position, with certainly your ability to testify, in effect, to try to eliminate it from people's minds. judge thomas: senator, i didn't create it in people's minds. this matter was investigated by the federal bureau of investigation in a confidential way. it was then leaked last week into the media. i did not do that. and how many members of this committee will like to have the , and cooperated allegations made about him and then leaked to national newspapers and then be drawn and dried before a national forum of this nature to discuss those

allegations that should have been resolved in a confidential way? senator heflin: well, i certainly appreciate your attitude towards leak. i happen to serve on the senate ethics committee and it has been a sieve. judge thomas: but it didn't leak on me. this leaked on me and it is drowning my life, my career and givetegrity, and you can't it back to me, and this committee cannot give it back to me, and this senate can't give it back to me. you have brought me of something that can never be restored. senator deconcini: i know exactly how you feel. senator heflin: judge thomas, one of the aspects of this is that she could be living in a fantasy world.

i don't know. we are just trying to get to the bottom of all of these facts. but if you didn't listen and didn't see her testify, i think you put yourself in an unusual position. you are, in effect, defending yourself, and basically some of us want to be fair to you, fair but if you didn't listen to what she said today, then that puts it somewhat in a more difficult task to find out what the actual facts are relative to this matter. judge thomas: the facts keep

changing, senator. when the fbi visited me, the statements to this committee and the questions are one thing. the fbi's subsequent questions were another thing. and the statements today, as i receive summaries of them, are another thing. i am not -- it is not my fault that the facts change. what i -- change. what i have said to you is categorical that any allegations that i engaged in any conduct involving sexual activity, pornographic movies, attempted -- attempted to date her, any allegations, i deny. it is not -- deny. it is not true. so the facts can change but my denial does not. ms. hill was treated in a way that all my special assistants were treated, cordial, respectful, professional. judge, if you:

are on the bench and you case where you appear and that close mine you are only right, doesn't raise issues of judicial temperament? senator, senator, there is a big difference between approaching a case objectively and watching yourself being lynched. there is no comparison whatsoever. senator hatch: i might add, he has personal knowledge of this as well, and personal justification for anger. senator heflin: judge, i don't but,to go over this stuff

of course, there are many instances in which she has effect,but -- and, in since you did not see her testify i think it is somewhat unfair to ask you specifically about it. i would reserve my time and go ahead and let senator hatch ask you, and then come back. chairman: senator hatch? judge thomas, i have sat here and i have listened all day long , and anita hill was very impressive. she is an impressive law professor. she is a yale log professor. law graduate.le

and when she met with the fbi, she said that you told her about your sexual experiences and preferences. id i hate to go into this but want to go into it because i have to, and i know that it is something that you wish you had never heard at any time or place. but i think it is important that we go into it and let me just do it this way. she said to the fbi that you told her about your sexual experiences and preferences, that you asked her what she liked her if she had ever done the same thing. that you discussed oral sex between men and women. that you discussed viewing films of people having sex with each other and with animals. that you told her that she's films, and that you would like to discuss specific sex acts and the frequency of sex. what about that? senator, i would

, except being required to hear, to dignify those allegations with a response. as i have said before, i categorically deny them. been pilloried with scurrilous allegations of this nature. i have denied them earlier and i deny them tonight. senator hatch: judge thomas, today in a new statement, in addition to what she had told the fbi, which i have to agree , sheyou is quite a bit made a number of other allegations and what i would like to do is -- some of the

most specific word for the first time today in addition to these which i think almost anybody would say are terrible. and i would like to give you an opportunity, because this is your chance to address her testimony. at any time did you say to that she could ruin your career if she talked about sexual comments you allegedly made to her? judge thomas: no. sen. hatch: did you say to her inwards or substance that you could ruin her career? judge thomas: no. senator hatch: should she ever have been afraid of you and any kind of vindictiveness to ruin her career? judge thomas: senator, i have made it my business to help my special assistants. for herended ms. hill position at oral roberts university. i have always spoken highly of her. i had no reason prior to the fbi visiting me a little more than 2

