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now more oral histories from the vietnam archive at texas tech university in lubbock. these stories focus on the november 1965 battle of the idrang valley. bill beck was an assistant machine gunner whose actions at a clearing called landing zone x-ray earned him a silver star. in this hour-long interview he recalls a routine mission on a sunday afternoon that turned into a life and daeth struggle. >> i'm doing an oral history video interview with mr. bill beck. we are in washington, d.c., crystal city hilton. it's november 12th, 2005, about 1:15 p.m., and we are here commemorating the reup, the 40th anniversary reunion of the battles in the idrang valley, x rarks alb ray,albany, and falcon. columbus. tell me about those days in

novemb november. before you all get in, tell me about tony nadal and the guys around you, your buddies, before you all arrive on sunday. >> all right. well, we all trained at fort bening, georgia. advanced infantry division is what i was doing down there. we went overseas. we were best buddies back in the states. we were close knit in on-kay. we were in country about two months before the ballot of the idrang valley. so we worked together, we played together, we shared things together. we were close. and we were good friends. our sergeants were good friends, good buddies. our officers we respected. our lieutenants, our captains, right up to colonel moore himself. we all knew each other. so we were pretty much a close-knit family. >> was that unusual, do you think, for a battalion to be that close? >> i didn't know it pet, but in

hindsight, when you look back on things, i think we were a lot closer than other veterans i talked to. >> tell me about tony nadal. >> tony nadal, he was my company commander. he was a fair and honest man. he treated his men like they wanted to be treated. he treated us fairly. we liked him very much. we respected him. we knew he had a prior tour in vietnam. so us being green, we had a good tendency to listen to what he had to say. we knew he had been there before. and we looked up to him. >> what about the lieutenants in the company? >> our lieutenants were all good guys. we had a young -- i had a -- my platoon leader was lieutenant taft. he was a young lieutenant, young first lieutenant.

he was a very good officer. he was real nice to us. he treated us great. we respected him very much. he was killed right in front of me about eight, ten yards in front of me on lz x-ray when the firing first started. it was a real shame because he was a bright young lieutenant. probably out of west point. i didn't know then. >> well, i do want to get your impressions of two individuals who a lot of people know. hal moore and sergeant major pl plumley. tell me about hal moore. >> back then i only knew him as an officer and that he was our battalion commander. and as you went up in the scale, lieutenants, captains, majors, and colonels, the more fear you had for them. the more brat they had on the more you feared them. and the more you respected them. >> was it a fear and a respect?

>> well, yeah, you didn't want to do anything wrong because you had to go before him and you knew you were going to get reamed out if you did something wrong. so you wanted to keep that down on a sergeant level where he might just give you a kick in the ass 37 but if you went up anything higher, for minor things, they might give you an article 15 or put you on kp duty for 15 days or something like that. they were very strict, very formal. and down on our level, the grunts down there, we could clown with each other, get away with a lot of stuff. but colonel moore, we had a lot of respect for him. and we didn't see him real often. he wasn't out in the field with us that often on a small level. a little search and destroy missions we would go on every day. you he was there on lz x-ray for

the entire battle. >> howwhat did that mean to you all for him to be there and refuse evacuation and stay? >> had he not been there on site, i think it would have been a different story. because i was lost. i'd lost my -- my lieutenant was killed in front of me. mf my sergeants were shot and wounded and killed. so russell adams, the other guy on the machine gun and i, we ended up by ourselves, and we needed direction. we needed somebody to tell us what to do, where to go. we were without that for an hour or two. >> right. what about sergeant major? >> sergeant major, we really feared sergeant major because he had the most stripes on his arm. we were all young back then, but of course he being tolder than us, we knew he was a world war ii veteran, combat veteran, korea combat veteran, and now we're in vietnam. so we really feared him. he was the greatest guy in the

