yes you know i mean me i'm an artist and going yes i am poor closer but most of the time. goes on and there's cynical me i'm i'm a seen us all up with ali but i'm. not giving him money i don't want it what i'm focused on in the city but i'm a what an organizer and i presume this you know i mean when you're monotonous incline you think i put this on a moment tonight it's. me number 3 and unanimous. the show could go because i see it right yes it said. i shouldn't. put on i've only said that i thought going on with her being funded. by mackenzie is because i see her say i said.

thank you thank. you very carefully pam have fought. through it i said once for a long time doesn't it. i. did you install it yourself yes i installed it myself. and it's a really nice. even so these ideas and i don't want to be part of our german society and if i don't like what the healthy people do i mean they're like sheep. they do the same things they see everyone else do. i don't want to do that

i'd rather do what i like and what i enjoy. without anyone saying aren't you too old for that. i'm almost 35 and people often say to me you're an adult do you have to do this and i say yes of course and. the duck. and such a boring lamp know what i'm going to turn into something else. that. night i need these noises to be safe in my apartment. and during the day to have fun. and if i hear anyone trying to break in then i'll come and then call.

in with the cook. and now let's go to the kitchen. it's almost a maze. it's almost finished it. sometimes thing with autism is someone who lives in his own world. who has a special skill in a specific area of my world is the world of sound. and

so. now comes the superglue. this is what it sounds like when it's done. unfortunately my parents aren't proud of me so for example when my father comes here he always says one day at marcus this place and you could put me in the asylum. and i can't imagine what it's like he doesn't understand why i need this and why it gives me pleasure. i think is a shame. for owning my father wants me to adapt to these stupid social norms for me that's a good reason not to be in on the on the guns as well whatever. they can to help them back on. oh it's

a lovely. man so let's take it to the bathroom that's where ducks belong. in. quick house here too. so where will this one go. oh oh hush. they're. wonderful yeah funding who says a bathroom is a restroom attendant when you come here to go to the toilet you're not going to a restroom. oh it's wonderful. oh i. got so bad then. we can go.

before induced by living do supporting the one in my own apartment. my caseworker comes once a week my mother comes now and again and brings me my laundry. and. lives in the 1st floor she has down syndrome. visit my parents a lot. to my mother wants to make sure i get a proper cooked meal at least once a week because it's not like at home where i just microwave everything. and soon i find taking the tram very unpleasant. people can be unpleasant and every so often someone gives me a show and pushes me aside. and this is someone that's an example that's an example of why i hate other people. who.

don't know why i hate people who don't have a mental disability more than anything. and that will start seeing to shove me aside and had a really annoying reaction. and i have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach again just a moment ago i was in a good mood. so. there's no way tasty go ahead you know. on right i'll give you something else. i know. it's gone she was sleeping the entire time and now she's raising such a fuss. you know how often just marcus visits you twice a week at least when she does we sure will. you know actually not why is that week is enough the problem is my husband marcus is here i take care of him

and then my husband feels like i'm neglecting him and he gets annoyed he says he's superfluities when marcus is here that's exactly what he says. mom i'm marcus takes a shower here because his hair is greasy and my husband wants to take a bath and then the arguments really take off the mark with marcus and my husband it's really tense always has been. where is marcus anyway. and then you know to say diagnosed me with autism when i was 3 or 4 years old that's when they noticed that something was wrong. and i always played by myself and didn't really have any friends. then i started getting therapy at the counseling center my mother took me there and then i met people where i realized oh i like them. that's when i realized it's much nicer to do things with other

people instead of being alone all the time. marcus there you are. come with me into the living room and let's look at some photos to me and i'll take my coffee with me. you have to. i think this picture must be from 1902. goes by so quickly. we look at how funny i look. well you just woken up there and i took a photo. and look at this one. brian on this one something was bothering you again prospect. this here is from daycare you had such a cute little voice. i have that lovely girls voice which was nice for singing.

