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a new computer. ah, well, you too busy boy. and back on the video we're going on. you did them welcome to the jonathan demons. show them. oh my god. i feel like i made it since i've talked to you guys and i miss today. ah, ah, ah ah ah, i'm not sure there's anything like packing your bags and moving to a new country. if you don't do stuff, it scares data from time to time. how do you know what you're made of

a document every step doesn't matter what you use to document your experiences, whether it's a pen and paper or a microphone or a camp, but making effort to capture, it's always nice to look back and see how far you've got i think about all things i'm going to encounter. the things are going to create. it's exciting. ah, when i tell you, i do not feel like going to work today. i do not feel like going to work today at all. like, i'm 23. i do have a child and i work so hard for him to make sure that he always easy to make sure that work straight and general mothering is not easy. parenting is not easy. being a 23 year old black female in america is not easy.

i don't know how many more times i'm going to be going. you know, it's just something that i want to slowly try to get out of and work more towards my entrepreneur shout. always love those. get them into g o. the toyota, so not bored ambling, they all did the stuff, but mother, now they don't, michaela doodle been bite. get a letter to gamble, knew those on the market. your article to be in the world. i want to go a year miami, and i think are my the way good fun fun. i, you know, i didn't stop saying, i think i think i think i just are manifesting being i'd like to be more active on instagram. i want to be more sustainable. i also work to strengthen my relationship with god. i want to be more open. i want to reread 10, but i want to take an art class funding. you john, want to get a new call. me better youtube videos. okay. and for from your home i am mark my words. we're going to have a great 2020 we're be right with you

little bit with so it's almost 80 am my 1st day here in paris. and when i think about all the stuff i need to accomplish, all the things i need to do, i get a little bit overwhelmed. i actually very overwhelmed, but it's, you know, it's gonna, it's gonna work out with head

. okay, wise, so i am officially done with my day, i don't know if you've been on my like community page, but i have recently started a cosmetics brand and it is going to be launching on the 6th of march. you guys and yeah, it's going to be super, super exciting and also you guys, i just want to say that if you came for only super content you guys are going to have to you know, find another channel because i am not only age to prove longer like i'm not just district, that's not my whole life. it would let it will not have normal. it would in it or near to be this little thing are out on the road,

but i go in there where you go to go to killing it with another murder with the media would on tomorrow. i mean, healing ottawa need a board, it would apply to those to the need to, to my, the audio level, my alley, in the air. but i love it. i want to didn't do arm and law of and feel out a little on a level a garden to live. okay. so here's the situation. i've been in this country for 21 days now, so 3 weeks. and the basically in one minute the president is going to give an announcement on what happens now. so this is crazy. and i don't know how i'm supposed to feel right now. oh goodness. oh. also coffee.

good evening estrada this chris lamb. my credit report im, i'm speaking directly to all new zealanders today of corner vehicles for in that so type of lieberman was on lunch to come out to give you swap google quote. sure. before fully shortly. so men, the marble, we're rated number one for being prepared. this is a list of different countries. i don't want to get in your way the world has been taken over by corona virus. you know, it's serious what's going on. in fact, it's unprecedented, right? everything is empty because people are freaking out taking everything out of every store. i think this is going to be much bigger than everyone realize was crazy to me. actually trace really when i was watching the news,

i'm looking at it like is this what i'm actually watching right now? like, is this actually freaking happening right now that we're actually in the pandemic of these allowable? no, it's got in there and i'm gonna go been a little bit de la assignment for those to monitor their number to pull another number away. george d. like got it. thank you. thank you so much. you the youth youth level as you look indicated on the money in that a little sign. he's still a mean got a number let even we you live action or even adult with i small come to my general 40 here. i keep me informed about to court on a virus issue, seen turkey, but before then that i will inform you about the need precautions taken today or

shaw hands thoroughly. don't touch your face to talk, puts the holes in your face. you're like, oh can you put on a mask and i was like now there's big news right here. people fake news. well, i'll show up what's mention our particular book juice. we're going to get rid of ours a few days. i don't know what to believe and the thing is, these people lie a lie, and my, my, and my lion, i lie all the time. so why are you going to believe them? now? i just woke up to a state of emergency amd, the president approved just said that its closing its borders that all transportation is done for dies. it's happened to the ship. how thing koren change it is, it is immediately like, immediately we need to get out because all the companies are locking their mottoes, it's cancelled required this in terms of my flights getting cancelled because of covered and everything on that. i was not allowed internet tenchi misses, wont wipe. i'm not making much away. you all there's going to be the virus

some very little. la luminated jordan jordan, good luck, georgia board. a little bit. any go indians need or want to growing a british. negligible on and good i'll put in the random and even don't wanna be i don't want to be to the police will give you guys and i got a legit to my lip. i don't get under and gain a little begun and became them. they still really hang on there, the toner, little under whom do you totally burn of 18 and o. mendoza. and even we had already left. it's not like a warning or are you not a word?

