tv Eternal Sentinel Deutsche Welle April 2, 2023 12:02am-1:01am CEST
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ah, ah, with the 80 of or between is on and you walk ended. i was 6 years old. the conflict is long over, but the mines that both sides left behind continue to take more lives or change them for over decades of past the present gold for the persecution and massa go off the core, these people and the recent conflict with ices of aggravated the situation and delayed the process of the mining. mm. perhaps my childhood memories of war and watching new conflicts arising along the word have given me as someone who believes in recording the truth. to saunter,
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journey that took me to board, evolved tea and syrian cortisol to cover the lethal remnants of war walls, which appear to be over, continue to pay greek them because they are not in our bags. first to the move land mines, those eternal sentinels as well as uncountable ideas, improvised explosive devices planted by isis, which are killing may mean gant, her rising, see millions on a daily basis. ah, i and i try to describe war, i am talking about myself, my. i am wore the good and bad sides, both negatives and positives. want to get who they are all in me. she's wor, has destroyed us all while they're home. great.
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ah, we thought the danger was coming from the sky, but were standing on the danger was underneath our feet, you know, are you just don't know, but war is a dangerous place and if you want to stay safe, you shouldn't be there. despite all the war films that seen and all the supposed glamour around journalist in war zones, that actually ends with her, even lying on the floor and then everything goes black. and so you need to have a bigger, a big believes in journalism. first of all, i think, and then you need to be a bit crazy for your muscle. yes, i'm caught on a holla let of one of my colleagues, alan little was one of the best bbc reporters. his cameraman was killed in bosnia to bosnia. he used to say, since i returned to london, whenever i walk in a harbor, i looked down for fear of stepping on a mine will mean netapp here was full of i. e this,
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this area. go back a little work. is he? i eighty's. i said we're using these, says i, eve i me 20th 2017. we been targeted by one of those ideas, accompanied by a group of journalists from i'm up to a new for who wanted to interview defy to is coming back fun to frontline, who entered the building near this strategy, tap go down to the failure. i had walked into the same building just after the down was liberated from iceland. at that time when i stepped into the building,
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someone shouted my name and want me to come out. as there was a risk of explosion. 2 weeks later, we assumed the building was safe. sadly, was not. ah, i took a few photos we just saw going to the call hi managed to do so. ah, we lost one hand, the only one of the fighters through steps to an id in on the same font of was a son being too big, i would call and thinking that if we were not there, he would not walk into the building. so if that's good and then i have that feeling
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solely, i'm not the 1st or the last journalist who has had such a mighty experience the on many, some have lost their life. some have been injured on maine and some have survived with no physical injuries. what's the offer that roma that has changed him for so long mine is different because land mine is a factory would build it i would say, but in the one of ices and also before there was called e d, but i've never seen it in my life until i was involved in some form 9 stories as a fixer and we kind of so the devices in, in real life, let's say, recently 2017 i was, i was in mosul and then as well for 2 weeks were embed with
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a special force and in was that as well. and then the time i saw the impact of id on people on civilians, there was one when explosion that happened near by our plays. that was where, where, where they were basing with the iraqi forces. and this, the family came and the whole family where basically they were kind of, they were traumatized and there was blood on them. and the guy lost his, he was the corner. he was just laying down. i remember there was a friends, a woman, a journalist, he knew how to wake him up. basically. that was an experience that i will never forget because couple months ago she died in, in the explosion in was over with the 2 other friends journalists and one iraqi fix her bill. she was very used to me literacy and she was like 50 years old. i mean there was and i remember because there was some guy injured at
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that time and she was like a nurse and military. no, i mean she, she knew out to me. she was from someone special. it was me saying, yeah, if you want to quote this song that we went to the place that the accident happened, the place were to friend general son. the friend of us is called got killed the white. and i the so here like i'm in the humid but here everyone like goes through it and now we will, keller, where they died. the here was full of fun. it's actually, oh yeah, families were coming like this way. she was appearing from time to time saying i have a good story. you can hear on the field and then she does a bid for years and i don't know but, but that time she called me sick a whole i have something very big to for you. i want to go back to the field. i
