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o. m 5. that's it runs for a long time doesn't it. did you install it yourself yes i installed it myself. and it's a really nice. even so these i guess and i don't want to be part of our
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german society and if i don't like what the healthy people do and they're like sheep. they do the same things they see everyone else do. i don't want to do that i'd rather do what i like and what i enjoy. without anyone saying aren't you too old for that. i'm almost 35 and people often say to me you're an adult do you have to do this and i say yes of course. that's. the duck. and such a boring lamp know what i'm going to turn into something else. that. night i need these noises to be safe in my apartment. and during the day to have fun. and if i hear anyone trying to break in then i'll come
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and then call me. in with the cook. and now let's go to the kitchen. it's almost a maze. and it's almost finished yet. sometimes with autism is someone who lives in his own world. who has a special skill in
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a specific area of my world is the world of sound. so. now comes the superglue. this is what it sounds like when it's done. unfortunately my parents aren't proud of me for example when my father comes here he always says one day at marcus this place and you could put me in the asylum. and i can't imagine what it's like he doesn't understand why i need this and why it gives me pleasure. i think is a shame. for owning my father wants me to adapt to these stupid social norms for me that's a good reason not to be in on the. lungs as well whatever.
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they can get out the back on. oh it's so lovely. and so let's take it to the bathroom that's where ducks belong. and. quit house here to. go where will this one go. oh oh. they're. wonderful yeah funding who says a bathroom is a restroom attendant when you come here to go to the toilet you're not going to a restroom. oh it's wonderful. oh i.
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got so then we can go. this morning do i live and do support born in my own apartment. my caseworker comes once a week my mother comes now and again and brings me my laundry. still. lives in the 1st floor she has down syndrome. i visit my parents a lot. when my mother wants to make sure i get a proper cooked meal at least once a week because it's not like at home where i just microwave everything. in soon i find taking the tram very unpleasant. people can be unpleasant and every so often someone gives me
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a show and pushes me aside. to someone that's an example that's an example of why i hate other people. don't know why i hate people who don't have a mental disability more than anything. and that will start soon to shove me aside and had a really annoying reaction. and i have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach again just a moment ago i was in a good mood. so. there's no way it's tasty go ahead you know. on right i'll give you something else . it's gone she was sleeping the entire time and now she's raising such a fuss. you know how little from just marcus visits you twice
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a week at least when she does we sure will. you know actually not why is that week is enough the problem is my husband marcus is here i take care of him and then my husband feels like i'm neglecting him then he gets annoyed he says he's superfluity when marcus is here that's exactly what he says. mom i'm marcus takes a shower here because his hair is greasy and my husband wants to take a bath and then the arguments are really take off. the mark marcus and my husband it's really tense always has been. like where is marcus anyway. and then you know to say diagnosed me with autism when i was 3 or 4 years old that's when they noticed that something was wrong. and i always played by myself and didn't really have any friends. then i started getting therapy at the
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counseling center my mother took me there. then i met people where i realized oh i like them. and that's when i realized it's much nicer to do things with other people instead of being alone all the time. marcus there you are. come with me into the living room and let's look at some photos to me and i'll take my coffee with me. you have that i think this picture must be from 1902. goes by so quickly. ok look at how funny i look. well you just woken up there and i took a photo. and look at this one you. brian on this one something was bothering you
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again prosthetics. this here is from daycare you had such a cute little voice. i mean i had that lovely girls voice which was nice for singing. and i wanted to keep that voice and was annoyed when my voice broke. there everyone's voice changes. whom i don't know where i was playing with my wheelbarrow full moon bars you're almost 35 and you still have it just to play with that it's enough to meet sometimes but not as much as before. that well of course you were a child now you're an adult and you have other interests. and you know that the counseling center i made some new friends that i didn't have before so. now it's nicer to do things with other people and. before i didn't need anyone else. things were simpler back then and i didn't have as many problems so. yeah
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well that's how life is if you have friends then you have to deal with disagreements but if you're on your own you don't have any disagreements you know those numbers that's not what life is about. just don't just all school would all start all just was of course i wanted to help you connect with other people. and to have friends. on 4 inch off kinds. sure you have more problems as a result that's clear but there are nice aspects to aren't that yes i know that. oh no papa show me what about kim k. now looks like from the inside. this income you took one look at it and you still know how to do it i lived inside my my husband always said we'll manage this on our own you didn't want us to have any help so that i had to get
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a divorce. a little taller but there was no other way. i had a biological fathers they really struggle with it. i've been in and one of the stall here you go. here's a green frog we'll put the frog in here too. right now this is a zoo. and this is quite old already. and i think i built this in 1903 when i was so used to play with my fingerboard here. one finger board here and then
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a 2nd one here. and that's how i used to play. once in 1906 or 97 i got the stable. these here is our musical dice and yeah that's what i call them he's you know they look like guys. i got them out of radios and they make a lovely jingling sound they make music that you can play with them to. understand you can build towers with them and then you can take a shot at them from your finger board and they fly everywhere. they're lovely. and as you can see here i love people with down syndrome. they're so sweet and so nice. and then ramona is one of my many downey's.