world when he was nice to you, but there again, you didn't want to do anything wrong and face him because you were going to really get chewed out big-time. so we had a lot of respect for all our officers and ncos. >> okay. well, on sunday morning november 14th you all air assault down into x-ray. did you have any idea on your level kind of what you were getting into or what your -- i know you knew what your assignments were going to be once you hit the ground. but what did you know intelligencewise on your level as a machine gunner, system machine gunner? >> we knew absolutely nothing of what we were stepping into. we were just out on another mission, another search and destroy mission that buy. got off in the jungle, dropped off in another part of the jungle. we were doing that every day, looking for an enmai emynemy. and that day was no different

from the rest. but it turned out we stepped into a hornet's nest. >> so when you all -- tell me what happened when you went to your positions and how soon things started off now. >> well, we had landed. we got off on the huey helicopters. three-man machine gun crew. russell adams was the gunner that day. i was the assistant gunner. and then we had an ammo bearer to carry extra ammunition. we rotated guns. you were carrying around 100 pounds with your backpacks and handgrenades and ammo. it was his day to have the gun. we landed, got off the helicopters, and we actually, where we were standing he we faced along from chupong mountain and had no idea there

was a dry creek bed in the jungle. we were standing there, kind of looking around. it was a beautiful sunday afternoon. we figured we'd find nothing and do this again and again. lieutenant taft walked which. he got orders obviously from his radio man. he walked right by, said okay, boys, let's go, follow me. we turned around and followed him into the creek bed, that area, which is thick jungle there. our landing zone is fairly flat. we aukd off that flat area into the thick jungle. and i don't think it went ten steps and all hell broke loose. the firing, the machine guns, the bombs, the grenades. real scary, real hectic. lieutenant taft gets shot and killed. the guy in front of me, jerry

kirsch, gets machine gunned across his stomach. he's no more than two, three yards in front of me. the guys to the left and right of me, one got shot, one got wounded. jerry rolls over on his back, screaming for his mother top of his lungs. i see he's holding his stomach screaming. it freaks you out, this instant thing that's happening here. so russell adams broke off to the left. i didn't see my ammo bearer. he was behind me. so i wanted to stay close to russell. i ran after him. we were actually running parallel to the creek bed now, going straight at the mountain, chupong mountain. and then it just kept escalating, the battle. but that was just the start of it right there. >> right. >> instantly i saw at least two guys killed and maybe three guys wounded.

all in a matter of five seconds. so that scares the hell out of you. i'm running. now my juices are flowing. i spot adams, and i catch up to him. and russell's firing a machine gun. we weren't even there at that point. we're going parallel to the creek bed. and he just keeps going. from the original setting where we landed he moved 50, 75 yards up toward the mountain. and he came to a resting place i guess he felt comfortable with. or maybe we couldn't go any further actually. because we were under fire the entire time. people were shooting at us and bullets hitting the ground and cracking over your head. so he settles down there and he's firing a machine gun and i'm beside him. and i'm looking for my ammo bearer and he's gone, so i figure he got wounded or killed, which wasn't the case, actually. and then i found out three days later what happened to him. so it was us.

we reduced to a two-man team. machine gun team. now we're settled in. and russell's doing the firing. and i'm spotting. looking for anything that moves. an enemy and stuff. and i'm saying over there, straight ahead, and russell's doing his thing. he's doing a good job. >> how loud is that? what's happening? the noise of this battle. >> it was deafening. the noise, it just erupted. it was awful our guys and all of their guys, and throwing everything at us, rockets and rpgs and grenades, like i said. and the helicopter's above it. i don't know if we had gunships but later on we had gunships. now we're firing rockets and they're exploding amongst us. it's real havoc. trees are falling down and breaking and leaves and dirt and smoke and fire. it was very deafening. >> does that surprise you? >> yeah.