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want to go back to jordan easily. i read an article in the fia who was above the french. lou is vishal forces, where am and train tomb, where the leased and trying to catch the french a g a. this in was school and i corvette war and i for listen, i want the story is very interesting and she had the feet with the regular army and another 5th with the french military to be honest. so i said maybe you can manage to do that. sorry for us and find that he's then go and get that and say okay, i'm gonna try and there. and that's why she left ah, didn't explode yesterday, busy and like it will not explode today. so in terms of ideas, what they were doing is putting fished lines. you know,
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we had to be so careful when we were like, well, community service, but not with the syria. it looks like people were here. see like you can. wall like is consist, steps of people ah, she started the story. it was not so easy because of the erect military. well, not so cooperative on that. french, the sandals, french stories inside. so she remained a long time in the bill and that's when she met back job. and then she, she called me on the friday night and she said lisa and i have found the tv. so i'm going to stay and i say the all you the not going to thing for us. i mean, it should be clear, be with us that i know for us, we are, we don't,
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we are not going to process from the story and, and she could, but we were friends with such a day. she called me again and she say, you know, i'm going to make that one as he's in laws can then i'm waiting for the guy was going to be coming. right. and i say ok, we're still very excited about it. i'm sorry. like that. i'm actually going to read if you make that, i'm happy for you. if you are happy and so we had this talk on the saturday, but she didn't tell me. it's going to be fun because i knew him very well. and he was a good friend for a long time. and then she left and they thought that on the monday morning in this area, these journals, they died somewhere in here. everything you can see here it was an id like especially the new wires in the middle of the 3. it's like the, like in the middle like something. there was new wires. those wires you know,
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like they were so weird. and also for example, bottles and anything unique here was an id just like some of them and everything was made by hand. so i could use the cloth that is used in general like to, to clean the water for civilian, but they stole all of a 6 month war, gloria and they made bumps with it to kill journalist soldiers. whoever's booking in the, in the city, my phone is 6000 feet id was in 2015. when i went to cal bonnie in noticed the real only a few weeks after he was liberated i was shocked to see all doors, handmade ideas and the little camp on proper tunes. the locals had a clearing button. i made sam on me and local bomb diffuser when explained the
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different types of ideas to move over from what it did them, that when you call this number, it rings up, shut with that ringing, produces sound waves, which create pressure and caused detonation lock on it. for the sick with this can be used to detonate bonds remotely, that we actually have for me with to live with the law says, you know, they want this type of bomb is often found on i as suicide bombers. when they use it to commit suicide and kill those around them, william the lou. it came up in muddy monte. this is a chemical weaponry, is one that was, you know, one on the amount to check it. they are put together in city one and and in homes, renew show. they burn and blind paper one afternoon and we found hundreds of these things. southern mahogany, the lewis al palmer and several found
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a lot of them to do 3 years on i went back to co, bonnie, to talk to him was suffer a local journalist and a fixer to let me recall. i experienced feet, i 80. i told some during that is 2, a village where like em in red days like a guy called the money with a kid with okay. the real problem is i'm one. yes, my name is amani. i am part of the as a you security organization and co bonnie of the obscure with this is where, like here a village about 20 kilometers east of kamani, kenton, where were informed they were idc up and really ah ah ah,
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i knew it could still be dangerous with a memorial. okay, thanks guys for leaving me alone. here with that. when the, when the this is the money, the guy, your plot, those you went to, to a mine on the rent like following to i mean to him, him like me to be closed from him in a moment. the find out like him. i would like from the my so it's a matter of the moment, i mean very will be alive or he would be dead that they zam on you saved our life spot, acting quickly, but sadly, a few months later he lost his life while diffusing ideas in another village in
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california, ah ah, landlines i constant reminder offending consequences of these was long after the fighting is over. we have so my and felt be been late before iraqi and, and on the conflict and doing a tier iran and iraq late minds. we did then finish with that. the iraqi army forces been attacked by
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u. s. army. and we have out of line between all they're called the chart and the stand parts and iraqi part. you probably busy or something very decisive was happening in the middle east because the us and britain were going into direct war with he wrong about that. in 2030 the reporters and general leases came to called us and more flooded into corners. and i can see to, to cover the news of toppling the iraqi regime down by the coalition forces led by the u. s. that time was so short that their main action or authorities did not think of giving lectures and doing my and awareness among the report this because of the lack of that awareness,