weeks ago to know that she harbored any ill feelings toward me or -- or any discomfort with me. this is all new to me. sen. hatch: it is new to me too, because i read the fbi -- fbi report at least 10 or 15 times. i didn't see any of these allegations i am about to go into, including that one. but she seemed to sure have a recollection here today. now, did you ever say to professor hill in words or substance, and this is embarrassing for me to say in public, but has to be done, and i am sure it is not pleasing to you. did you ever say in words or substance something like there is a pubic hair in my coke? judge thomas: no, senator. sen. hatch: did you ever refer to your private parts in conversations -- conversations with professor hill? judge thomas: absolutely not, senator. senator hatch: did you ever brag to professor hill about your sexual prowess?

judge thomas: no, senator. senator hatch did you ever use : the term "long dong silver" in conversation with professor hill? judge thomas: no, senator. senator hatch: did you ever have lunch with professor hill at -- at which you talked about sex or pressured her to go out with you? judge thomas: did you ever tell i have had no such discussions, nor have i ever pressured or asked her to go out with me beyond her work environment. senator hatch: did you ever tell professor hill that she should see pornographic films? judge thomas: absolutely not. senator hatch: did you ever talk about pornography with professor hill? judge thomas: i did not discuss any pornographic material or pornographic preferences or pornographic films with professor hill. senator hatch: so you never even talked or described pornographic materials with her? judge thomas: absolutely not.

senator hatch: amongst those or in addition? judge thomas: what i have told you is precisely what i told the fbi on september 25 when they shocked me with the allegations made by anita hill. sen. hatch: judge thomas, those are a lot of allegations. those are a lot of charges, talking about sexual experiences and preferences, whether she liked it or had ever done the same thing, oral sex, viewing films of people having sex with each other and with animals, that maybe she should see such films, discuss specific sex acts, talk about pubic hair in coke, talking about your private parts, bragging about sexual prowess, talking about particular pornographic movies. many ask you something. you have dealt with these problems for a long time. at one time i was the chairman of the committee overseeing the eeoc and, i might add, the department of education, i am the ranking member today. i have known you for 11 years and you are an expert, because

you are the person who made the arguments to the then solicitor general fried that the administration should strongly take a position on sexual harassment in the meritor savings bank v. vinson case, and the supreme court adopted your position. did i misstate that? 202-748-8921 -- judge thomas: senator, what you have said is substantially accurate. what i attempted to do in my discussions with the solicitor is to have them be aggressive in that litigation, and eeoc was very instrumental in the success in the meritor case. senator hatch: now, judge, keep in mind that the statute of limitations under title vii for sexual harassment for private employers is 100 80 days or six months. but the statute of limitations under title vii for federal employers and employees is 30 days. are you aware of that?

judge thomas: yes, senator, i am generally aware of those limitations. sen. hatch: and are you aware of why those statutes of limitation are so short? judge thomas: i would suspect that at some point it would have to do with the decision by this body that either memories begin to fade or stories change, perhaps individuals move around, and that it would be more difficult to litigate them. i don't know precisely what all of the rationale is. senator hatch: well, it involves the basic issue of fairness, just exactly how you have described it. if somebody is going to be accused in a unilateral declaration of sexual harassment, then that somebody ought to be accused through either a complaint or some sort of a criticism, so that that somebody can be informed and then respond to those charges, and, if necessary, change that somebody's conduct. is that a fair statement? judge thomas: i think that is a

fair senator. sen. hatch: now let me ask you something: i described all kinds of what i consider to be gross, awful sexually harassing things, which if you take them cumulatively have to gag anybody. now you have seen a lot of these sexual harassment cases as you have served there at the eeoc. what is your opinion with regard to what should have been done with those charges, and whether or not you believe that, let's take professor hill in this case, should have done something, since she was a yale law graduate who taught civil rights law at one point, served in these various agencies, and had to understand that there is an issue of fairness here. senator, if any of

those activities occur, it would seem to me to clearly suggest or to clearly indicate sexual harassment, and anyone who felt that she was harassed could go to an eeo officer at any agency and have that dealt with confidentially. at the department of education, if she said it occurred there, or at eeoc, those are separate tracks. at eeoc, i do not get to review those, if they involve me, and at department of education there is a separate eeo officer for the whole department. it would have nothing to do with me. but if i were an individual advising a person who had been subjected to that treatment, i would advise her to immediately go to the eeo officer.

