bath of the honored workers of arts. yes, of course, of course, the thing was that he lost faith in himself, dropped his hands, stopped working, faded. faded away disappeared october 5 , 2021, having received communion, nikolai rashev flew away, and his body lay in the ground of the city where he was born, this is a rare happy occasion in our hectic time. now no one will tell how misha bulgakov passed the note into the hands of his classmates to kohler's mother, how she stroked her son kolya with these hands, and kolya then shook

my hand with this hand. you see, here again, here is the chain shaking hands, recalling once in a conversation with kolya rashev gennady palomka said that i only had enough for one picture. but what is the picture? yes, i think, i give it to me, then with him there was only one day of communication, one day of impressions. one view of everything, but what a day it was, what were the impressions? what a viewing it was and i remember it, i was young 36 years old in large horn-rimmed glasses and that's how i remember him. only so oh where can i go, let me look around.

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fell, we don’t chop up the new day and we rob them to our music, i’ll sing intradermal us. the sun, i have timid music at our fingertips and opening before us the music can change color. pokulki, i'm on so much music inside.

spiritual life begins with the knowledge of oneself; many, when they hear this, say, and i know myself well. who can know me better than myself, but in fact this is not so, in general, the life of every person can be compared with the hero of a novel. dorian gray had a portrait that reflected all the passions of the sins that he committed while, as himself, he remained beautiful young like a human being, each of us has such a portrait, our soul, which reflects all the passions and sins that we commit as a person begins to live a spiritual life. the lord begins

to reveal to a person a little bit. this is the true image of the soul of each of us. monasticism is the joy of communion with god each of us in life intersects with some people in circumstances with some insults, sorrows, but in fact all these

people of circumstances are just like mirrors that reflect our essence to us. it seems to us that we are offended because we were offended, but in fact this mirror reflects our essence, that we offended, that we have pride? in a monastery, this discovery of self-knowledge occurs most profoundly, because the lord’s goal is to show the monk what he really is, so that the person wants to improve. the holy fathers say that the spiritual life of a person is an invisible battle, that is, an invisible war. it takes place in the soul of every person, but it is especially intense in the soul of monastics. now 16 sisters live in the monastery. i would say that we live like

a small family, and today our day in the monastery starts at 5:30, when the sister in charge will be all of us in prayer by 6:00. we are going to our monastic rule, which consists of morning prayers midnight reading the canons. and a commemoration and now the lord has strengthened the victory of the trojans for the orthodox christians the monastery is located in

the very center of the city, although it is surrounded by beautiful nature and is located as if it would seem in solitude, many parishioners gather here for us, who love to pray in the monastery, because the monastic service is still different from the parish services. the territory of the monastery, we have two main temples. this is a cathedral. st. nicholas cathedral with two borders and a small church of st. onufriev temple which was built by st. george of canist as a winter church

which now looks like the completion of our territory, but in fact it was built in the ninety-seventh year. very ordinary at the same time, when inside every day passes in some kind of labors in the winter. it's cleaning the hallways. kitchen obedience obedience to the refectory. we have a large temple, because obedience to a churchwoman. when the spring-summer autumn period begins, do we still work in the vegetable gardens and beautiful flower beds that adorn the courtyard of our monastery? i think that at some stage of a monastic life a person there is a question of some kind of jam, whether i was mistaken in my choice of life path. but it

arises most often when a person, like everyone in worldly life, wants to see the result of his labors in the monastery. if this is a monk, then every monk wants to see his own spiritual fruits, and spiritual fruits in monasticism. this is a natural prayer of union with christ . it is very difficult to find the living god. we have one goal - this is christ, and this goal unites us all. we are all different, but everyone has their own path, everyone has every vision. everyone has it their heart and it is, well, each in its own way is located and the prayer of their service, but everyone is trying it. here are those to look for this way,

gentlemen. when i already came to the monastery, i realized that of the three objects that we give in ours, this is not acquisition, chastity and obedience. so obedience is the most difficult object. we have a sisterhood. these are sisters in white headscarves who come and help us carry out their labors. in boarding houses in hospitals , our main function is to prepare for the idea of ​​eating fomush priest and holding the priests communion, and a charity function

unleashed, my good. we are now going through the time of fasting fast - this can be said to be steps leading us to easter , to the resurrection of christ and to easter joy. and as a person begins to consciously live a spiritual life, to consciously approach fasting, this cleansing begins. we are busy in the world.

any questions, but not the question of the main questions about life and death, about the sufferings of christ and about his resurrection, if we understood this, er, and accepted, we would all be happy on this earth. although christ a came a-a to earth, it was not for our amusement, but for our salvation for the kingdom of heaven in a monastery. i look around and understand through this. this is some kind of patience during fasting, something starts to change in the soul from zero plus values.

this is a bodily fast and a spiritual fast, so if you look at the bodily fast, each of us has our own endurance, some kind of physical strength, if on a scale they can be determined for someone, a ten, for someone, for someone, dvoechka. barely a soul in body and each of us during fasting should come close to this, to zero, to our own limit of physical strength, when we become zero, the lord represents one and it turns out ten. the lord gives us the strength to obedience to work to help our neighbor, and you understand that this is no longer you. it's god's grace working in you. here,

i have such leaflets organized by sunday school. we have about 60 students. children somehow organically flow into our lives, and they are imbued with love for the monastery for worship. and we help them with our example determine your spirituality. thousands will be saved by choosing to develop in the spiritual life yourself and around you. in fact, it depends on each of us. responsible for each of us.