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swinging when i used to record you know taking one spot just completely quiet say you see things you know animals come up to you feel you have encounters but they're the ones that encounter you you don't encounter them you're already there for lots of encounters about including with a gorilla the gorilla didn't he this was a feeling to calm maybe didn't know

a thing as well that is clearly the sad thing left for twenty twenty five feet away from me for half an hour. without any kind of reactions like a one company fucking one up this elephant trailing i was like no undergrowth and going in there i was and i was scared i would run away but i had all my michael phones around everything even though i know you're not supposed to run away i probably wouldn't say. sustained over half an hour without any kind of reaction say got up and walked on slowly strange for. i remember him coming back from the person a long period of time. i saw ching and i. was obsessive love him. these are just interest in the culture of the place i could

tell you found something. i didn't know if we didn't do or this whole. hats. of louis is a friend and. i just feel very i don't know very close to him i mean it's funny no matter how long where we don't see each other it's mediately always the same feeling we're right back where we're you know we don't there's no really of coins required ever in our friendship so. he was not like all of us there was we didn't quite know where we belong yet and we were not. you know we're kind of outsiders and always will be not trusting economic system the political system the social system even the infrastructure seeing how ridiculously greedy and self-centered people with power are being young and

not wanting people telling you what to do not wanting parental authorities or police authorities or governments or. borders or territories or nationalism or you know. let's. look a bit broadly we did well first. first couple of situation the most. remarkable example of not being in touch with the world was when i was in the force once for like three months when i came out i didn't have a radio back then but one of the back who was working for the project here bought a boom box and he had the radio on he was sitting in front of my house which which was up in the new bit in and twiddling the knobs and he just happened to stop at the b.b.c. and it was like you know a. english so i simply heard it was the end of

a news report on the sentence i heard was mr colbert charles was the president of the former soviet union. and i didn't hear him know that there was a former soviet union i got into the force that was still the soviet union times what it is what it was and then he twirled the knobs again i will go back go back but then i thought they were in the news program was over it was something else like an outlook or some stupid program like that. so i didn't know i didn't hear it for and i can other hour and then i and then i didn't refer to because it was something that happened already a little while ago so there wasn't like any news item about it and became clear to me that you know the soviet union didn't exist. i am. i am on the book of the victim buckling out more money because yeah i do love mine don't miss it then you must lose it give it a good luck to the new mccloy's even back to my opinion why only along to bum up

the money and. i acted like a gamble talking about the bubble. i didn't write i didn't do but. then. you. do. you see i think that i got to. buy my longbowmen i'm not bad guy a bad. memory but. i didn't listen they got to see that this that. you know.

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i record a lot of music there were a few players we had originally and. one by one they died and there's no more for it is really beautiful to hear it and i like it did that's how they play it would be like that too in the morning i would get up and just wander around the camp or the village playing the foods we hearing distance when it sounds like a yodeling warming and it comes nearby and it goes and does it's again did every couple hours or two hours every day i used to be like that was great. a sound not to be heard again. that's very contemplative music for me it helps me just write recent times i just

like the city and think to it in a think about the things too. when i'm playing this music and i sometimes i'm just listening to that so just so very little. you know i love i love polyphony and bach i have their style are full of for me and this is the syrup in. felicity and the renaissance like this period of interrupted history when when europe was kind of waking up to the award of the world it was this beautiful music being composed in this deep faith and in god and you know as a kind of a remote time in for the bike it was like a whole remote world also kind of in that was kind of us. feel and i think it's you know the bottom also seeking in a way serenity and a spiritual serenity in other things and i do get that from the forests thing is and i get that when i hear the biking. yes it was well see because there's

something special that happens when they perform is it it's a communal thing the search for the role so together the think is create this beautiful thing that is creating the spirit of say the rehearsals except that they've always sung together since the whole can save a. life gives you a sense of not just surrender you will see. transcendence sucks. being with others is. the feeling of the thing. thank .