an eeo office then would bring the parties together, or at least would confront the problem head-on, wouldn't it? judge thomas: the eeo officer would provide counseling. sen. hatch: within a short period of time? judge thomas: within a short period of time, as well as, i think, if necessary, an actual charge would be senator hatch so the charge : would be made, and the charge would thenthe person against whom it was made would have a chance to answer it right then, right up front, in a way that could resolve it and stop this type of activity if it ever really occurred? judge thomas: that is right. senator hatch: and you have just said it never really occurred. judge thomas: it never occurred. that is why there was no charge. sen. hatch: you see, one of the problems that has bothered me from the front of this thing is, these are gross. humility of, i don't know why anybody would put up with them, or why anybody would respect or

work with another person who would do that. and if you did that, i don't know why anybody would work with you who suffered these treatments. judge thomas: i agree. sen. hatch: furthermore, i don't know why they would have gone to a different position with you, even if they did think that maybe it had stopped and it won't start again, but then claimed that it started again. and then when they finally got out into the private sector, wouldn't somehow or other confront these problems in three successive confirmation proceedings. does that bother you? judge thomas: this whole affair bothers me, senator. i am witnessing the destruction of my integrity. senator hatch: and it is by a unilateral set of declarations that are made on successive dates, and differ, by one person who continued to maintain what she considered

"cordial professional relationship" with you over a 10-year period. judge thomas: senator, my relationship with anita hill prior to september 25 was cordial and professional, and i might add one other thing. if you really want an idea of how i treated women, then ask the majority of the women who worked for me. they are out here. give them as much time as you have given one person, the only person who has been on my staff who has ever made these sorts of allegations about me. senator hatch: well, i think one of our senators, one of our better senators in the u.s. senate, did do exactly that, and he is a democrat, as a matter of fact, one of the fairest people and i think one of the best new people in the whole senate.

this is a statement that was made on the floor of the senate in this record by my distinguished colleague, senator lieberman, a man i have a great deal of respect for. senator lieberman's staff conducted a survey of various women who have worked for you over the years. he was concerned. he has been a supporter of yours, and he was one who asked for this delay so that this could be looked into because he was concerned, too. but as a result of the survey, senator lieberman made the following statement: he said, "i have contacted associates, women who worked with judge thomas during his time at the department of education and eeoc, and in the calls that i and my staff have made there has been universal support for judge thomas and a clear indication by all of the women we spoke to that there was never, certainly not a case of sexual harassment, and not even a ."nt of impropriety

that was put into the congressional record on october 8, 1991. and i think senator lieberman has performed a very valuable service because he is in the other party. he is a person who looks at these matters seriously. he has to be as appalled by this type of accusation as i am, and frankly he wanted to know, "just what kind of a guy is clarence thomas?" and those of us who know you, know that all of these are inconsistent with the real clarence thomas. and i don't care who testifies, you have to keep in mind, this is an attorney, a law graduate from one of the four or five best law schools in this land, a very intelligent, articulate law professor, and the only person on earth other than you knowing whether these things are truethe only other person. i don't blame

-- person. i don't blame you for being mad. judge thomas: senator, i have worked with hundreds of women in different capacities. i have promoted and meant toward dozens. i will put my record against any member of this committee in promoting and mentoring women. sen. hatch: i will put your record against anybody in the whole congress. judge thomas: and i think that if you want to really be fair, you parade every single one before you and you ask them, in their relationships with me, whether or not any of this nonsense, this garbage, trash that you siphoned out of the sewers against me, whether any of it was true. ask them, they have worked with me. ask my chief of staff, my former chief of staff. she worked shoulder to shoulder with me. senator hatch: well, i think we should do that. now, judge, what was professor hill's role in your office at the education department and at

