5 years since the states of israel was founded as, as dw news from berlin, you can find much more news on a website that is d w dot com. oh, wow. oh, what people have to say matters to us. i am. that's why we listen to their stories. reporter every weekend on d. w. guardians of truth. my name is john dinner and i have paid almost every price of being a journalist in a country like turkey. taking all the powers that be they risk everything. they want to kill me and they try me anytime john, don't dar?

asks activists, journalists and politicians, living in exile to which and what drives them. it's too much on my shoulders, but i have to uphold this weight because i'm responsible for the future. all country for the people far behind the boss, the courageous effort against corruption and political crimes. in our series, guardians of truth and watch now on youtube, d. w documentary ah ah

hm . when i wake up in the morning, i right away think, what am i gonna do today? i wanna have some infect. this is my mission actually. to do that, i think that's why it was saved to tell my story because i believe i am the list of the witnesses and it's good. it's good.

okay. ah oh um i did wanna find my family. i did not give that in. i really dont tonight with dealership telephone, provide them hulu. do you shouldn't think of them

a good option as to go stitching it this enabler me the most highly, he argued jim, the government issued the sheriff's e yes. at the bank, we were verification mission bomb we nice that was just inject, gosh, we don't get that far as you do by the outcomes when you have the j b, e movie, zayus player, just sash those ads worth it . so in the morning i get a phone call, a man's voice. you said you left a message with my son and you think that you are my twin sister. oh. ready ready ready when were you born? i was on may 10th 1939. and for

sure. my twin sister was 1942 in in penny. you know, don't hang got more ink up. i say. oh, you know for sure that you were born 1942. he said because my christian birth certificate says so i said very funny because so use mine and they fake birth certificates. mm. it didn't believe me. oh, and i said, do you remember anything? she says no, there is one thing i don't remember. i was always praying. god help mommy and got help mister leah. and i said, you know, please mister liam. he said, no. i see we're always praying for our father. his name is leah. ah, so he started to cry because now he believed me. should i

live on his middles? mcgahey rugged should go g o e e sin knew he thought that just funny or google has mother adver. zip. what you may know, some of the finances of telephone roberta she had asked missionary rosemary alley you've been at us were new to god knew that as the urgency ended up where you are getting a ah ah, the tires and i and so yeah. okay. we can give the she had you number. thank you. chance if he he he, she didn't mid as an yeah. the i need you to michigan him. yeah.

ah. i thought it were real dream. it was hard to believe. like it goes that you see there i told them been crazy and it still baldwin for ac. with

mission news to rob. the upper region. i touch was the, i'm michelle, was your inbox you have to pay it, so lose them. the problem with my, you know, my, me, i do, you have an extra g nipples while our, any common was a bit of value, but then either not moving bias. my i

my memory to me when we were herded into me, i had their name them which is also very important name. you know in hebrew mean human being minch. i supposedly always held him and i knew that i am an older sister again. yeah. tennis all them that quickly my tour, like we all did in that situation. i found out later after

the war it my father volunteered to the polish army out in the getting new and pushing people one side other side. they were a lot of people around us and they wouldn't it. gestapo with the german shepherds dogs with in a while they came to the monitors and wanted to take away the children. ah, my name is speak to a building. of course we'll follow her adam. my sister,

as she went appeal flights are in didn't he just disappear? she went to the window, is happier recently, neither way she running away from us. we're in panic. where is she? she was always next to us. and then i remembered that somebody took up those stairs and was so mad there is laid out. bobby, oh, oh my mother committed suicide. danielle was the one who took care of us for oh, you mean he came to the ghetto. who is this little girl

ah, in dismayed, immediately told the paper fell never written. it was no choice. ah, i don't remember the ghetto. i didn't know my story. i remembered that i was in the concentration and with ah ah

ah. ready ready ready i was 2 years when they put me to my done like in 1942. i remember earlier so that i 5th open head they make it sort of surely some medical experiments be gross. oh, i worse this on the right here. and items here. now i think that this is that he's a oh so that they sort of right, they didn't kill him.

