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the was life. that's it runs for a long time doesn't it. and did you install it yourself yes i installed it myself. and it's really nice as vincent is act as a chef i don't want to be part of our german society and in fact i don't like what the healthy people do and they're like sheep. they do the same things they see everyone else do. i don't want to do that i'd rather do what i like and what i enjoy. without anyone saying aren't you too old for that. i'm almost 35 and people often say to me you're an adult do you have to do this and i say yes of course and to this was that. the duck.

and such a boring lamp know what i'm going to turn into something else. left . that night i need these noises to be safe in my apartment. and during the day to have fun. and. if i hear anyone trying to break in then i'll come and then call me. in with the. now let's go to the kitchen. it's almost a maze. it's

almost finished yet. sometimes i'm with autism as someone who lives in his own world. and who has a special skill in a specific area of my world is the world of sound. and. now comes the superglue. this is what it sounds like when it's done. unfortunately my parents aren't proud of me for example when my father comes here he always says one day at marcus this place and you could put me in the asylum. i can't imagine what it's like he doesn't understand why i need this and why it gives me pleasure. and i think

it's a shame. well i think my father wants me to adapt to these stupid social norms for me that's a good reason not to be in on this one this one's as well whatever. and. they can't help but the back on. oh it's a lovely. man so let's take it to the bathroom that's where ducks belong. in my. house here too. so where will this one go. to my lifting its tail now. oh oh hush.

they're. wonderful yeah funding who says a bathroom is a restroom attendant thing when you come here to go to the toilet you're not going to a restroom. oh it's wonderful. oh i. am so sad then we can go. this morning days boy i live and do support born in my own apartment in my neighborhood my caseworker comes once a week my mother comes now and again and brings me my laundry. in essence took 20 ramona lives in the 1st floor she has down syndrome. he visit my parents a lot. the moment my mother wants to make sure i get a proper cooked meal at least once a week. so it's not like at home where i just microwave everything.

and soon i find taking the tram very unpleasant. people can be unpleasant and every so often someone gives me a shot of and pushes me aside. to someone that's an example that's an example of why i hate other people. who. don't know why i hate people who don't have a mental disability more than anything else. that will stay it's just shove me aside and had a really annoying reaction. and i have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach again just a moment ago i was in a good mood. so.

there's no way it's tasty go ahead you know. on right i'll give you something else . it's gone she was sleeping the entire time and now she's raising such a fuss. you know how often just marcus visits you twice a week at least when she was with. me you know actually not why is that week is enough the problem is my husband marcus is here i take care of him and then my husband feels like i'm neglecting him and he gets annoyed he says he's superfluity when marcus is here that's exactly what he says. well remember when marcus takes a shower here because his hair is greasy and my husband wants to take a bath and then the arguments really take off the mark with marcus and my husband it's really tense always has been. like where is marcus anyway.

and then you know to say diagnosed me with autism when i was 3 or 4 years old that's when they noticed that something was wrong. and i always played by myself and didn't really have any friends. and then i started getting therapy at the counseling center my mother took me there and then i met people where i realized oh i like them. that's when i realized it's much nicer to do things with other people instead of being alone all the time. marcus there you are. come with me into the living room and let's look at some photos to me and i'll take my coffee with me. yeah but i think this picture must be from 1982.

goes by so quickly. look at how funny i look. well just woken up there and i took a photo. and look at this when you. brian on this one something was bothering you again prospect. this here is from daycare you had such a cute little voice. i had that lovely girls voice which was nice for singing. and i wanted to keep that voice and was annoyed when my voice broke. there everyone's voice changes. oh well there i was playing with my wheelbarrow full moon you're almost 35 and you still have it just to play with that. and sometimes but not as much as before. that well of course you were a child now you're an adult and you have other interests. at the counseling

center i made some new friends that i didn't have before so. now it's nicer to do things with other people and. before i didn't need anyone else. things were simpler back then and i didn't have as many problems so. yeah well that's how life is if you have friends then you have to deal with disagreements if you're on your own you don't have any disagreements one i know is none no that's not what life is about. just doing it all school would all stem all just most of course i wanted to help you connect with other people. and to have friends. on 4 inch off cousins. sure you have more problems as a result that's clear but there are nice aspects to aren't there yes i know that.