the eeoc? judge thomas: senator, as i indicated this morning, at the department of education ms. hill was an attorney-adviser. i had a -- advisor. i had small staff and she had the opportunity to work on a variety of issues. sen. hatch: she was your number one person? judge thomas: by and large, on substantive issues, she was. senator hatch: how about when you went to the eeoc? judge thomas: at eeoc that role change drastically. as i indicated, my duties expanded immensely. eeoc, as you remember, had enormous management problems, so i focused on that. i also needed an experienced eeo staff, and my staff was much more mature. it was older. it was a more experienced staff. as a result, she did not enjoy that close a relationship with me, nor did she have her choice of the better assignments, and i think that as a result of that there was some concern on her part that she was not being treated as

well as she had been treated prior to that. senator hatch: at any time in your tenure in the department of education, did professor hill ever express any concern about or discomfort with your conduct toward her? judge thomas: no. senator hatch never? :judge thomas: no. the only caveat i would add to that would be that from time to time people want promotions or better assignments or work hours, something of that nature, but no discomfort of the nature that is being discussed here today. senator hatch: now i note that professor hill alleges improper conduct on your part during the period of november, 1981 to february or march of 1982. now isn't it true that both you and professor hill moved from the education department to the eeoc in april of that same year? judge thomas: senator, that is an odd period. the president expressed

his intent to nominate me to become chairman of eeoc in february 1982, and during that very same period, to the best of my recollection, she assisted me in my nomination and confirmation process. i did in fact leave actual work at the department of education, i believe in april, and started at eeoc in may 1982, and she transferred with me. senator hatch: so, in other words, professor hill followed you to the eeoc no more than 2 or 3 months, possibly only 1 month after she claims this alleged conduct occurred. judge thomas: precisely. sen. hatch: on isn't it true, judge thomas, that professor hill could have remained in her job at the education department when you went to the eeoc? judge thomas: to the best of my recollection, she was a schedule a attorney. i know she was not cleared through the white house, so she was not a schedule c. she

-- schedule c. she was not a political appointee. as a result, she had all the rights of schedule a attorneys, and could have remained at the department of education in a career capacity. senator hatch and even if she : might not have remained the number one person to the head of the civil rights division, which you were, she would have been transferred to another equivalent attorney's position. judge thomas: if she had requested it. senator hatch: did you tell her anything to the contrary? judge thomas: not to my knowledge. in fact, i don't think it ever came up. senator hatch she didn't even : ask you? judge thomas: i don't think it ever came up. i think it was understood that she would move to eeoc with me if she so desired. senator hatch if i could just : button it down, in other words, judge thomas, if instead of following you to the eeoc, professor hill had remained at the department of education as a schedule a attorney, she would have had as much job security as any other civil service attorney in the government. and this is especially true, isn't it, because of your friendship with harry singleton? judge thomas: that is right.

if she was concerned about job security, i could have certainly discussed with harry singleton what he is ae done with her personal friend of mine. he is also, or was, a personal friend of the individual who recommended anita hill to me, gil hardy. gil -- gil hardy. gil hardy of course drowned in 1988, but both of us or all three of us had gone to yale law school and knew each other quite well. senator hatch: now, judge thomas, i understand that on occasion, and you correct me if this is wrong, but i have been led to believe that on occasion professor hill would ask you to drive her home, and that on those occasions she would sometimes invite you into her home to continue a discussion, but you never thought anything -- you never thought of any of this as anything more than normal, friendly, professional conversation with a colleague. am i correct on that, or am i wrong? judge thomas: it was not unusual to me, senator. as i remember it, i lived in southwest washington, and would as i remember and again, i am relying on my

recollection, she lived someplace on capitol hilland i would drive her home, and sometimes stop in and have a coke or a beer or something and continue arguing about politics for maybe 45 minutes to an hour, but i never thought anything of it. senator hatch: when professor hill worked for you at the eeoc, did she solicit your advice on career development or career opportunities? senator,udge thomas: as i discuss with most of the members of my personal staff, i try to advise them on their career opportunities and what they should do next. specialalways be a assistant or attorney advisor. and i am certain that i had those discussions with her, and in fact it would probably have been based on that that i advised dean kothe that she would be a good teacher and that she would be interested in teaching. senator hatch: did she treat you as her mentor at the time, in your opinion? judge thomas: pardon me? senator hatch did she treat you