ah, waited until it was dark and did send me over to the man. and he took me to another city, tennessee. the hub. must have been christmas eve because when he came, he thought is why i brought you a christmas gift. so i was the christmas gift. ah, my foolish father, tell me, call me either. so i did. i'm my polish mother immediately accepted me and she still accepted me knowing what kind of punishment they would give for hiding a jewish child. ah,

for a while my mother the left me outside she explained to me why she said, you spoke edith, i couldn't let you out because people know that you jewish. but she told me that later leaders me up in a long dress and a priest sprinkled some water over my head. and duncan of the blessing they gave me name. even now i did learn

a lot about catholic believe because my polish mother was quite religious. she put me on sundays for the church, and when they were holidays, she sent me to the church. like is staring it with eggs with sugar. animals sometimes were paid before way them after we aid him with with didn't have food paid in the morning in idle m cross i didn't know i was jewish. i just knew that i'm a carefully and i felt something miss it next to me. ah. and my polish parents, they to reset me. ah, like their know, they're very lovingly. ah, they treated me like the only child that you love. i got so much love from them

that never in my life, you know, if they get there gen among the least my john like when like i was elijah, but they did. they dog that i emailed them the day and they told me to let them in . i had black because they lashan soldier came to this place and he had some noise. and he and i moved me from there and he found that they were smiling for 6 days. these i bye. i remember.

yep. in michigan i did the ne, not do my gun. the cool grades are me did come body lee. banner burskey in o g, master's my career path. sobriety. we're stamped all out now to move up the money adoption ears of some to go to doctor. go chance to yasha, missouri him. yesterday i moved the whims night

builder, shall vallarta do or miller, germany. ms. collins, i gave him the javelin, info, coiled vessel, and n, that bullshit, go gamma. if i'm just glad that it is valid bush with oh no. m to j is jin delva. those ok, who e now am issued k, i a allots those voted by absolutely. now im snacked lumen e it posted or you'd say, joe, you thought was a boom nearby men, those individual, if cisco just i will legitimate full day, is that do that?

i can i mean it my reject the youngest child a shall grand fiesta. not so many scars i have nice nurse. oh it's, i'm losing my daughter and actually took medication for that. so i can sleep is fully, but it doesn't help with where you want to play. it won't be to thank you to

something i used to wake up and scream. my husband told me that i swim during the night. ah for the end of the war, there were a rumor going around this than that german on either losing the war. and the russian army coming forward in one day was very quiet. the german left, our city. somebody was hard. this music in tanks came in and they were the russians

in people and so head b. d to flowers and then kissed them you know, embraced him and it was really feeling of freedom. in meantime, my father came back from russia. he came to our landlady and says, what is my family? and she is holding mister pablo, i'm sorry to tell you at all the juice ended up in, you know, in the ghetto. and i know that your wife committed suicide. and she told me that

it's possible that one of yours twins survived, whistle her. she is your daughter. i don't look in what kind of father is that? who is this, brenda? i hit the drag me out. i started to scream and started to cry. i scratched his face and scratched mine, and i told him to be hitler didn't finish all the jews. ah, ah, i pull father was crying and he took me to his house. and i woke up in the morning

. i always took my hand and got the cross. it wasn't there. my father took it off at night. when that happened, i got the press scared. i stopped talking. i stopped eating me. i miss my polish mother. i miss so much. my father didn't know what to do with me. i did not believe i'm jewish. actually, i was an anti semite. i did not like juice i was afraid of juice. my father looked at me and it took out the picture from his wallet and showed it to me. you know this woman. oh, i knew i said this is my mother. oh. oh.

i own oh yeah, manager of chesney. she the reality i need them. if he gets kim, did call her name that somebody shoes anemia the shuttle. so you jiji he said that i will certainly i'm with he, i'm sharon and i'm beach just call the left just that symbol in the, in the excess, just our jaron salvage. as best i was from that general beat, so she need that knowing intuition, i get it gets caught up with an immediate soya g r divided than eugene notching though. but then dumpster in this going to receive jackie. zipcode.

i ship it bishop is it is, is that they were values, but they're just going, i gotta shake them by dish me. bo zebra. admit it please. okay. i got j van r e e act up there. gotcha. so just as of j bozeman, is it eva eileen? i'm nist at ubs, as agnes. oh, who? yup. should you enter them? will ship it. took as nancy. ace. that was it. i me, i will email post gate. yes it. ah. mm hm. oh oh, oh my tanya, you put me in is school?