i wanted to keep that voice and was annoyed when my voice broke. there everyone's voice changes. oh well there i was playing with my wheelbarrow there's a full moon you're almost 35 and you still have it you still play with that. sometimes but not as much as before. that well of course you were a child now you're an adult and you have other interests. at the counseling center i made some new friends that i didn't have before. now it's nicer to do things with other people and. before i didn't need anyone else. things were simpler back then and i didn't have as many problems so. yeah well that's how life is if you have friends then you have to deal with disagreements if you're on your own you don't have any disagreements one i know is none no that's

not what life is about. just don't all school would all start all just most of course i wanted to help you connect with other people. and to have friends. on 4 inch off cons not to sure you have more problems as a result that's clear but there are nice aspects to aren't there yes i know that. oh lord show me what about complainer looks like from the inside. this income you took one look at it and you still know how to do it i love my my husband always said we'll manage this on our own you didn't want us to have any help so that i had to get a divorce. a little taller but there was no other way. i had

a biological fathers but i really struggle with it. i've been in and one of the stall there you go. look here's a green frog well put the frog in here too. right now this is a zoo and that's. and this is quite old already. and i think i built this in 1903. and i mean i used to play with my fingerboard here. one finger board here and then a 2nd one here. and that's how i used to play. once in 1906 or 97 i got the stable. these here is our musical dice

and yeah that's what i call them he's you know they look like guys. i got them out of radios and they make a lovely jingling sound they make music that you can play with them to. stand and you can build towers with them and then you can take a shot at them from your finger board and they fly everywhere. they're lovely. as you can see here i love people with down syndrome. they're so sweet and so nice i want to ramona is one of my many downey's. ramona doesn't have any parents anymore which is also why she's like a member of my family my mother also helps her quite a bit ramona is quite

a bit different than the other ones here. so thank you for your best friend. i don't really know. well i maybe had a bit more fun with some of them but ramona is the one who stuck around. maybe i haven't yet again. ramona also has her own apartment neither one of us goes to the workshop anymore it wasn't right for us. now i don't have so much money and neither does ramona but it's enough to buy a bit of food. and still have some scotch tape. and go away with your kisses i'm here i'll take your mouth shut

when you talk too much. taper amounts. yeah look we're dressed as devils. this tell you in love with. yes they are and marcus is in love with you yes we're a couple yeah we've been together for 11 years if you have a. so. this is what he looks like as a girl. recognition he likes this stuff 6 he looks sexy. yeah. we're not a couple who have said it a 1000 times a now i'll say it for the 1000 and 1st time we're not a couple. you're my sister i'm your

sister. i think it's much nicer that we're not a couple and we're more like brother and sister. but you should still love me but i do love you. and that way you know we'll never split up because you're practically my sister. and so if i were to hook up with a sweet boy a sweet guy with down syndrome who's maybe 40 years old. and if we were to become a couple. then you'd still be part of things. and that's. a good yeah yeah yeah i'm i'm one once a month i go to the radio group. i call the radio group the cuddle group because

this group does a lot of cuddling. and that's really fantastic. yeah . we have a rapper from duisburg here today on our radio show. i'm really proud that we have a show on the radio. and the rapper weekly when you start the interview introduce him with his 1st and last name. should we use his rapper name the one he goes by online. intend that you can get my full name because i only do rap maybe we'll talk about that too. is boss of the radio group and we get along super well. radio for you if i do you finish.

yeah hello hello dear listeners this is radio for you and i'm sitting here in our media forum with a rapper you might have heard. he's from deuce borg. yes yes dick hello yeah how you. hello thanks for inviting me. and then how long have you been wrapping it up from some of the fly started when i was 15 and now i'm 30 my 1st and foremost i make music for myself music always help me no matter how sad i was feeling. and that's how it is for me too some days i feel sad because people were mean to me or whatever. and on other days i feel good . and yeah i wonder if you might have met marcus before how many schools did you go to. 15 so yeah 15. i went to 14. straight years in a small bass. yeah from thankfully right 15 schools because i wasn't always as

nice as i am now i used to pull girl's hair when they had braids. yeah. thank you for the interview thank you for coming. it was cool man any time you know. that. you have to hold the phone the other way. it'll turn out better. it's my birthday and i'm 35 years old even if i feel more like 10 or 11. but i'm looking forward to the party. lots of people are coming and i'm looking forward to it. i like it when they're