: as though you were a mentor at the time? judge thomas: she certainly sought counsel and advice from me. senator hatch: now at any time during your tenure at the eeoc, did you ever discuss sexual matters with professor hill? judge thomas: absolutely not, senator. senator hatch: at any time during your tenure at the eeoc, did professor hill ever express discomfort or concern about your conduct toward her? tarp no, senator. senator hatch from your : observations, what was the perception of professor hill by her colleagues at the eeoc? what did they think about her? judge thomas: senator, some of my former staffers i assume will testify here, but as i remember it there was some tension and some degree of friction which i attributed simply to having a staff. as i have had 2 weeks to think about this and to agonize over this, and as i remember it, i believe that she was considered to be

somewhat distant and perhaps aloof, and from time to time there would be problems that usually involvedand i attributed this to just being youngbut usually involved her taking a firm position and being unyielding to the other members of the staff, and then storming off or throwing a temper tantrum of some sort that either myself or the chief of staff would have to iron out. senator hatch what was your : opinion of the quality of professor hill's work at the eeoc, as her administrator and as the head of the eeoc? judge thomas: i thought the work was good. the problem was that -- and it was not a problem -- was, it it was not as good as some of the other members of the staff. senator hatch: while professor hill worked for you at the eeoc, did she ever seek a promotion? judge thomas: i believe she did

seek promotions. again, most of that was done through the chief of staff at that time. senator hatch well, if so, to : what position? judge thomas: she may have sought a promotion. in 1983, my chief of staff left and i was going to promote someone to my executive assistant/chief of staff, which is the most senior person on my personal staff, and i think thatagain, i am relying on my memoryshe aspired to that memory, she -- memory, she aspired to that position and, of course, was not successful and i think was concerned about that. senator hatch: i see. when did professor hill leave the equal employment opportunity commission? judge thomas: in 1983. senator hatch: in 1983. why do you think she decided to leave the agency at that time? judge thomas: senator, i thought that she felt at the time that it was time for her to leave washington and also to leave government. she had, i believe, expressed an interest in teaching and the opportunity at oral roberts university provided her both

with the opportunity to be in oklahoma and to teach and, as i remember, she did not lose any salary or any income in the bargain, and that was attractive. senator hatch: did you assist her in getting that job at oral roberts university? judge thomas: yes, senator, i discussed her with dean charles kothe, both informally and provided rick and rectum -- written recommendation, formal recommendation for her. senator hatch: all right. have you had any contacts with professor hill since she left the eeoc in 1983? judge thomas: senator, from time to time, anita hill would call the agency and either speak to me or to my secretary and, through her, she would leave messages. they had been friends, diane holt. on a number of occasions, i believe, too, i am certain of one, but maybe two, when i was in tulsa, ok, i spent time with her, i saw

her, and i believe on one occasion she drove me to the airport and had breakfast with me. senator hatch mr. chairman, with : unanimous consent, i would introduce into the record at this point excerpts from judge thomas' telephone logs from 1983 to 1991, if i could. chairman: without objection. these are the same excerpts that we have had. hatch: these are the same ones that you have had. now, judge thomas, are you familiar with these? judge thomas: i have seen those logs, senator. sen. hatch: do you recall any of : the telephone conversations with professor hill reflected by these particular messages? judge thomas: i do, senator. senator hatch for instance, on : january 31, according to these logsand i think i have got them correct, i am quite sureon july 31, 1984, at 11:30 a.m., a message from anita hill, "just called to say hello, sorry she didn't get

to see you last week." is that -- last week." is that accurate? judge thomas: yes, that was i think one instance when she had come to town, either on personal business or because of her job, and my schedule conflicted with any opportunity to meet with her and simply called tothat was a call from her, i think, to reflect that. senator hatch: number two, on may 9, 1984, at 11:40 a.m., anita hill was the caller, the message was "please call," and she left her phone number, (718) et cetera. do you remember that? judge thomas: yes, senator. senator hatch: number three, on august 29, 1984, at 3:59 p.m., anita called, and the message was "need your advice in getting research grants." do you recall that? judge thomas: i remember that, senator. senator hatch what was that call

