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time of just some of the women were in the early stages of pregnancy they miscarried due to being tortured. one woman gave birth while being held by the religious police she was on her way to hospital with a mother because she'd gone into labor on the spot so she had to put a veil over her so she was arrested she had a baby while she was in custody and being tortured.

they were a lot of miscarriages that. they knew no mercy. it was our job to torture that women. but i don't remember how many we taught it. my name is that's my real name my s. called me i was based in rocca oh. i know. my name is boom for us i live in the province of terrorists or. i'm 45 years old when the troops came i swore the oath of allegiance and worked with me i asked him . to his back was. his yes men i was a maternity nurse during the time of isis working in pediatrics that. my name is i at 27 years old and i'm from tarasov i'm

a primary school teacher i began my career at the time if they arrive for the vices in the beginning of 2015. my name is normal homage to what i was born in 1901. my husband was an ordinary soldier. my name is i'm 33 and live here in russia i was married to a member of i.a.s. he came from belgium. i. am. from getting.

the you. also deny they started by letting us in with their religious rhetoric they spoke on behalf of islam that their qur'an teachings were very convincing and how to resist your thoughts these are angels who descended from heaven just for you. and we were so glad when they came and thought religion would make things better and everything would be like the old days or better they treated us well so we stayed and

cooperated with fam for a time for our ball club but on it we were informed that they had just taken control of the public hospital they told us that we had to work for them that they had a list with our contact information with and that they could force us to come. kind of what i had to heard was sunny california. they want to just teach on the jihad when i had even in the qur'an they only remember to the verses and she had to have well and her mum had been we didn't like children learning that and that's a subject mention men i don't see how it in you will bet you anything so i try to teach at home with the ok of some parents even as leader there isn't any small groups came to my house then i was teaching at home lovely and. the mother of one of my students talk too much. getting the flat and they found out the teacher was teaching at home and was not following their instructions leverett let monthly and

when i told my husband has little or no she better get training in sharia law and teach children that most can do what she's told but that is not far else is a bit not it was a threat they had no choice in the sort of plot the sort of. person i went to them and explained that my husband had taught them out his death and i had no money they said i could work for them or i 1st i had to attend she realises

. we work another on the go during this training we were constantly reminded that we were one of the hosts who put it there we have to abide by their rules they had our names but they were monitoring us closely so we were one of them we were with them . the by is the oath of allegiance it makes you one of them simple followers aren't seen as real members they said they might be true to the group as others had done before them but the woman who took the oath became proper i asked members. not to go to opus at the end of the training we were given a private employment we were received one by one. and they may just take a very specific oath in the cold war and we did it in the presence of any as wife

as she was responsible for these kinds of things. she made sure we took the oath about i am now. when i asked came my husband enlisted and for bade me having any contact with my family to be honest i could not bear the thought of leaving him. he was half of my life. and we already had 2 children and i was 6 months pregnant. and i had no. i was expecting his 3rd child. welfare and. the more bachmann said. what do you want. i'm

a mom i don't know why you joined i was. overfed fund of all his friends talked him into it i tried to get him to change his mind so many times but in vain. when we were in mosul i threatened to leave and return to my parents. he said go then. but the children stay with me or they are mine or to be honest it was too risky for me because of i us and the army. almost well you know.

this was like an illness a plague like the flu actually unfortunately i became infected. my husband process. and he can so open minded that if freeman who loved life had it on his. head he was calm and witty. and everyone respected him for at least one of the few then he became a lot more religious developed he started to pray and so on as this ration i noticed his opinions had changed. i don't know how to put it it was a gradual thing. one day he visited his parents in their village.

the next day his mother phoned me and said he was gone for gas have you no longer have a husband forget him. over a month later i was visiting relatives somebody said they just passed by my house and had seen my husband there. i went straight home i was so happy. he was there that. should not happen i took him in my own but he was different. he looked the same

but he had changed. he sat down he was not a stranger then he said i have made my decision and you must accept it. from now on you belong to islamic state they don't like. the last of me and i didn't go on the look it up to members of i.a.s. arrived and said you start working for us tomorrow now on the 1st day we were given weapons.

