charcoal on each side hang curtains half destroyed by the fire. i'm calm as i take all this in a field due to ah, ah, village itchy, thus gorski. the word was fertile, volvo, dirty at dusk, of spiritual when a fast frost ball ms. dropped on the 9 story building. it flares up like a candle and all people inside it burns a knife. phosphorus is the burning element. it's used in multiple launch rocket systems for walk. russia is using is candice melissa thorn, cep yolk schools. grad garad. moretti knows bumble up, so was everything that has been invented to kill people in the book. if i'd score to le. oh, should they started dropping bombs? i got scared for though i realized we could die. i'm good with smith to lose

a news besides ah, to live through. there were 2 powerful explosions and i went outside and asked the neighbors what was going on since they thought they'd probably hit the city center . i grabbed my camera and ran the idea of bull to bombs, had hit the municipal hospital, global, newsome yesterday either believe from where to go when when the police had been a great hospital with modern equipment and it was like, i'm a get into the devastation. what had you, the windows were blown out, the place was plunged into darkness. so as everything was covered with dicing them off, said shortly, i've been in a store may be the russians wanted to hit him another talk during missed and hit the maternity hospital. you know what i mean them? no, i promise you they will women with newborn babies in that maternity hospital leads you in the better still for for for more of a couple dollars before yeah

. ah much 90 p. m d 14. ah ah, my dogs, and i realized the shooting is about i standing on the street, it's daytime, but around me it's a silent grave. no cause voices, no children, no, the bush is sitting on benches. even the wind has died down. but there are a few people here, lying motionless in front of the house and in the parking lot covered up with old clothes and blankets. i don't want to look at you. i'm afraid i might see some one i know. ah,

hi, jill sto mata, march 11th as nice. a falling rock makes a sort of rustling sound and a bomb whistles me. but if it falls on you, i can you don't hear anything. i think it's little too. ah, when you're listening toward your glucose, which we didn't hear anything, i only heard the explosion they saw the smoke. yes, bill is dillard. i immediately turned still at rush aga wood door and ran into the hallway, alice, and then to the kitchen, or bizarre, where my family was a coroner, with almost the same wavelength. on a sunday, on the book on the problem, my son was lying on his right side. i knew straight away that he'd been fatally ins jetting up the list only what goes up to you for but a good e. his eyes were half closed or pros, chicago, horrible,

unusual. his lower cheek was filling with blood. ash abortion multiple ha mustang. he was wearing a really cool down jacket. i get the quote from north face face a and there was fluff every were bullied dylan. one a good bit, but there was a bit of fluff on his lip of those you branch. i brushed it away. evil belonging. yeah, absolutely. was willing to do the neck and the back of his hand. i took him in my arms and held him like this, and you need to be on, i'm sorry, my hands are shaking. oh yeah. with the little boy i was holding him. okay. below 2 and it was so hot because his blood was everywhere. which and get it, it was so hot. i could smell blood was up a crew that just like he sweetie. smell of delight. everywhere were the door new inside the house is up. go over the smell of blood and gunpowder you. she said i live with themselves. and the sound of water coming from a broken time crystal,

a water was flowing and i heard screaming. my niece was scream shallow, my opinion, she was 14. my sister was screaming and i heard my sister's husband wheezing could have killed. he was wounded in the channel and his cook. gotcha. but he was in agony here. pick on your blog when you to law must i village, dog, bottomless dog. we left their bodies there because the shilling continued, and we had to save those who were alaiya. all 4 of us was listed at the roof. i found out later that our house was hit again, kills and burned down foolishness. even today, that was good. i don't know if my son was very sure, yet his law, most likely all the bodies burned, was along with the how he a bull. good aisha war to osgood. elecom was w a. me

march 11, 11 pan day 16. ah . 3 days ago, my nephew's friend came by, he told us the fire station had suffered a direct hit, firefighters died. i'm sure i'll die soon. it's only a matter of days. everyone is waiting to die. i just hope my dad won't be frightening. me tonight, that's my personal nadia my godmother has a basement. the house had been fortified with sandbags to stop the window panes shattering. i went down there with my baby. the bullets started stayed here. they looked off the baby. not somebody had had a c section. so they took care of her scar as well here,