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ramona doesn't have any parents anymore which is also why she's like a member of my family. my mother also helps her quite a bit ramona is quite a bit different than the other ones here. so if you show your best friend. i don't really know. well i maybe had a bit more fun with some of them but ramona is the one who stuck around. and. maybe your education did. ramona also has her own apartment neither one of us goes to the workshop anymore it wasn't right for us now i don't have so much money and neither does ramona but it's enough to buy a bit of food. but i still have some
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scotch tape. and go away with your kisses i'm here i'll take your mouth shut when you talk too much. taper amounts. yeah look we're dressed as devils. this time you in love with marcus yes they are and marcus is in love with you yes we're a couple yeah we've been together for 11 years. so. this is what he looks like as a girl. mechanician he like this stuff. he looks sexy. yeah.
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we're not a couple how i've said it a 1000 times and now i'll say it for the 1000 and 1st time we're not a couple. you're my sister. i'm your sister. i think it's much nicer that we're not a couple and we're more like brother and sister. but you should still love me and that's what i do love you. and that way you know will never split up because you're practically my sister. and so if i were to hook up with a sweet boy a sweet guy with down syndrome who's maybe 40 years old. and if we were to become a couple. then you'd still be part of things.
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yeah once a month i go to the radio group. i call the radio group the cuttle group because this group does a lot of cuddling. and that's really fantastic. yeah. yeah . we have a rapper from duisburg here today on our radio show. and me i'm really proud that we have a show on the radio. and the rapper when you start the interview introduce him with his 1st and last name. should we use his rapper name the one he goes by on line. you can get my full name because i only do rap maybe we'll talk about that too. is boss of the radio group and we get along super well. radio
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for you if. you can reach him. yeah hello hello dear listeners this is radio for you and i'm sitting here in our media forum with a rapper you might have heard. he's from deuce borg. yes yes dick hello yeah how you. hello thanks for inviting me. then how long have you been rapping up from some of the fly started when i was 15 and now i'm 13 my 1st and foremost i make music for myself music always help me no matter how sad i was feeling. and that's how it is for me too some days i feel sad because people were mean to me or whatever. and on other days i feel good. and yeah i wonder if you might have met marcus before how many schools did you go to.
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15 so yeah 15. i went to 43 straight years in a small bass. right 15 schools because i wasn't always as nice as i am now i used to pull girls' hair when they had braids. yeah. thank you for the interview thank you for coming. it was cool man any time you know. that. you have to hold the phone the other way. it'll turn out better. it's my birthday and i'm 35 years old even if i feel more like 10 or 11.
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when i'm looking forward to the party. lots of people are coming and i'm looking forward to it. i like it when they're long. but i look almost like a little princess. are you a little princess i don't know. you know maybe in cheeky little princess. i mean if i were a real woman things would be much much better for me. but i have no idea what i have to do because no one wants to tell me. my mother always tells me i'm a boy not a girl. as i mean this when the feeling whenever i want to paint my fingernails and i waited till she goes on holiday for
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a week or 2. because normally i visit my parents a lot and. then my mother tells me to take it off and right then and there. and if i don't take it off she does it with the nail polish remover. and he said yes and then this stupid beard which i have to get rid of every day. sometimes i put on a woman's dress when my mother doesn't know that i sometimes go out that way she thinks i stay here in the apartment. maku says this is the most important t.v. year for you. yet and the only day that it's really super here in the apartment. and unfortunately the only day where i can invite lots of people it once.
