>> can we auction these off on ebay or something? i want you to have them. take my sweaty gloves. >> thank you. >> you guys spoil me. >> he was a delight. welcome to the family, mike rowe. his new show "somebody's got to to it" premieres 9:00 p.m. eastern on cnn. i'm poppy harlow. cnn special report "downward spiral: inside the case of aaron hernandez" begins right now. the following is a cnn special report. the nfl and its black eye. >> the baltimore ravens running back suspended for domestic violence. >> allegations of explosive anger. >> adrian peterson indicted on a felony charge. >> violence. >> prosecutors say he dragged his girlfriend from room to room by her hair. >> and innocent people caught in the crossfire.

it's not the first time. >> how do you plead to this indictment? >> not guilty. >> rising nfl star aaron hernandez charged with murder multiple times. >> he was projected to be one of the best tight ends of his generation. >> tonight, "downward spiral: inside the case against aaron hernandez." each fall brings the start of football season. when men who run the fastest and hit the hardest take to the fields before millions of cheering fans. wret yet at kickoff this year, attention is focused off field. inside a new jersey casino on hitting of a different kind. >> i think it's a case that got so much attention at the beginning was ray rice. >> those of us who are former professional athletes were appalled by the visions that we saw of ray rice and his

then-fiancee outside the elevator as he was dragging her limpless body out and depositing her like she was some yesterday's news. >> in july, the nfl suspends ravens running back ray rice for two games. then goes further the following month. implementing a new domesticabus policy. >> six-game suspension for the first offense. >> another video from tmz sports from mid-september. it's inside the elevator. >> it's horrifying. it shocked a lot of people. she struck her with his hands, knocking her unconscious. >> the ravens cut rice. the nfl ignores its brand new policy and suspends him indefinitely. that's followed by a steady stream of players facing domestic abuse allegations. >> the microscope suddenly was on the nfl.

everybody was paying attention. >> vikings star adrian peterson accused of child abuse. for disciplining his son with a switch. defensive end, greg hardy, playing for the panthers, appealing a conviction for assaulting an ex-girlfriend. there are at least three others and each one is punished differently. >> it really feels at times like the nfl is levying discipline with an etch a sketch. write something else. see what the public says. will there enough people angry? shake the rest of the etch a sketch. scribble out something new. >> it's a problem nfl chief roger goodell is now promising to fix. >> i will be asking experts to examine all current nfl policies related to employee and player conduct and discipline. we will implement new conduct policies. >> but you have to wonder, when the heat starts to die down, when we're not talking about this in the news anymore, how many of those recommendations will the nfl implement?

>> there is one case where there is no waffling. one player fired immediately. >> please rise. >> his name, aaron hernandez. his alleged crime, murder. it's a springtime saturday in new england patriot country. a perfect day for football. june 15th, 2013. something seems out of place to mike branch. a coach with the boston bandits. a semipro team. >> a black suburban pulls, like, right up on my car. who's pulling right in front of my car? >> in the driver's seat, bandit defensive end, 27-year-old oden lloyd. >> then i see a smile. coach. >> branch thinks it's odd because lloyd doesn't own a car. >> i'm like, whose car is this?

>> branch has his suspicions, but he never gets a straight answer. lloyd is busy telling his buddies about the good time he had at a club the night before. >> he said he was at the club with mr. hernandez. and they were partying. and had a good time and that mr. hernandez spent a good amount of money. >> mr. hernandez is aaron hernandez. a $40 million rising star with the new england patriots. how much money? >> said, like, 10 grand. >> 10 grand? in one night? >> that's what he said, yeah. >> when the club closes, the evening continues at an apartment the football player keeps near the patriots stadium. oden lloyd's best buddies, darryl hodge, and darryl sweet, say their friend wasn't formally a big partyer. they know a different side of

him. the friend they described was passionate about football. >> whistle blows, he's coming full throttle. >> and family. >> definitely always took care of his mom and his sisters. >> my brother and i were kind of like, i wouldn't say best friends, but, you know, as close as siblings can get. >> in and out. you know what i'm talking about? >> branch who also coached lloyd in high school didn't hesitate to give him advice as an adult and an occasional reality check. >> at some point, realizing he's not going to the nfl, this is going to be for fun. what do i have to do to prepare myself for life? >> he said lloyd was doing landscaping while figuring out what next. >> i spoke to him about talking firefighter tests. >> lloyd also began dating college student, jenkins, the link between the young man who dreamed of the nfl and the all-american who made it.