but i bought the key to was all right. he never went out fine. you spent maybe just want to practice skin was sort of yellowish because he never sold the song. but when we talked to him, we even have a little film. he was watching and listening to the next month. you'll see the floor for my mom, mom, i can do all my money. i don't know why. i told him his father would come back and be proud of him. his father is fighting. i told him is a ukrainian warrior. you'll come back one day and see how strong the key to is. he listened to me so carefully. at one point we noticed that he would always start to cry just before the shilling began, summing up to dylan. ah,

no, jojo considered it. i knew it was highly likely our house would be hate, but in the best of all, 2 buildings around us had been here till still more than i need that our home would be next. we would be killed. daniel butin us. there was a terrifying flash and then a crackling sound which you're hit that every one was on the 1st of all, we need to would have advised you from when the fidelis. but why look blue? absolutely. but we were in the basement. we didn't know what was going on. it was chaos was to so many people. no one knew where anyone was all my mom. i remember i was screaming. mama, mama are you still alive? thought i had to bomb hit her panic up stairs. i knew i didn't know what was happening upstairs, speak a little bit. you know, the thing with skype people started running out of the house, and then my 9 year old nephew was screaming and calling for his mom. we thought he'd been injured alternator to go bluetooth. it felt like the house had been not sideways uses that then straightened up again, but so i ran out fast,

but with no coat with my mother's on any but behind it, they ran to their buildings while the shilling continued rockets bombs, everything was exploding around them. and they ran that we didn't know if they would survive on on his chip was nice. yeah. blade you to sniff a gesture 1st. natalie's shirt. i was the only one of us able to wool. 4 of us were wounded. my niece, my mum, my sister and i broke down and pavel were dead. moisten my son and my sister's husband. i naples carried my sister and my niece out of the building and brought them to a hospital sleep. and yet so thou benita. at the hospital, the doctor's country clothes, so for him and the order, and he carried these bloody clothes into the hallway by the emergency accent. there was a huge heap of bloody clothes to ready that bulk or corona when she this is gonna with

my machine, is not a cause of they sewed my mom up without honest, i take the boiler. she screamed from pain. me you somebody. but the doctor said if you've come on, don't scream. that was just a vaccine shop. they were trying to make jokes. i'm in the it is i live good in the little the wounded. were lying in the hallways by the wools on the floor. ha ha! did a little kid in the lawn, can they'd last leg glove? odd. no arms. i believe the king new cova was even a head on the ground. oh so there was so much blood on the ground that it slashed under your feet to shallow chocolate but, but logan mitchell, i don't know. this one is from yesterday. punch it off, though they were brought in alive, but we couldn't save them. you just

a little baby so little you can get used to anything, but then at night you just can't get it out of your head. let's go before they start shooting. ah let you try to g bernice of riches cuz agen launched on the 4th day at the hospital . the doctors told us that my mom and i still had legs. so we had to leave and go to the basement to free up space for other wounded people. a volunteer asked me if we wanted to take refuge in the theater or the philharmonic building. i said to the philharmonic, then the theatre was bombed 2 days later. mack azelli's fillmore mm. was mother a people come to get food here, children 1st and then women and the elderly bottle. and finally,

men thought they have boarded up the windows. but people are living here, including children, over city, the college with ha, also show the cost and we heard a, we had sound too weird sounds heavy, very heavy. it felt as if the entire city was shaking with then such a cynical, cruel attack that people had taken refuge in the theatre is don't add to the dumb astellas. but there are more than a 1000 did under the rubble. people who escaped from the outskirts of the city, hoping that they would be safer here. your district for she got. they kept shooting by valuable to me. from your targeted shooting, with smaller bullets. then there were more fires

with i'm scared. are you filming back? yes. people, this is the russian world for you. is going build a bomb. the theater. there were no cell just there, only women with kids and pregnant women when it was written on a sign in front of the building in big letters, kids, a 1000 people died. 200 people who've been hiding the basement survived. but those above ground, but there were about a 1000 of them who okay. they said sure. aah