long. but i look almost like a little princess. are you a little princess i don't know. he made maybe and cheeky little princess. if i were a real woman things would be much much better for me. but i have no idea what i have to do because no one wants to tell me. and my mother always tells me i'm a boy not a girl. as i mean this when you form whenever i want to paint my fingernails and i waited till she goes on holiday for a week or 2. because normally i visit my parents a lot and. then my mother tells me to take it off and right then and there. and if

i don't take it off she does it with a nail polish remover. and he said yes and then this stupid beard which i have to get rid of every day. sometimes i put on a woman's dress when my mother doesn't know that i sometimes go out that way she thinks i stay here in the apartment. maku says this is the most important t.v. you have for you. yes and the only day that it's really super here in the apartment . fortunately the only day where i can invite lots of people that once. i started tidying up about a week ago now i'll do the last bit in these 3 guys are helping me and i'm looking

forward to it. as can you do that andrea blow it up whichever. oh. thank you. oh you can't come. it's too far. well that's too bad. they're not is much the sad when just a few people come home with the idea of sometimes when i can help him feel better. and i have it finally. how did you not see his presence

yes. when i was there lots of them. eat. and. let's blow up the monkeys. here's monkey number one. we'll turn 5 flat ones into 4 fat ones. and yes it's as though they just came from the funfair. yeah look it's much more fun to play with them now. and say things. like it's. all. good then some talk the president.

oh. all i can attach are a pack. of yummy cocoa. rule and i thank you. that you know that you don't have that 100 s. i don't have one now i didn't. write it is not in german that they have 5 you know and they really don't go away. oh look there's my ts i don't want hello but always open. this is my ts are

d.j. only that like the blue eyes are here. oh. with bells. ringing in. the street that most. people. with cooking it's the funny thing is i don't really know how it works i'm not much of a cook who watched their. son make your

hunches one all of them oh i'm not a cook i didn't know how to put my dear maxie they have to be washed. i don't know . if you're in there never go home i'm happy to help cook but 1st i have a question for you maxie. i'm not just here for no reason not to make music here you know i want something yeah then you have to tell me what you'd like or what you need. it's big and long and music comes out of the sides and you can carry it like this. you mean a boom box right that's what i was thinking. of you can prove you can you not i can write you want me to buy you one. i thought he was doing this because it's fun but oh well. you're doing a great job with that do the rest like that we are never going over it so time consuming.

you. like going to the flea market my parents aren't so happy about it they always say i buy more than i sell that's true sometimes. find where should we go we're selling. and we don't know where to go. in the 5 center when you should i show you never be faster. oh i could just buy a few things right now my. lovely things they have. i

wish i could just go exploring oh oh look such a lovely train. you know there's your name. you can set up your table want to have you have we have a blanket fine. i mean this is like i'm sitting by the water and i'm about to go fishing. so that's what a flea market is like for me you sit down and relax and wait for the fish. maybe

that is the time. when the absolute tool box of the batteries charged. by just if that's expensive one costs 8 euros or you oh yeah. leave the rubber ducks. one and 2 little ones. good. yeah cause we have stuffed animals. this is great how much do you want showing off how about 3 year olds. i'm 3 nourished none of them down who gets the money and you decide here.

is you on that side there this is that you sister. close enough. and just how much is this. trash and spam to your homes all right to your interest. there. but that is just. the sense i saw straying from fisher price. i want to look at it. so the bear can see and hear. yeah i've had my eye on this train for

a while. it's not in the shops anymore oh yeah this that's why we come to the flea market because you can find them here and scream how thanks act like it's 10 euros you know watch. why don't we wait and see what happens when the days are over you can still decide then either it's gone or it's still here what you think. now. is that mom got bored yeah that's the. best and i know the polar bear. spy on the polar bears to euro's. you know it's super ok so the polar bear. ice 2 more euro's. back to the train.

but i did notice should i put the locomotive aside so it doesn't get so much colder . i'm fully how much is it though it's not machine shops anymore so it's 10 euro's. what about 7 sleeping here yes that's all right. so that's all i have fun so how was the one from a hole in the 3 that i got for on the amateur for the polar bear. imo this is our. selling point in a way that's lovely. such. as. son shelley to members of ok let's see what the others have. in my. mind he's been.