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many people were victims of mine and of course, among them, reporters. and for token of like our list on uranium for the job done, documentary maker who had a great influence on my work and many was sadly under the reach him off the line. my 15 years after that tragic accident, i tracked down you seem to find out why they went to key fi, and how much the remember from that day. or the last 15 years the memories of faded a little bit, but i remember april the 2nd 2003 very well i was interviewed in one of the hotels in solomon. yeah. because the most of the
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journalist for based on hotels and they didn't have offices. so i remember it was in the lobby where i met jim, you were going to down to get free this place on the line near the line between the kurdish forces and the government, iraqi government forces. and he was just so happy that day nick lost his hair and he looked good and we stopped. and we had a picnic and he said things like, you know, oh, i'm a war journalist, i'm only happy when i'm in war. he said, yeah, when i'm in situations like this, i feel like i may not through being the drivers no more traditional missed the call. we were in, in the minefield with
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a big smile on his face full of life, full of happiness just as coffee was. ah, so it's a happy picture from that point of view, but it's also a sad picture because we didn't know what was going to happen just a couple of hours later. this is one consolation that we can take from a, from an awful tragic day is that covered dog doing what he loved. and maybe if i didn't have a picture, then i would not realize that a 100 percent. sure that this is the area. so most ro lease was here. i don't know, i have a feeling that twice here. somebody's in the streets hasn't grown,
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at least. maybe i grow as well of them, but the trees, i recall they were the same size. 15 years ago, we went to get free, we talk to the commander there, the p u k. in the town of k 3 and we went on the roof and he explained to the positions and so on. and i said, well, can we go there? because we want to the position to do life things with a good background. you know. so you said, yeah, sure. i said it is safe. you said yes. and i said, can you give us a guidance? said yes, you gave us the passion margaret to come with a cover was sitting in the front and see what was behind cover and the fish market guy was behind jim, you and i was in the back seat in the middle. and as we approach the position, i was just gonna go up to the position and stop the below the hill, but the mocha guy said no, put it down to the left where there was a kind of deck,
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you know, with grass and stuff. he said go down there because you know, maybe they can see you from where they are. you know, 10 kilometers. well, bit unlikely. but anyway we, i followed the indication and i stepped out of the vehicle planning to go and get my equipment on the back of the jeep and immediately there was a back he and we also were being shelled by motor because at least 2 times in the previous days we had been shuttled sofa, so without thinking was whipping shelled again, you know. and the past mocha guy jumped out and run back up the road we came shouting, how and how and which means motor. and i looked, i could see the part of my heel been blown away. i ran around to the back of the car and threw myself on the ground,
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but the lights were being shelled. you know, if i knew in my job, i wasn't going to throw myself on the ground. coffee thought we shall. so he jumped out. he was a very false runner. he one private school running. he jumped out and ran down down further down the hill into the mine field because we were in a minefield and he stepped on one month and fell on another one. so up to more explosion. you know, those, dustin, the air a lot of noise, you know, so are new to every movement i made. if i try to roll under the vehicle, there could be in line my left where the mines were. when it sort of the dust started settling, i got through it into the back of the car because he was right beside me with a loan off. so i got him in the back and what's up and he was okay that i said
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where it was called a when didn't, where is cover? i didn't know that i am outside of the car. i left the car and we were looking for carpet, rubbing the translator, the kurdish guy who is still in the back because he was in the middle. haven't had time to get out. this all happened in 23 2nd. you know, he said, call he's over there. and so i had the dilemma because now when you as a minefield, you know how you get the body maybe 20 minutes away. in a mind that was a classic situation. when you go to the, the courses where you study what to do in battlefield, they tell you don't move, no, but cover with my friend i couldn't abandon. so in the beginning, i had that idea that now i know that to bring the metal boxes that we had and throw it on the ground in hope that if there is
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a mind that the law and the boxes equipment cases. and i thought if i sort of threw them, they would make mines explode, the might not hit me. so, but that was stupid thing really upset me. and i just walked over to where he was putting my feet where i could see he had been you know, got him and dragged him back to the car, put them in by the time he was in the car who was definitely dead. because robin felt his health and he had gone on in my early thirty's, going about my job the next minute on an entity. but the land mindset that killed kobe and the engine made weren't they were targeting us. we just were in the wrong place at one time.
