god every day, he is like the light of the test that you passed with some kind of test. for some reason, they somehow went to vyborg just like that. well, there is a lot of information on the internet. i read that people of different faiths and different denominations and they came during the protest in the monastery during yes and or it’s so good here,

so good this year on christmas on january 7 at the holy or soviet monastery, and uh, president of belarus alexander georgievich lukashenko came and were you at this meeting? what an impression he made on you, but i would say, yes, what are you, well, a person, maybe , you can say, well, it doesn’t apply and this is the most important thing. uh, that's what he has no personal gain. well, everyone knows this, yes, but you were at this meeting, perhaps your hand. but i do not. it was the parishioners who were waiting for them who were squeezing out the hand there. yes, as a side a little bit in these photographs. i notice how, uh, the president himself looks great. i mean , he's kind of blond, how nice he is, in general, this whole event. story. well, from yours. e words. i understood the fire of information. we don't have classes. we are not a collection of you. we have a meeting where we usually talk about spiritual things about our relationship, yes.

on the topic of monastic life sometimes it touches on something. eh, such when there is some a very lively question, then the sisters, yes, they ask, and the father sometimes answers, as if we need to know something to understand something, but more often, all the same, well, just that, all the same, he was also interested in everything. uh, they also ended up, and in this news feed, because, well, politics has firmly entered our lives. and uh, i want to tell your story you told, i will ask you to repeat it for our viewers. as we go, we will show the photos that you kindly provided us. tell this story of the ninety-sixth year. she's not something i'm not was engaged. i wasn't even interested in politics. i drew all day and this was my happy life, and then a student was a student, when i would like to do some kind of performances, that is, well, i wanted to. dance

fantasy, but always express yourself, maybe, yes, one teacher came to our group, says money for materials, and i agreed so happily. and so, that is, this is exactly, well, it only tells us that it is, well, it is the chernobyl memorial day, and yes, and she came up with such an idea, some kind of idea to do such bird too. well, such a black bird and all such masks. well, it's like a symbol of chernobyl for me was inside in this bird you were getting ashka and we first went. here's the perspective. here, opposite the october cinema , we call this her. well, it was interesting. you know when you're doing something. eh, not all, somehow we were sitting there. it was all glued on. it will be joyful. and this is all the material at night we walked around the city, well, it happened, and then we were offered to go together and there was this procession. this i don't even know. by the way,

i read that something happened chernobyl way, i didn’t even know that you were already late like this, and we remember that we reached the square there. so you got it in chernobyl because it won’t work out that way, but this story is indicative in that yes, the teacher came, he says, let's participate. that is, you are simply in performance. we will give money for materials. this is to the fact that the methods of the opposition have not changed for decades, that is, young creative minds have not grown strong, and they were fed very much by such a method on them. that is, they gave money to give money only to us these flights. yes? well, at least it is also important when you bought it, but in the ninety-sixth year it is, yes. it was two periods. there are before the start of his twenty-second year. let's watch a short video. well, it doesn't seem to be scary. yes, you can. oh, with god, we are here at war, relations are developing. no, well, how once again to run across somewhere there , sir. strange here is the feeling of the inhabitants, yes, and

their confidence that they should stay and live to get used to this environment. well, that is, what leads them, what their hands are, what motivates them is completely incomprehensible. we still have one video from here, let's see, and when it thumps, and here, like this, everything is shaking. at this moment, i quickly go there , hugging a tree. i’m standing, it was a dog, i hugged him and sat down, i don’t have a basement. i have a feeling when they start that it flies right at me. right now it will overtake me , i go out, and it’s already easier for me when i hug a tree like this, so i’m standing near it and i’m standing and praying. i say, lord, carry this death past me, which i am not worthy yet, i am not ready yet. well

i think you are discussing and doggy, probably these questions. that's why, if there is a god, yes, this is the most common question. this will never be resolved. why do people suffer so much? you also thought it was a matter of trusting god. but what if something is allowed, then again, why do you need it? and well, i think that the ministry of internal affairs is jealous of the roots of some kind of its historical past, because m-m. i think it is important that you are a new generation, which is brought up, it did not forget about its roots. this is the most, probably, the main self-consciousness of the people, probably, and some kind of repentance. i don't think i'm a politician. i have no right

to talk about it. i can just say that again, well, from the spiritual side. yes, that is, there is also such and in this sense, a spiritual war. and so people begin to understand that this is a spiritual war and what they are fighting for. hmm, that's what victory is for us. but this is self-awareness and self-awareness of oneself. well , isn't it too cruel through the war because the war is the loss of life hmm blood pain fear. we don't choose. well, we accept that she is god, she says, we pray, of course. to have peace, to have god's world, uh, to our peoples well, our fraternal peoples. eh, they got back together, united against, let's say, against those forces that are really hostile, maybe for this, again, everything was allowed, so that we understand this, almost each of us has some kind of

