for 2 years, the author accompanies us our fist family in northern syria. insights into the isolated world of radical islamists, a film about family, faith, masculinity of fathers and sobs starts april 16th on d, w. oh, well he's let it so he says, the utopia would have thought bad the moisture even if there's no rage on where you want me, that doesn't mean there's piece yet. but spectrum here a t o you have to clog it. yesterday. i escaped from the wall,

so ordinate today. i'm safe, a young man, but i don't believe it'll be safe here tomorrow, but we'll dispatch no. we not war. renada, but i will takes life for which it kills people. but the war is also taken away. the life that millions of ukrainians have before the war or mm ah, well those are the john, tanya, and i'm so she one is old yoke. are you called on ukrainian yet? almost sure. i don't call myself a refugee ambition. i don't like that word who is now young to boots, was tanya square? you'll korea if i live and she is in the district of salamanca,

nearby. ha women's go potty. as williams children. my husband and i built an apartment there 2 years ago. all the bottle could the more it's become home for me and i was never, ever since i moved from don. yes. i felt like i had no home or youngest you all and then mm hm. ah ah no actually, cuz my husband's name is dena, which i've been together for 8 years, resume at all care. i love him very much. a studio for young. i work on education projects with young people law. that was my

own. the can't make films about important social projects in door glass. china was little or yeah, i would say i love parties. it's, you know, we often has in parties and have lots of visitors on america. i even have a disco ball on by ah, there's a little bit of, i really love our balcony. yeah, there's are many others. i wanted to make it beautiful with lots of flowers, a place where i could relax off to work. you send it there. ah, i see it is this sense that you have when life is peaceful, where you think about what you'd like to eat or how great the weather is, would that sets up all that was wiped out in a single day, and then bang, ah, we'll bring it i've decided to conduct

a special military operation with whoever tries to stand in our way or create threats for our country should know that russia's response will be immediate and will lead to such consequences that you have never encountered in your history. your nigger jordan, this is not designed to harm the interests of ukraine or its people. mm. into view. because my husband told me i needed to get up a book that he said missiles had struck me bristol airport. young. yeah, i was confused and i couldn't believe it or not. yeah, that was i thought, is this

a bad joke? was toya to chevron provide? so i asked my husband if it was really true or said ye, did putin really do it in jesus knows that a worth sat in my husband told me it was real and not fake in i'm he said we needed to get ready and to get to the air raid shelter, expose ah, john, them all i use i and eat any more or take a shower for fear that i might miss the sirens and not get to safety in time. it would, would that the boy, you know, would sure you, you, you unable to one, but we had to go to the air raid shelter 2 or 3 times a day, as in vain. he said, the more we had to go there, the more i became convinced that i would have to leave my country have yecynnia. were you shot? ah, it latoya for child cooper. i talked to my husband and together we decided that i shouldn't stay in that i needed to get to safety with the washer. yup. or when the

butter and a thought ship over number of the spade. see ah narrative. yeah. now i'm in germany, which ah, we have a voice at the job. my grandmother is called tanya to the john of my grand father. wanted to name me after her when you 1st she's 87 years old now from gorgeous. of a know she's incredible and even has vans on instagram. the modes here for not that william wins, donal barbara with grammar. you look so beautiful to day. happy year. i always look beautiful or i did. or how do you like my outfit? one. it looks great. mulanda is a made of silk and all that. yes had. so you look beautiful. it because you are beautiful. yes. yes. it's for new year list. have been and then

christmas small world. but it is the war or novel of the family. v as a young child, she survived the 2nd world war, at the last roach in 2014. she had to flee. the war in the east of ukraine douglas was in. you should davy now now she's in tears from his dates and once again war is raging, round her frost of her. so i think 3 wars are too much for one life, says a motto dealership with somebody or does what should i want her to come here so that i can take care of her to prenatal anderson, which should no, i don't want anything to happen to her will none was over now because she can't cope alone. a summer scene. auburn, i which the foremost sure vietnam she needs help to get to an air raid shelter. it's in there and there aren't many shelters. and give you my son, the maya and

the rising. we've which my parents are now living with her inactive when new. so my mom, my dad and my grandma, are all living in a one room apartment in the can. i think of a fading mammal. listen that i was in the one i grandma can't walk right now. she broke her leg just before the war started. so she's lying in bed. he and they don't want to leave give, can you ever. ringback breathe. hi de maria. oh, hello donna. the cook, how you. okay. you walk over to another day or we or did you have to go to the shelter today? oh, yes. one in the house. and then again later shown, you know. sure. or what do you think about my parents linkedin to the cooking? how can we get them out with if it's finished, let us know. did you find anything out today? yes. yes. that was i found out about a rescue vehicle. i asked how many days would they be on the road?