. schiller, mooney, marie, charlotte, the 1st 2 days my mom and i slept on the floor of the concert hall. i put it on the 3rd night and i was major shallow. stay approve of what you are young. i grabbed her and yelled. ask eric away going to the basement. the window panes exploded. well, it's not historical. they used to be a beautiful stained glass window in the mary hugh po, philharmonic stucco and shadow ill. we headed to the basement. every one was running mel to the girl. if so, the shelling that night was the worst. have us been you? what i up that never been shelling like that. they were killing us last prestige divided

is for students for the wall and look at jewish local at of so we went to the basement. sure. around 300 people there. around 60 of them. what kids under 8 there were babies entails and get on with us. i for the toilet was on the 1st floor. sometimes shelling was so intense that people had to use buckets in the basement at the time of part while in the village renewable men and women issue publishing the racially. i'm with, i'm willing, we didn't feel like humans needed mean with um, going to live. we were just oh, organisms on guns was again that the local militia a day before we got out. the philharmonic was shot at my a time globally stunk of a port. yeah, la mobile style up this when i took my mom under a load bearing bmo such as hooked up from behind it was

terrifying the women's but those 2 new could jealous will. i didn't want to die like nancy to soon so in the darkness, with the dirty, having lost faith cooking the lit as the young. you take a curriculum, my feeling of my own humanity. younger, very autumn brother. i was praying to every single god hoping that one of them might hear me talk. i just thought malicious. god forbid that i die like this. in this pastor you into wordpress about balcony park and i would rather face a rifle to die here. when am no one would ever even know me to the shells that ah, you said you, i was in hell, the last i did, he's and i thought leads this hell everywhere on earth. bang as if i knew my life

didn't depend on me at prostate. i knew it depended on people who can shoot you for nothing. the most difficult thing was to stay safe at the ball at him. he hasn't started yet, but you marsh door. i realized that if we stayed there much longer than people would start killing each other for food and water running. there you do have water even your below your sort of neu. yep. a dollars did that. i stopped caring in us will be. i thought if we left and got killed, it would be better than staying in that basement divided if they don't kill us. i thought y'all go crazy bush nathan to huh. the bill of is almost rational dish. it's a weight. it was terrifying, trying to get out of that when we opened the doors on the 1st floor, glass and concrete rained down on us, a young family from santana and a 2 month old baby. and when they decided to stay,

we left during the shaniqua. but the potato march 1911, 35. i am day 24. if we hadn't left the sea, she would have been dead by now. i definitely would have been did. there were fewer and fewer people in the basement. people were leaving. room is spread that many people were lucky and escaping this hell. but they were only roommates. no one could trust them. one after the other, our neighbors from the basement disappeared. as soon as someone found some gas or friends with the car they left. no one said good bye. no one pack their bags. they left everything behind and escaped. so just maria, maria pole has become a mass grave. a dead city, the people if mary you pull have nothing left. and they used to have everything is

civil. argue about gone, there's nowhere to bury people. you have your products. so they buried in front of the houses and using you prostate, they didn't just kill us unless they killed our history. doesn't you are past little so good. we can't even take with us photographs of our loved ones as a photo albums, walk on, a lock of our child has cared bomb. this was a city of people who have sold it to shoulder that now, are you, poll is scorched earth. and that's how i feel inside, and you'll notice the good ah look of the usually when will going through russian checkpoints? they asked us has the situation and mario po, buddy husband, i wanted to say, go see, for yourselves of it was all up your window. they said, no, your kids will get cold, deeper food, and i'm thinking you,

son of you kill our kids in the basements of mario pool. and now you're pretending to care about them that they are cynical, scum packs. that's all i have to say. well within syntron soon i selina was searching among the population for ukrainians who took part in combat activities by will use 3. so that on they're all gonna novel per stockton there. at the russian checkpoints, they make the men stretch to while and look for to choose that may be connected to the as off battalion will say, yes sir, i do want the russians call a swastika is a color france, an ancient slavic symbol of the sun. most of them will, they beat men and threatened to kill them. if can you, they can decide for some reason that you are potentially dangerous. like for example, if you worked on tv, it depends on what boys. then you are a potential threat,