then there were 10 women in my units 3 drove around in a van and the other 7 stayed at the station to torture those arrested. why they were all tool well built women. the aim was to intimidate people. picked the toughest among us women who knew no pity with anyone. we had to patrol the neighborhoods looking for women who didn't wear proper clothing that's why we arrested them and brought them to the his spot police station. must help. others. since in most of our our you had to wear a wide and a face veil to begin with a woman could have their eyes free but then they changed their minds the whole body had to be covered the women even had to wear gloves those were the rules. if women were now and were not fully covered up and even with

a tight fitting up buy out or material that was shiny then. it was against the rules. and home. yeah the only handicapped s. with their restrictions on clothes and what i can work out of that we can move normally i couldn't administer an i.v. to a baby imagine putting an i.v. into a baby's vein with fully covered our eyes of the other and i can see if they. make a push for bed the instructions had to be followed to the latter i handbags had to be black so did our shoes black same for socks and everything else going to be honest we looked like garbage bags completely blacked out. ringback

there and was to sell us their own clothing it was a money making enterprise i was arrested wearing clothes like the ones i have on now i was forced to buy an i s advert for 6 or 7000 syrian pounds then they let me go on. possibly even 7 year old girls had to wear the shari'a. a 10 year old girl was seen as a grown up and had to dress accordingly. might have been the most let's look at that oh my hope once a girl wanted to go shopping. she was 10 or 11 years old. she

wore pajama bottoms and her prayers over them up as. she entered a store to buy something. i happened to be there on the wall clock in her home it's not hard to look at just moments when the his but driving past spotted her. they stopped. well but all they had seen her trousers and her top. this is a guy storm damn he was from kuwait or a saudi i could tell by has accent. he shouted at her. why are you dressed like that you slot hole the kid was so scared she wet herself. it would be whenever we saw his bus if we don't start trembling we may have a way as far away as possible and we wait for it to pass we were really terrified whenever we sat and.

we had to load the women onto the bus and drive back sometimes they would face a lot of 2040 or 10 women it was different every day. but we never returned empty handed. i love watching them on quiet days we arrested just 10 of them. we never got time off. and 1st the women who worked by the hizbullah and locked up for a few days but then i had to buy appropriate clothing from us and was set free and . bill had forgotten but now i remember.

once we arrested a woman for wearing nail polish and bent they tore out of the nails with pliers just for wearing nail polish. so what my worst memory is of a woman who wasn't wearing a kneecap. well they tortured her i found out she was dumb she could not speak i felt really sorry for her i tortured her although she could not speak. i think. there was one woman who was responsible for the women who committed minor moral offenses we called her the biter. once she bit a woman's breast and didn't let go until she was dead she died because she was bitten in the breast. or. another woman had recently given birth to her son was running

a fever. she panicked and ran out into the street to buy medication at a pharmacy that has a his but vehicle passed by the religious police stopped her and said why are you out dressed like a whore her bio was made of shiny lycra. but that was forbidden and they showed no mercy. she said i've just given birth. but they bit her hard and then used electrical pliers we went home. with. 111 women were humiliated them he had no way exterminated would you. just let. me have and they were objects of lust and have puppets that the men took at will and then put back in their place women were like merchandise with no rights

or value in society. we shall asante java. from harvest share but i never stopped working with god's help fundamental and i still do today we all had to understand what from. santa say half my name is a lot but i run a hair dresser's in mosul let me tell you what i experienced the story of dash. i mean william clinton 5 half there was a raid on my salon during opening hours they confiscated everything they can find all this here is new in this awful of a how they took whatever they wanted of us and destroyed the rest but they took the place apart like the bandits stole everything and it took all jewelry furniture and money as you say gold have. you hawr.

and. i continued to work covertly after that the man had more customers than before they were a common go in secret. and here with the boys for turning a clock on. and look. for. no other ladies hairdresser dared to carry on but i serve customers in my home. and i knew of the hockey league gave women hope again they said is not going to leave you looking beautiful. as. the enemy is here b.

