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the the my family story is inseparable from the story as my country. even though i've never really lived there moved around a lot and i grew up in x. so because of the war. ready the

my father founded the saddam peoples incorporation movement, the scale and in 1983. with my mother by his side he led an armed struggle against and islam extend a mental this government faced in the north of the country. for the self determination of the people in the south and democratic transformation of a whole country, it was a civil war characterized by nick as well as religious differences, the

rest and others in the country. oh no, it does not say oh no, it is not the way, but it is on all the ideas that the good the 500 different so is this to the amendment? the i, i would say these are getting the

in 2005 the are scaling and the sudanese government signed an historic peace agreement. the my father became vice president. it looked as though

he was going to deliver on the promise for deliveries and people were elated to local but it didn't last long on the morning on july 31st, 2005 woke up to the shopping use of the death of doctor john gonna be sworn in as the 1st vice president officer then become the 2nd most powerful person in the country. my father spent 21 years at moore and died after 21 days in office, the retort, the country as a family, as my father's body. i never forget the sound of despair

that started from a distance and rumbled like it was coming from the or the my mother became a widow. the or she turned 50 the i was 16 to her grease. she didn't only has a family to all together. people began to call her mother's donation the oh yeah. oh. but soon after we

lost my father. my mother started sharing her dreams and fears with me. always in the early hours of the morning, she stepped into our country's political arena with this year that my father died in vain and yearning for us her children. to come home. i decided to start filming, or mourning conversations in search of my mother's dreams. in search of home these photos, 1977. this victor spending tended babies must be a yeah. let me see. see do we have to bring it up? i don't know. that's okay. yeah. so this is called when was that? the 20 now growing old. familiar

with the spend my time. i don't know when i put the eclipse with us. oh and my mother. mm hm. and this picture is 1995 look at the i'm on the icon, explode so everything is pretty hot. my daughter can see while i miss the night for us personally, so that's what i want. that's how i wanted to leave my children. i didn't want to leave them in a country where people are divided into pieces even even to their own call. 6 years after we lost my father, the people of the south voted to separate from sudan in the referendum and the new country was born south sedan.

we flooded the streets with renewed help and the new home, the nation is full. see themselves to dawn is nothing less than electric. just 2 years after independence. we fell back into another civil war after the struggle no longer for freedom. but these powers shut within our own good to night to begin with, claims of and attempted to insults. who does it started with our president self acute accusing his deputy, the uk, much and others of trying to over through his government as a victim who have lost their below fair. so these are really what do we, when we are being produced here?

since i'm not going the way we're ready to wait, you know what his trouble, i would not be part of my mother was forced back into exile to neighboring kenya for speaking out against leadership that she had spent decades and struggle with. another agreement in a piece installed to don vc this time to do that provides for mama, this thing finalized presidents and $550.00 members of follow up with after a series of failed attempts to restore peace, an agreement was reached in 2018. and now we find ourselves holding our branch the the. 4 4

the not the, not the leaving, the, the, i don't, i don't know if i want to buy a new image on the one the only got one for the, you know, the, i need to know that i'm going to be and one of the you could talk with you about the, the amount of which is due by the way, you boil it to the battery in my my unit one. now i didn't, wasn't done that in the while,

but don't do that. get the, the new piece agreement trying to the possibility of my mother joining a government of national unity. ringback for the deadline for it to be formed in november 2019. after years in exile we came home the . this is the land. my father gave his knife to land to which i feel d, t boned the

. c the inside so done, my father's image surrounds us. we imagine and remember, different versions of him. transform him into the here we can see the day he died as an armoire thursday. he is our founding father. our departed father of deliberation, struggle this. what about our mother who was here the

my family's my was done, accessed the when without them having to do that, you put to then 1st thing with them 6. could you say mine would be a design for a lot of my family is in some of the ones who left off and i wanted to highlight it for basic. we allow people to be mistreated. it helps me. i came over to the decision that both has given me that at to have a lot people the dorothy the

can m a film in the car with you last time ever been with you? i agree with it. okay, well i'm gonna meet him. okay. yeah, m o that come back and the president do i have to keep quiet about that? no, i don't even dream about it was no good. say we should be content with the what do we have? mm hm. yeah. yeah, it's to me. but to continue advising me because my children would come to the politics, which when you know, i'm queer now queer for the young quiz. mm hm. why don't you arrows for the getting young when you say about us, all of us, maybe you know when you are there, because what have been has politics? if i have to vote for a sibling and the vote for young good. yeah. the

and then the so, you know, i'm, i told i told you that i applied to them and um i applied for a piece of development studies. so i said i would rather study peace and confidence . right? yes. and, and how this hilde's, constant trauma off on trauma, on trauma, can continue to cause instability politically and can hold. peace is like because

the leadership is also trauma checks. it's not just the people time to go to the door that says to go to any of these details, you must have what you should use at home by says to the curtis, following and quitting from behind the camera. she seems so sure footed when the civil war broke out, she quit her job to help our mother. she's giving our new country her vote of confidence. it says though she's laying down the one bridge she has and hoping that more will follow the height of my when i look around japan capital, i see abandoned construction abandoned hope.