show me what about your pain or looks like from the inside. this income you took one look at it and you still know how to do it. my husband always said we'll manage this on our own you didn't want to have any help so then i had to get a divorce. but there was no there way. by a logical fathers they really struggle with it. i've been in and one of the stall there you go. you know look here's a green frog we'll put the frog in here to. right now this is

a zoo and that's. and this is quite old already. and i think i built this in 1903 when i was so used to play with my fingerboard here. one finger board here and then a 2nd one here. and that's how i used to play. once in 1906 or 97 i got the stable that's. these here is our musical dice and yeah that's what i call them he's you know they look like guys. i got them out of radios and they make a lovely jingling sound they make music that you can play with them to. stand and you can build towers with them and then you can take a shot at them from your finger board and they fly everywhere. they're lovely.

and wool and as you can see here i love people with down syndrome. they're so sweet and so nice. and then ramona is one of my many downey's you know ramona doesn't have any parents anymore which is also why she's like a member of my family my mother also helps are quite a bit ramona is quite a bit different than the other ones here. station your best friend. i don't really know. well i maybe had a bit more fun with some of them but ramona is the one who stuck around just. maybe a chance to actually make a good. ramona also has her own apartment neither

one of us goes to the workshop anymore it wasn't right for us. now i don't have so much money and neither does ramona but it's enough to buy a bit of food. and still have some scotch tape. go away with your kisses i'm here i'll take your mouth shut when you talk too much. taper mounts. yeah look we dressed as devils. this time you in love with marcus yes they are and marcus is in love with you yes we're a couple yeah we've been together for 11 years. so. this is what he looks like as

a girl. recognition he likes this stuff 6 he looks sexy. yeah. we're not a couple no i've started a 1000 times and now i'll say it for the 1000 and 1st time because we're not a couple. you're my sister. i'm your sister. i think it's much nicer that we're not a couple and we're more like brother and sister. but you should still love me and thanks but i do love you. and that way you know we'll never split up because you're practically my sister.

and so if i were to hook up with a sweet boy a sweet guy with down syndrome who was maybe 40 years old. and if we were to become a couple. then you'd still be part of things. and. yeah yeah yeah i may mourn once a month i go to the radio group you. i called the radio group the cuttle group because this group does a lot of cuddling. and that's really fantastic. yeah . right when we have a rapper from duisburg here today on our radio show. i'm really proud that we have a show on the radio and the rapper who cleans when you start the interview introduce him with his 1st and last name. should we use his rapper name the one he

goes by online. intend that you can get my full name because i only do rap maybe we'll talk about that too. is boss of the radio group and we get along super well. radio for you if i do you hear me. i mean yeah hello hello dear listeners this is radio for you and i'm sitting here in our media forum with a rapper you might have heard. from deuce borg. yes yes take hello. how you. thanks for inviting me. then how long have you been rapping from some of the fly started when i was 15 and now i'm 30 my 1st and foremost i make music for myself music always help me no

matter how sad i was feeling. and that's how it is for me too some days i feel sad because people were mean to me or whatever. and on other days i feel good. and yeah i wonder if you might have met marcus before how many schools did you go to. 15. yeah 15. i went to 14. straight years and it's not a bad. thing for right 15 schools because i wasn't always as nice as i am now i used to pull girls hair when they had braids. yeah. i mean thank you for the interview thank you for coming. so i think it's cool many time your. friend that.

you have to hold the phone the other way well it'll turn out better. it's my birthday and i'm 35 years old even if i feel more like 10 or 11. i'm looking forward to the party. lots of people are coming and i'm looking forward to it. i like it when they're long. gone i look almost like a little princess oh you're a little princess i don't know. you know maybe in cheeky little princess. i mean if i were a real woman things would be much much better for me. but i have

no idea what i have to do because no one wants to tell me. that my mother always tells me i'm a boy not a girl. as an englishman a foreigner whenever i want to paint my fingernails and i waited till she goes on holiday for a week or 2. because normally i visit my parents a lot and. then my mother tells me to take it off and right then and there. and if i don't take it off she does it with a nail polish remover. and he said yes and then this stupid beard which i have to get rid of every day. sometimes i put on a woman's dress when my mother doesn't know that i sometimes go out that way she thinks i stay here in the apartment.