: about? judge thomas: i can't remember exactly what the project was, but she wanted some ideas as to how she could get i think some grants, either from eeoc or some other agency, to do some research i believe at oral roberts, and i believe we discussed that and i may have put her in contact with someone. again, my recollection of that is vague, but we did have a discussion. senator hatch: did you help her? judge thomas: i tried. senator hatch: you tried. number four, on august 30, 1984, at 11:55 a.m., anita was the caller, the message "returned your call )."l between 1:00 and 4:00 do you remember that? judge thomas: i don't remember the specifics of the call, but i remember that on the log, senator. senator hatch: was she calling you or were you calling her? judge thomas: she was calling me. my secretary, when i placed

the call and someone returned it, my secretary noted "returned your call." senator hatch on january 3, : 1985, at 3:40 p.m., anita hill was the caller, "please call tonight," and then left a phone number at a remember that? judge thomas: i remember that. i think she must have been in town on a trip and that was her hotel room number. i don't know which will tell. i again may have been out of town, either on a business trip or somehow for some other reason inaccessible or unavailable. senator hatch: number six, february 6, 1985, 5:50 p.m., anita hill was the caller, again it said, "please call." another call from her to you? judge thomas: that's right. senator hatch: number seven, on march 4, 1985, at 11:15 a.m., anita hill called again, "please call re research project." do you remember that? judge thomas: i remember that, senator. sen. hatch: did you help her? judge thomas: i did. i think thei can't remember the details, but i think she and dean charles kothe were involved in some research in a fairly large project and wanted some data from eeoc, and i think we provided them

with that data. senator hatch: no. 8, march 4, 1985, at 11:25 a.m., call from susan cahall, "with tulsa eeo office referred by anita to see if you would come to tulsa on 3/27 to speak at the eeo conference." do you remember that? yes, i remember the message. i think that was -- she would not have otherwise gotten through to me and used anita's name in order to gain access to me and perhaps receive a positive response. senator hatch: mr. chairman, i notice that my time is about chairman you go right ahead. :sen. hatch: but i just want to finish this one line, if i can. chairman: no, you take all the time you want. senator hatch: thank you. i really appreciate that. (( no. 9, is july 5, 1985, at 1:30 p.m., anita hill is the caller, "please call," with a number

clearly out of town. do you remember that? judge thomas: again, i remember it being in my log, senator. senator hatch: ok. no. 10, october 9, 1986, at 12:25 p.m., anita hill called, message, "please ll, leaving at 4:05," and an area code number. do you remember that? judge thomas: yes, senator. sen. hatch: no. 11, august 4, 1987, 4:00 p.m., anita hill, caller, "in town until 8:15, wanted to congratulate you on your marriage." do you remember that? judge thomas: i remember that, senator, because one of the my wife and i were on a delayed honeymoon in california when she came to town. senator hatch: no. 12, november 1, 1990, 11:40 a.m., anita hill, caller, "re speaking engagement at university of oklahoma school

of law." do you remember that? judge thomas: that was since i have been on the court of appeals, senator. sen. hatch: there are 12 phone calls between 1983 and 1990. did you try to call her back each time? judge thomas: senator, i tried, whenever i received calls from her or from others, i attempted to return those calls. although, as i indicated before you started through those series of calls, i remember the messages in the log themselves, but i don't remember the nature of each call. it would be my practice to return those calls, especially from someone such as anita. senator hatch: so, each and every time she called you, you tried to call her back and tried to help her? judge thomas: senator, the log reflects only those calls where she was unsuccessful in reaching me. senator hatch: did you ever call