a good name, which you couldn't send it to me? i had asked because it's a rescue service. oh, they drive without stopping in virginia. cafe green was in a connection is very bad. i can't hear you company thought, but i understood that they don't stop anyway. the trips less than 24 hours. okay. at this when you my mom. did you tell my mom you i mean well know, east. yes. and i, i called her. i don't know if she's worried about your grandma's condition and isn't even sure if she wants to leave herself. emily isn't. i think i told you i'm a you. she says she still needs to think about it a i believe she's worried that something could happen to grandma on the way someone comes in. and what would she do then? my job, my job and okay, i'll call her tomorrow and i'll talk to grandma too. thank you, christina. it's good to your voice message. ringback sure it is good to hear you

too bye love you and i love you to call oh oh oh ebony i'm gleefully wendy mar drove me to the borders so that i could leave the country and i was worried that something might happen to him on the way back, but ma'am, and you were when i wasn't there to help much we extra chas. robertson. i was so worried of all is said eam. because i told him i was sorry for every time we'd ever argued envy yet that was the music. so if i'd stayed with him,

he wouldn't have been looking out for himself or working to help our country bought the pro man on the process. but taken care of me, are you sure as alicia to put his name, your pro store fits the law. if i'd stayed in ukraine, but i wouldn't have been much helped to him the my lord look, we love each other and do want to be together. harney thought. shamrock. but but assume oh, yeah. does it oddish jordan oscar, i'm glad that we women had the option of deciding what role we want to play. nice your to renew and i am i probably dish with her i

alam. zada scalia bind, i see ordinary unarmed people standing up against the tang. mize, and also in a bazillion. i wonder whether i am really a patriot as well as i did to you, but i fled here to germany here and i'm not bold enough to do something like that to defend kit advocate. a salute. ja brewster. a short while ago it was an air raid shelter with bombs. exploding will be warmer now and germany and a place surrounded by forests and lakes. this year the miller ordered a dog. oh and grabbed thief. you could actually feel very angry. like i hate the whole world sneaked. shouldn't that i don't want

to be here that i want to go home or worship of what i just want everything to stop of the oldest horror. every one here feels the same way. why i'm of the, of the common ostrich yet all the leader got old on the group leader here and answer everyone's questions of the day in the mind. we make sure everyone has food to eat and close to where we we go, grocery shopping and cook to walk and try to structure the day for everyone else. loves you good. here for a thought was shoved short of i arrived here yesterday with my children have been here from the start and they came with the group. ah, your vehicle as it was? i drove from live in the hope that i could collect them and bring them home because live is the safest city in ukraine store, where we have the cost. so i was very optimistic until this morning when i saw the

news about the attack on the euro, viv military base. it's just 40 kilometers from live and 20 kilometers from the polish border along with there, it's quite a bit more i have for the school hall now. i'm not so optimistic. look through scope to me as multiple man, shallow water. i stayed in live up until now and carried on working. i just took holiday to come and pick up my children, cameras latest mortals and brought the doctor to demolish you thought ukraine would wind the wound by the end of your holiday. so, but i guess you know, before the ark was good, it with a thought that was moved. i only ever talked to the group here in ukrainian yard. russian is my 1st language. even my grandparents spoke russian. he more and more you which give when you were, excuse me,

but give our entire family comes from the lo hunter and done yet screeching, good night school door before the war started on february 24th. no, i never had the feeling that i was doing anything bad by speaking russian or more johanna, but now my mother tongue is the language of the enemy. wanted to more real jamini, georgia, pre crochet, my dad that i have something in common with russia that either a c o 2, because russia just invaded ukraine, claiming that we're not independent. and that is a large law that they share yours. but all of this is what i packed on the 1st day on february 24th . when we decided to leave shopping, we didn't know where we were going or for how long i he i was panic ticket, e and i knew it. finance, it's of the yard rosamille has she?

yup. when you call you some were year the blog my these are my degrees but that, that the a bachelor's law from done yet. and a master's in law from cuba used to put all of a birth certificate, passport from the origin, your boss marriage, certificate i to snowball, shall we say, was a log for some reason i took to lots of hand creams, kids to ukrainian chocolates and canned food comes out of a said they're pretty right here on my warm clothes. it's sure a sweatshirt and 2 pairs of pansy football, q 2 t shirts of mine and 2 that i borrowed from my husband for as long as we're not together walker's shop coloma while he's in ukraine, and i'm here at oz on log in. that will get a uni that thought it was. thankfully then at the last minute i thought well maybe it's also okay to take a cardigan, extend your snar, but sir, it's from santa schneider, ukrainian, designer, boucher. i really like her things. so you've been that in chicago, this is the only clothing that i have here that makes me feel better through you

somehow. i just feel better when i where it sort of story. eric was. when you're chris, i've always liked wearing cool things. ought yonder middle class near a chip? ah ah school, he has a dollar. sure my mom, i remembered my mother grabbing photos when she left onions. gimme a zillow. that's why i took the pictures that i don't have in digital form. looked around them, wouldn't in jim, this is my grand mom and she was younger little number. i'm ola dot. mm mm hm. ah, ah. zada 1st of cash vo didn't start for me on february 24th. lemme. and that said,