another line for the computer ending in my son is not available under done all the lights on it. so it's been like it's to me just wait a minute because all of us are right. it's a quarantine the to is her 3rd day of quarantine. i'm going to be home all day. this is the floor of the love down it starting to feel a little bit closer. phobic seniors are sunk. what is it true?

jan could 3 who played the feeder? audrey office. all right. i don't even know. i don't even know he was a barnett, but this quarantine got me, but i always like my people scheduled with them before is raise the now. so i've been in a house, you know me ra, a base. so currently i am in the new office space and i'm really, really excited about that. you guys, i think it looks great, but yeah, it has been heavy, heavy, heavy, weak. how don't know like well let's say mental health is definitely real. and lately i have been on the same where i've been a little bit depressed and just a little bit frustrated and like, even want to be on the phone with people and people ask me how i'm doing. i just want to cry because it's a site. i'm not doing bad, but at the same time i'm not where i want to be,

but don't stress. don't fret. just know that i also having variety and i also depression, so i understand like i get it. so if you're going through something and just just just try to relax, go, well, they don't want her to go been able to molena to sweden, it on learning that to speak with them. and i would, i would, you know, leave them a little, a lot of them let me give, you know, looks like you to learn about anything with the market. okay. but let me still even a little bit of a single minute. can it be

a who are joining for the 1st time, which is very possible because my channel is tiny. my name is cassandra, i'm from kate jones of africa. i worked at a crucial for about 3 months before the corona pandemic hit the old and took other everything that was joyous in life as in literally everything. i mean, i seen there that be in your office. there is a one home with a jewish young and we need to extend it for one week more maybe one week board. thank you for your patience to respect to the time. busy oh, a

lot of strange things are happening in the world right now. obviously everybody wants things to go back to normal as fast as humanly possible, but i will say i'm enjoying the way things have happened much, much faster than any of us would have ever predicted. i'm seeing things, i never thought i would see it really and i'm stuck alone in what i believe is the most beautiful city and ah, me, i started with this video. i just wanted to say,

i know you guys can be my lips top and that is because i am wearing water. my watermelon that i just came out with and it is cold, flamingo. everything that is going on and excuse me, sniffling guys. i don't have the current virus or as i know it was like, but who honestly knows. but you know, you guys, this has affected so many people and everybody is still joking around about it. and i don't know why people are making jokes about it. when it is actually so freaking serious. like he can take it. yeah, i'm told me video you show me. oh, i don't really. i wish i heard about him when i embark on the december 2019. it was very

mellow standing at what i like to call the scan the scanning machine or your friends to see you. and i was like medical back to the very cool. well, i mean, they went on board anyway, i had no plan of getting into any kind of relationship or getting involved with any kind of guy because people had warned me about the ship. nice guy we were so excited to see each other and one day before he was meant to fly, they canceled his flight because of corona. and so since then he has been stuck at his home and i've been stuck on the ship and we have no idea when we are going to see each other again.

i really advise you to go about police and join me for why plumbing me the last week this week slot. just saying the green team has been looking for those and also need to just say no, you can say all the medical team around the world world. so the medical we'd like to get it because we'll be getting different i have just finished packing up my entire cabin. now we're getting out of warranty today. you're going to get it. maybe i'm ready. you know what i need to

put in the wrong for the 1st time in 3 weeks and a pair of pants and i'm ready to go. i don't have to. no, no, no, maybe we will. oh. i think so please. i do not use. we need to remain that inside of our pin or not. all right. we really being for our future notice we, we may remain inside of our camp means you are the best ah, a warranty? a

wouldn't say that to t e a sidway that say i said you're receiving preferred to still sion. the compton area, the full soon develop on them. yeah, we can now go further and safely ease blocked on it. oh frieda i bought from me so were finally allowed to be on the beach again. we all saw it. we saw to the thing where our little coat are. you think he hurt his social circle? they have their circle. she got her circle. oh my god, no more circles. the studio,

one of them is a morning, a finding finding me some good news. i know that life is not easy outside of the ships, but trust me. oh, they deal with anything been living in this room any any longer. and there is a door look neg, do on a dog and legally, how are they are on that is on one, the level of i'm not in to finally look at a back, you know it in the mind that i looked at it. i don't know when that of it, but somebody living in the guy didn't go to an open invoice. you me to look and they