what's your understanding of how they met? >> they were dating sisters. >> shanea jenkins is the youngest sister of shiana who is engaged to hernandez and mother of his little girl. >> i played 13 years. >> former patriots running back kevin faulk is a friend of hernandez. he played with him for 2 1/2 seasons. >> tight end in a receiver body that could play running back. that could return punts. return kicks. >> but how close were the talented tight end and the struggling landscaper? how much do you know that they hung out together? >> rarely. just two different worlds. but he had one world, we got our world. >> checking out my new camera. >> on sunday, june 26th, father's day 2013, oden lloyd is

cruising with his friends in that mysterious black suburban. >> we had the music playing, jamming to the music and stuff. we're laughing. we're talking. oden driving, got the one hand type driving. like, he's just having fun. later when we went to nimy aunt house, we was playing pool. >> the table. the ball. >> i saw oden make one of the most spectacular shots aye ever seen. >> no chance in hell. >> oh! >> it was a good day. >> oh, it was a great day. >> you got that? i hope you all got that. >> a great day. >> and it was coming to and. after lloyd got a text from his job saying he had to work the next morning. >> then he got another text asking to hang out. >> a text from hernandez. >> let's have another great night. >> i take it there's a part of you that thought, man, you have to go to work the next day.

>> go home. i was like, it's already 9:00, 9:00ish. >> when you guys left each other, what do you remember saying to him? >> i'm going to see you later. >> little did he know there would be no later. monday, june 17th, 5:37 p.m., lloyd's body is discovered by a jogger in north attleboro, 35 miles south of where he lives. here at the crime scene, investigators find oden lloyd's wallet, his driver's license and five .45 caliber shell casings. they suspect he was first shot in the back and then finished off as he was lying face up in the secluded area of an industrial park. darryl hodge learns of the murder from lloyd's sister, olivia, who calls him. >> i could hear. >> did she say, he's dead? >> in between the cries and the

bawling, darryl, oden's dead. really, i was there in a minute. i got in the house, got inside. >> you saw his mom? >> yeah. >> what did she say? >> darryl, who killed my son? what do you say to that? i immediately, like, fell to my knees, gave her a hug, wrapped my head around her hip. i done know. i don't know. >> that night was tough for darryl sweet who was also at lloyd's home. >> i just ran back inside of my car. >> what were the questions in your head? >> who was he with? you know? who he possibly could have been with until i got the news, the text. >> shakila is lloyd's youngest

sister. he says them picked up from their house and driven away in the middle of the might. just before lloyd dies, police say he sends shakila chilling text messages. at 3:07 a.m., lloyd asks, you saw who i'm with? at 3:11, he checks in again. texting, hello? 3:19. shakila answers, my phone was dead. who was that? 3:22 a.m. lloyd answers, nfl. and a minute later, at 3:23 a.m., lloyd sends his very last text. "just so you know." was he trying to leave a clue that he was with hernandez? >> o. not crazy. o. don't work in, like, mysterious ways. when he -- if he left crumbs, something was going down.

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pieces of evidence, distinctive tire tracks, lloyd's cell phone and keys for that black suburban he had been driving all weekend. police quickly learn it was rented by new england patriot, aaron hernandez. over the next several days, investigators search his home and cars, removing bags of possible evidence, including june 26th, 2013, 9 days after the murder of odin lloyd, hernandez is arrested. the charges, first-degree premeditated murder and having illegal weapons. his plea? >> not guilty. >> and he's no longer a new england patriot. >> i and other members of the organization were shocked and disappointed. >> hernandez is canned before he

reaches the courthouse. >> mr. hernandez is charged with a very serious crime, but that shouldn't be enough to hold him without bail. >> and he's staying in jail. his attempts at bail denied. >> i think the commonwealth presented a case that's circumstantial to be sure, but very, very strong. >> hours after his arrest, the public hears those details for the first time. 9:02 p.m. father's day, june 16th. >> the defendant had sent a text message to a friend of his who was out of state, "please make it back." >> that friend is ernest wallace in hernandez's hometown of bristol, connecticut, more than 100 miles away. at 9:35, hernandez texts him again, "get your ass up here." wallace is joined by carlos ortiz. both have criminal records.