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i started tidying up about a week ago now i'll do the last bit these 3 guys are helping me and i'm looking forward to it i mean how can you do that andrea blow it up whichever. oh. thank you thank you. oh you can't come let's go it's too far. well that's too bad. then that is much the sad when just a few people come home with the idea of sometimes but i can help him feel better.
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ok there i have it finally. how did you not see his presence yes. from when i was there lots of them. and. let's blow up the monkeys. here's a monkey number one. will turn 5 flat ones into 4 fat ones. it's yes yeah it's as though they just came from the funfair. yeah look it's much more fun to play with them now to. say things and. live.
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all. the money and then some crack the president. oh i. have this. all i can attach a pack. yummy cocoa. thank you. that. you don't have that 100 that's i don't have one now i. can write at least not in german that i have ever you know they do it up the way. oh
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oh look there's mathias. hello but always open. this is my tears are d.j. oh and the blue eyes are here. with bells. ringing in. the. living with. so many with cooking it's the funny thing is i don't really know how
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it works i'm not much of a cook watch the. mission or i'm just one all of them oh oh oh out of the kind of knowledge that my democracy may have to be washed. out if. you're in the dark often i'm happy to help cook but 1st i have a question for you maxie. i'm not just here for no reason not to make music here you know i want something more then you have to tell me what you'd like or what you need. it's big and long and music comes out of the sides and you can carry it like this. you mean a boom. right that's what i was thinking. but oh well remember he's doing a great job with that to do the rest like that we are not going over that so time consuming.
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you. know. he's like going to the flea market my parents aren't so happy about it they always say i buy more than i sell that's true sometimes. where should we go we're selling. and we don't know where to go. in the 5 center you know you should i show you know to be faster. oh i could just buy a few things right now. one of the lovely things they have.
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i wish i could just go exploring. oh look such a lovely train. and you know your name. you can set up your table want to have you have we have a blanket fine so. i mean this is like i'm sitting by the water and i'm about to go fishing. so that's what a flea market is like for me to sit down and relax and wait for the fish on. me
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that this time. i'm in the absolute top box of the batteries charged. by mistake that's the expensive ones i cost 8 euros oh yeah 0 yeah 5. the rubber ducks. one and 2 little ones. good. yak look we have stuffed animals. you know. this is great how much do you want children. how about 3 euros. i'm 3 nourish. them down who gets the money and you decide here.
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these euros that's there this is that's your sister yeah close enough. and let's just how much is this. that i'm trying to do your all right to your interest. here. that is just. the sense i saw straying from fisher price. i want to go look at it. so the bear can sit here. oh. yeah i've had my eye on this train for
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a while. it's not in the shops anymore oh yeah this that's why we come to the flea market because you can find them here and scream how exactly it's 10 euros you know watch. why don't we wait and see what happens when the days are over you can still decide then either it's gone or it's still here what do you think. yeah yeah exactly i'm bored yeah that's the. best and i know the polar bear. spy on the polar bears to euro's. you know it's super ok so the polar bear. ice 2 more euros. back to the train.
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but i didn't notice should i put the locomotive aside so it doesn't get so much colder. and told me how much is it you know it's not machine shops anymore so it's 10 euro years. what about 7 sleeping here yes that's all right. so that's all i have done so how was the one from a hole in the 3 that i got my for home on the amateur for the polar bear. i'm one of the most this is our own. so let me put it away that's lovely. such. son shelley the members of ok let's see what the others have. been. i'm going. to miss.
