get the importance of culture music an education teacher she will it's the most crucial condition for a perfect harmonious society it's true spiritual down to the tragic events of the past how can we ensure such things don't happen again and don't have to say fashion no one has been made accountable nor has there been any taking stock of the past that. i gingerly pin jagjit or should or should we say there's not the courage to really face up to this past it remains a blank space in chinese history. you will say the concert in begging was the toughest battle i had to fight. i chose the hall where i last heard. performance and which is therefore the most significant

for me. yet so to. see which are to. act. isn't this chair blocking the way. that morning the rehearsal went badly that it was very cold in beijing in the rehearsal was catastrophic beijing was definitely the most difficult concert of all there was an incredible audience young people there were also officials high ranking officials that were the daughters of deng xiaoping there were the people nicknamed the references there were intellectuals there were friends and many old friends from the conservatory it created to lots of stress that was actually absolutely terrible because you'll get absolutely more.

the acclaimed pianist and counters to transform china plays to sold out concert halls the music school is no longer a refuge of the counter-revolution and the mastery of an instrument no longer an expression of western world while attitudes on the contrary owning a piano is now seen as a status symbol one that everyone seeks to attain but the dark chapter of the cultural revolution remains largely under wraps in her struggle against forgetting and against the suppression of memories jew shall may keeps bringing attention to the wounds that still afflict chinese society.

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wishing. you the shit i want to perform. just to let everyone know that this generation still exists. the hardships experienced by my generation are many and not just physically. there was no culture no music and even dictionaries had to be copied by hand which i want to tell everyone my generation didn't just disappear without a trace i want to bring glory to my generation nature.

something i felt something special that time i have never felt in a concert hall a hole that was starting to become fluid. thank you because people who were there made this very beautiful common to us afterwards the barriers have fallen many describe this concert as a moment afraid. give them a multi gift. i

was sure. i wished i could go and see hocks grave and when that wish finally came true years i had an even higher goal and that was to play

his masterpiece in front of his tomb. chiyo she says you know what you change a judicial commission. you know and now that this dream has also come true no i have no more unfulfilled desires in the ocean side of it yet. she didn't in china when you go to the grave of your ancestors you speak to them on all the ripples and i think that when john mayer played the goldberg variations at st thomas tonight she felt that she was talking to behind this way back talking just as she does when she visits the grave of a patterns like lot of us were told us to do to see the.

goats are it's an unbearable feeling to have led my whole life like a dog with its tail between its legs and now two has suddenly become some kind of a popular star i'm a performer who lack self-confidence i've never felt self-assured or proud i do not know this feeling. the need to which i was raised differently and my cultural revolution background formed me into the person i am today. which is it says you come to you when you push with you i don't ever feel as if i'm the protectionist so i always play the role of a servant a servant of music

a servant of the composer a servant of my students in accordance with my traditional chinese upbringing.