at about the same time, hernandez is also texting lloyd. "i'm coming to grab that tonight. you going to be around? i need that and we can step for a little again." when lloyd doesn't answer immediately, hernandez sends another text at 9:34. "what up?" lloyd answers at 9:37, "all right, where"? at 9:39, hernandez replies, "i don't know, it don't matter, but i'm going to hit you when i'm that way." after midnight, surveillance stills released by authorities show wallace and ortiz arriving at hernandez's home. inside, the football player is holding what appears to be a gun and he's not happy. >> he makes a statement that he's upset, that he can't trust anyone anymore. the three of them departed the defendant's home at 1:12 in the morning in the silver nissan altima.

2:10 a.m., he's on camera at this gas station. >> the defendant bought gas, bought two other items, bubbilicious blue cotton candy gum and rolling papers for marijuana. >> about 20 minutes later, 2:32 a.m., a camera captures the same altima pulling up to lloyd's home. lloyd gets inside. as they start driving, a sign of trouble. hernandez tells lloyd he doesn't trust him, angry about who he was talking to at the club where they partied friday night. how do investigators know about the conversation in the car? ortiz, sources say, squeals during questioning. at 3:22 a.m., a string of security cameras at an industrial park pick up the altima as it is headed toward a secluded area. >> there are no homes there, no

artificial lighting. >> it's now 3:23 and odin lloyd sends his sister the final text, tell her he's with nfl, adding "just so you know." between 3:23 and 3:27, workers nearby tell police they hear gunshots. hernandez's home is only a half mile from the murder scene. at 3:29, a camera shows an altima pulling up in hernandez's driveway. only three people get out. odin lloyd isn't one of them. >> the defendant goes walking toward the house. >> back inside the house, images show wallace, then again with ortiz in a basement doorway, with hernandez nearby and this, hernandez wearing white with a gun in his left hand. police, a law enforcement source says, believe this is the murder weapon, a .45-caliber gun. it remains missing.

>> they all then go down to the basement. once in the basement, the surveillance gets shut off. >> around 5:30 that evening, prosecutors say hernandez and his two friends show up here to return their rented nissan altima. the manager tells investigators hernandez offers her blue bubble gum. it's the same kind he bought at that gas station, and now it's showing up in the returned rental, along with a .45-caliber bullet casing. the manager tosses the gum and bullet casing in a dumpster. police say the shell came from the same gun that fired the rounds at the murder scene. and they say tire impressions taken near the body match the kind of tires on the altima. hernandez's attorneys won't comment on the case, and all

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as aaron hernandez adjusts to life behind bars, charged with murder, yet another accusation of gun violence makes headlines.

four months before odin lloyd is gunned down, the football player is at tootsie's strip club in miami. a law enforcement source says hernandez drops about 10 grand that night. one of the men he's with, alexander bradley. prosecutors describe him as hernandez's former right-hand man. by morning, bradley is shot in the face, dumped out of a vehicle, and left for dead. still wearing his now-blood-soaked vip wristband from the club. it happened here, an industrial park 65 miles north of tootsie's strip club in miami. >> when the police investigated this incident, alexander bradley didn't point the finger at hernandez. >> that changes when bradley sues, claiming that aaron hernandez cost him his right eye. bradley later tells prosecutors he was shot after hernandez felt

disrespected during an argument over a missing cell phone. after bradley is shot, prosecutors say hernandez gets a new right-hand man, ernest wallace. >> this defendant is more commonly known by his nickname, which is hobo. >> wallace has a long criminal history. prosecutors say he sells and uses drugs, including the hallucinogen angel dust or pcp. he's not the on one. court documents show wallace's sidekick, carlos ortiz, admits he's regularly abusing pcp, alcohol and thc, pot. sources tell cnn aaron hernandez also smoked a lot of pot, one calling it a boat load. prosecutors say the tight end would give odin lloyd money to

buy marijuana. cnn obtained his photograph of a stack of blunts, said to be made of marijuana supplied by hernandez. sources tell cnn aaron hernandez also used angel dust and that could have made him paranoid. one says he felt he was a target, that people were coming after him. >> the combination of those drugs, depending on the long-term use of the drugs and the amount of drugs could cause someone to become violent, could cause someone to become very paranoid, could cause someone to overreact to a situation, appear to be more impulsive. >> that kind of behavior doesn't describe the aaron hernandez many remember growing up in bristol, connecticut, where his >> he was kind of like goofy and fun. kind of had a baby face.

