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i start screaming like a crazy woman. i can sometimes feel the rage welling up inside then i just want to end it all. 12345678912 years. that's how long i've been here. before all the other time i feel like i'm suffocating the drains overflow and it all flows into the building you can hardly bring. songs when we live in such crowded conditions disease spreads quickly. so it's good on the anger grows. they need them all down the. decision's been stuck behind the schools for 12 years. she can see the skyline

but only through the bombs. the building is in one of the poorest districts of new for a. huge complex that resembles a prison. the women here live behind bars the believed to still go round and round freeing them up. to be the case a decent it is the largest psychiatric facility in asia. to a decent nation is a world for organization that can be seen all of the pakistan in many areas it's taken over the responsibilities of the state's. foundation runs off maternity wards and violence services along with facilities like this one the hospital come shelter

for women. 15 years ago there were 400 women living here and. now there are 1700. every evening as the light fades the volunteers staff prepare for the new arrivals . kharaj she is a city of 20000000 people a monster and this evening the monster who spit out another woman that nobody wants . to touch in iran cheez huge it's a dangerous city for young girls and for women. nationally bad.

decision years no comment below has driven through the docking streets of the city if the night. would be obviated out yeah big is it going to hear that there's a woman wandering around on her own at night we immediately take her off the street and bring her back to the center because it's very dangerous for a woman to be on her own at the train or bus station or even at the police station station bob they're about why they sit here they charge us a. lot of dodgy shit that the women that we find out on the streets of karachi may be suffering from mental illness although i may have been rejected by their families or they were beaten and fled. so i don't know what it is.

be upbeat about it i just got a call from the police place picked up a young girl job it. is the duty officer there. was a knowledge of this. is everything ok. is that the girl here. sallow once your name. cindy she doesn't speak send data only pashto. her name is carried out. she says she comes from sha town. but i call the police there and no one knows her or has reported her missing. yes it's very late so we called you at least should be

safe with you he killed a. man she seems a bit bewildered at the way of the chaps that's why she got lost they missed this all your lives have the better say. it she kept up that this 2 possibilities either she wandered off from her family or her parents threw her around jobs we don't know yet we tend. to forget. that. looked at a bad. plan . to. the region doesn't really understand what's happening to right now my.

in pakistan people with psychological problems a seen as a back to their families so many just want to get rid of. it but you're going up the trauma she can sleep here in the center kanaka like and i guess i just got a 1st she'll have something to eat and then she can have a bath and we'll give her some clean clothes if they find it has sleep 1st and then in the morning after breakfast we'll try to find her parents but often they get a job that. is started cases man. but in cases like hers the parents really turn up on the odd very few come to collect their children it would be a miracle if they came to most of these girls end up staying here and grow up here a lot of positive but he would just it's quite possible that we'll look for a husband. for one day. i'm

a stitch out because i'm just not going to stop. just a little bit. mohammed takes her with thing. was i was i. that i. i at 1st i cried every day on the way home from work. i never even said i should give up my job but i didn't want. i believe god has chosen me to care for

the poorest of the poor of all things he. joked in a scene has spent a quarter of her life in news car doors. she runs the center she's all too familiar with how society in general seems so strange the people i hear this are those issues that i discovered emily's in pakistan have no idea about mental health problems so they don't want to consult a doctor in june the chines food and yet these conditions could be treated right from early on as soon as the 1st symptoms emerge the doctor. has to are do they was up to her i was a bit depressed or mentally ill sister or wife is considered a disgrace and so it's to be a benefit to the young bob. i got a lot give me a little bit every day of the live day remember it was a friday night. that's not an area are left out. when they turn aggressive the

family started get down it's sometimes they find no solution of them got the was. i was and then they get even more aggressive the women break things they are restless hit out at others threaten to kill them and so people bring them to us. the children generally bunk and sometimes they arrive in chains on us ropes tied around their hands and feet and the what those they are all one though i did i i was i just moved in. there are 2 categories of patients. it warning to the 1st lady there are those with genetic conditions. they have congenital defects so they're born with it

4 months of mentor who. was all. and then there are women who are quite normal soon but they were subjected to abuse her husband's a mother in laws him them half of them up in mistreated them in some other way. and that gradually drives them insane. to hear his father all the little but they just reach a point where they can't cope. and they develop a personality disorder is this all and in the end they can't be kept at home anymore as he would have the government funding.

kalimba hera. you know you doing or. i had taken her tablets yeah well what are you taking an antidepressant that is a feeling better or do you still feel depressed as your father visited you know of will who has never been not even once so ok. i. know. that day i woke up packed a few things i got in the car and came straight here over to go up in a car does my. dad drove. me or not my name is here i'm a false image of the my father locked me up here 2 years ago because of depression . we're going to depression. i will go with he doesn't want to

take you back i know that. i talked to him on the phone a year ago he promised he would come and get me a bob help me go back home again you need to convince your father to come and get you he brought you here only he can get you out call them and let me talk to him up to him this is how we are we let you talk to him before a year ago. if you want i'll call him again. and only if he comes to get you no problem then you can go there was welcome. you know you still waiting for that call it's our only chance of getting out here. she's 31 years old but she can only leave if a member of the family agrees to it. the same applies to women in. all of them hope to leave once they proceed. treatment and become stable are

