she was pronounced in her bed sentence or something so she said we will have to get this aborted at that point i didn't even realize that if you have the right kind of drugs you could have been a good baby. she said this is where you believe god has been doing this pregnancy one state and finally i didn't go for abortion i had a miscarriage. my mom pointed out i said i believe something i hope you would not die after listening to what i'm going to tell you and i moved out is not on she says that mommy i have this into me sit down and then listen to me he is a tell me paul the do it again then say the name of the disease and then she said that the baby is no more. and this girl is a real mean their own made

a den in her home and they were telling us never telling us and we couldn't have any man in there and this story is taking place. once you get mad if you know the meaning is that you want to procreate isn't it so there was no question no further protection between has been in vain and so the whole sheeple then was nor will. even god could not have saved. it all is a hell of a strong feeling that when they marry i should marry a girl it would be peace loves me and i deeply love a. should do anything and everything for the. payoff of course she has to local music they really love.

she feels that she feels the book richard phillips the we women i am a major number. i'd like to sit in the meter silently for i was treated. and i was at the medical school there was a guy i talked to believe me there paul's support their various social economic commune not sold a lot of my family was very law and he wanted read only non-rigid theory and i was a bit steered in after 3 years of being together we decided that we want to get married so i meant a nice my mother what happens if i marry muslim or a christian god says it all they all fell most of the same gourd but ran the halls real story came out at home my mother said i didn't see that for you it does for i do this for you how can you hear christian it's impossible we've read in love

for 43 years. put it. my husband's favorite kids and the skull it all gets. serious. and they're going to lose the sharks what. we did not to lose that is enormous and then we never wanted. to disclose. this morning you know what what why. are all she must be bad knee jerk of all she must have florida and without us being all she. does one visit those. she used to be in. northern england states and we could not speak up and still be endorsed broken. nobody lizzie. nobody knows the.

it is a stigma. cannot come to me because i'm. so ready they would feel better when a sponsor for on this. i don't want to make them uncomfortable. they were the only support system that i have. no memory. of want something rob so i let you know. that she has a family she has a she has that has been some life. then why is it left of the enrollment for which they kiddo.

i'm not. so i was praying for it i was writing in my diary what i or. then my friend found office and. she seems to be in a sort of to get mad then it's all a list thinking of. what do you think that's. the group work but no more only to chop chop chop chops chance i'll get back home and take you there you were not asked are and secondly she is not there yet she's a kashmiri as she only you but she knows only in the in the. wrong in also few

words and bad or for example but i'm going to instead this because they're working to decode it i think sometimes this they are opposites are much if any and my husband never called and i did a good family and economically big mama give you some of their shit just 1st do exist they just lost more than 5 kids used after being made to. be isolated i don't really be one here. we are body and has a lot of immunity. and that immunity is due to go hate blood since we have in our system. and the white blood cells have many some sects. one of them is known as cd for people. to see before besides

settle in the white blood cells will go walk will see if you destroyed the cd for sale your whole immunity drops. when a person gets infected these why this attack the cd for sales and finally killed them. all what a period of time the cd for sale starts coming down so from 800 it can come down to have seen people with 15 and 14 if it comes below 350 then we start them on and other drugs to raise the cd for a. look at their cd for cones and then we look at their wider loads then we look at all the opportunistic infections they have clinically they fit only then we start looking for a braid for this person so instead of matching harvest boards we match to clinical

history the water of cd falls way the lords and if that is good then we get them out it it's just not that they want to get mad and tomorrow we get them and it we never do that. so it's in short see the ford is on astrology. i met a really nice. kashmiri harm and it was arranged by. you not to use for a. living. and she conceived and she had our best and you know and they. did and you get awesome gets pregnant and chiffon and possibly even that one though she was sad. but he kept saying i'm needed to live a negative. having a she couldn't have got it they really had oh yes so she said no i want to test if you have

a test and so then finally it was that he had passed on the whole lot and so she hadn't said if you're not happy with him so now they're divorced and they're good you know but still he is wanting to get it solved already now or 2 years 3 years since all this happened and the harder request is it doesn't matter to anyone but from india not from or say and she wants from a good family and a man who's people are happy that saul are the requirements she has been sick of oh yeah that's all i'll say it once and i have one more question i will have your parents with a mind if she's kashmir be yourself when there will when a decision they just want. them to his good. review the happy day when they both are so embarrassed she's or she will gel beautifully into any families she goes in very giving and taking and that being i mean since you are the solution i will just

say i'm going to am not going to be the look she should really be and so she can reel of in the value all the more far much more forward thinking than me on head so it's up to you then you go forward you're right. they need fuel think you want that need she can come here you can go and there's absolutely no heidi. just because no one talk you'll have to get mad and you know you think properly probably because for you it's going to be the 1st stone you're going to get mad and fall hard she's gone that way these are for them for the good let it go to the 1st experience of the involved head here and the phone when we have yeah. ah good afternoon. known how are you like. i am old so i thought i warn you on that i'm going to get beyond and i'm sure you know he's

a nice guy working in id and i think he's old good late and i was imagining you sitting next to him mr day and. i think. i see the 4 columns are out on 300 yes talking him on and until it's all right is it and we want everything to be happy for you and father who have what you're going to chose you know that's that's only a movie have. well. i have. no real long that anything bad happened to anybody ok so. let's hope the other. recent can go a little for someone that's gives a lot of satisfaction. it's

