a single face, whatever i live will do for us. so this family heading back to afghanistan on the road ahead is full of uncertainty. just as it is for those trying to remain in focused on watching, the jumping is live from up next to start from seizing by the kids. taking a scene in the middle of the dash of the current and sasha organizing reconstruction to the beach. but it's getting cold, the volunteers of winning wind to freeze their missions. kids take notes to rebuild . thoughts, move indices on dw,

the the my family story is inseparable from the story as my country. even though i've never really lived there, they moved around to not. and i grew up in x, so because of the war. ready ready ready ready ready

the my father founded the saddam people's incorporation movement, the scale and in 1983. with my mother by his side, he led an armed struggle against and it's not me extend a mental this government faced in the north of the country for the self determination of the people in the south and democratic transformation of a whole country. it was a civil war characterized by ethnic as well as religious differences the

other, the other say oh no, it does not say oh no, it is not the way that these are not all the ideas that the the the 500 different so is this to a man was the i, i would say it is a gives got the

in 2005 the s gillan and the cities doesn't sign in historic piece agreement. the my father became vice president. it looked as though

he was going to deliver on the promise of deliberations. 2 people were elated glucose, but it didn't last long. on the way of july 31st 2005 we woke up to the shopping news of the death of doctor john got up here before and after the 1st vice president auster then become the 2nd most popular person in the country. my father spent 21 years at war and died after 21 days in office. the return of the country as a family, as my father's body. i never forget the sound of despair

that started from a distance and rumbled like it was coming from the or the my mother became a widow. the or she turned 50 the i was 16 to her grease. she didn't only has a family to altogether. people began to call her mother of the nation. the oh, yeah. oh. by the soon after we lost my father,

my mother started sharing her dreams. infuse with me always in the early hours of the morning, she stepped into our country's political arena, with the fear that my father died in vain and yearning for us her children. to come home. i decided to start filming or mourning conversations. in search of my mother's dreams in search of home, these photos 1977. let's good spending tended babies must be a yeah, let me see. who do we have to bring it up? i don't know. that's okay. yeah. so this is my the quad. when was that? the 20 now growing old. familiar,

what do you spend my time? i don't know when i put the eclipse with us. oh and my mother. mm hm. and this picture is 1985 look at the along the icon x folks. so everything is pretty high my daughter to see while i'm still and i for us personally. so that's what i want. that's how i wanted to leave my children. i didn't want to leave them in a country where people are divided into pieces even even to their own call. 6 years after we lost my father, the people of the south voted to separate from sudan in the referendum. and the new country was born. south sedan

we flooded the streets with renewed help and the new home, the nation is full, see themselves to dawn is nothing less electric. just 2 years after independence. we fell back into another civil war after the struggle no longer for freedom. but these powers just within our own tonight to begin with, claims of and attempted to insult to them. it started with our president sofa cute, accusing his deputy, the mature, and others of trying to over through his government as a victim who have lost their blood fair. so these are really what we fought for when we are being produced here. since i'm not going the way we went away,

you know what his trouble, i would not be part of my mother was forced back into exile to neighboring kenya for speaking out against a leadership that she had spent decades and struggle with another agreement in a piece itself to don vc this time to do that provides for my mother thing. 5 vice president and 550 members of parliament when after a series of failed attempts to restore peace, an agreement was reached in 2018. and now we find ourselves holding our branch the, the. now i'm

not leaving the, the, i don't, i don't know if i want to buy a new job, but when they only got one for the, you know, the, i need to know that i'm going to be and one of the amounts you can tell me what you add up the noise. do you know the amount of what is due by the way, you blow it up to the battery in my my pleasure. getting the human. yeah. when i did the done

with don't do they get the, the new piece agreement trying to the possibility of my mother joining a government of national unity. ringback for the deadline for it to be formed in november 2019. after years in exile we came home the . this is home land my father gave his life to plan to which i feel duty bound the

. c the insights are done. my father's image surrounds this imagine a new member, different versions of him. transform him into the here we can see the day he died as an armoire thursday. he is our founding father. our departed father of the liberation. struggle is what about our mother who is here the

my family's my, what are the assess the when without them having to be able to then 1st thing with them. so can you say mine will be a design for a lot of my family. so this and some of the ones who left off and i wanted to highlight it for my 6 by the way and let people only be mistreated. it hurts me. i came over, it was a decision that blood has given me that had to have a lot people to leave the office the