sticking. you know in the south. for mother boss this is not math husband brought her here in 2003 fish out of but up for the past 10 years she's not had a single visitor here a couple believe it would be of use today as she's been insisting on it and because she's more stable now and we have her address we're going to try taking her home sorry mr trowbridge made out. you know i was issued with. this is now is issue. father brought her here in 2006 and said she was 6 weeks of age where yards or out he said this is my daughter keep her here at the center and give her treatment. oh you've been

a doctor their duty is made other men who are your started with their. knowledge to tell they needed my family beat me and didn't give me any fit. it is that they hit me and threw me on the phil. mudd and by this war they beat me with everything they could find a serious mistakes. made us am sensitive to let me i couldn't take it anymore i started my horses. i was doing really badly they were very difficult times for me. and then thought of the wall down then they give you and if they start facing her again. that's my biggest dream. but that was 12 years ago now it will be different today maybe they'll take me back and not have me anymore. class ahead as you always have big now they'll protect me

. they cling on to hope hope that things have changed now that life outside will be different now. better in some way. the disease and match my could be making the most important journey of their lives . about i don't know is the seed here do you remember.

that better now do you recognize the house come alive. you wait here for us. yet by democracy you know knowledge maam. could not be oh no i don't know her legend this is not why did you say you don't know her and if this is not most mother enjoying her mother's indoors. the mother now then admits she does know her like. are you crying. now that you did come and sit with your mother that there's something about. her that image of a woman asked the mother if she wants snatch my to stay. no no i don't know why not she's question now she's useless she can't work in the house no man would want her

was living out here and there will only be her again god your bicycle is no one's visited her in 10 years she pleaded with us to be allowed to go home again she cries a lot can you let her stay no no way i am what do you want that i was out on my own mother doesn't want me anymore what should i do you mean we've got to get it out it was just up my mind now all the neighbors have turned up and they all have an opinion about what should happen to this 36 year old woman was a. bit of. finally the mother nor grace she can stay for 2 or 3 days after that we'll see she said i was out. for a while that the my my god i gather there are so mother doesn't want her anymore. she says they have no rooms she can't afford it and we should take her back with our state of the year but they're living here with the family of her husband and

her mother in law wants to give it a try to deal though she says they'll keep her if she behaves well if not they'll send her back to one of their whoppers of his baby so the georgia. state i'm on the job to highlight i think. we'll send her back in a few days and barbara starr that this is. they want to keep out of the budget that that should never be my never going to let the light. on to another district and more narrow streets. this was once when a seizure. and everything was different now. or is it just a memory playing tricks. on

leaks but there's so many cars. look like in real houses every way. they can i just recognize my own neighborhood and. their son it's been 10 years since i came here. i can't find my aunts it's difficult to listen to me. so i want to go hello winning number 144 look find 15 made the most of it. no one's really sure when he has. discovered his her address is incomplete the one in her papers is wrong it is just unbelievable i think oh yeah but all you are getting is that if.

we leave. here i have the feeling i'm never going to go home again. half of it he says. you know i've forgotten the address i just went away. and now i'm back here again. just like musicians 3 quarters of the women that they tried to return home end up back at the center.

here has hardly slept. she knows that her church will be decided today in talk tonight seems off. wednesday is the day that dr i asked visits the any psychologist in the facility with 1700 patients he's kept very busy. it'll be ages before healing can get another appointment with him. hello dr. if you sit down. are those my files what are you writing them or i've just seen how long you've been here we've been here. since 2017 years when you came here you were doing ok but your family

brought you anyway to read. yes. so who do you want to speak to my dad now can you remember the number. are there certain members of. this. hello dad. dad it's me healer. but how are you. can i come home. that i'm doing really well now come and get me. this. was going to look after me we have servants and i've always taken care of myself come and take me home. i can't stand it here anymore come and get me. no no.

doubt i'll put you on the loudspeaker then you can speak to everyone that it was to go and it. was a good afternoon how are you. i'm fine thank you. i know my daughter has been with you for 2 years. but my son is sick. and my brother isn't well either. please pray for us and keep my daughter there. yeah but she wants to live with the you she's stable now she's been in treatment for 2 years she's doing really well on the medication she's very stable and she even helps take care of other patients. no no she's not well she wanted to kill herself. over the years but

back then she wasn't treated. no she was on medication back then too i have her diagnosis i went to doctors all over karate. wait a minute let me pass you to dr in a scene she knows your daughter very well have a. yeah we're happy to keep you posted here but she is young she has a whole life ahead of her she deserves a 2nd chance. as long as she takes her medication there's no risk when she's quite normal normal that. i am sick too you know. very sick. and my son is not well either. seeing to his treatment takes up a lot of my time and of course they can obviously i got better here or. he's a rock. i know he says i can take it back. to

her what he doesn't know the responsibility. of not i will never talk to my father again he's dead to a month just like i am to him. for he could. cruise ship. up and go but if you tell them it behave and they should take you by you will would you yes what did they say my mother doesn't want such as you know. natch much she was back at the center. canal found his standing outside the gate.

his family didn't even keep a full 48 hours. i think what i think about what did you do over the last 2 days i suggested yeah i have us dishes whose dishes my mother this is a now you're back. yes they said that come and visit me that's what they said. yes. he will visit you my uncle and my sister in. her head it. was her. voice we tried our best to return you to your family but now you'll have to stay as they don't want you. day is that ok. 200 metres long and

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