close friends. both on this side and on the other side. that is, we are brothers, but one of our brothers. he does not want to return to our slavic family. here's how to get him back, he wants to stay on the other side with our opponents. here is our boy. he says that you have to think yeah, to understand something, you have to think, but not accept. it's just that on faith that this is all the information that comes to you. eh, somehow think to reason. well, your father echoes our guest, who recently visited us. svetlana vinokurova she said yes, we must think it is necessary to include critical. yes, but we cannot but ask you about the situation that has developed around the ukrainian orthodox church in general and the kiev-pechersk lavra at 1:00. we pray that this doesn't happen. here on sunday by blessing. hey, metropolitans. we all read it, the canon, he prayed to the mother of god. yes , but if it happens, then this one is also somehow

allowed by god for something. uh, in order to perhaps understand something, maybe we need to pray even more to believe again that nothing is accidental in life. hmm , i have a friend who says all the time, god will arrange everything and the tank too he says that god is in control of everything. and probably, if you always think about it like this, then maybe there won’t be such a panic, there won’t be such a panic inside uh, well, pray and understand that god controls everything anyway. well, we also discussed before the recording. and if we say we tried and relics, otherwise we didn’t get out and nothing happened, but god will arrange everything, probably, it’s the way it is. well, then a little to such a more practical topic. a question. e after the events, and after the start of its own in belarus, many refugees from ukraine appeared e. maybe you

communicate with them, for sure, they are, uh, in your monastery. i have seen many. who lived there temporarily or not temporarily, i don’t know for sure, and it was very tasty. they prayed for each other. the same people as we are uh-huh yes, thank god, and now we had an e-monastery , now there will be such an international festival of our own, and now there were already the first such festivals and children from gorlovka and siberia came to us, and sponsored this speech . eh, i think we don't forget. and the children cried. and those who came, someone here will want to find an overnight stay there for a couple of nights , one of the refugees or something else, you can do that. i think, yes, yes, we are discussing, and we have a pilgrim's house, and there, thankfully, lodging for the night, no money because you have. uh, such a special blessed one

. yes, who are the pilgrims ? and we will interrupt for a while , i remind you, we have a telegram channel. say don't be silent. subscribe ask questions and suggest guests we are in touch. on the air say again, do not be silent, and our guest is mother martha, the rapist of the holy or soviet monastery. i would like to know about obedience. how do you choose them? if you smile understand? just with god life is like that creative. she's not that dry. you understand, everything is laid out on the shelves and it turns out for everyone individually, that is , yes. uh, well sometimes direction. uh, there are things that a person can say, well, some time passes and we either have a hard time on this obedience, or it’s hard to hear everything with him, or he just feels that it’s for him,

maybe his soul is not very useful, well, different situations happen too. and then we need to say everything, say everything, and there the priest will decide, there is a mother or anyway a person should remain in this obedience. all the same , endure or some other is blessed. it seems to me that our monastery is such, yes, that everything can be gathered together. cook all the questions, say everything e don't keep it in yourself and it's such a living life too. yeah, it’s interesting, but it’s these gates, what’s going on there, but, but in your opinion , that is, these are doable obediences or you are overloaded there, it’s our monastery that doesn’t have such a person so that again, doable with god’s help and so humanly, then nothing is doable, because any work of god is, well, you understand, it is difficult. uh, well, for example, even take me and i was drawing. it's just paintings or i started painting frescoes - an icon is a completely different spiritual burden , you know, and this can already be done only with

god's help. that's all i can, as my grandmother says about strengthening me, and there it became in character. there he turned from a bully into a great person. do you believe in such transformations. yes, i really see, yes, people, of course , people change completely, that is, they remain. maybe some, that is, each person is given a reflection. maybe temperament, character - this probably remains. yes, but it’s already all directed towards something else, and people are changing beyond recognition. ugh interesting. yes , it seemed to me that a person is here, well, with a set of quality in the monastery. and when you do something for god , there is such a possibility that all well, for the good of such a question, is it necessary or do you not believe me as a person to go to church, the first one can be said that if such people really do not believe in us yes, because that all the same, we have the roots of the right sphere. yes, and they can tell such an interesting story. uh , that is, we are talking about the fact that we have some kind of boarding schools for children and adults, which

we take care of, and here was the liturgy in the adult. that is, they are people. well, through them, probably, a block, it can be a joke to look for such a simple word that everyone understands. well, well, it's true, said hmm, you said that they asked for all the obediences and with god's help, but it seems to me that you like to load yourself with you. and frescoes uh, children's icon-painting workshop boarding school, uh, military academy and one more thing . you have an obedience job in a petting zoo. well, these are just a few of the zoo's pets,

what are you doing on this obedience? you feed them. you are absolutely no longer in control of the process to maintain this project, well, once a week.