you're not trained for anything like that. i wasn't trained to see that the very first five seconds. nobody could train you for what you're going to see. so it scares the hell out of you. but you move. you can't stand still. you're going to die. you do everything you think you can do. you jum. and you dodge, you roll, you crawl, you do what you have to do. but we ended "up" there where we -- 75 yards up. >> it's a long way from the rest of the company. you're on bob edwards' right. but did you think, wow, we're really far out? or was it more just getting there and -- >> no. it just all happened like some things happen in slow motion. some things happen real quick, you don't know how you go from point a to point b. and it was very exhausting and soaking wet. not just right then but later in the battle from running around and doing things. i was totally exhausted. it takes a real drain on you.

so we ended up there. that's it. >> when i asked -- i want you to describe what happens right after this. once you guys get down in this action. when i asked general moore to the end of this interview, what do you think of when you think of the valley and your x-ray, what comes to your mind's eye now? and he took about 30, 45 seconds silence. and he said bill beck. and i said why? he said because he kept the gap filled. he saved the whole situation right then, when it was so critical. he kept me alive, our headquarters, the cp, where it could stay stable and not be -- that gap was huge. and he credited so much to you and russell. so --

>> he's a very kind man with his words. at the time we didn't know where the cp was. i didn't know where the rest of our men were. i didn't know where captain nadal was. i didn't know where the rest of my buddies were. all i know is last time i saw them they were heading into the jungle. and like i said, i didn't know the creek bed was there at the time. i found that out a little later. and we ended up there because of russell. that's where he went. and i stayed with russell. so that happened by fate or blame it on russell. russell adams. but he got me up there. and when we were there, it became a fight for your survival. russell got shot. >> how soon after you guys got down -- >> there are some things happened up there. russell was doing his thing. i left russell for more ammunition because we didn't have an ammo bearer. so i tell russell he's running low on ammunition. i think i only had one box with

me. maybe a bandolier. our ammo box was supposed to have 400 rounds. and we never got those 400 rounds. we got low on ammo. i tell russell, there's like a little lull, a little break. i say i'm going to look for john, our ammo bearer. so i run back to the rear, where we originally started from. and i eventually find two boxes of ammo laying on the ground. well, john got shot and killed and they medevaced him out or something. i donate kn i don't know what's going on. i get the ammo and i'm on my way back up. and and up the creek bed next to the tree turned out to be lieutenant ray toboda. he was a lieutenant of ours. i didn't know him real well at the time. but all i saw is the lieutenant's bar and part of his name. he was severely wounded in his hand and his leg. so i patched up his hand and his

leg. i took time to do that. he had pictures of his wife and children laying out around him. he got them out of his thing. he told me years later he thought he was going to die. he had his .45 out in his hand. i asked him what that was about. i thought he was going to save it to shoot the enemy. he said he was going to shoot himself when the north vietnamese came in to get him. so i took his .45 from him. i had two .45s. and i had mine and i had his. i patched his hand and his leg up. >> how did you patch with? >> well, i used his first aid pack and i used mine. patched his leg up best i could. i patched his hand up. he must have been in terrible pain. as i was wrapping it, i wrapped it real soft. he said every time i tried to tie it a little bit he'd wince in pain. you know. but his leg was like equally bad. i patched him up. my back was to the creek bed,

actually. he was sitting against the tree on the ground. i did that. i took the ammo, heading back to russell adams. somebody threw a hand grenade. the north vietnamese threw a hand grenade. it rolled to the ground. it went off. i was going to jump on the ground and try to get away from him. but it went off just as i bent down. but it was a concussion grenade. thank god. if it's a fragment grenade. if i'd been wounded or killed. a big blast. so that scared the hell out of me. i thought what the hell? i looked to the right. it came from the creek bed area. so i spot these two north vietnamese against this little mound there. they were actually down in a creek bed, come up on a flat area, there's a little mound with bamboo coming out of it and everything else. there's two of them on this side. there's an american g.i. on the other side. the mound's only i'd say three, four feet high. maybe six feet diameter. so they're on one