maku says this is the most important meal of the year for you. yes and the only day that it's really super here in the apartment. fortunately the only day where i can invite lots of people it once. i started tidying up about a week ago now i'll do the last bit of these 3 guys are helping me and i'm looking forward to it. how can you do that andrea blow it up whichever. oh. thank you thank you. oh you

can't come let's go it's too far. well that's too bad. then what is moxy sad when just a few people come up with the idea sometimes but i can help him feel better. there i have it finally. how did you not see his presence yes. when i was there lots of them. heaps. as. let's blow up the monkeys. yeah here's a monkey number one. we'll turn 5 flat ones into 4 fat ones.

well. it's it's as though they just came from the funfair. look it's much more fun to play with them now to. save. lives it's. all. good like some talk the president. oh i. used to. think. all parents had trouble pack lul yummy cocoa. rule thank you.

that you do a lot of stuff you don't have that 100 s. i don't have one now i think you. can now write it is not in german that i have you know i mean they really got going. oh oh look there's my ts i don't want hello but always open. this is my ts are d.j. oh and then like the blue eyes are here. oh. with bells. ringing in.

these. people. so many with cooking that's the funny thing is i don't really know how it works i'm not much of a cook to watch their. mission or on just one all of them. i'm not a cook i did not follow my democracy they have to be watched. i don't know. if you're in it up or go i'm happy to help cook but 1st i have a question for you maxie. i'm not just here for no reason or to make music here you know i want something more then you have to tell me what you'd like or what you need. it's big and long and music comes out of the sides and you can carry

it like this that's not what you mean a boom box is right that's what i was thinking. you can prove you can write you want me to buy you one. i thought he was doing this because it's fun but oh well remember he's doing a great job with that do the rest like that are never going over so time consuming .

he's going to the flea market my parents aren't so happy about it they always say i buy more than i sell that's true sometimes. mind you where should we go we're selling. and we don't know where to go. in the 5 center you should i show you never be faster. oh i could just buy a few things right now. when the lovely things they have. i wish i could just go exploring. oh look such a lovely train. and you know that is your name. you can set up your table want to have you have we have a blanket fine. i

mean this is like i'm sitting by the water and i'm about to go fishing. so that's what a flea market is like for me you sit down and relax and wait for the fish. maybe that is the time. when the absolute tool box of the batteries charged. by mistake that's the expensive ones they cost 8 euros oh yeah oh yeah. the rubber ducks. one and 2 little ones. good.

yeah we have stuffed animals. but. this is great how much do you want children. how about 3 year olds. i know 3 nourish. them down who gets the money and you decide here. it is you on that side there this is that you sister so yes most enough. and most just how much is this. trash and spam to your homes all right to your interest. here. that is just.

the sense i saw straying from fisher price. i want to go look at it. so the bear can sit here. oh. yeah i had my eye on this train for a while. it's not in the shops anymore oh yeah this that's why we come to the flea market because you can find them here that's going how exactly it's 10 euros you know watch. why don't we wait and see what happens when the days are over you can still decide then either it's gone or it's still here what do you think. yeah yeah exactly i'm good but yeah that's the. best and i and

the polar bear. spy on the polar bears to euro's. you know it's super ok the polar bear. eyes 2 more euro's and. run back to the train. but i did notice should i put the locomotive aside so it doesn't get so much colder . and told me how much is it you know it's not machine shops anymore so it's 10 euro is. these what about 7 sleeping here yes that's all right. so that's all you have fun so how was the one from a hole in the 3 that i got one for home on the amateur for the polar bear. among

the lot of this is ours. so let me put it away that's lovely. such. as. son shelley the members of ok let's see what the others have. been. so long. i am in the us this is our 2nd airplane and our 4th caterpillar. some. kind of new star and a helicopter. and. hang it all packed up. in the campaign i thought i saw my mother over there i thought oh no