can m a filling in the car with you last time ever been? would be okay with it. okay. well i'm gonna meet him. okay. yeah, m o, then i'm back and the president do i have to write about that? no, i don't even dream about it. why? no, god says that. we should be content with the what do we have? mm hm. yeah. yeah, it's to me. but to continue advising me because my children will come to the politics, which when yeah, i'm queen, i'm queer for the games. young please. mm hm. 21 year old. well, they've got a young when you say about us, all of us. whether you know, when you are there, because what have been has politics, if i have to vote for a sibling and the vote for young good. yeah. the

the so you know, i'm, i told i told you that i applied to jump and um i applied for a piece of development studies. so i said i would rather city peace and confidence . right? yes. and, and how this hill's constant trauma off on trauma one trauma can continue to cause instability, politically and can hold peace is like, cuz the leadership is also trauma tax. it's not just the people trying to go to

the door that says through both of these details, you must have one video mazda. what do you use at home by says to the curtis, following young queered from behind the camera. she seemed so sure footed when the civil war broke out, she quit her job to help our mother. she's giving our new country her vote of confidence. it's as though she's laying down the one bridge she has and hoping that more will follow i admire her. when i look around japan capital, i see abandoned construction abandoned hope.

there aren't many viable ways to make a living because our economy is so dysfunctional. a currency to monetize and inflates it. i also see the blue chairs that, that the streets from the small tea shops, most of them set up and run by women. some very young they're trying to find a way i admire them to the same way as of delays and even more frustration for the african union. the formation of the units of government is open to it is crucial that new government

works ok then move south in march. real quick. oh the, the deadline for government formation has come and gone. making the tenuous piece more fragile. and the weight, heavier, the we're all waiting for things to get better. not for a stronger peace and stability, but waiting for me at my mother's house, as well as apart from waiting elsewhere in the capital and beyond. it seems impossible to reconcile our experiences our privilege compared to the overwhelming

light that surrounds us. our traditions and modernity. my mother in bodies this paradox. like my father, she grew up poor with few opportunities. she also insisted that my sisters and i learned how to cook clean, take care of children. so that sunday we'd make good wives and mothers there never seemed to be a contradiction between these things for her. so now i wanted to ask with all these kids on the table. hm. you select the country heritage but for the past to hold young people's dreams.

probably it was not to the country visual and the latest news and i believe is really so a lot of the young people degree in the country i would say for the time, do you know, do we have to wait until that leadership is gone? no, nothing your signature, nothing uses then you'll see the the . ringback ringback the always maybe going to

do with that with that point, 2 minutes of the vice president of the people that are part of the 20, the president the the thing guys by the presence, the, the, the vice president, the, the, you know, i the only them now what is the uh

the, on the 21st of february 2020 president self a keys issued a decree, a pointing 5, but the vice president's from a closing party including my mother, the i remember just days before my father was sworn in as vice president, gathering the courage to ask my parents if everything was going to be ok. it sounds innocent, but i grew up with a sense of duty that left no room for doubt. that made it difficult to ask such questions.

the i didn't know that i was going to be able to do like it loose fuel efficient seems to be last and i don't like my my facing the government is not only my fears, but don't go to them has to be careful. and what's the last thing we have the same thing you should know about and be the one that we cannot work on. we need those ministers to be appointed by data soon because of the the selection. i think it is still a sticking point that fighting over the the ministers. and i'm far from it

for the governor to throw me the women gender. switch around for every minute that in with have go with it. they wanted to see the ministers were on the side for lying, like they don't know that the human human resource is the primary resource for the nation. and i'm happy with it. i want to see that a real popular. they went ahead and said that i'm making a core against what brought it about 2013. when we def, i do the governor. the homecoming 2nd accept, the president said there was an adviser for us and it was my position was there, but i was against. what do i do in as, as the settling time? so and i talked with president many times and president was not giving an ear, so this is the 2nd me as enemy. so he was convinced me why am i saying that there was no clue. he said that i should have said that there was close and that these people, those are funded the weekend and i will not accept that. so it was against that,

you know, was against the direction we were thinking. this has to be a man. but the social i don't have any good. i just didn't see my politic on it. yes i was. he was happy with the way he was taking things. yeah. he's in therapy. people still haven't forgiven him. yeah. data. these people i know godly people. they've got going from the bus and not to for reason another home. can i use what, how no just the app is like hey, don't know how these interviews are going to come. interview me where my head is being caught. so really

the goal is this a week? notice my foot pub. this is how this how i achieve. oh gosh the secrets i hear for the come on then into what ditch. wow. you look so we go. yeah. you look like march semester. so when i 1st came to do that, i feel like i would cry almost every to like i was so sensitive to this, all of these things that i have to come to terms with like moving back. you're not speaking the language trying to kind of fit in trying to i was so conflicted. i didn't even know if i wanted it was, it was tough of the times and i would like,