the war in ukraine started in 2014, that of all, i should the not the heads up, which was if to the nice tomorrow's, my parents were forced to move to key of in 2014, when russian forces marched into the dani. it's and lo, hunter, greetings, so high school, almost jim we, which gave well motional back then they were just as confused as everyone is to day, literally hobbling effect family. they also thought the wool would be over tomorrow and they would be able to return home. choice soft was off of so the king should say mom over and i'm with the dormer. ah oh susie goodness, betsy. i think that's one of the reasons why the so difficult for them to leave. it would be so you, we have been my father is $66.00, my mom which he just can't believe that he's losing his home for a 2nd time in the wash approved at the fashion that once again he has to flee

without knowing where he's going to head, our schooling pullin could be beat it and that was a mutual coupon. ah lou with oh. ringback oh hello. hello my mom, how are you? okay, that is did you decide to switch i? oh, what i considering the pros and cons. ok was pros and cons that the only advantage is is that we'd be in safety. i together with you. my boy. yes, operator and the cons and bridge

the risks on the road grandma's helps during the trip that will give me. i don't want to leave your father. if we leave, we have to start all over again. mr. munoz desire to not necessarily with the good. it's just for a little while and we can come back sunday, but she'll 10 you she, i wonder if we should leave at all. you're young and full of energy. i'm not. i've already considered all the options. good, good. what options that are online, cheryl? it's difficult, i don't want to talk about it. school, it's risky, trying to protect grandma both here and on the road. but that's life. we at some stage we have to say good bye to our parents garage home. that's how it is it and

that mind long those are browsers not the you are putting you, grandma and grandpa in the grave, just because you're not young of those. but carol, we've got a good option for transporting grandma and she'll be lying down. you'll have support either through the crunch and this won't go on forever. you don't have to start a new life here. we'll go back for sure. okay. mom, mom, i need you to decide is not where it is finance. amused it just wouldn't you. maybe today i started to see her point of view. let's see. you in the morning. i can't influence her decision was thought a situation. i feel like i have to stop trying to convince her, but i thought you, but i'm quality. if sure, go to the space i'm safe here and it's important for me to fight russia from head

with the short, short kilowatt long and the children. so i've decided to come to berlin to take part in a big protest rally where we could them for ukraine trim cool, a korean. oh oh oh my dear britsky thought go to the theatre in medical was destroyed and people were using it as a bomb shelter. yet e v. course dollar got the ships what a week before the war. we went past that theater that there's done. there was a line of people waiting to go in with doctor or it campbell, at gar, valeca shareholders. i was really impressed that people were so interested in art that they were willing to wait in the cold to get in to, to the took what church brought,

which was that's the way you want to check. and when i saw now that it was just destroyed and with people inside korea marshall, assured brewster room volleys room was room of olive to ducal with unbelievable. do oh ha ah, to the last little would say i held up a sign in 2014 with the words, no war and the doors are full of all of us at the time i was really worried about my home town. i saw was a click on the good day. i wanted to convince people and keith and the rest of ukraine to join together and prevent the warrant on yet schools through italy with an actual address. each of us have broken what all it says, other law firm has been in 2022 a week before russia attacked give free. i also protested with

a sign after profession, short extra horses but a fit to defend peace in europe. we must stop putin and his warn ukraine. fortune off of a greenish avoidance. mm. me . i wouldn't usually like to demo today. my sign just says i want my nice back like back because we've all last night. ah, me. ready ah ah ah,

ah hi grandma. hello, my dear mother. yes, look, i'm wearing a ukrainian flag lum in berlin. oh, i miss you was a good choice. now you, in berlin, a year, i'm here for a protest. i am going to speak at a rally. moodle with the boy. well done. you are an activist. no, no, i got that from you grandma. what would you wonderful. i listen to the radio, watch tv. so them, but from the radio they're only talking about the wall and the radio show. it's just wall $520.00. enjoy it day to day. there were songs just really amuse songs about the wall or the senior little or believe. don't worry grandma, tell a sure i'm staying in bed. the trip is too dangerous. so we'll hide out

here. we have really played, i've already lived through a war once. by hiding it. i can survive another one on the same way or someone will if you are okay, grandma who uses my i have to go to the prayer taste tougher. my been a good like like grandma tell them you represent or next ukrainian donates a new one hugs. grandma was on the ac was shut me out with lights. oh, talk with me. you might be late.

he starts tight. i my name is tanya, and i'm proud to be ukranian. i lost my home in 2014 in vienna because 14 in his army occupied it to my home town. i lost my home for the 2nd time this month in k u because rush in the army. i take to, oh great. you all know this more. it's not about you crazy, right? you all know that this war is a case whole. you will. i'm asking you to make pressure on your permanent, do not use russia guess police who are all was home and they really wanted my life back with

. i don't know will the throughout that say, how long will the school long? it said lisa years of my life, but it kicked them and yeah, and jason of it. sure, i'm 31 now to basic. and i feel like for the next 10 or 20 years, i'll either be running away from this war or i'll be flashing. it's a very awkward slumber hot to shoes, it'll be my life. will just pause by this way for that. no, we're should john. hey, with your

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