a well i got a 1000000 from 5 think and. then i love does me and i love the way he structured his mia the last line of the meal was so intriguing so touching. he said i am living with my parents. they are all. but i wanted them to be happy till the end and that was me the most. i didn't like to kiss me and i said i 2nd your thoughts on the fated sting. i also think the same and it would be great to talk to you you can call me up when ever you have 3 so we set up a time we did a little texting me then. when we spoke when i 1st heard his voice

it sound like a 4 year old guy is speaking to me it was not you know saying some of that alone and i could hear him just my littles voice so we just started talking and you and i got talking talking and more talking like nobody wants to get off the phone and then i said ok i have got to go because i was following the rules. the mini 1st interaction was slow going for the lead guy felt something was going to happen. and then next to lose everything have. i. said you know i'm fine. for how to go with the language is not a very good for both of us you know it's a little bit of my mother going and i know you need to. look at what she burned out but i mean what is it about that.

he's agreed that yes i'm going to be someone that just i know that there is someone before my god i love my son with. and he's sitting in a meeting he did not speak but he wants to speak to me he sends a message. or you can say you. know you. know i'm not but there. was a burst of up with me. today i'm full sighted superrich saying. that consoles are good. i don't know. what i. saw happening so fast and so we see the process does is like 6 years what is.

that none of us has made me feel very comfortable so i'm ok with that i'm not nervous i'm no i'm not. because i have gotten all i'm going to feel. we're going to be i don't know how things. yes just as children. yes and no. a little bit of it. i don't personally plan to have a typical family day so. with. children. we will advise them to use a condom in the beginning they have a deed to have a child and then maybe calculate. ovulation deviated and ask them to

not use condoms during just that one week so that she can conceive because the strain of wireless and he can get it and his change can come and make things more complicated let's see how so i'm sure you'll. hear. that other bigger issues that need to be discussed on make. the future complex or does that make leap in the years and then say these are does mean. lots of people in india tell me why are you doing this so many often so i'm going to come but people are with me a living for 2025 years. first thing in the morning i got a message what is this i check my phone it was karthik really be ral and dine stay

away oh all that. then a 15th night and 16 early morning we were talking and he proposed marriage. it wasn't like anything i don't see it was like to remain because he bowed down on his knees and the way i wanted to be but it is like you were talking talking talking instead ok if this happens if everything goes well how soon would you want to get married and i was going to say what. say it again i think i know he's my soulmate but i need to look into his eyes and i need to take him up . i don't even check him out like. i need to look into his eyes for a good bed minutes. i mean physically being with each other is going to be a very important thing for us both of us now we just want to feel each other in person is coming to delhi 26 i'm so excited and reagan got any sex

and i'm deciding what would i do when i see him for the 1st time and still deciding . she was a little. no worse for the 1st few minutes but i made her to appear dean's i started chatting with her and. then we had lunch together and just to go ahead of you when we began to complain she gave me a steady. look to make you go more live just to go back. easier to get married then say you. could make the fact that he doesn't believe you need to leave yet.

you. delete that if somebody would have asked me that you are going to be mad if you are going to be set to this and love is going to come in your life i would have said crazy crazy crazy. suddenly lo and behold love is happening. you. get people who are known as rapid progress within 24 years progress and their c d 4 count drops they have to start them on drugs coptic after 16 years he's going on the drug that has no in 4 years she is going on that drug so

there is a difference between the speed at which the light assists progress. i am not sure i'm keeping my fingers crossed i'm sure with the drugs she should be allowed to eat we'll take care of it and make sure she survives and then joyce later. i think. that's our duty to take care of people living with. you start of the medicine has side of things you get nightmares you get so many things so you need support maybe we'll have a matching bank because i'll have to remind him and if i forget he has sort of my knee because we cannot afford to forget it anyday. if this a chronic disease can be treated we have drugs. but you have to take it lifelong and take it properly. if you don't then become suggests

a stent called the drugs and the drugstore work anymore. and the other part is that such questions can get many. more things that are there now are taking shape in the year they have before. any. look. at things there is some in one lining in this new missing their identity. 40 years we have clean living living meaning and in this sadness of all the time we make. this call. this dirty disease. maybe now this.

i feel that every girl goes through all this because it's always that a woman asked me. how much. you have to go house adjust to the. house. so i. had me nervous. that it would be a 36 hours long journey. and at the end i would see karthik so i'm very happy. but then i know my family my parents since they are. also. the.

time alone i just. added for the sake of getting up. i was desperate at. this time and i didn't care for him. and that's the difference. in. this was at 620 he said darling i welcome you into my life with open arms because. me love you i like this best it's a load restored dismisses. yeah see it's this to me includes. in

a very short time guard that he has he had those in my basket. a just one would have thought that things would fall in place. just getting into organizing a small number of locations and picking up ideas from have one so. it's going to be in a south indian state. or that we may have or did not. have in the south indian state will give. this clinton incentives for the board. must move in even a costly. this

is the happiest she is off. the happiest in a good way to. let them live and let off. making big things. i've never had and they pay me off my patience that. they bring didn't get cation they give it to us and sixty's don't come for the. union to. this see us in the bending line secedes around here is this something about.

you prefer to live on. the. show your foreheads. show us. so we'll have kids now. no longer with or without a. condom on not a part of our right on our own or a mom of a grown woman on it so having the speaking to it was just venting don't mean that they had made a video on so that it was a song by the police give us the. what if you know. your. every 2nd and. the one at the used you

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