i didn't even want to wake up because i didn't even have a job so i didn't know what i was doing. so so, so it goes from a crime i'm, i don't know what's wrong with me and like, i couldn't even talk to people i communicate. so i've kind of, and i know that my, my black everything. ok, interesting writings. but um, this time i don't know why i just asked who i was come to crying like does what has the required for you like this? and she was like yeah, one time um, i don't know what happened. i think he was under a lot of pressure and she said that he cried for like 5 minutes describing when they were much younger. older it was during the movement days must have been made or is our last year and until somebody that's during the, when i was not going to be to go

i remember thinking to myself, if anything was happens in, i could say i could manage. i could survive that losing him, but if anything was having to momma, i couldn't survive that. and then i remember like scolding myself for even thinking something like that. sometimes i forget his face. sometimes. i mean the on the paper, right? lemme everywhere. but like how it kind of makes me oh anyway. 2 i told myself that if anything kicks off again, i'm not going to be away happening. i'm going to be close to my. if there's any kind of insecure, it is 2013. i remember sitting by the tv sleeping every day. i was like, i'm going to make it home. she didn't make, i was terrified. i think that trauma kind of stayed with me, but i think that's maybe the decision. maybe that was the decision that i took to come to you, but because it,

i'm never going to happen that i'm away from my mouth. and this i'm just taking off or wherever that i'm going to be the question as and ask why you chose not to, to marry me. if there's less than that, i wouldn't seem to ask, but someone else might know. i'm assuming why we offer the word many, many what some people get nobody to behave like my husband

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the the view you have why is that? why want to go do here by so i have my own might be good as the vice president that as the president of the department of themselves. so that i have the faith inventor religious. i'm back to the department of south. so have me got that i can now they come in, come email or whatever or this. thank you. thank you. thank you. so the citizen. oh, good mind the internet at this place. i am addressing you today for the 1st time as one of the vice president brought in this position by the,

by the large piece of agreement on the most of the conflicts installs with them on this. so going to good country, we must in the future today, united together and move forward as one people the feeling when you're sworn in do you live in now? i'm thinking of what, how to begin? what are we to do?

because expectation is immense, is fast. expectation of the people and we actually do this, we should be sitting down and think of that. so when we receive that a, it's not a pipe. it's not the prestige. but they tell people that's not so don't know what to us. the after the swearing and few questions are taking. okay. what is the vision beyond the struggle? look at the short history of our country. a civil war, 2 years after independence and no into the instability. insight

my mother's tapping into the role that my father died in will not be history repeating itself. she's not going to be a martyr celebration struggle. she will more than likely be remembered for what she does in this new position. and then the taxes. this year wasn't very fast, etc. so to the also a new mortgage, the actions for the security of the region is talks about a roof estimate of the lease is in, in new haven line. since the, the have heat south region for the level has referred to louisa to one and the have moved to destroy many homes and assessments that united nations office for the quote, the motion of the money to the fed. save an estimated 157000 sources have already been discussed. now clear organize the mission.

to survey what people are calling the worst slides in our recorded history. the of the they've intensified existing problems. over 100000 people have lost their homes and livelihoods and many more have been affected. the less is still getting what the website and even that we need to document now and then also to, to start to see some areas you can identify small islands of higher ground. but there's some areas like this where it was completely slower times. you can see and you can see over here, this is 0. this is what would be the around the village to $91.00 last time. yeah.

the city, the water, selling nothing's yet. people have to survive. yeah. so the people lives were still going on. yeah. still continuing, but there was a request from the company. there would be the time that this thing can be placed. wow. my have to just in or the

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got my key. i just knew the value the because i was part of the strongest. i wanted also to be part of the nation really wanted to do next. so i took it up on my side of us, so i'm a citizen of this country. i wanted to see how i can contribute to the people. so i'm sort of under the same time on the omen. i'm the mother to the, to the young ladies. so i wanted to to

mentor them in this deal. i'm going to let them know that. and if it is possible, the young lady is a young man. the youth and dana know we might, but we need to give them an opportunity. by now, we're not doing that. what do we quoted for wedding the officer told them what was being done on as is waiting until our people are not even worse than what the enemy was doing to us. this would have for you to come see, for the creator has to come with with some advantages to the people the. it

looks like there is no peace on the other side of freedom and home is not a place of rest. i still don't know what it means to be south to denise. i do know that the promise of liberation and independence. it's not the reality of liberation and independence. the i looked to my mother vanelle also to my sister, and the young women who support their families by serving t on the roadside. here the quiet forest keeping things from entirely falling apart . we've been 10 years free. most of our compatriots are struggling to survive. and we're still holding our friends, the

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