yes. oh shallow malay, an infinite slap. i was the resisting that very much. ready ready ah, in the g sample i so people day it not pray the way the catholic people. great. they wore dark clothes and shawls int he pass in when they pay you on the moon, their body like it. and i thought, oh my god, the juice, a gonna kill media. i was in such danny, i was shaking in all i was thinking hom. going to run away from here. you shut the chain hodge of from some of his gold girls. i'm sure she'll grudge. okay, mad emma daniel's movie area. him sneak him,

but the won't. and will maria 2nd it's minute venue village. oh yeah, i use them. i was with my mother ah ah. yeah. with them. yes. edmentum worth i visit my you g artist and urgency. i've been with dr. wiley, packard shabba or j mishawaka. i lay as absolute impact. my m a scan, the president of me need they need psychic on is that of you? i was always going to day train station and you see i was going to the man a place that i think that the was place where they i were us and may be somebody now

who am i when the conductor was gunning i went under the seat and i went everywhere and i was asking, maybe you know, my family or something, but they were saying the name that they said, i didn't know i threw me ah, they got a new job union legs and on it. and the car allan knows me. and these rose my name or jack junior. i was around him from these home for the 5 years. i was looking for

a re mother or ah ah ah ah ah, ah ah. so as i grew older people a very nice to meet specially i believe they knew that i was a holocaust survivor saw every teacher and they were like mad there is looking over me. well, they would bring me a sandwich and all a share of fruit with me. oh, so as a rule all day, finally i i did accept that i am jewish. i started slowly to accept who

i am. yeah. ah . i did wanted to find my brother, my sister or i started to think so where are they? you know, they were like, i felt something that something was missing around my body. i started to ask my father where oddly we should look for them. oh, they probably were burned in there all burns of you know, the death camps it crusted out. ah,

ah, louis i'm it was very rare that women and children because what's happening although it undernourished and sadly one couple had twins. my father brought the picture in on the twins laying on the bed. i stoled it. mm. i thought this is nina, done. in my imagination, you know, i like about it. i tell people, this is me and i am ah, i was so jealous of them that they had it and i didn't make me said, made me more to look for them. you know, on my system for my brother, especially might brad. i don't know because it was my twin,

something like that ah, the estimate of the against which doesn't beat the emotion doesn't push it to him. the breathy forest kitchen here what's on each knee? he's added more. been the mill, polluted, or bush. you have you been to the jet out the originally, the 8th, e garden. so yours night dexter with your movie movie am, which is my little brother. ah, i said let you know, i'm going to go to isn't it? it probably would be juice are i was hoping i'll find them in is that my system my brought them in. when i came to you said

everybody was into the policeman was a jewel i istation ever. that was jewish and everybody was in a good mood. i started to look for my siblings. i went to the migration place, i was looking and calling those government organizations. they did not find their names. oh, was baron corbet inc. mom did have only she has them on their own night. a separate issue. i'm in the keen au number, so that's a rush. kinetic or cassia. and i see in the last that all

in feminine momento able to inject judgement with them for us custom i o change. now these name was g. the problem of i will meet the medi no slope, there's just an image image on them. the an image i'm such a go the move. 6 ah no ma'am, no, ma'am. no checks in of the day i'm gender man, but it's

a monday i with more give them one j. she saw them there. ah ha alice, i would just yes guy when i have that email and then i had another nib ship pushed out membership of him. they got the most u. r. g on seafood. ah . as there was blood it was the biggest thing for me. ah, she was my miracle. i gave her the name of my mother. so she was asked up like my in our biological mother.

ah ah, the minute i came in my head in that people laying the wrong on this for the. i say my, you got endure the in swearing in the yelling. listen, wow, this is the america that is so in the movies, i don't is day with champagne or whatever. my husband was looking for a job in speak very well english. i couldn't find

a job. well, if you cannot find work in new york, they say you have, you always sign up in, in chicago. i didn't shave my views. this was my reminder. it reminds me that i have to look more and more to find. because i make promise for myself, if i will find that my family d r who i am i will know what happened with my family. i had the this ah,

ah, linda, i found out that i had in, in one day my and sent you a picture. ah, ah, the pictures worse for me. the biggest gift fixture

to me is how my mother loved us, how she embraced us in city and lead in her face so proud in of those twins. how can i say, i finally know it? my mother loved me and you know, she loved all of her children and was very protective on class. ah, in a little full dress i was wearing and you know, poor and we didn't have nice clothes. she didn't need the ah, i know i had a face of my brother, my sister, me. i cried and i made photocopies many just in case

i lose it. i put it in the bag safety deposit blue for i went to the jewish newspaper. and i asked them to make announce judge's gazette jaeger. he said j, i shall come ca garage door. forgive me, given that i use them, use them g. them's jones, any up? they'll be job allen. you joe, him or you're going to plan as we sca or because it, i'm sure you understand, you have no trauma. oh, no. e,

masha way, i just, i should hour when i felt this iep and i got now for sure q by the master should is most of our, oh my go friend, you send me that article from jewish living on top of it, she wrote ida, this is very interesting read that she never sent me anything else, not even turn it just of this piece of newspaper. ah. so i took that piece in my hands. there is a picture. it's a beautiful man. in immediately i felt like something, you know, i recognized something so recognizable face.

