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don't know how many more times i'm going to be going. yo is just something that i want to slowly try to get out of and work more towards my entrepreneur. shout. always love and idea, the toyota of not what ambling they all did. the step mother, now they don't, michaela doodle been bite. get a letter to gamble new. those are the whole market your article to be in the world, right. i want to go a year miami, and i think are my the way good fun, fun. i, you know, i just start saying i think, i think i think i mean just are manifesting being i'd like to be more active on instagram. i want to be more sustainable. i also work to strengthen my relationship with god. i want to be more open. i want to reread 10, but i want to take an art class, find a new job, want to get a new car, make better youtube videos. okay, and for you from your home, i am mark my words. we're going to have a great 2020 who will be right. rolling you

will still be one so it's almost 80 am my 1st day here in paris. and when i think about all this stuff i need to accomplish all the things i need to do. i get a little bit overwhelmed. i'm actually very overwhelmed, but it's, you know, it's gonna, it's gonna work out with head

para, okay lies. so i am officially done with my day, i don't know if you've been on my like community page, but i have recently started a cosmetics brand and it is going to be launching on the 6th of march. you guys. and yeah, it's going to be super, super exciting and also you guys, i just want to say that and if you came for only super content, you guys are gonna have to you know, find another channel because i am not only a super blogger, like i'm not just district that is not my whole life. it wouldn't it, it will not have loaded on it when i get it or near the b. this little thing are out on the road, but i go in there where you go to go to killing me to live with

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also coffee. good evening strato group for my credit report and i'm speaking directly to all new zealanders today of corner vehicles for in that. so type of leave him a lunch to come out to get to swap different quote. sure. before fully sure. it's 2 men need more rated number one for being prepared. this is a list of different countries. i don't want to get in your way the world has been taken over by corona byron. it's serious. what's going on. in fact, it's unprecedented, right? everything is empty because people are freaking out and taking everything out of every store. i think this is going to be much bigger than everyone realizes me. crazy to me. actually trace really when i, when i'm watching the news i'm looking at it like, is this what i'm actually watching right now?

like, is this actually freaking happening right now that we're actually in the pandemic of these aloud? good. no, it's got in there. i'm gonna go been a little bit and i was on the list of monitor their number to pull another number away. george d. like got it. thank you for all the thank you so much. you easy with anybody else? you know, mindy, getting them got the money sign you still on the, i mean, got another number, little, even leave lubbock adult with i small come to my general 40 here. i keep me informed about to court on a virus you choosing turkey. but before then that i will inform you about the need precautions take him to day or show hands thoroughly don't touch her face to talk

to him. the whole thing affairs, you're like, oh, can you put on a mask? and i was like, no mistake mirrors where here people face moves. well i'll show up what's mention our pictures book juice looking to get rid of ours. a few days. i don't know what to believe and the thing is, these people lie a lie, and my, my, and my lion, my lie all the time. so why are you going to believe them? now? i just woke up to a state of emergency and the president approved just said that its closing its borders that all transportation is done for dies. it's happened the ship huffing koren change it is. it is immediately like immediately we need to get our because all the companies are locking, their mottoes, it's cancelled requires assistance with my flights getting cancelled because of cov id and everything on that does not allow internet. tenchi misses wont wipe. i'm not making much away. you are those gonna be the virus?

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could 3 to play the honor off is all right. i don't even know. i don't even know he was a barnet, but this quarantine got me. but i always like my people scheduled with me there before is right the now. so i've been in a house, you know, me ra, a base with him. so currently i am in the new office space and i'm really, really excited about that. you guys, i think it looks great. it has been heavy, heavy, heavy, weak. how don't know like, well, let's say mental health is definitely real. and lately i've just been on the same where i've been a little bit depressed and just a little bit frustrated and even want to be on the phone with people and people ask me how i'm doing. i just want to cry because the site i'm not doing bad, but at the same time like i'm not where i want to be,

but don't stress. don't fret. just know that i also having variety and i also have depression, so i understand like i get it. so if you're going through something and just just just try to relax. glove. well then you don't have to go been able to millennia to sweeten it on learning that to speak with them about it. i would i would you know, leave them a little bit still not gonna let me give you now you live. i live about anything with the market. okay. let me look even a little bit of a figure. when did he get it? oh, sure. one of you who are joining for the 1st time,