all the teachers loved aaron. >> brad mcmillan, and andrew rigali played basketball with aaron beginning in middle school. >> he was twice the size of me. we were the same height, but he was more athletic obviously. he practiced all the time. >> practiced because his father, dennis, pushed him constantly. >> his father was pretty strict. i mean, he told me his father used to make him shoot 500 shots before he went to play with friends. his dad clearly kept him anchored. >> bob montgomery covers high school sports for the bristol press. >> i saw a closeness with them i had never seen before. it was something about dennis and aaron, the way they intertwined. it was just magic, in my eyes. >> but in a heartbeat, that closeness is gone. >> i was sitting in math class with another teammate, phone rang. teacher went to go pick up the phone. and then she said,"you need to

go up to the coach's room." coach walks in and says, "dennis has passed away." >> dennis hernandez, aaron's father, his anchor, dies after routine hernia surgery. it hit 16-year-old aaron hard. >> he was just sad. he couldn't stop the tears. >> felt uncomfortable to see him so hurt. i felt bad for him. >> that father/son relationship comes up in conversations with sheriff thomas hudson, who runs the jail where hernandez is held for a year before being moved. >> clearly at 16-year-old, old losing your father, it would be very easy to fall into the lifestyle of following people that don't help you make the best choices. >> one choice he makes is to tattoo some of his dad's advice on his arms. >> this is a quote my father always used to give me, "if it is to be, it is up to me, saying

whatever i want my life to be is up to me to make it out that way. >> when it comes time to his his college pick, not even his brother, d.j., can get aaron to join him where their dad played, the university of connecticut. >> at first, he wouldn't even talk to me, but there are days saying, "it's our dream to play together. come on, please." >> but aaron stands firm, believing his football career will soar in gator country. coming up, a promising college career overshadowed by trouble off the field. there comes a time in everyone's life when you want more. like a new meticulously engineered german sedan. finely crafted. exactingly precise. desire for such things often outpaces one's means. until now. hey matt, new jetta? yeah.

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with the man who kept him grounded now gone, aaron hernandez takes a pass on his father's school, the university of connecticut, cutting his high school senior year in half. he heads to the university of florida. >> then i was kind of just bummed that he wasn't going to be on our basketball team. >> in january 2007, he joins the gators and star quarterback, tim tebow. by april, still long before the gators season opener, there is trouble off the field. the rookie teen loses his cool

at this popular off-campus restaurant. there is an argument between aaron hernandez and the manager over a bill. tim tebow tries to calm things down and settle the check, but according to this police report, it all ends with aaron hernandez sucker-punching the manager on the left side of his head, bursting an eardrum. the manager later tells police, university of florida coaches and lawyers have contacted him, and they are working on an agreement. a university spokesman says they are not aware of any settlement. five months later, in september, there's more trouble. this time, a shooting near the university. it begins with young men snatching gold neck chains at a local club. there's an argument in the parking lot across the street. police report several uf

football players are involved, including hernandez. >> i know hernandez was there. there was trouble. >> there was arguing loud. >> the suspected chain snatchers get into this man's car. his name is corey and doesn't want his face shown for fear of retribution. can you point out roughly where it was? moments after leaving the club, someone fires into corey's crown vic, hitting him in the head. >> can you tell me and show me, where is it that that bullet went? it came right about there? >> i can't imagine what he would have felt that night. >> corey's aunt stephanie remembers he nearly died. >> his heart stopped a couple times. >> they had to take half of my skull to get the bullet out. i was in rehab and they helped me to walk again and talk again. >> police interview more than 20 people, and they try to question hernandez, but he's the only one

who doesn't make a statement after invoking his right to counsel. at the time, his mother terri hernandez, tells the "orlando sentinel," "i know he was at the club, but he never saw any shooting." it's still an open case. no one has ever been charged. both corey and his aunt stephanie have been trying to get to the truth for seven years. you've done a lot to try to get to the heart of what happened. what about going to the university of florida? >> i tried it. i was just told that they would put the guys on curfew so that they could, i guess, lessen their activities in clubs and things of that nature. i would have like to seen some more in-depth questioning of those football players. >> citing privacy laws, the