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if you ask me, i would blame the fact to who made that mine. i would blame the regime who decided to put the mind over the smuggler. all the legal entity who purchased that mine from the manufacturer and country brought it to iraq. i blamed the person who put the and i blend and lot of people, it's a chain we were aware of it. yes. because where you go, you'd see little triangular signs saying minds and things. there was nothing there . we had been told by the mobic mom that it was safe. and we had a guy who guided us into the field. they didn't i. 15 years ago, you left that money to be as well as the piece. what does it feel to go back
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actually? to be honest, i went back a few times in different occasions. was believe it or not i maybe i build that wall . what of never, not, never. when i went back to cooper, i never went back to the same side or never tried to recall that memory. it's the 1st time to go with the intention of having that recalled again, the show for less thanks to come in. how are you, i'm urbane, but i can tell you the proven russell, and i can remember so many of you do you remember me? no, i'm afraid. i haven't had the pleasure of meeting you before. i didn't recognize you
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at 1st either. we were only together briefly. i was working with the b b. c team. when we drove to the location, i was sitting next to you in the car and you start to look for you, the interpreter that you've, you remember the accident should be there alone. i remember every detail. sure. let me tell you what happened. how many explosions were there? contacting? 3 was a 3. yes it was 3. the men next to me, last leg and i got him back in the car. then 2 minds exploded. close to cover. one right off to the other. it sounded like one explosion, but they were 2 on the don't you remember? didn't. they said that i don't remember that you were there that i was there. and here he was doubtful that i was the translator of the time. i later was signed with him bow p, i double row, we stopped here and i said up with, let's go on 1st attic because there was a path here. when i said we should leave the car and walk into god lemon. it would
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be better without the car. mm hm. the way was so short on her new amana, she'll go gotta another reason. it wasn't safe with the car was because baptist forces were shelling at the time. leander could la xena been there, but she knew up. i would yeah, no, but they didn't want to walk with them. so i agreed to go by car. but you know, santa go with oh good of some kind of goal is done was hit by 2 explosions. the 1st one blew him off his feet and the 2nd one exploded in the middle of his back, which he was torn in half and all his guts was filling out the driver. and i brought coffee back to the car. what ye could at that then this is what stuart did . generally, when a mine goes off near you from a close, it sounds like a heavy machine gun banging the true sound of a mine. explosion can only be heard from a distance. from up close. there is no explosive sound. stuart jumped out of the car and started to run out. what's that? he panica? then he also detonated a mine and lost his leg. it's not. that's what i know. and remember. ag after that
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you and the driver didn't get out of the car the hell and it ain't the dogs that got little flag iowa. but is that donna? was he las had no, no, no, to la said i got done with you didn't get out. even when i asked you to help us get something in it. i got it. what about but you know, we legal, i, beauty, i'm good with know you went then rebecca, you went to the road by the us. listen, but let me tell you the subs. other, you went to the road and started shooting. i could, i was still in the car, in the north america and stuff. it took cognitively legalities, mobile stagen, with all due respect to ravines, words look with mine, had that you need to find the smallest areas to put your foot down. come kidding geog are being said. they tested the area with boxes, but she knew option a come on for us. you can not see anything because the grass is so high. i actually so how can i test it with a box a little melina, lela, their minds all over. i'm huh. anat no. there was no chance to do anything. there
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was no time to bring boxes and do tempt. you don't have time for that and you could be just next to the car. i shot my gun to 3 times as a call for hell. i'm going to what we do in a car arrived and the driver turned out to be a relative of mine. to say, i took the wounded, any goal is done and drove back. it didn't come on whole good color williston money got an adult. we used my coat was a winter caught on me. we use we use it to actually to a light coat. we use it to put cover in it and we took the body back to the car. yeah, i remember that very well. this is after 15 years, so some of the details, locations, buildings,
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and lots of things might, may change at what i think or someone else, think about the location or something like that. but this is the best that i can remember for now. i think robin's description is how i remember it's difficult to remember it because look different and obviously there's little houses one there at the time. but the details of what he describes is, is pretty much how i remember i don't remember the face of the page murder. unfortunately, people remember things differently and anybody will not you there is going to have a different story cuz it goes from one mouth to another and you know, it gets embroidery gets changed and you know, i think it's amazing. all of the things that you found over there and, and the pieces of the puzzle that you've managed to fit in,
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but the jim was never going to be finished. so always going to be pieces missing. i think maybe if i tried too hard to get to the truth of what happened, i would just draw myself crazy because he's never going and then we're going to get the, you know, short of there being video footage, which there wasn't what happened or we're left with it, people's memories and people's memories are subjective and people's memories, fake my memory of what happened on that day. it's not as clear as it was 15 years ago. so how can i expect anybody else to have a clear memory? and i think i could drive myself crazy trying to get to the truth. i think i've kind of made peace with what happened. i don't blame anybody for anything that happened on that day. i don't think it was anybody's fault. so for me that's enough . after the that's main accident
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that was that close of killing power. i didn't hear of any other main accident. no. i'm sorry that we were the 1st people to stumble across it. but if, as a result of what happened to us, the other people, why actually isn't i think that's quite, quite to find, you know, i had not so of that that we were this maybe we were the 1st and last victims. i guess that that's a good thing to here in