which is very possible because my channel is timing, my name is cassandra, and from kate jones of africa, i worked at a crucial for about 3 months before the corona pandemic, old, and took other everything that was joyous in life, as in literally everything. i could be wrong as seen there that be if you're out there in a one, i'm with a situation and we need to extend our photo one not week more, not maybe one week board. thank you for your attention to respect to the time. oh, a

lot of strange things are happening in the world right now. obviously everybody wants things to go back to normal as fast as humanly possible, but i will say i'm enjoying the way things have happened much, much faster than any of us would have ever predicted. i'm seeing things, i never thought i would see it really and i'm stuck alone in what i believe is the most beautiful city and ah, me, i just started with this video. i just wanted to say,

i know you guys can see my lips pop and that is because i am wearing water. my watermelon sent that i just came out with and it is cold, flamingo. you guys know everything that is going on and excuse me, sniffling guys. i don't have the current virus or as i know it's like, but who honestly knows. but you know, you guys, this has affected so many people and everybody is still joking around about it. and i don't know why people are making jokes about it when it is actually so freaking serious. like he came taking. yeah, i'm filming a video. you show me what i don't the irish i heard about a him when i embarked on the december

2019. it was very man standing at what i like to call the scan the scanning machine . how are your friends? i mean, to see you and i was like, you know, the medical fact, it's very cool going to be subtle. i mean, if they went on board anyway, i had no plan of getting into any kind of relationship, getting involved with any guy because people had warned me about the ship life and guy we were so excited to see each other. and one day before he was meant to fly, they cancel the flight because of corona. and so since then he has been stuck at his home and i've been stuck on the ship and we have no idea when we are going to see each other again. i really advise all of you to go about and join me for

a while coming in the week last week. this week's love to saying the green team has been looking for those and also need to just say no. you can say all the medical team around the world world kiley speak of medical. we'd like to get it because we'll be getting different i have just finished packing up my entire cabin. now we're getting out of warranty today. you're going to go maybe and i'm ready. you know what i need to put

in the brawl and for the 1st time in 3 weeks and a pair of pants and i'm ready to go. i don't have to. no, no, no, maybe we were me. oh, i say somebody though, i do read your melodies, we need to remain that inside of our parent mean or not. all right. we being for our future, not youth. we we name to remain inside of our families. you are the best. ah, a warranty? a

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one of them is a morning, a fine in finding me some good news. i know that life is not easy outside of the ships, but trust me. oh, they deal with anything been living in this room any any longer and there is a door look neg do on it. and what is anyhow, what are they aren't on that is on one the level of on that end. if i mean, look at it back, you did it in the mind that i looked in it. i don't get with it, but somebody living in the guy didn't go to an open invoice. you me to look into it . basically like a buying

a little boy ornate little in that way and i took the liberty into what is going on with and then you go to that in order to boil martha m a. m a all kind of nevada. and if you wanted a new out of it, if you were to login again and i'm not going to be and i'd let you and we are going to look into for him. well, don't test the kim screen for him log. all right, so yeah you guys, so today is monday and i am going to be taking the packages that i have to the post office. i really, really, really do appreciate you guys. i'm exhausted, but i wanted to phone for you guys just trying to stay consistent and show you guys what i am up to. so yeah, for a we are

nearing freedom. that was where you're mars with where you're with are. mm hm. ah. are seeing a lot of messages from friends and family leading up to this moment, including a lot of screenshots of my subscriber down there is a level responsibility that didn't exist before. there will be people out there

that both see and treat me differently because of a number that's associated with my name. i do sometimes wonder if i made a deal with the devil by choosing to make content for a living on social media. of course i want to have an impact, i want to be liked and it feels amazing to get new subscribers. but i hate popularity contests. and american high school was kind of a miserable experience for me because of that. you know, something weird happens when you've post. anything on the internet is like no longer yours. any one can interpret and use however they so choose a scene in the comments. are people saying that the only reason i'm able to do the travel that i do is because i have rich parents, which isn't true and never was the case. both of my parents are immigrants from south america more specifically argentina, and they came to the u. s. and worked their entire lives to try to give me better