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flip flop it's. really him was. saying. was that if you. like about it or the. removal. of the body there are a few but i think that he has a. few good you know good good that is good for good would be for that for me it's not the same coming into the force and i don't like to go off in the cabin because i just wanted to punch just breaks my heart. it's the below and by

africans that have guns and why are sinners and they're just now they're just wiping out the enemies. it's become an existential threat to the ground because it's so they need an abundance of wildlife for their hunting method to be viable. and i've been warning them w.w. if for a few years none of this place is being depleted and they have it. seems far as i'm concerned responded at all adequately. i mean w w f can't comes here with good intentions but you've got to watch yourself again good intentions. it's the bike as a culture that allows the ws to to habituate gorillas and all then is it without the bark if they stop working tomorrow there will be no more gorilla get your way she will be finished definitely there have to be given something in return at least give them a good conservation i mean it is their land it's wrong to think that this is some

virgin untouched wilderness an eden you know untouched and touched by humans by it and so when mike fay vision it's just wild nature snow and this forest has been shaped by the back of the for generations and they have shaped this place there's the ecology here you know and but by they're hunting and they're exploiting it i mean they've affected how it is now they've managed it in our as much as a farmer manages his craw for something like that they have managed this environment so it is their environment six. the. was. the.

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there you can you can. they dug you money on when. i'm with down when i'm done. with di you guys and general both good and i knew god i don't you got a bang and the one with the new side i'm back on god don't go mom no good don't you if i'm without thought long on that done. you have been full of the idea that like to dwell on the seed i. wanted my father certainly thought my my interest in music was a waste of time. because you know his his idea of good music was like you know as well as you know the kind of stuff they play in elevators it's kind of easy but

listen. i was interested in classical music since i was a child and i wanted to be a composer and still i wish i had the the real talent or genius to be a composer because that's still what i would like to be more than anything. i like to not differ but still connected with the music i like you know the fact that i made so many records of such beautiful music it's just sort of disappear you know and for me you can still hear the music but i mean i got some great performances when they're back or just doing it for themselves in the role so into it feels fantastic. my parents of course were who are opposed to me having any career in the music. so i didn't have that kind of support behind doing music. for.

when my father was dying i asked a couple. once there is so looking after they died in our arms all my brothers came . the day he died the morning it died and sore all around his bed fantasizing it was a and nice bit of closure for me because my towards the end my father was accepting my my life in africa. he was finally like and i had accepted it on his deathbed. little boy you. have a. lot of begun no. not not you not only on the way out is on the garden. and. the run like. the flow. down from the

floor. even up by jove belong. to our friend. and in the way you want to be hard you know you gotta let it you down below it the minute with. a man. born into number one with. gold no muscle one day i don't know you. know no one bar mongoloid not believe.

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for some of it was about fifteen months old he screamed. and so i held him in my arms all night and day was having like just diarrhea and just like a credible high fever terrifying and i was putting what cloth on his head and then join cool and funny and three times he stopped breathing. in the met

a lot of promises them them and coal mine shell and the world to see just how to keep breeding and in biog i just said i'd show him lots of ground lots of places this trip now going to america is a bit you know fulfilling that promise and i think if there was an alley on earth as a local thing in less then your own a lot but interests are over there who are there with a purpose you don't know where your. or your control body will control every underground walk to receive more cooper murderer or stronger if you have a bite to buy the ocean on them or do or you want to fly through when the wind like a wolf over the is through there you'll be in the womb with an army and you know i'm woman or keith's.

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live at the end of the deal we had a boy and then we would. be. the one for a bundle on them one of them and they would get they love already a bill will begin us out that will break. this woman the boys were. these i didn't know in my movie. they were love we didn't i mean all that elemental on these old one hundred dollar bill call up new film work done and then they. all got on my modem and i meant it in a way to move along and i moved on to become a big eyes and alone in a mortal invalid argument could be much to do with i wanted my amendment to the

nobel moment in time so for through monday by john and drove it to get more and more snow coming up on the wall of it to get what they would need them to made the old way. summarized this is just part of a seed a part of it's broken off. unless it's the longest seed part in the world the species it comes from. and each one has one of those just kind of around for bullshit as a route to see that sometimes you get them really long that. leave this feeling as well and we use it musically and now they don't use this for anything and with mao i love the seeds. it's fantastic to have somebody here in mind for him to see this and have to scan and experience him but also it must be some mind blowing fun to see this for all the senators none for us for little sister he's one pressed by like people people. behavior like we saw some guy down the street it was like on

the corner there is like commies here and it was like doing a kind of dancing where you know you have to. go one arm and down the other and but he was also like a little crazy because he was also going into the garbage can the trash can and so for them he was doing and so somebody was really fascinating watching the guy.