her, other than to return these -- these calls? judge thomas: senator, i may have. again, anita hill was -- have. again, anita hill was someone that i respected and was cordial toward and felt positive toward and hopeful for her career, and i may have on occasion, and i can't remember any specific occasion, picked up the phone just to see how she was doing. again, the calls that you have there are the calls that are reflected or that reflect her inability to get in touch with me when she had called, as opposed to the instances in which she was able to contact me successfully. senator hatch: judge thomas, before this day, have you seen -- seen professor hill on various occasions since she left the equal employment opportunity commission? yes, senator. as i indicated, i recall seeing her i

am certain one time and perhaps twice in tulsa, ok, and on one of those occasions it is my recollection that we had dinner with charles kothe, we also had -- senator hatch she was there? : charles kothe, the dean of was she there at that dinner? judge thomas: she was at the dinner. we also hadwe being anita and myselfbreakfast with charles kothe at his house. i usually slept at charles kothe's house, and i believe she drove me to the airport, and for some reason i seem to remember that she had a peugot. i may be wrong on that, but i remember her being very proud of it, because, to my recollection, she did not have a car in washington. senator hatch: i see. in addition to all the phone calls, you had these contacts and these meetings. how would you describe these meetings? judge thomas: very cordial, positive, always oneas i treat my other special assistants, i tend

to be the proud father type who sees his special assistants go on and become successful and feels pretty good about it. it would be that kind of a contact, as well as her telling me how her teaching assignments were going. indeed, that was similar to the conversation, again, that i would have with my other special assistants or former special assistants. senator hatch: overall, how would you characterize the nature of your contacts with professor hill since she left the eeoc in 1983? judge thomas: they have always been very cordial and very positive, senator. senator hatch any : unpleasantness? judge thomas: never. sen. hatch: any problems ever raised? judge thomas: no, senator. sen. hatch:: any questions about your conduct? judge thomas: no, senator. senator hatch: can you think of any reason for her efforts to continue to try to be associated with you? judge thomas: senatorcould you

repeat the question, senator? senator hatch: can you think of any reason why she would want to continue this cordial professional relationship with you? judge thomas: senator, i would hope it would have been for the same reasons that all of my other special assistants did, that i was very supportive of them. the people, some of whom you will hear from today, who have flown in, certainly at their own expense, they feel warmly toward me and have a sense of loyalty and feel that i will help them and that i will assist them as best i could, and i believe that was as part of the reason and we certainly enjoyed a cordial and professional relationship. senator hatch before you first : heard of professor hill's allegations during this confirmation process, did you have any reason to believe that she was unhappy with you? judge thomas: senator, on tuesday, september 24, the day before i heard from the fbi, i

would have told you, if you asked me, that my relationship with anita hill was cordial, professional and that i was very proud of her for all she had done with her life and the things that she had accomplished. senator hatch: judge thomas, this is your fourth confirmation in 9 years, isn't that correct? judge thomas: yes, senator. my -- yes, senator, it is. sen. hatch: in fact, three of those confirmations occurred, includingereafter -- this one, occurred after these allegations. the time of the allegations by professor hill. judge thomas: actually this, senator, would be the fourth. senator hatch that's right, this : would be the fourth. judge thomas: so she actually has known you through four

senate confirmations, four of them. no, this is the fourth. so four -- the fourth. so four senate confirmations, right? judge thomas: that's right. sen. hatch: and none of those have been very easy, have they? judge thomas: that's right, now that i think about it, none of my confirmations, aside from the first one, was easy. sen. hatch: and you had your critics in each and every one of them, didn't you? judge thomas: that is right. senator hatch: do you remember the details of each of those calls that were made that we went over? or do you just remember them generally? judge thomas: i remember the calls generally, senator. i don't remember the specifics of each call. that has been quite some time. senator hatch: well, let me just say this. i have kept everybody too long and i know we can continue tomorrow, but i would like to ask this question just to end the day with and i think it is

an important question. i have to say, cumulatively, these charges, even though they were made on all kinds of occasions, i mean they are unbelievable that anybody could be that perverted. i am sure there are people like that but they are generally in insane asylums. what was your reaction when you first heard of these allegations against you, just the first allegations, not all the other ones, and then you can tell me your reaction when you heard of these ones that were brought forth for the first time today? judge thomas: senator, when the fbi informed me of the allegation, the person first, there was shock, dismay, hurt, pain, and when he informed me of the

