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i've seen myself in the mirror and i just realized i don't even have any connection with the stand back anymore or support a living if you're not living here. growing up, there were 3 things that charlie martin was convinced of the 1st that she was trans and didn't identify as meal the gender. she'd been assigned in both. the 2nd, the place she felt most at home was the race track. the time that she'd never be able to reconcile these to world. i am charlie martin, i'm a professional racing driver. i'm in l g b t, t plus activist. i'm hoping to be the 1st trans driver at the 24 hours of lamar. i grow not feeling very limited because knowing that i was transgender from a young age, i never had any role models growing up. i'd never seen anyone like me doing

anything the i spied today. and that had the effect of making me feel very limited in terms of my life options. it was like, you have to choose between being the person you want to be doing things, career wise and so on and so on, that you want to have in your life. you can't have both those things. so i just, i didn't feel like i dreams, reality. and a huge chasm between most he things with 2 outcomes. carolyn, cause he was the 1st person that i discovered he was transgender. and i up until that point i didn't realize people could be born as one gender feel that they are identifies a different gender and then they can actually physically transition and so on,

so on. so when i saw her, it was like someone telling me the world is flat. like you're really real eureka moment in my life. and i think that the, the thinking was very much if you were boy, that feels that her girl he shouldn't want to climb trees and get dirty and tend your fight pilot or racing called try if he should be playing with dolls and, and so on. and so on, i just was not going to kid. when i was about a 1000000 years old. i had a friend containment and his dantes to race, not professionally, but you know, very competitively at club level. and he said, yeah, you know, we're going racing if you would come, i'd never actually been to race track and especially being in the paddock with all the cars, being surrounded by, by these call. this is

a very kind of intoxicating smell. being in that environment. capital r and an interest in the noise and do something about it. they just yeah, just let a real spark of enthusiasm in me and then my brother and i went from them on for 3 years running t 1001233 years the band competed eventually one. and that was yeah, i mean that was like nothing i'd ever seen. i said year in the seat of a c. i made up my mind, this is it, i'm going to 20 some, some racing myself but as opposed to a fife was like a half finished project at a row cage had a 16 valve and jane. but that was, it was like, had 4 wheels at no doors on it. it was a like with everything was stripped out of it. but it was something i could afford . a 1st thing i did out, she was a sprint, a cobra. but nonetheless, i was there,

i was can p saying, doing my to sports on my own state. and that was a great feeling ah, coming in stop period does when i started to struggle. very struggle with my my gender identity and i wake up in the morning and see myself in the mirror and i just realized, yeah, i don't, i don't even have any connection with the person staring back at me anymore. at nothing in my life really matter to me anymore, cuz it's a slight will was the point living she's not living with you. i figured out how's gonna take my life and i couldn't, i, you know, i was at a point where i just couldn't even function. you know, i could barely get through the day i slept breakdown i'm

and i thought myself, this is this wrong. i can't do this and that was january 2012 that i, i decided okay, this is it. i'm going to transition say transition was the thing that i wanted most in my life. and yet at the same time it was the scariest thing could imagine. it was this, you know, it was like this huge mountain. the i was terrified of confronting. and i looked at might sport and i just thought no one's gonna accept me in that space. i never seen any l t b teacher, pos visibility. and because that was such a happy place for me, i couldn't bear the idea of that being turned around and being space where i didn't feel welcome and i felt rejected. and so i just thought, well, i'll just give that up. you know, i don't,

i don't want this honeymoon. charlie's family and friends convinced her not to give up when dressing 9 months into her medical transition, which involved hormones, placement therapy and surgery. she had done to a race track for the 1st time worked and the product was like scary thing and could imagine. i sat in my car, amanda sat, my car in the car park to thinking, well i'd have to do this. i did go home. no one ever knows. fortunately, 7 or 8 of my close friends i raced with came over so many, ne, can he pick hog, you know, there were like, equally about racing next year where you could see the love. i felt that gesture was a really profound thing. it made a massive impact. in fact, they hadn't done that. i would have gone back the next year. 2 years into the transition, charlie began attacking her motorsport goals with jean, you would figure in

a new found confidence. things began looking up in her career. i pans for probably the hardest part of that experience, and i'm starting to find confidence and self belief that i'd never 9 and my whole life. and i think that had a huge impact. not just on racing, but on so many levels on just how you think in function. i think a big part of me was kind of locked up inside. like living in denial was living in denial. it using physical energy to suppress a major part of your personality. a really intrinsic part of who you are as a person. when, when you do that, you using physical entities. it's tiring. it mentally keegan.

i went to france. i did it around the french heal climb championship, and i 1.3 seconds and i break the clos record by 2 seconds. which is how climb terms is like a lot. i mean, i just weather when it's, it's going to have experience. and i've, you want to surprise me included like, where did i come from? charlie's since may a japanese progress, switching to soccer, tracing and racking up podiums in a variety of cities. she even tied up would be m w and mid history as the 1st trans competitor at the no buggering, $24.00 finishing forth in class. but her burning ambition is to become the 1st transit thing driver at the 24 hours of lamar. so 2017 was my last year hill climbing and at the end of that year there was a within the, within the team structure,

there was the opportunity to do an endurance race in the call. i looked the calendar i could if i did, but it's the one race i looked on those one words that popped out on me them on november 2017 thought. wow. 3 or endurance race in a prototype at the barn. of course, not the 24 hour cost is the beauty circuit, but nonetheless i never thought and my wife streams the i can stand on the podium at the mall and not just, not just me, but real me. and i just remember thinking, which is, you know, if i can, if i can do this, i can get this fall. then that's like her. it's like a sign. it's like, and i him, it's like you've got a train, you gotta keep going and try make this happen and race that 24 hours long for ill.

whether i go on the podium or not as another thing, in addition to her using ambitions which includes competing in the 2022 lamborghini, supernatural feel cds. charlie is an l g, b t, q plus activist. she uses her platform to fight for diversity and more dis, board and the word in this life i want to help other people find the happiness that i found. and and i also want other people to understand the role day can play and facilitating more inclusive environments. where everybody can be the true authentic self. i. i think 70 charlie pretty surprised. i think 70 her charlie was pretty happy because i never imagined that things would be the way they are now. so i think i feel like i've had to wait a little time. i think what patient assistant, i think so. right now is like

a good time. so yeah, i think 7 year we refit. be pretty happy places get ah me, a big part of it is deleting possibility. yeah. if you believe something is possible you, you give it a guy, you get a 100 percent rather than talk yourself out of it. say, i always said this is impossible. i can't do this, this isn't for me. say suddenly you flip that around and you think okay, is possible and i, and i just prove and i can do that. well. what else? cognitive

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