so much noise from the traffic. you know there's nice things to him but it is it is a strange world when you're away from and then you come back you realize how strange and artificial it all is everything is marching in this kind of fake a colony everybody doing these tasks that really have no intrinsic importance to their lives you know it's just something they do to to to make a living it's not really connected to life. like it's not quite real or something. or you know part of me is here but part has it has not is not here it's like i'm up holograph or something. and not a real person. in

two thousand and six i got sick and i thought it was a malaria you know then the term had typhoid that's what it was i came back to the states anyhow for a break. and i went to the national institutes of health and they did dug gnosis and they found antibodies for hepatitis d. and they said i have reproduced the seven eyes do something that you can only get if you have an idea exactly as a comparison i don't have it as being. you know i don't want to do interferon if i'm leading an active life still and there's no guarantee that it doesn't it's going to do anything and in some like they say you can cure me it's not going to make my appetite is an act of what i thought the hepatitis b. was you know for what it's all there were other options on the release of the

league's you know them with the dea thing i mean you know you read about them but i just did sounds really scary it confounds to some extent the effects of have tides be so in people who are calling fact and it becomes a little more complicated in terms of the potential effects an exacerbation of the you know chronic liver disease perhaps an acceleration of the of the changes in the liver that lead to cirrhosis and the potential perhaps from the a cancer. her . look. like they are not there for. the luck they are the same living thing up like the one that. come

with the my whole family to. come on up like i said i love a boy. i love my yeah. ok . liz.

oh look i like the. moment i'm longing. to get out to school that. they can live their lives. i want to tell you that this is one of my. hopes that i had. that you wanted to see him cause she was it was me and sam and eve and watching my son playing yeah

it's going to need some it's you know it's something i always wanted never really thought was was going to ever happen but you know you made big brother going to meet your kids right and that it's difficult i didn't mind but yeah you did going to have enough and certainly they. like to visit you over there sometimes. i'll talk to you better before i don't know and try to encourage too much because i don't want to you know if something happens and i would feel responsible so it's like i'd leave it up to the person to me if you want nothing happens well like if you've got some disease where you've had so many things that they've actually thought you were like your science experiments and the basic your to washington they gave you a look at it because you have it people like you this is interested in this look anytime someone tells you they want to study you tell me that that other doctor told me he said just let me don't tell them i told jesus telling you this in confidence but they're very interested to live or. die.

now. remember the minimum. and no more probably demolished by the moment before all of it while it was. is that is the idea of local way of unleavened. and tell me that i'm going solo or building we're all members of rem

you know i'm in the will my video managers just often mention by me no not being done to me. where i'm way too long and the minute are long gone move on then read the doom mongers on line give me a million billion. where most bubble one knows. when and dares someone been the one who's own. have made more realize that it's as long as they want to love me as is their song when i was a lot stronger i was all knowing i was all done left alone remained i would call my bluff on one of. my back you know mom one i'm up for one more time with fortune one born a one man one will walk no one need to move money. to myself we will know when i mean i knew tom de lay i was all over the lone wolf as you well blow my stride many

wanted to knuckle down to me. i woke up at four o'clock in the morning you know i can sleep because i have this big bed partly because of. the school because i you know last year i made a huge debt to supply all the kids with. bills for school notebooks and. hens and little black boards and i paid their school insurance and i still have debts from that i never made any money from since then to pay back those debts and my debts keep creeping up because you know every day i have to get things from the mauritanian shop and it was a period. for like two months and i didn't make it there wasn't even i didn't even make you know a dollar to know tourists or the tourist came they didn't stop by us i couldn't sell a single cd nothing you know let me go back and i'm going to have very little. you

know very little cash and then i'm going to have these people coming bothering me thinking i'm like whoa whoa whoa you know you know i hate when i say look i don't have any left you know the thing of course i have money and i'm loaded you know because i'm a white person and i just came back from america really worship ten years i'm going to get for like a week and have people coming to my door people below bof a just coming and coming not believing anything i say and thinking i'm i'm holding out on them that i think that the stuff that. i mean i can deal with that but what's for me is depressing is the fact that. i don't seem to have any kind of. source for financial help that's my biggest that's really makes me depressed because. i'm beginning to think that i care how can i carry on living there. you know in my village. i just don't i don't know how i can.

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the touch. the time i. hear such. small acts can instantly or be changing the people making it possible eco africa. fantastic right trying that as they set out to safe environment. to have learned from one another cut them together for

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