university of florida won't discuss specifics of how players are disciplined. was hernandez on a slippery slope? he was tearing up the field as a gator, but some who knew him were worried, especially when he was unsupervised away from the game. "if you could keep him on one side, he would be fine," one source put it. the problem was he couldn't stay away from the other side, adding it was a recipe for disaster. and it was a recipe that included marijuana. hernandez was suspended at least once for using the drug. it's an issue that follows him when he enters the draft his junior year. >> teams spend a lot of money on background checks, hiring private investigators to be sure this is somebody who will enter the nfl and stay out of trouble. >> and how far back do they go? >> if you done something in middle school, they will go back and find somebody that was around that time and ask them.

>> trying to head off trouble before the draft, hernandez goes on the offensive, writing a letter to the patriots' director of personnel. "if you draft me as a member of the new england patriots," he wrote, "i will willfully submit to a biweekly drug test throughout my rookie season." >> prior to the draft, aaron hernandez was a player that could be a first-round pick and no later than a second round pick. >> with another selection, they go aaron hernandez. >> he ends up the 113th pick, passed over until the fourth round. >> i have to believe that him falling so far is more than just a story about marijuana. there were questions raised in background checks about him that caused teams to say we'll downgrade him on our draft board. >> but during his first year with the patriots, he proves himself. >> there were questions that, oh, he's too young to be in the league, he's not going to get belichick's system.

he was able to debunk those by having a solid season. >> by the end of his second season, hernandez has star power, inking a five-year, $40 million extension. >> you can't come here and act reckless and do your own stuff. i might have acted the way i wanted to act, but you get changed by bill belichick's way. >> what no one knew at the time, one month before he signs that deal, the football player parties at a boston club. that night, two young men are shot and killed after leaving that same club by a man driving a silver suv. is there a connection?

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it's a silver suv, but in the life of aaron hernandez, it's much more. while searching his cousin's home for clues in odin lloyd's murder, police stumble on a toyota 4runner. it's in a garage and it belongs to a leasing company who loaned

it to the patriot tight end in exchange for promotional work. for the past year, boston police have been looking for an suv linked to an unsolved double-murder. this appears to be it. how difficult has this loss been for you, sir, as a father? ernesto de abreu's son, daniel, was killed in the drive-by shooting outside a boston nightclub with his friend, safiro furtado, on july 16th, 2012. witnesses say two men in a silver suv with rhode island plates pulls alongside de abreu's car, shots are fired. finding that suv and other tips

leads to a stunning discovery. aaron hernandez seen on security video police say with another man following furtado into that night club and stalking them in a silver suv after they leave. almost a year after he's charged with odin lloyd's murder -- >> aaron hernandez, please rise. >> -- aaron hernandez is indicted for the murders of those two young men. >> how do you plead to this indictment? >> not guilty. >> the defendant leaned out of the driver's side window of the suv, loaded revolver in his hands, extended out. the defendant immediately fired at least five rounds from the .38 caliber revolver into the victims' car. >> but why? >> daniel d. abreu while dancing nearby accidentally bumped into the defendant causing the defendant's drink to partially spill. >> the motive prosecutors say is nothing more than a spilled

drink by a complete stranger. >> the defendant told his friend he had deliberately bumped him and was, quote, trying him. >> court documents identify the friend with hernandez that night as alexander bradley. the same alexander bradley who says hernandez later shot out his right eye because the football player felt disrespected during an argument over a cell phone. all leading to a key question. do those two violent acts suggest a dangerous pattern of behavior driven by paranoia? cnn has learned prosecutors believe that behavior is what led to ode odin lloyd's murder. a source with knowledge of the investigation says the night they were at this club, hernandez gets angry when he sees lloyd talking with two men. and angry again later at hernandez's apartment when lloyd