there long. and. i mean this this is our 2nd airplane and our 4th caterpillar oh i'm. going to new star and a helicopter. and. hang it all packed up. yes i thought i saw my mother over there i thought i don't know my mother. but i guess it wasn't her. a woman with long blond hair i thought oh no she said in my mind on 9 they went to the campsite yeah right so today is sunday but they could have left by 1 pm and be here already. to. let me. my father always says this is all rubbish anyhow and my mother says it's much too much oh well.

right here because i'm so good with electrical stuff tarik from a radio show had an idea. this is a repair café you bring your broken appliances here. the tarik said this might be right up my alley let's see. this was just an ordinary speaker from a surround sound system here a little one like this. and i turned it into a big one. for. one thing. she was so taken with the things i built that she said come on let's go to the people who are doing repairs and give it a try. oh. the lid won't stay down.

to come do we have any contact spray them in the box have them. well you know some of the i've seen this problem a lot. better than going. to let me just. say. as a man you can leave it like this so that it opens like this. maybe we should glue an arrow on it like that to. say i'm so is there another radio here. on. the fate of the problem is the dial keeps moving off the station. what should you think

you might come back next month yes yes i'm looking forward to it again yes it's had 3 months of. now so i'm looking forward to it. meanwhile i've been back 2 more times. we have our own camping spot here on the rhine river that's on the mainland and found that this is where i learned how to swim and how to ride a bike and from time to day's my father's birthday. my mother and father were divorced but then they got back together and married again my. now we're a real family again. i'm camping from here on the campsite and i need

a place to get away from it all where i have my toys and my music and music. but my father doesn't understand that. there are lots of us remember i know but i'm being told who really wants to be told that their child is disabled of course i wish that marcus were more grown up. but that's not going to happen on the franks move. and i don't know if he'll ever be able to manage entirely on his own. words. he gets a certain amount of money to the managers himself with a rash to make sure that everything's taken care of its. he doesn't really think about things like the phone bills. from tiller form its own . that does it just takes it for granted as long as the firm works even on to the

form of such a full 20 year. or more that in the not having enough money to get to the end of the month isn't something that would occur to him. when something is broken when the sink is leaking or when i need to have a shade put up on the window that i need my father often if you have a need him as a person. that's the only way i know him. so for the other things i have my friends. and i spend weeks thinking about what i could give my father for his birthday and then i built something nice. so happy birthday. look here when the water containers fall you can put the 2 clamps inside the pipe.

and when the water's for them. you know exactly i thought you might like it that's pretty special if you put some thought into the water won't spill over if i fill it up. yeah. i mean not just does have a special talent. with so you have 3 she ate it. sometimes yes sometimes no your mind gets pushed probably means when you go into marcus's apartment the noise just hits you. hard to get to you. and made that's what he's able to do now he wouldn't to manage it without my wife. being me i'm finding the emotional side he probably me so i handle the technical

side and she's better at the human emotional signed. your money your husband says he lets you handle most of it is the new end up having to deal with everything on your own. but that's true if he leaves the house 8 in the morning and comes home at 7 in the evening. no nothing all marcus every day to find out what he's been doing. otherwise i can't go to sleep. when there's ramona 2 lives there as well. what's it like knowing you'll never be able to stop taking care of marcus. treat him. this past week it was very hard. to feel very well as i could barely talk i just started to cry i'm never like that usually but now yesterday

today i'm fine again you're the one who has to be strong and absolutely. by doing that here even if he sometimes thinks that i don't like him and that's not really true i just don't like some of the things he does the pope doesn't mean i don't like him. let's maybe he didn't show it too often. so not everyone is good at that. sound so now i'm going to play oh i'm looking forward to it. i hope there aren't any children you know it's nice of course i want to play on my own.

pleasure moved by that maybe our problem is that we have both just the way we are both of us. but it's been. more. evident as that he says he can't really imagine what others are feeling it's ok. you know sometimes people say that about me to. try to there he is maybe but not as good as my wife but you're still the murder for. you so now i'm near the river. oh him of enough fun then the people keep telling me to grow up then they say i should just throw my choice in the trash and get in the me. and then with him oh but i say i want to stay the way i am. less than i don't want to grow up. i want to

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