opportunities. it goes, it does with me. a game is really i love that with who you tube. it's is tequila here. and this is a video that i knew i will probably have to film eventually. but i didn't really want to i'm not to put on my bonnet. you guys because like, literally i will be closing down my store. and i know like i'm so sad about you guys and i literally hate this. and there's so many of you guys who love my products and everything, but just because of everything that's going on, i just, there's no way that i can just keep like trying to claw my way out. and i don't

want to keep putting money into my business and i'm not able to get any return from that. yeah, that's pretty much it. it started as a means for me. i just started being jokes about it on instagram and i was really starting to get notified by the extremity of it when my work close. and that was like kind of the turning point to why i wanted to make this video. as you can see from that, i don't below, i lost my job, i lost my job, i lost my job. i lost my job because of the current virus. it really, really sucks. not making money, not doing what i love to do. performing and singing and dancing. if anybody can make this a positive situation for us off, it's the man in charge of the white house. president trump

i love them. i'm getting trapped inside of my floating prison. so isolated cabin, whatever you want to call it. oh i, i've no hood of 3 people, not one, not 23 people who have taken their lives because of the situation. and this is only on cruise ships. governments of the whoa, whoa, may worried about is corona and honestly i understand that, but it's like they forgetting all of the other problems that our country has. poverty, domestic abuse, violence and it's almost like we all just need to get this corona, the people who get really sick from it. we'll fight it and then the rest of us can get over it, become immune to it and move on with our lives. i'm just saying what everyone else is thinking, but it's too good to say. i live what i big. i being everyone. i have a mask over their face. the human face has been

a ball with the virus is real, but it's not a oh, oh oh i i what do you mean by cambrai won't start the biggest thing going on right now in the video. i guess maybe you've been living under a rock or something. i was on youtube and i was trying to find the actual video. what do you want a little bit about what your doctor to call

my. i will get in the car. oh, be warned. oh wow. you can give me a a lot of people recently have probably seen what have been it to george florida. and it's not just that situation that has happened. it's actually a lot of situations of last year in particular that have really an arranged at the black community in particular. i'm including myself and right now i'm going down to main street and i'm protesting because i am raising a black sun. i'm raising a black sun in a white world, and i will protect. i will protect my son until i die. i will protect him until i

dial, protect him until the day that i take my last breath. and if that means standing and making a change for a future, then that's exactly what i'm going to do. and i'm going to be a boy's and i'm going to be heard and i'm going to be loud and i'm going to be heard. so i just wanted to document all of this, so july and wondering if you're watching this know that your mom loves you and for any body was out there and you don't feel equal. and you feel like that life is not fair because of the color of your skin. i am reaching out to you and i'm telling you that you have to make a change and you have to get out here and you have to, well, and you have to stand up for yourself. what you say, the 1st person i actually know actually died of corona i think the thing is as soon as it's someone that's close to you, it becomes so real so, so real the

hey, don't go back to my channel and today we are out protest. okay, i could do all the youtube videos and instagram pulse and would oppose. busy day, but i don't feel like me posting and texting floyd, whatever, you know, it just isn't satisfy me for some people. it is, which is perfectly fine. but i look at it, look at it. i i tell people for no reason, but we are here because we really all we really do is the . 6

i hear my voice if you guys ever want to post, i recommend do it for liberating. it makes you feel important. it makes you feel like you're part of something. ultimately you are not. i mean, this is when it really matters for your voice to be heard and understood. you don't want right. stop, kill him black people. oh, i

and we're in london meeting. i never thought that i would say this, but i'm so happy to hear cars on the street and to see cause and to be in a car. the thing is i'm sitting a little bit so overwhelmed because as much as i'm so excited to be of the ship to talk to filth. but lonely, you know, a lot of people have gone on with no malign though. a lot of people have seen this is holiday, but for me this was really, really challenging money because it was not a disappointment, a lot of waiting to go home and none of being really bored and mentioned to me, they didn't have no. why fi, you know, but now it's so happy. tears of joy not to sadness. i know that jayden is going to be in 3 days and i'm so excited,