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i mean this this is our 2nd airplane and our 4th caterpillar. and a new star and a helicopter. and. hang it all packed up. yes i thought i saw my mother over there i thought oh no my mother. but i guess it wasn't her. a woman with long blond hair i thought oh no she said 9 if they went to the campsite yeah right so today is sunday but they could have left by 1 pm and be here already. and i think to finish that would make me. my father always says this is all rubbish anyhow and my mother says it's much too much oh well.
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right here because i'm so good with electrical stuff tarik for my radio show had an idea. this is a repair café you bring your broken appliances here probably unless. you tarik said this might be right up my alley let's see. this was just an ordinary speaker from a surround sound system here a little one like this. and i turned it into a big one. hard. for. one thing. he she was so taken with the things i built that she said come on let's go to the people who are doing repairs and give it a try and put me in this. oh. the lid won't stay down.
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to come do we have any contact spray in the box have been that. you know some of the i've seen this problem a lot. to dumb it doesn't call me. a good. thing let me just. tell you one. so. as a man you can leave it like this so that it opens like this. maybe we should glue an arrow on it right at the back and you should. see how the so is there another radio here. or. on. the feet of the problem is the dial keeps moving off the station and. what should you
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think you might come back next month yes yes i'm looking forward to it again. just have to myself. well. i'm looking forward to it. meanwhile i've been back 2 more times. yeah i mean we have our own camping spot here on the rhine river. and found that this is where i learned how to swim and how to ride a bike. and today is my father's birthday. and my mother and father were divorced but then they got back together and married again. now we're a real family again. i'm camping here on the campsite i need
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a place to get away from it all where i have my toys and my music and music. but my father doesn't understand that. there are other words from indiana but i'm being told who really wants to be told that their child is disabled of course i wish that marcus were more grown up. but that's not going to happen i'm afraid to move. that. it's going i don't know if he'll ever be able to manage entirely on his own. words. he gets a certain amount of money but the manager's himself with the rest will make sure that everything's taken care of it. he doesn't really think about things like the phone bills. from telephone the tone of. others it just takes it for granted as long as the firm works even to look for the
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stuff such as a fulcrum year. or more notes and they're not having enough money to get to the end of the month isn't something that would occur to him. when something is broken when the sink is leaking or when i need to have a shade put up on the window that i need my father opposite of if you have a need him as a person. that's the only way i know him. so for the other things i have my friends. i spend weeks thinking about what i could give my father for his birthday and then i built something nice. so happy birthday. look here when the water containers fall you can put the 2 clamps inside the pipe.
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and when the water's for them. to know exactly i thought you might like it that's pretty special if you put some thought into the. spillover if i fill it up. yeah. i mean not just does have a special talent. she was appreciated. sometimes yes sometimes no your mind gets pushed probably means when you go into marcus's apartment the noise just hits you. hard to get to you. and made that's what he's able to do now he wouldn't have managed it without my wife. being in fine the emotional side he probably me. i handle the tip money your husband says he lets you handle most of it is the new end up
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having to deal with everything on your own. that's true. he leaves the house 8 in the morning and comes home at 7 in the evening oh no nothing lol marcus every day to find out what he's been doing. otherwise i can't go to sleep. when there's ramona 2 lives there as well. be getting what's it like knowing you'll never be able to stop taking care of mom. truly. this past week it was very hard. to feel very well i could barely talk i just started to cry i'm never like that. but now yesterday today i'm fine again the one who has to be strong and absolutely.
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over not once but doing the job even if he sometimes thinks that i don't like him and that's not really true i just don't like some of the things he does that have doesn't mean i don't like him. left maybe he didn't show it too often. so it's not everyone is good at that. sounded so now i'm going to play oh i'm looking forward to it. and i hope there aren't any children you know it's nice of course i want to play on my own. for letterman by that maybe our problem is that we have both just the way we are both of us. but it's been.
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evident as that he says he can't really imagine what others are feeling it's ok. sometimes people say that about me too. tragic that he is maybe but not as good as my wife and sure that i'm still in the full. so now i'm near the river. oh him of enough fun then the people keep telling me to grow up then they say i should just throw my choice in the trash and get in the mini. then with humor but i say i want to stay the way i am. he smashed in i don't want to grow up. i want to keep playing like a charm. that's met makes me happy. thanks
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