reduces that basically like of i and, you know, i have one available, yay or nay. good. when i, when i did of live with with and then you go to that and out of the boy mom, i am a little let all kind of know and if you and it's a model of it, and if you don't log on to the ends and i'm not going to be and i clicked the i'm going to offer out i don't have the camera screen save. well. all right, so yeah, you guys, so today is monday and i am going to be taking the packages that i have to the post office. i really, really, really do appreciate you guys. i'm exhausted, but i wanted to phone for you guys just trying to stay consistent and show you guys what i am up to. so yeah, a

we are nearing freedom. that was where you're mars with where your with show what up place is closed so we can go back just letting you know, give us a. ready a blue ah, or seen

a lot of messages from friends or family leading up to this moment, including a lot of screenshots of my subscriber down there is a level of responsibility that didn't exist before. there will be people out there that both see and treat me differently because of a number that's associated with my name. i do sometimes wonder if i made a deal with the devil by choosing to make content for a living on social media. of course i want to have an impact, i want to be liked and it feels amazing to get new subscribers. but i hate popularity contests. and american high school was kind of a miserable experience for me because of that. you know, something weird happens when you post anything on the internet is like no longer yours. anyone can interpret and use however they. so choose

a scene in the comments. are people saying that the only reason i'm able to do the travel that i do is because i have rich parents, which isn't true and never was the case. both of my parents are immigrants from south america more specifically argentina, and they came to the u. s. and worked their entire lives to try to give me better opportunities because it just wasn't just me. a game is leo. i say hey, you tube it is to kill here. and this is a video that i knew i will probably have to film eventually. but i didn't want to i'm not to put on my on it, you guys because like, literally i will be clothing down my

store. and i know like i'm so sad about you guys and i literally hate this. and there's so many of you guys who are in my products and everything. but just because of everything that's going on, i just, there's no way that i can just keep like trying to claw my way out. and i don't want to keep putting money into my business and i'm not able to get any return from that. yeah, that's pretty much it. it started as a mean for me. i just started being jokes about it on instagram and i was really starting to get notified by the extremity of it when my work close. and that was like kind of the turning point to why i wanted to make this video. as you can see from the bible below, i lost my job, i lost my job, i lost my job. i lost my job because of the current virus. it really,

really sucks. not making money, not doing what i love to do, performing and singing, and dancing. if anybody can make this a positive situation for us off, it's the man in charge of the white house. president trump i know that i'm getting trapped inside of my floating prison. so isolated cabin, whatever you wanna call it. yeah, i think i, i have no hood of 3 people, not one, not 23 people who have taken their lives because of the situation. and this is only on cruise ships plan the government, the whoa, whoa, me worried about is corona and honesty. i understand that, but it's like they forgetting all of the other problems that our country has. poverty, domestic abuse, violence and it's almost like we all just need to get this corona, the people who get really sick from it. we'll find it. and then the rest of us can

get over it, become immune to it and move on with our lives. i'm just saying what everyone else is thinking, but it's too good to say. i don't not believe what i'm big. i'm seeing everyone. i have a bad over their face. the human face has been abolished the virus is real, but it's not showing me what the i mean. what do you mean by can breathe room?

it's like the biggest thing going on right now on the video. i guess maybe you've been living under a rock or something. i was on youtube and i was trying to find the actual video. what do you want to read about that? again, you don't get any com i. i will get a call. i mean wor, no you can get any a lot of people recently have probably seen what happened to george florida, and it's not just that situation that has happened. it's actually a lot of situations of last year in particular that have really an arranged at the black community in particular. i'm including myself and right now i'm going down to

ministry and i'm protesting because i am raising a black sign. i'm raising a black sign in a white world, and i will protect. i will protect my son until i die. i will protect him until i dial, protect him until the day that i take my last breath. and if that means standing up and making a change for a future, then that's exactly what i'm going to do. and i'm going to be a voice and i'm going to be heard and i'm going to be loud and i'm going to be heard. so i just wanted to document all of this soldier pie one day. if you're watching this note that your mom loves you and for any body was out there and you don't feel equal and you feel like that life is not fair because of the color of your skin. i am reaching out to you and i'm telling you that you have to make a change and you have to get out here and you have to, well, and you have to stand up for yourself. i just had a little 1st question. i actually know actually died of corona i

think the thing is as soon as it's someone that's close to you, it becomes so real so, so real the hey, don't go back to my channel and today we are out protest. okay. i could do all the youtube videos and instagram pulse and would oppose all day. but i don't feel like me posting and texting roy or whatever. you know, it just isn't satisfy me for some people. it is, which is perfectly fine. but i look at it, look at it i i tell people for no reason, but we are here because we really,