my mother. but i guess it wasn't her. a woman with long blond hair i thought oh no she said no 9 they went to the campsite yeah right so today is sunday but they could have left by 1 pm and be here already. to. make me. my father always says this is all rubbish anyhow and my mother says it's much too much oh well. right here because i'm so good with electrical stuff tarik for my radio show had an idea. this is a repair café you bring your broken appliances here in this. the tarik said this might be right up my alley let's see. i have this was just an ordinary speaker from a surround sound system here a little one like this. and i turned it into

a big one. it's hard. for. us think. she was so taken with the things i've built she said come on let's go to the people who are doing repairs and give it a try and put me in this. oh. the lid won't stay down. to come do we have any contact spray in the box have been that. you know some of the i've seen this problem a lot. more to dumb it decided i'm going to have a good. thing on the edge of the. line.

so. unless you can leave it like this so that it opens like this. maybe we should glue an arrow on it right in the back of your mission. so i'm so is there another radio here. oh oh for you know the problem is the dial keeps moving off the station and. let's say do you think you might come back next month yes yes i'm looking forward to it again. it's had 3 months of. well. i'm looking forward to it. meanwhile i've been back 2 more times.

yeah we have our own camping spot here on the rhine river. and found that this is where i learned how to swim and how to ride a bike. today is my father's birthday. and my mother and father were divorced but then they got back together and married again. and now we're a real family again. here on the campsite i need a place to get away from it all where i have my toys and my music. but my father doesn't understand that. there is a virtual into that i'm being that who really wants to be told that their child is disabled through this river of course i wish that marcus were more grown up. but that's not going to happen on the friends. who've.

gone i don't know if he'll ever be able to manage entirely on his own. words. he gets a certain amount of money but the manager's himself with the ranch to make sure that everything's taken care of it's. he doesn't really think about things like the phone bills. from telephone the tone was that there's it just takes it for granted as long as the phone works even better for the stuff so it's a full turn you're. on the floor and they're not having enough money to get to the end of the month isn't something that would occur to him. what. when something is broken when the sink is leaking or when i need to have a shade put up on the window that i need my father opposite of if you have

a need him as a person. that's the only way i know him. so for the other things i have my friends. and i spend weeks thinking about what i could give my father for his birthday and then i built something nice. so happy birthday. look here when the water containers fall you can put the 2 clamps inside the pipe. and when the water's for them. you know i think certainly i thought you might like it that's pretty special if you put some thought into the water won't spill over if i fill it up. i mean not just does have

a special talent. was she was appreciated. sometimes yes sometimes know your mind gets pushed him probably means when you go into marcus's apartment the noise just hits you. get to you. and made that's what he's able to do now he wouldn't have managed it without my wife. being me i'm finding the emotional side he probably me so i handle the technical side and she's better at the human emotional side. your money your husband says he lets you handle most of it is the new end up having to deal with everything on your own. that's true. he leaves the house 8 in the morning and comes home at 7 in the evening. knowing all markers every day to find out what he's been doing. some time. otherwise i can't go to sleep.

when there's ramona 2 lives there as well. we get what's it like knowing you'll never be able to stop taking care of mark. truly. this past week it was very hard. to feel very well feelings i could barely talk i started to cry i'm never like that. but now yesterday today i'm fine again you're the one who has to be strong and absolutely. but being that you're even if he sometimes thinks that i don't like him and that's not really true i just don't like some of the things he does but that doesn't mean i don't like him. let's maybe he didn't show it too often.

so not everyone is good at that he's. found it so now i'm going to play oh i'm looking forward to it. i hope there aren't any children you know it's nice of course i want to play on my own. pleasure by that maybe our problem is that we have both just the way beyond both of us. it's been. more. evident in fact he says he can't really imagine what others are feeling so. you know sometimes people say that about me too. tragic there he is maybe but not as good as my wife the 3rd installment of.

the now i'm near the river. in movie the fun then the people keep telling me to grow up then they say i should just throw my choice in the trash and good in the meantime the one with humor but i say i want to stay the way i am. he smashed in i don't want to grow up. i want to keep playing like a child. just met makes me happy. the banks .

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