i know it was all very risky and i was scared if they had found out they would have killed me but i took the risk. i was scared but i didn't let my children know. the hifi. if a woman went out alone she would be arrested and women always had to have their husbands or brother with. a match and those who went out also took a taxi alone where arrested by us. my but in the end i didn't even go to the stores alone anymore because sides this isn't an refused to serve you know they'd say no

sister please don't return if the his boss seizing alone will be both arrested and if you were with your husband he would look for all kinds of excuses to trap him as a beard too short to make too long enough hair not to standard they noted every detail about the as a result we avoided shopping or even when we needed it we didn't go out any more of line. with the book or even at home i was on guard it was forbidden to open the windows. to book it but it was forbidden for a woman to look out the window with thought. it was even for bed and open the curtains as it will. give us going to bed so that even if a neighbor came to visit me i had to be fully covered with we were afraid that the

neighbors would spy on us and give them information about says even aside we were afraid you were. then i got to bed but don't put though from time to time the head supervisors would make a surprise visit to us just to make sure we were following the dress for most of the woulda gone to make sure we weren't changing our behavior behind their backs sort of as you. got going after a piece. was the whole of how i ses women. how they see as full of hatred life became a jail for women both those in the organization and the others. life was like a prison then they suffocated at home and elsewhere they were trapped

they were suppressed and could hardly breathe also you even had to be careful what you said in your own home with the fossil. record had better go all. the school. i'm necessary that they is about people knew nothing about their colleagues i knew nothing about them and they knew nothing about how everything was kept secret. what we should. have to fear then high on him on even we were under surveillance but it was a female colleague watching over us. if i let someone go because i knew that she immediately reported me you know you had them on at the. the god i'm glad a friend her name was fats and then here she was a very close friend wanted to go there because a limited breeze she was teaching with us at the mosque the norm that one day one

of the officials appeared in the middle of class to spy on us in the missile about good fats and didn't follow the instructions with her students. which taught children things for their rights she had them draw us in children's song. gotten when their fish was shadowed and she had all of this is i'm not well she saw her way of teaching them at the moment and then she got really angry who would that was a clash between her and fat and go bam bam next day they arrested fasten it to house so hard you have to laugh. that you know she was accused of adultery. and for this the punishment according to them is stoning. they take the person and execute them. come on there with that's exactly what they did was fattened.

me she rest in peace. the mothers are the ones that mean or at the end of the. little brother have a last. name shortly but not that because. of what had been her do that then i want to lodge a very sharp take. young. work out about him in the hope that my husband often took us to see executions to demonstrate that the punishments were in accordance with the qur'an. well one time we were in the car and he said come on i want to show you something. on the 1st page. an executed was a homosexual all of that according to the qur'an the guilty party has pushed off a cliff in this case they pushed him off the roof of the building tied to a chair of the goals of the 2nd one killed was

a woman he was with her my husband forced me to watch her being stoned to death in a public place. they threw stones until the blood poured out of a vase and i as she raised her head several times then they kept on throwing stones until she was dead to what. was. i knew a woman of power one of the ladies she was the wife of enemy. that she came from abroad she was very bossy and very nervous. she allowed herself to do

many things she forbade us to do. and went to a house once she had invited as we couldn't refuse. we went there and saw how she actually. she was wearing normal clothes she wasn't covered a song she was smoking. she allowed herself to smell. the sun to wear perfume with and the same goes for makeup. she wore makeup your hope that the workload or. the female i.a.s. member smoked i got them cigarettes from a woman who lived nearby she sold them secretly but all the i.a.s. people smoked the rest of us were not allowed to little moss i also got them shisha tobacco and all kinds of western cigarettes they forbade alcohol but drank it themselves it was forbidden her rum for the rest of us our mother had.

been a but i forgot to mention that the hospital was a public hospital it was originally free for everyone it was a hospital of public service but with them the services were only free for isis members the people they had to pay it were. not isis members women served mainly to satisfy their sexual needs and it was a way to refugee of to have more children to increase their numbers rather than the word i met my husband when he asked my brothers for my hand in marriage he already had 2 wives one had remained in belgium she did not want to come here with him. you know my family were in favor of the marriage for financial and religious reasons unlike me the 1st time i saw him. he had

a long beard and long hair. i was against it but they forced me to marry him. when he took me to his home his wife was not there. during the 1st night he told me what he liked doing and how i was to satisfy him. he was broussard they all were. yes men are known for that stance women have no say. they simply have to do is they're told without question. of course i was unhappy when one he beat me on our wedding night oh. this time there's no hope. so of course it was sad that he was often violent not only to me he also hit his other wife in my presence just as he hit me when she was there neither of us dead