we really do this the. 6 i. 1 have you guys ever want people to post? i recommend do it for liberating. it makes you feel important. it makes you feel like you're part of something. ultimately you are. you know what i mean? this is when it really matters for your voice to be heard and understood. you don't

want right, stop, kill him black p o r g and we're in london meeting. i never thought that i would say this, but i'm so happy to hear cars on the street and to see cause and to be in a call. the thing is i'm sitting a little bit so overwhelmed because as much as i'm so excited to be of the ship to talk to filth. but lonely, you know, a lot of people have gone on with no malign though. a lot of people have seen this is a holiday, but for me this was really, really challenging money because it was not a disappointment, a lot of waiting to go home and none of being really bored and mentioned to me,

they didn't have no. why fi, you know, but now it's so happy. tears of joy not to sadness. i know that jamie is going to be treated so excited. excited. so today is a shock of ugh, i've been waiting in the way. i don't want anybody to glamorize at me going back to the chicago. i don't want anybody to feel like it's one thing to do. i'll be watching all the strippers. and they'd be just like i'm at $2000.00 in one night. i see that light in so many survivors, and i'm like, what is it? you're going to influence people. you're going to influence people to go out until the exact same thing that you are doing, if not worse, blue.

ah, and for the most part, when i go to work, it feels like i'm in like movie or something and i'm just like a character. i don't really feel like me going inside like a strip club. i feel like i'm playing a role. yeah. just know that i'm not interested in any of these men inside this trip clue. i'm barely interested in any of these men outside mister per like. i don't really want a man whose wants to throw money at me or throw money at me for my body. i really want a man who is willing to give me experiences and stimulate my mind and motivate me. so yeah, i was a while. do i want to go back tomorrow or is one out. one is a back to our our moving car, you buy this is 0 minutes until arrival.

so you should be writing soon. oh my gosh, it's happening. it's happening. it's happening is happening. with yes. yes. yes. okay. oh, you know, really well, so happy i'm going to do it. oh my god. i'm going to go, i got a video tomorrow and then what i mean to the worth on the one needed on me . ready for

good evening and apologies for disturbing your saturday evening with more news of coated. that's all i hear about all your turn on television. the 2nd wave isn't just started. it's already underway. it's going to be a cold, dark winter, auto v. a back you'll de vondell, a deep loop confinement guest. a bit video was covered, covered, covered, covered, covered, covered gonna, they're going go look good. our generally that of covered i had a couple of friends. tell me you look. so put together online. i don't think i have together as much as you might think. even say that i feel lonely. feels like in meaning to a major weakness, even mentioning it implies failure. you know, like there's something wrong with him. i thought simply moving to a new place and staying here in france, i was convinced that this was going to solve this loneliness problem. i guess it

a little bit harder to see clearly this year because everything is going on. it's a little trickier to keep plugging along when you have little questions popping up in the back of your mind on what the point of it always had. one, it is harder day to day. you know, i haven't been working since corona outbreak started. i was supposed to go back to work with her on the ship. now i'm in a foreign country that i can't work here. somebody just feel like you wake up like wait, what's the point? the thing is james, from israel, i'm from kindly stuck in london waiting for one of the countries to open up. so we can go back to the countries together. we spent 4 months upon very long and we're not planning on spending another day. and we don't know how long we're going to stay a year and we don't know how much money we're going to be spending with youtube channel

. we were getting close to being able to monetize and we talk. why not just commit to you? make a video every day. we have a allowing you to come in we can cheryl genuine, you and you guys are sharing your journey with us and there's no one here. we're the only people in israel. 7 we are in the tank of my girls, 24 hours, 3 youtube studio is designed to play on our psychology. i feel like what you tube, city, or tries to do psychologically is turn us into like these monkeys that create material that works really well for social media as

a whole for the algorithms. i hate that i have such a strong reaction to these numbers, but it's not even necessarily my fault. i mean, this is how our brains function. there are powerful incentives at play here. i kind of jokingly say, i've made a deal with the devil, but more and more i feel like wolf were playing with fire here. i have had to take a break from and dancing and just really like anything this week. i really relies that i value my life and i value my time too much to continue to put myself into that situation every single day. am i doing what i'm supposed to be doing? am i saying the right things? am i being a person that i'm preaching? about so my subscribers, i realized i wasn't in, i wasn't being myself and i wasn't being honest with myself. i was emotionally drained and i was just like, i don't know if it's stripping. i don't know if it's you too,

