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oh, oh oh oh, i'd kill them. where was my hot stop? never been me back. i'm sitting on saying the see because i mean depression. and i had to take medication to address it when see his son touch 1st competed in the duck holl, ready in 2015 and finished it in a respectable position. he was instantly propelled to the ranks of indian motors, boat harris, after all competing in and finishing the world's most grueling and punishing off road valley rates. as a privateer without factory backing was a herculean task. 7 years down the line now a factory ride with 7 duck house,

dance and sweet duck r finishes behind him. he seemed countless injuries and the da da da. com 2021. some touch base is his biggest challenge. yes, it's a fight to 1st find himself and then some day go back to compete and i my name is sierra santos and i for team. he don't want a sports valley off my memory. i think i've done a few dog eyes. it started in 2015 was my 1st darker and ever since then i've been going to dock. i was now 2021. so 7. i would say yeah. 151617. 18. 19. 20. so i've been raising the docket ever since 2015. ah sorry, this is 2021 that would make it 7 die so fun. 6 6 very interesting year i've had so far and of course i always begin the

year with the most boys, which is the doctor. unfortunately, for me, it didn't work out the way. i demising a dock. i to go and of course did many things that can happen in the darker, but i didn't expect it to end up the way it did. the said i don't know. will the dagger or the year before? so unfortunately, i had my head soul, eye glass door to the dagger, and that's pretty much what i remember from being told that i crashed out. it was like a nice man and i would think you said this like a dream. it's not true. i wake up when this is not happened. i figured doug the clock back. no, or you're leading a happy life. i did one point of time when suddenly your whole life to you

i was thinking that i had a very small crash because i didn't break any bones. and i was thinking for sure i hit my head on the road, but because my head is damaged. and so when i met the guy that actually had crashed before me at the same spot where i crashed, is it you guys at a 13140 they added the phone in to the best confidence that i could hear. what the chief medical officer was telling the other people making intervals when she said, i thought those had met with an accident, but dinner he had to, he had been judy, it's only, you know, he has been putting to any news. coma, my hot stopped. so i can only see them those lines. they said my hot stop and at it he says he, i mean, bring me back to get my hot to beat again. so it was that. so i don't know why this isn't a driveway memory of it. i'm very uncomfortable seeing this me that was in a coma for i think one month what they told me and they brought me

out of it. and then i remember that now i can tell you, i don't know the fact that i thought everything was a dream because i don't remember the year before. he didn't know who he was. he was in very bad shape. you know, you're looking at him today. you can go way back, you can get up. he couldn't sit up. he couldn't walk, you know, thing was like baby steps again. he never had any balance in his body. 2 people had to walk next to him. oh. and what that is wrong with you as my son, what that is wrong with you. you cheating yourself is what i asked myself because it myself, i mean i say you're joking that you can do all the things. you're joking, come on, that you can live this way. you can time. what is wrong with you? nothing is wrong with you. yes, i have to make peace with the fact that there is something all with me and i don't see it in the mail. so i am scared of that.

ah, was they difficult to come to terms with the san bush that i was to centers that become after the crash because in a way i'd kill them. because all the characteristic sticks of who it was had died ah ah, encouraged by friends and fanny, santos underwent months of rehabilitation and ice and kinetic fitness in bolona to regain basic motor skills. he then resume training at his big rock debt park and banga. no. he's making steps on the right direction, but he's biggest victory was when for the 1st time since he crashed,

he got back on the motorcycle i don't basically own people's defense because it was the mind that was injured. so i had to go to spin and i had a bicycle 1st in traffic, not as id, bicycle in traffic to show people that i knew what traffic was and to knew how to navigate traffic. and then found that through writing an old book on the exposed of goes on rally, but i don't the expanse because my injuries with i said i couldn't control the full fledged motorcycle the the motorcycle felt like i already yesterday. because the feeling that you have and the tires rolling on the ground, the white visions that are coming to the engine feeling it through the frame suddenly ord yesterday. but aside from the physical component of his injuries, dealing with the mental aspect has been the metaphoric mountain that has had to climb. its been a difficult journey as it was a guy mentally,

very strong. and the fact that an injury like this fixed away from you soon i think athletes a paint issue where human beings because they do amazing aspects of everyday life. of course they do. but they all seem being to the end of the day, it felt a normally because it is very difficult to get information on the kind of injury that i was facing. and what i had to do, because the mind is very difficult for an athlete to speak about. i the batman was an incredible driver. and of course for champion in wi fi. and i saw the fact that he had gone through an injury that affected him mentally when he was in depression. and i found it very hard to believe that an athlete can go into depression. first of the human being to understand that that

a person can conclude the depression was not possible by me. and to understand that an athlete goes through it was incredibly high. and that you have these moments even as an athlete, that delays on his mind to get him to what he is going to. so. so yes, so i'm sitting and seeing the see because i mean, depression. so i'm going by depression and i had to take medication to address it. i'm seeing it do because i know at the bottom i was able to get past what he went through. and i know if he was able to get back to what he went to, i'm sure i will do as well. just scientists, efforts. santana has had to make peace with the fact that his duck return will have to be deferred. to that boy, i went to switzerland because they wanted me to go see somebody, a concussion. my concussion basically is a hospital for the mind. i want them to say to me and nothing is wrong with you. and i feel all of my unfortunately i feel those death and after that i had to

i had to call it was and tell him that unfortunately i'm in this position and even though it's the motivation of my life to be back on the motorcycle that is the darker, i feel that you don't and i let him down and the deemed on what i feel. nonetheless, suntrust has been resigned by hearing notice bullets, red bull, and fit. and his motivation remains his desire to do them proud and to try and realize his own potential at the team, back in the day which and that kind dream about me being in this. and i watching myself raised like a 100 me to this. but i'm looking to myself, i'm seeing that much potential in me are not able to realize that potentially me like i have some wants to give. but i'm looking myself not giving that potential of what i have

a minute to represents my ambition in life. not to be a great question. i just want to be a person that i knew i can be, which is to my own potential. so yes, that is my sort of weakness that i want to be. so yes, i just want to be back to myself. like i said, i want to be samples again because one experience joy from one of these aspects that made me. i love to experience what i'm doing is like teaching and it was because you think that you that i have at a certain place that's going to mean something that you get something out of it. and i'm so chasing that. so i still don't know what that means. i'm trying to find myself at the end of the day. do you think it was in a way trying to find myself? like i said in that is that potential? so yes i am switching available and i hope to find that part of gold at the end of it. yes. oh santa she is convinced that the only way to do this is on 2 wheels. another aspect that i don't want to talk about,

but i will talk about because i will keep spoke to me about it. and we'll keep basically when he was going through a difficult phase in his life. he had asked himself this question is racing everything in life? and he said, it's not. and unfortunately i cannot say that to you. i don't see life at our visit . ah, it's a sentiment that his family understands. well. i would love to see him riding again $31.00 days and corporate entities the showman, lucky man. even to be alive with the fact that i should have actually not been here in this physical form. his testament to the fact that a lot of things have gone wrong, and it's only this much that has happened to me. so yes, i'm a lucky man, and i'm here for a reason. we would see what that reason is. is

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everywhere. people here feel a great sense of solidarity with ukraine. now in their midst, young men who left russia fearful of being forced to join the war. their country is waging against ukraine. but the but it doesn't mean some may call me a traitor in mood, but i think those who go to war are the traders originally, they are betraying their homeland and humanity joy it so who am i betraying, which were potent hilda? yes, i'm betraying him. and now i've run away from mental health watch for though only with i'm against this war hillcrest in this conflict. i'm for ukraine down my i mean it.