say anything. most of the. i got to how this little boy there was several kinds of marriages such as sexual jihads. the female slaves that women slaves were sold to several men in the years our fight is repugnant exaction jihad on the other hand is marrying an enemy or are fighting. the woman thinks that later on god will reward her as if she had participated in jihad in the fighting. but. make up your call it's like and there was a woman named him and she oversaw all the marriage and sexual jihad matus. she had the girls' names ages and physical descriptions. and all this with the fighters and the. emir's preferred virgins. enemy was not a simple fighter. how can i say this. they each had specific requests for

marriage. everyone had his own requirements. were not good but. what we went on patrol in the bus and handed the women over to the guards we took them to the torture chamber. that suggested i meet up there the his book commander inspected them and if you liked one he would make a marriage proposal but. if she said yes he issued the marriage papers and she went home with him if not she remained in custody and was tortured. and the stuff took them fact i experienced some strange things when i worked for them. one time i asked for a midwife i went to fetch her she was allegedly supposed to help the wives give birth. mom about how there was once or twice i fell for the trick.

michael but. then i discovered that the midwives did not really come for a delivery. and it was because of the sex slaves in the kitchen. they could be the wife of a soldier of the free syrian army or his daughter or the wife of an infidel. they lived in sin it was sat close and then they were held as sex slaves all. the men came to abuse them. to just call and then they became pregnant. then the midwife had to come and abort the child. then when i found out i swear i went crazy. i had no idea such things existed before have been this has nothing to do with humanity or religion i'm so tired. not just physically

not just mentally. it broke our hearts we were forced into it only god alone will judge. ringback ready ready ready ready ready

ready. you know you don't bug a lot more than i want to but what i brainwashed people that they did not relent until that convinced them one that had some women went into battle with them already they were female fighters who took up arms and went to the front line like men once they did it because their husbands were with them he goes into battle so allfired by his side there were also widows of holy warriors who had fallen as martyrs and also their arms themselves to avenge their husbands other women were convinced that they would go to paradise and that they were persuaded to fight to the bishop and by them appealing to their faith. and all home of the holy and the banks again but that is kind of you know what help is a closure schools believe they can come into training centers for fighters thing

that can help up what they then announced the creation of a new brigade if. they wanted new members of aa each one of us girls who want it must. these women used any means possible to convince of the willing to enlist and take part in the fighting. they flatten them by telling them that they would be like men and they would become important people in the us and they would have power and authority. and it cost money but what they offered them a lot of money out of my unit believe that they invested resources in order to convince them when i won. the.

i got out when the assault on rocca started the others continued but i ran away i took my children and fled because of the bombs. i was detained in the ein is a refugee camp in kabbani i stayed there for 2 months then i was released. in the end i said that my husband had a heart condition and wanted to have surgery in iraq then i fled here to turkey. to get away from. the whole. ringback pressure they had forbidden me to leave if they said they would find me anywhere. if not for the battle of russia had just begun to summon its to flee but i didn't care for the right.

role for yet all the books. that were not trying to show that it would not go short. cuts or. that some of the critics of that action. for just a couple of the political left russia must read that russia this is a people they obviously have that ability to travel to the cultural the others are marked off the bottom here shelf the 2nd shelf for the purpose for. the reality is that. because of the fear of life in the free. lump.

was there a part of the city on the left the most important thing this bill must share is that men must not use violence towards women as the violence by men towards women must stop. and there has to be equality. but above all what has to be peace. one she said. was. it let the air. soften him when the honestly i'm still afraid of something you never know if they have sleeper cells in iraq anything can happen and they still scare me they can always recognize you in fine details and to be honest i have reached

a point where i no longer trust anyone from since this whole i sustained we don't trust anyone anymore no one now the results. of the iraqi oil to all free and god fearing women. you must not join this organization. these people are not just they have no respect for god what they have nothing to do with islam. they are criminals it is all. about what you know what i want to say as you must not make the same mistakes that i did by a rested and tortured people do not make the same mistake that is my message to.

the employer me i encouraged others by remaining the woman i was before and because i did not let the situation demoralize me enough is that we are human beings for we are women. i did a whole lotta in the future i want to give strength to iraqi women of the 2 and make them visible to everyone of her i want to show the whole world their strength . especially the women for most often they must not be oppressed or excluded and

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