gets a look at guns and ammo kept there. it's unclear exactly what ticks him off that night. the source will only say it's as trivial as that spilled drink allegedly behind the double-murder. >> motive does not have to be proven under the law. >> jared leone is both a former massachusetts district attorney and federal prosecutor. >> juries like motive. juries want to know why someone did something, especially when they have done something alleged to be as heinous as this was. >> the defendant was the one -- >> a motive, no matter how trivial, would make the state's case stronger. prosecutors have already bolstered the case by upgrading the charges against co-defendants ortiz and wallace to murder. >> how do you plead? >> not guilty. >> not guilty. >> charging of carlos ortiz and ernest wallace for murder really signals that this will be a

joint venture murder prosecution, where anyone who actively participates in the murder can be held guilty for the murder. >> that would mean hernandez could be convicted of murder, even if prosecutors can't prove he fired the gun. but none of this makes the case rock solid, it still has holes. >> there remains no murder weapon. >> conviction without a gun is more difficult. still ahead, even a jail cell can't keep aaron hernandez from getting into more trouble. come on! let's hide in the attic. no. in the basement. why can't we just get in the running car? are you crazy? let's hide behind the chainsaws. smart. yeah. ok.

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for odin lloyd's mother, urs la lloyd, every day is a struggle. >> i love you. i miss you so much, sweetie. i never thought i'd be talking to my son in the ground, you know?

>> at every pretrial hearing, she's surrounded by family, hangs on every word. >> mr. hernandez's right to a fair trial. >> but the justice she seeks is still a long way off. the trial is now scheduled to begin next january. the fallen football star spend his days waiting alone in a seven by ten foot cell. for more than a year, sheriff thomas hodgson was in charge of keeping ayoon on herren. >> there's a warmth within this person. >> what went wrong? >> behaviors. and the environment that people grow up in. have an incredible influence on who we become. >> sheriff thomas believes in modifying behavior behind bars. he says inmate number 174954 is reading the bible. and another book he suggested.

>> i got him reading tuesday's with murray. >> it examines thousand create a centered, meaningful life. >> he was clearly moved by the book. he called his mother and told her she needed to read it. >> the sheriff tells hernandez to find his center by turning to his childhood anchor, his late dad. >> never be able to get back to that place that you felt comfortable and safe in, and that's only going to happen in you go back and talk to your father. go back to your cell and talk to your father. >> it's not as bad now that i'm not playing. >> kevin faulk hasn't given up on his ex-teammate. >> i want to tell him that he has somebody on his side praying for him. >> prosecutors are saying he orchestrated the execution of someone. >> you're not going to make me believe that he's a monster because you use those type of words. >> not even two more murder charges in the so-called spilled

drink case have changed faulk's opinion of the player he knew. >> question all the time, do you think your boy did it? no, i don't want him to have done it, no. if you want me to say no, no, i don't think he did it. at the same time, anybody can be pushed to do something drastic like that if they push to that point. >> even behind bars, trouble continues to follow faulk's former teammate. after trash talk with another inmate, that man's lawyer says hernandez got some punches in. it got physical, didn't it? >> no question it was a physical altercation, absolutely. >> hernandez is now charged with assault in that fight. that's on top of the three murder charges, a lawsuit claiming hernandez shot a friend in the face, three civil suits from the families of his alleged victims, and according to sources, a federal gun

trafficking investigation. as for the odin lloyd case -- >> i think the odds are likely that aaron herren will be convicted -- hernandez will be convicted. do i believe it's a slam dunk? no. >> the ex-patriot's lawyers contend the circumstantial evidence so far is full of gaps. >> there is a lot of what i would call smoke, there's no doubt about it, but that's not probable cause that he committed murder. and you can't just throw a bunch of stuff against the wall and say well that's good enough. >> all rise. >> hernandez's lawyers and mother declined our request for an interview, but predict he'll be cleared. >> we're confident that aaron is going to be exonerated, and that when witnesses have to testify, that a jury of aaron's peers will find that he's not guilty, and in fact had no part in the killing of odin lloyd.

>> days after what would have been odin lloyd's it willth birthday, family and friend come together for the number 53's headstones. >> i don't think anything can really heal me right now. he was the love of my life. >> in loving memory of odin lloyd, our son, our brother, amen. >> and you still talk to him? >> yeah. >> what do you say? >> i miss him. i love him. miss him. no matter what the outcome is, we still move at the end of the day. even if you get justice. do you really come out a winner? i don't think so. >> do you think there's a chance that aaron hernandez may be found not guilty? >> that's my biggest fear. all it takes is one juror.

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