but i don't know if it's me being a mother. i don't know what it is, but just lately i've just been feeling so drain. even though i am still young, i'm still 23. i have a son in. he is getting older and i really just want to get together like i really want him to have a good life. so ah, since i began posting regularly, i have put out into the world over 1000 minutes of material over 50000000 views. this is stroke in this room. so number, every time i filmed a video, it would feel like my soul was die. it just felt like

a piece of me was dying. every time i look back on olds with did you myself as a kid, i feel like i'm peering into another wall. i could almost see my kid baby self processing information in my kid baby head. my life changed in a pre profound way when i was 14, the 1st year that i ever owned a smartphone. from that moment forward, i feel like i filled my life with projects with interactions with dentures, with feedback. and this isn't just my story. this is the story of millions of people around the world over the last decade. ah, i'm asking myself how i've been chasing right. thanks. october. first, i turn $23.00 and as a little guest to myself, more to be taking the entire month off of social media. and i'm not going to be

thinking about thumbnails, or titles, or performance, or comments, or any of it pissy care yourselves. this is an embarrassment to our country. we were getting ready to learn the selection. frankly, we did linger so always just sleeping. and man, i just woke up some huge amount of noise. people were screaming cars going off and on. you know, it's crazy about being all right now is that i can pick up on a whole bunch of boss from the city, from over in the parking lot of people are chanting now, dad joe, by his and become president. people and i energy mike, what's going on? i go online, looks like we have a new president. so joe biden is not president elect. there is a sense of relief off of my chest, o e to his intending to ban channels that do not accept the totally fair, legal, legitimate election of so called president elect or so called president bite.

ah, you know, this even happens within the next month by january. it's not a over so, so the fat lady has not sonya, she's just warmer. ah, ah. are you so excited for july, if you can carry a good time whenever he can carry in the store, he's allowed to buy just something to like, let him know that his birthday is soon and that he's been doing a good job. oh, that's one i'm mystery back. gotta carry. yeah,

that's why you can't do that. so yeah, i know 2 things. re name ever since this momma iris and ever since. people are funny. especially if you don't agree with them or that be the biggest thing. every worse than the paying them. yeah. once it was broad and they expect you to be like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. like no, no. and now it's like everybody's starting to stand up for themselves more because of everything that's going on. both 121 a movement in. so i'm going and i'm kind of geared because i don't really have that

many friends like that. and i don't draw mom or the yesterday when you take a look, what are we need to protect ourselves for growth. so i'm, i guess if you fine, like whatever you have, you can get it out. and what are my nice is, oh, you the level of your life of, of your pocket or mo, well, you know, have yet to meet the love of your life in the month that i had was really rich in experiences. and it led me to realize a few things about myself. you know, things like writing with a pen and paper, picking up a book and reading it and feeling it and smelling it. i think this has been my some

conscious way of trying to escape the constant bombardment of quantitative measurements like likes and views. and so i bought my 1st ever film camera, this cameras older than me by a lot. i can't just snap a zillion shots. like with my phone, life needs space and surprise us with its beauty. we need space to make it imagine filling all that space, filling every moment of our lives with things like social media is dangerous. how do these i got a letter on those a little bit early and the other be serena going to go and look into particular and up. would you have a good on it really well none. leading a counselor to them completed what we don't have an username route and the super happy anybody i don't go to on the order they'll say was are going lady gala lewis

and r duty yeah. on the bottom of that. so do under space, it a little scenario. and i mean generally you do it either one of them in day or do you thought you might have more than the unit? i literally caution years will be monday and who do toyota mega me? so we haven't had all this channel in the middle. why? because in the pretty tough couple months we were going to fall back together on the 28th of december. and then they weren't allowing foreigners anymore. his visa, africa was going to expire. so today i said right to jayden, and i don't know when i'm going to i don't know when it's all going to end. i've really just wish that the world would

go back to normal because it's been a long time. anyway, i know a lot of you guys have been so supportive and you guys have been messaging us and asking us what's going on. a lot of you guys even thought we broke out hook. yeah, we plan on making videos once a week, long distance videos. so if you want to see that, subscribe to. yeah, that's where we're at me. for me. i feel like it was an ok night. it was pretty good for new years. i wanted to take a little bit more, but i obviously can not complain about what i made. then also i have this money toner here that i'm going to be using. thank you. parade. oh, he is one of my subscribers. he actually emailed me and then sent me this off my amazon wish list on the left to be able to say that i went through 2020 with minimal

scoring when people literally lost their lives. and i didn't, i'm still here, not only am i still here, but i was able to start a business, push my youtube channel. you know, i have a healthy child, i'm healthy. i wouldn't want anything to be in position that i am now last year. i think that 100 i'm who didn't so i have. 2 2 115315415 in the university. ah there you go. oh oh

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