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i ah ah the picnic, when you go to that, people think that we journalists in the wars zones face to face with all this violence corpses and all sorts of dangerous. they think that were made of stone fish and no more to are deeply affected. and the memories of war come back when we return home, the james van, be ready as could it. so if you don't ask questions, you can live in peace. so i live in peace to hell with war way a jury to hell with all the dead to me i go to my way to hell with all those who step on mine's and become amputees, which are filers. michelle, to hell with all of them are much more live for yourself. but will all those images
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we've captured ever leave us alone? does the 3rd that to me that it ah no hotel go on that affects you subconsciously theme is out of his band yet. so that's why so many reporters suffer from p t s d once they return home. anybody? yeah that, but a lot of them think no, this is my problem and i shouldn't talk about it with my family and friendly the 11 . i'm both not talking about it leads to depression. nick, i then included for dispos f. so to give me shit, i had this feeling when i was on the heel. you seem, you believe you're in the center of the world that this the story you're carrying, it is so interesting and everybody wants to know about it. that sometimes people don't even care anymore in france and you know that people are missing their lives without realizing that the story is going to make something neither a difference or something. then nikki, left did you do it? after the war and mosul, i put my camera aside,
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knew i'd had enough little dumble. i sold all my cameras, says i had paid 3000 for them and sold them for just 200. i let them go because they had destroyed me. manufactured i guess i'm in a, a kind of privileged position and i can leave and come back to a country and go to another country, but for, for local general they come, this is, this is their life. anyone into it? and i clearly michelle, who do you know, don mccullen rough teacher, he came to see me in the hospital in abilene, when i was injured, largest on rita, he told me about his own injury from the non latisha. he said, no, i was wounded here. got married, jones showed me his legs and told me not to be angry. no nora, i said to him, your blood is more precious than mine. i am from the east and you are from the western drive. yes, he disagreed and said it was not like that or do you, judy? i said you are now done. mccullen i'm but who am i really? well, nobody and she has nothing and he chinney them for couple of weeks i had like i had
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3 like really horrible law nightmares of like her stuff that i don't remember. i kind of realized that this nightmares comes after, like such, such a kind of trauma thing that he says, of course, like it will have an effect. but, ah, i mean, the point here, i mean being, i mean, are living in the, in a ward loon. i mean, you would be used to it knowing her, the depression will come if not today, then to morrow. and you yourself are working in war zones. it may be, it hasn't come yet, but it will show us that perhaps in 2 or 3 years as others as her condition. you know, when you work as a journalist, so much your jobs about pushing and trying to make things happen and get things done. and plan things and asking for, you know, i need this and i need this. i knew in that situation. the only thing that i could do was just surrender myself completely to the situation and just let other people
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take control than we arrive back and her on the it was very, very emotional because you know, i'm getting you know, everybody from the office and his family another course throughout the funeral and i felt paperless because i'd taken him back. his wife was his mother's sister when it was a privilege for me to be able to go through the whole morning process with them. the funeral which was an illness. and again, huge emotional because he had told the whole generation as they will that take
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us through the 3 days and then the week, you know, well people coming to give condolences and i think that that is very helpful for everybody because you can kind of live through it and come to terms with the last in the west, we tend to be embarrassed about death when we, when we come to talk about it, we buy them very quickly and then nobody talks about your kind of you feel it's a death in the west of the kind of embarrassment, whereas in the east they not to make much more of a kind of pouring which is more healthy, i think, you know, so i very quickly got involved in the land mine issue more widely through the minds
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advisory group. i was aware that i was kind of in a position where i could share my experience with other people and raise awareness of the last minute issue and maybe get them to think about the problem happening around the world. and, you know, maybe open up their wallets and donate to help help kayla mine. so that was something i kind of threw myself into quote, vigorously, and still do. i think it was probably quite therapeutic for me still is particularly in the early days to at least say, well this is happened. yeah. tragic circumstances, but it's turning into something positive, something useful? i think i maybe i wasn't doing that consciously, but i think irrespective probably did help with my recovery when i went back to go to to continue by then of course, you know, the americans had taken cook and mosul and so on. saddam's forces clap. so the
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situation changed a lot, but i went back to get free. well, the thing had happened apparently is a good thing to do because if, if you're fun to avoid p t s d post traumatic stress disorder, which this was great, definitely a traumatic experience. a few just suppressors, you know, you can a very big problems. i had to deal with my own film on the guilt and coming to terms with my own exceeds one year after the explosion that gene and one i had to see home in a fellow fly to an a close friend of ad want of what did he blamed for the incident, seen the shadow. how can i have your fighting? we went to the bridge and top car to take a break about him. there were 15 of us, a husband about an hour after the break. for people from the media came up to us, i think, and asked us if we wanted to do an interview for arab 24 and talk about the war
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with. and it wasn't and explained to the world how we liberated the topics. dana from the islamic state are shut up because ottoman which are hot on super volatile a functional a p at avia dash good. like a cio motor. that was, i have a lot of stories about land mines, is chill okey heading to feed good. and the explosion that affected me most happened at tab. could dam lubricated the just me so little couple of other miss you say there were 3 of us myself, another friend and not one the media people asked if there were ideas around what i said, no, the americans had cleared them. nobody could hamilton, could miss mattie, am john, proceed you know, had 30 at that point that went out i am asked if it was dangerous to let them go. not one of them said marches, die, die, and said there was no danger to net. and that a good thing was we set off, comrade antoine was in the lead, holding his phone, recording how the airplane attacked and damaged the site. we were all behind him.