so excited. so today is a chicago log. i've been waiting on the way. i don't want anybody to glamorize at me going back to the chicago. i don't want anybody to feel like it's one thing to do. i'll be watching all these separators, and maybe just by, i'm at $2000.00 and $1.00 night i see that a light in so many survivors. and that might what it is you're going to influence people. you're going to influence people to go out until the exact same thing that you are doing if not worse. blue. ready ah, and for the most part, when i go to work, it feels like i'm in like movie or something and i'm just like a character. i don't really feel like me going inside like

a strip club. i feel like i'm playing a role. yeah, i just know that i am not interested in none of these men inside this trip clue. i'm barely interested in any of these men outside mister per like. i don't really want a man who's wants to throw money at me or throw money at me for my body. i really want a man who is willing to give me experiences and stimulate my mind and motivate me. so yeah, i haven't done a while. do i want to go back tomorrow or you wanna go back tomorrow, but i are going to call you bye. this is 0 minutes until arrival. so to hearing soon. oh my gosh, it's happening. it's happening. it's happening happening. oh,

yes. yes. yes. okay. oh, you know really well, so happy i'm wondering if it oh my god. i'm going to go rig out of it tomorrow is and i'm going to be in. did it worth on the one needed on me for good evening and apologies for disturbing your saturday evening. with more news of coded, that's all i hear about all of your turn on television. the 2nd wave isn't just started. it's already underway. it's going to be a cold, dark winter,

little v. a back, you will to vandal a deep loop confinement guest. a bit video was covered, covered, covered. gov. go over, covered go. they're going go look good old. generally. that of covered i had a couple of friends, tommy, you look so put together online. i don't think i haven't together as much as you might think. and even say that i feel lonely, feels like in meaning to a major weakness, even mentioning it implies failure. you know, like there's something wrong with i thought simply moving to a new place and staying point here in france, i was convinced that this was going to solve this loneliness problem. i guess it a little bit harder to see clearly this year because everything is going on. it's a little trickier to keep plugging along when you have little questions popping up in the back of your mind on what the point of it always

had. one, it is harder day to day, you know, i haven't been working since corona outbreak started. i was supposed to go back to work with her on the ship. now i'm in a foreign country that i can't work here. somebody just feel like you wake up like wait, what's the point? the thing is james, from israel, i'm from kindly stuck in london waiting for one of the countries to open up. so we can go back to the countries together. we've been for months upon very long and we're not planning on spending another day upon. we don't know how long we're going to stay a year and we don't know how much money we're going to be spending with our youtube channel. we were getting quite close to being able to monetize and we thought, why not just commit to you to make a video every day. we have a allowing you to come in. no way. we can, cheryl genuine. you and you guys are sharing your journeys with us and there's no

one here. we're the only people in israel. 7 we are in the tank of my hours 3 youtube studio is designed to play on our psychology. i feel like what you tube, city, or tries to do psychologically is turn us into like these monkeys that create material that works really well for social media as a whole for the algorithms. i hate that i have such a strong reaction to these numbers, but it's not even necessarily my fault. i mean, this is how our brains function. there are powerful incentives at play here. i kind of jokingly say, i've made a deal with the devil,

but more more i feel like wolf were playing with fire here. i have had to take a break from and dancing and just really like anything this week. i really realized that i value my life and i value my time too much to continue to put myself into that situation every single day. am i doing what i'm supposed to be doing? am i saying the right things? am i being a person that i'm preaching? about so my subscribers, i realized i wasn't in, i wasn't being myself and i wasn't being honest with myself. i was emotionally drained and i was just like, i don't know if it's stripping. i don't know if it's you too, but i don't know if it's me being a mother. i don't know what it is, but just lately i've just been feeling so drain. even though i am still young, i'm still 23. i have a son in. he is getting older and i really just want to get together like i really

want him to have a good life. so ah, since i began posting regularly, i have put out into the world over 1000 minutes of material over 50000000 views. this is spoke in this one and so number, every time i filmed a video, it would feel like my soul was die. it just felt like a piece of me was dying. every time i look back on olds, what is your myself as a kid? i feel like i'm peering into another wall. i could almost see my kid baby self processing information in my kid, baby ed. my life changed in

a pre profound way when i was 14, the 1st year that i ever owned a smartphone. from that moment forward, i feel like i filled my life with projects with interactions with dentures, with feedback. and this isn't just my story. this is the story of billions of people around the world over the last decade. ah, i'm asking myself how i've been chasing right. thanks. october. first i turned $23.00 and as a little gift to myself, more to be taking the entire month off of social media. and i'm not going to be thinking about thumbnails, or titles, or performance or comments or any of it. please take care yourselves. this is an embarrassment to our country. we were getting ready to limit selection.