yellow glass kid roach. my friend is now in jail. antoniette for his pro ukrainian position zabel probably found evidence in his phone. sure. what to before? i produced the chase to the message that i am alive, but i left maria, pull to reassure people who knew me and were worried. i think that of all know then all of a sudden there was this huge response with people started calling asking for an interview with brenda neil. gov any yesterday. suddenly i saw my post in newspapers and on website rosner. thank. i kicked the gazette, the cookie. beside the hulu, renaissance on the village, the minister of foreign affairs gabriella yos, lance bagus, attended the foreign affairs council of the european union, was president. would somebody to check? he said that instead of giving a speech,

he would just court nadia sugar rock over. false lavishness. what are we irritable? our summer will shortage and it was the best speech, which is the best proof of what's happening cuz it really affected the audience almost because everyone understood that this was the voice of someone who is there a couple of it on the hood. elemental teacher with blah moisture. i think it helped persuade europe to act for to get ready to look in his room. oh oh really am i in solar energy country. it's all land into anything wrong just which is a vision. oh yeah. eagle done. unless you had the that i'll keep my when my social media posts became famous, little people said i betrayed them to fitness. so i left with my mom momma you holly bye john. when we pass through the russian check points. yep. and i worried

that when they saw my passport, they connect all this fast to me with the on things would go badly to. so for me because i'm like, oh no i wouldn't the him flora ah ah, just a booster with loser. that he right now, i'm afraid that everything we've lived through might happen again. you're afraid if you come here to recover, but you're afraid you might see it all again. no, i don't make any plans to. i just hope when it's all over, we will get back to ukraine. we'll get back to mary. you paul. i don't know what stated to now is that we'll do everything we can to bring it back to life source to boston.

ah ah, do you dish not due to reason to dom wooster. right now i'm still in life because i have a powerful hatred and pain inside me which in were shown you noticed a boy ethan lewis from a guy that helps me breathe. the shut i've thought about all the possible scenarios. elizabeth was mostly evident that of disability. good one is to go crazy st. you salon, was god soon. you said did talk. another rule is to be so self destructive. there is just, i suffer a heart attack 3 to it out logic. the 3rd option is to

kill my out of it out. the 4th is to rally today but and try to get back to something approaching normality to load. so but lord b, i considered these auction as old through by my users. and i decided that my son bogged down the other casela wouldn't have approved to the 1st 3. yup. on your last the good weather bug dung. when your doorbell, ah, it was, it was what was the name of the village where we're going to live with. you guys? they brought into

a cottage close to clyde for the lithuania attention. the nature is beautiful there, pine forest question. he says it's only 500 meters to the baltic sea young. if it's with me at that often both. he goes for hawks, they're both. he's waiting for me because that mean i want to tell you we're going to win the out. ukraine is going to william and possessing anybody with you alive with no. yes. and then i always dreamt of living somewhere else. as we traveled a lottery and i liked hungary, i like frog the czech republic, but now i don't want to live anywhere except ukraine catching it so strange. just especially now when there are plenty of chances to settle in the e u or move even further away. but i don't want to go anywhere. i want to go back and live in you crime clean.

ah . april 20. so 1 20 am day 60. ah, there is so many angels in the sky now that their wings can brush the clouds way and turn the sky a blinding blue. these are i cranium, angel. they flow the clouds away like curtains opening onto down there. not everything is good. things are exploding, falling apart, burning. but how angels no no fi in each one find step people, those closest to the left or no, no, no without the those who need help. i cry with this and then feel better. they had the eyes of our families, our friends, i worries,

they don't know how to comfort us. how can you comfort those who cannot be comforted? ah, today it was reported the junior blockade. only 40000 people left the city. hundreds of thousands of others still inside that help me with every shade passes. it becomes harder and harder for them to survive. me please help them tell the truth about my city. ah

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ah ah ah, this is dw news live from berlin. i'm sarah kelly, and you are watching our special coverage marking one year since russia invaded ukraine. the war has devastated ukraine and its impact has rippled around the world . we have team coverage here, the u. n. has recorded more than 8000 civilian deaths.