it took this picture to the wall where i had finally a picture of my grandparents. when i look at him in the picture of the grandfather, there was very much in on the same features. and i said, well, this is really, really something that you know, tells me that that could be my brother. these was written about she did, she does not remember anything, but she knows that they put a little tag on him. and tom jo. um jo, something in. when i said tom jo, this what was my nickname in school? because my name is the come and that was

a book tom to peluso ill say says this is something else ah. ready ready ready he looks like him and he has this nickname. well, something has to be done about it, but i had not the courage. no, i didn't want to be disappointed. so i put that on, you know, table in every day. i talked about it one night, a bird came into my house. something fell in my bedroom. there was 2 broken dolls. if my polish my that brought me as a gift, and even she said this, the little boy is your brother and this is you. when

did happen, it was the me like she said your message. so i took it seriously. i got the phone and couldn't wait lunch, then go to work. i called fallen. it was nice. it's fallen. so i woke up, obviously his son in i told him, you know, i want to talk to your father. he said, my father is not here. he is in water. so as to when your father comes, tell him to call me collect, day or night. because i think your father's, my twin brother with

the farthest night after this day i shut my eye. you do make my name bark and how i was born. and i did everything that imbalance, you know, that's i get my main back and now i am at them by lou theodore am sky doesn't exist, you know, and i feel good did

and it was like when i came in and opened the door, she kind of looked at me from the bottom to the top from the bottom. it was not a good ceiling between us. she became kind of jealous. and this faith, he held my hand were shabby and we held hands. if she forbid him to in i'm gonna, you know, hold your sister's hand in the state because what people will think, you know, and i that felt me come with me. and she thought you were, oh, she was, she was biting for me. dykus, adams, wife, she was kind of suspicious that, you know, adam wants to go to the united states. so i hid his passport, i slept with it because she was looking around to give the pass ordinance in our room, our plan ah,

ah. we be locked. in short with he lived in the basement. the baseline was a rule. beautiful room with the shut, separate wash room. so he at his privacy. i went to work. then after work, we sit down and cook in 8. when i was leaving berlin, i thought that i am going for one month. and i've sent her good faith comeback. ah

just i wouldn't do it either or get no such omits. we don't and but i survived the artist on the rug, the dining room, so did such a day should june july. the maria just that i've been lamina ano, m e, not pushing you just, i was just rumble. is that josh isn't going to our has strength edgewood did

well, i love my brother. he loves me very much, but i am not happy that he didn't a minute eyes more. did he failed in learning english. he stayed with poland estate with bullish culture. he once polished friends, once polish doctors, everything polish is closer to being an american. it's our problem. well, i know he's a very nervous person and i know his face. sometimes i forget myself and i had the yelling in and i'm impatient. and then comes back to me and you know, remember what he went through. much worse than i did. i know i sort of right over to thinking was a survivor bubble. his 5 m

m. so sometimes assume to or this is really hard. sometimes i'm can mean to him. and i'm really silly. but eventually we both are happy that we are together. hitler last don't make he may hero. don't forget he lost the war. he, his grandchildren. i have grandchildren. so we are a part of the jewish nation. and we're going to be strung

me ah ah ah ah ah

i ah, ah, with

who when towel. oh bell, mary, you said, turns old to luxury a radical sustainability concept create? 30 minutes on d. w. a vampires. and the on did they rule the realm between life and death?

or is full of power or appetite for, for seen him see, show. where does it come from? your search for clues towards unveiled 90 minutes on d w. o. ah, how to journalism help us in overcoming divisions. register now for the d. w. global media form 2023 in bonn, germany and online and increasingly fragmented world with a growing number of voices, digitally amplified. we see where this clever can lead what we really need, overcoming divisions and

a vision for tomorrow's journalism. register now and join us for this discussion at the 16th edition of d. w's global media forum that has confronted you. do the full, i'd have to channel. fantastic. ah, she survived auschwitz, thanks to music. he was the nazis favorite conductor. he is morally degenerate to musicians under the swastika, a documentary about the sounds of power, inspiring story about survival at home. i don't get the tennis. i was the only one . what lies look. music in nazi germany. watch now on youtube. d. w documentary. ah hm.

mm. hm, and every man knows of the chinese food, the food can do nothing. before movies, news can we had a lot of programs. they drop out of his food because they were eating nothing when it came from home. that could have easily been us. oh, any one of the oh me ah ah mm ah ah

ah, this is dw news live from berlin nationals.