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just as the group of journalists came in, a mind suddenly exploded at the field. then get caught up under that we heard a loud noise, manama. everything around us was destroyed and the air was filled with dust through every one sat down on the spot of one of them. and when the dust settles, we looked around and we didn't know what to do. what each of, after a while, we saw that the s d f fighter who told us modest, don't die. it was in pieces court, but his soul hadn't left him yet. you pat chad we. he was still breathing. chevy of the gym was excruciating benefits off or the even now over year later ross, i can't shake the image of that young fight on a he of the falling. that was we as a mom, that our weakest cbs, malcolm. no, it wasn't anyone's fault. the media people couldn't have known us, but if they hadn't caused that, we wouldn't have been there in the 1st place. it was not easy to hear that he also blamed us for the death of i to him. but perhaps i needed to hear that to deal with
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that feeling of guilt. i hat. ah. the last photo i took from it appeared before my eyes almost every day after my the tan. but how did he feel at that moment? ah the allotted and held at the very moment the moment my friend became a martyr doughty, i felt as if i died and he was the one alive. daniel, i felt a very strange sense of grief. i couldn't stop crying for 3 days. yes said awesome . there were always tears in my eyes and my eyes were full of helplessness. shot him, i was heartbroken and in pain and good because he was my childhood friend. good. we went to school together in asia, one. we like the same things about him. we went home together that we went to the city together. valenzuela. we were together 24 hours a day and have we used to eat together and wake up together in one of the room of of new log one ah
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dodged. would not when the i s troops left rocca, the, i said the fighting would go on for another 10 years and they were talking about i . e. e e days. that in my, the i had left at the mines was still, there aren't even 20 percent of the idea of rocca have been cleared up. it's full of i. e days. we been walking in the land with the mind now we, i woke him in this city with the id. the risk is different. that is a lot of ideas. and the technique is very difficult. so in my opinion it will take a lot of time. you can say can years if nothing happened again. the if you could give a name to id or line line, what could you call them?
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a name to it? i mean, yes, a good question. goes me a little minds, a death that you know, this is how i see it. they call them hidden soldiers. you know, it's a good name, but they are still death minute it's just silent, killer, signed the killer. he'd been in i me to, to here manage you know, they're sleeping beasts waiting for a victim and they can wake up very quickly. the death, the high then devils actually, you know,
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they were there hiding. know, right. know, you know, like, i'm sure like, you know, like if we knew karone properly, research like 10 met. there's around us. like there are some ideas here. i don't know who came up with the phrase, but i believe it was, came from cambodia. but landmines being referred to as the eternal sentinels because they are, they are still just, you know, of duty. once they're in the ground, they can stay there indefinitely. i would probably use slightly rooted words, suppose it's destroyed landlines. there is no label for mines, just pain and i can learn. there's no way out there my, unless war ends one day, 29 years old. so to worse,
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3 already in iraq. so i wish to live finished. i think we as journalists think the poor as being terrible things happening all the time. but i've seen amazing kindness in war. i've seen people pulling together in war and i, when i was in iraq in 2003, i sawing incredible kindness and i think of that as well. what i am concerned about with war? not water, then sell. i'm watering about after war a
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