frankly, we did linger so always just sleeping. and man, i just woke up some huge amount of noise. people were screaming cars going off and on. you know, it's crazy about being all right now is that i can pick up on a whole bunch of bars from the city, from over in the park. the lot of people are chanting now the job is and become president. people and i energy like what's going on? i go online, looks like we have a new president. so joe biden is not president elect. there is a sense of relief off of my chest, o. e to his intending to ban channels that do not accept the totally fair, legal, legitimate election of so called president elect or so called president bite. ah no, the thing that happens within the next month by january is not a over so, so the fat lady has not sonya she's just warmer

ah, ah, are you so excited? but it took her if you can carry it, i whatever he can carry in the store, he's allowed to buy just something to like, let him know that his birthday is soon and that he's been doing a good job. oh, it was a mystery back. yeah. gotta carry yeah, that's why you can't do that. so yeah. terry

ah, i don't to think way name ever since this my mount a virus and ever since people are funny. especially if you don't agree with them or that be the biggest thing every worse than the paying them. yeah. once it was broad and they expect you to be like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. like no, no. and now it's like everybody's starting to stand up for themselves more because of everything that's going on for one moment. i'm in. so i'm going and i'm kind of geared because i don't really have that many friends like that. and i don't draw moment the yesterday was i think but look, what are we need to protect ourselves for growth. so

i'm, i guess the pre fun like whatever you can get it out. and what are my nice is, oh, you the level of your life of, of your pocket any more mo, you know, have yet to meet the love of your life in the month that i had was really rich in experiences. and it led me to realize a few things about myself. you know, things like writing with a pen and paper, picking up a book and reading it and feeling it and smelling it. i think this has been my some conscious way of trying to escape the constant bombardment of quantitative measurements like likes and views. and so i bought my 1st ever film camera, this cameras older than me buy a lot. i can't just snap a zillion shots, like with my phone. life needs space and surprise us

with its beauty. we need space to think and imagine filling all that space, filling every moment of our lives with things like social media is dangerous. how do these i got a letter on those a little bit early another before they're going to go in the, in the border unit and up would be good on it. we don't know what it will. none lead in a counselor to them completed, which we don't even use are not a rude and super happy. anybody don't go to an early order they'll say was, are going late again. it was and are doing yeah. on the bottom of that. so do under space, it a little to know, and i mean, generally you do what i the one to limit didn't day or do you thought you might have more than it did it. i literally caution years with human doing it who do to

a unit mega me. so we haven't said all this channel in a little while because in the pretty tough couple months we were going to fall back together on the 28th of december. and then they were allowing foreigners anymore. his visa, africa was going to expire. so today i advised to jayden and i don't know what i'm going to i don't know when it's all going to end of researchers wish that the world would go back to normal because it's been a long time. anyway, i know a lot of you guys have been so supportive and you guys have been messaging last and asking us what's going on. a lot of you guys even thought we broke out hook. yeah, we plan on making videos once a week, long distance videos. so if you want to see that, subscribe to. yeah,

that's where we're at with for me, i feel like listen, ok night. it was pretty good for new years. i wanted to take a little bit more, but i obviously can not complain about what i made. then also i have those money toner here that i'm going to be using. thank you. parade. oh, he is one of my subscribers. he actually emailed me and then sent me this off my amazon wish list on the left to be able to stay there. i went through 2020 with minimal scoring when people literally lost their lives. and i didn't. i'm still here. not only am i still here, but i was able to start a business, push my youtube channel. you know, i have a healthy child, i'm healthy. i wouldn't want anything to be

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