nature of the allegations i was surprised, there was disbelief and again, hurt. and i have reached a -- hurt. and i have reached a point over the last 2 weeks, plus, i have reached a point where i can't go over each and every one of these allegations again. as i said in my statement this morning, that when you have allegations of this nature by someone that you have thought the world of and felt that you have done the best for it is an enormously painful experience and it is one when you ask yourself, you rip at yourself, what could you have done? and why could this happen could thisd white

happen or why would it happen? -- why could this happen or why would it happen? senator hatch how do you feel judge, after what you have been through? judge thomas: senator, as i indicated this morning, it just isn't worth it. and the nomination is not worth it, being on the supreme court is not worth it, and there is no amount of money that is worth it there is no amount of money that , can restore my name, being an associate justice of the supreme court will never replace what i have been robbed of, and i would not recommend that anyone go through it. this has been an enormously difficult experience, but i don't think that that is the

worst of it. i am 43 years old and if i am not confirmed i am still the youngest member of the u.s. court of appeals for the d.c. circuit judge are i will go on. i will go back to my life of talking to my neighbors and cutting my grass and getting a big mac at mcdonald's and driving my car, and seeing my kid play football. and i will live. i will have my life back. and all of this hurt has brought my family closer together, my wife and i, my mother, but that is notso there is no pity for me. i think the country has been hurt by this process. i think we -- process. i think we are destroying our country. we are destroying our institutions. and i think it is a sad day when the u.s. senate can be used by interest groups, and hate mongers, and people who are interested in digging up dirt to destroy other people and who

will stop at no tactics, when they can use our great political institutions for their political ends, we have gone far beyond mccarthyism. this is far more dangerous than mccarthyism. at least mccarthy was did. senator hatch: judge, i have a lot of other questions to ask you and i think they are important questions. i think you deserve the opportunity to tell your side of this and you have done it here so far. and i have to tell you this has come down to this, one woman's allegations that are 10 years old against your lifetime of service over that same 10-year period. i period.

i have known you almost 11 years. and the person that the good professor described is not the person i have known. we are going to talk a little bit more about this tomorrow and about what went on there and about how this could have happened. how one person's allegations, -- cooperated, nobody else it's all private according to her. a career and one of the destroy most wonderful opportunities for a young man from pin point, ga. something i think that has lifted everybody up to these allegations or unfairly disclosed by someone on this and/or their staff.

maybe on this committee. judge thomas: senator, i repeat what i said, i have been hurt i this deeply, and nothing is worth going through this. this has devastated me and it has devastated my family. it is untrue. they are lies. i have hundreds of women who work with me, and you can call them, dozens who worked closely with me on my personal staff. you can call them. you can bring them up and give them as much air time as you have given this one, one person, with uncorroborated scurrilous lies in our nation's. give them as much time. and see what they say. sen. hatch: i hope we will do that.

judge thomas: it is not just that, senator, it is more than that. you are ruining the country. if it can happen to me it can happen to anybody, any time over any issue. our institutions are being controlled by people who will stop at nothing. they went around this country looking for dirt, not information on clarence thomas, dirt. anybody with any dirt, anything, night calls, calls at work, calls at home, badgering, anything, give us some dirt. think that if our country has reached this point we are in trouble. and you should feel worse for the country than you do for me. senator hatch i feel bad for : both. mr. chairman, i am sorry i have kept us over a little bit. i wish i could proceed further tonight but i think we will wait

until tomorrow morning. i know everybody is dead tired, and i am sure you are dead tired, i know that. so, thank you for giving me this extra time. you have always been courteous and decent, and frankly, you have run this committee through this whole process in a courteous and decent way, including the way in which you ran it with regard to the fbi report, as well. we, on this side, know that but thank you. >> you have been watching portions of the 1990 one confirmation hearing for than supreme court nominee clarence thomas who is facing accusations of sexual harassment at the time rum university of oklahoma law professor anita hill. you can find more of that hearing online at c-span.org. you week we plan to bring any hearing or meeting by the senate judiciary committee that is related to