there aren't many viable ways to make a living because our economy is so dysfunctional. currency about a child and inflated i also see the blue chairs that got the streets from the small tea shops. most of them set up and run by women. some very young. they're trying to find a way i admire them to the same way as of delays and even more frustration for the african union. so for mention of the units, a government is open to it is crucial that new company works on the south

center and emerge real quick to to the deadline for government formation has come and gone. making the tenuous piece more fragile. and the weight, heavier, the, they're all waiting for things to get better, not for stronger peace and stability. but waiting for me as my mother's house is worlds apart from waiting elsewhere in the capital and beyond. it seems impossible to reconcile our experiences our privilege compared to the overwhelming

like that surrounds us. our traditions and modernity. my mother and bodies, this paradox like my father, she grew up poor with few opportunities. she also insisted that my sisters and i learn how to cook clean, take care of children. so that sunday we'd make good wives and mothers there never seemed to be a contradiction between these things for her. so now i wanted to ask with all these kids on the table. hm. you select the country has the capacity to hold young people's dreams.

so probably it was not to the country visually, the latest. good. and i believe is really so a lot of the young people degree in the country i would say for the time being not, do we have to wait until that leadership is gone? no, nothing your signature, nothing easier to see the. ringback ringback ringback ringback ringback ringback

people that don't have a problem with that point. 2 minutes of the 1st dental, 35 people that are part of the 20, the president the thing guys present the, the, the vice president, the, the, to the you know, are the only the the oh, thank you.

the on the 21st of february 2020 president sofa keys issued a decree appointing fiber vice presidents from opposing parties, including my mother. the, i remember just days before my father was sworn in as vice president, gathering the courage to ask my parents if everything was going to be okay. it sounds innocent, but i grew up with a sense of duty. that's f no room for doubt. that made it difficult to ask such questions

the i didn't know that i was going to be able to do like it goes for addition seems to be last another like like my facing the government is not only my face but don't get it. and i may have to be careful and what's the last thing we have the same thing. you should know by and be the one that we cannot work on. we need those ministers to be appointed, but that has been because of the the selection. i think the it is still a sticking point. they're fighting over the, the ministries,

and i'm far from it for the governor to throw me the women gender special olympics . and when the data with have go and they wanted to see the ministers went to the side for lying, but they don't know that the human human resources is the primary resource for the nation. i'm happy with it. the one busy then real popular that went on and said that i'm making a core against what brought it about 102013. why don't we do the governor? the homecoming 2nd accept president. there was an adviser for us and it was my position was there, but i was against. what do i do and as, as failed them as a ruling type. so an act always president, many times and president was not giving an e. s to this day. instead, bear with me as enemy, so he was against me. why am i saying that there was no clue? he said that i should have said that there was courses and these people, those up on the weekend and i will not accept that. so it was against that and that

was against the direction where they can assess been but the selection. i don't have any good ideas, sundays, but for me to come. yes, i was happy with the way he was taking things. yeah. he's in therapy, people still haven't forgiven him. yeah. yeah. to these people. i know godly people can forgive us for the full reason. another home. can i use what hotmail this hurry up is like hey, don't know how this interview going to come. interview me where my head is being caught. so really

the goal is this a week? notice my after a pub. this is how it is how i achieve. oh gosh the secrets i hear. the come on then into what ditch. wow, look, so we go. yeah. you look like march semester so when i 1st came to do that, i feel like i would cry almost every time like i was so sensitive is all of these things that i have to come to terms with like moving back. you're not speaking the language trying to kind of fit in trying to i was so conflicted. i didn't even know if i wanted it was, it was tough of the times and i would like,

i didn't even want to wake up because i didn't even have a job so i didn't know what i was doing. so so, so i'd go to, i'm a crying i'm, i don't know what's wrong with me and like, i couldn't even talk to people i communicate. so i've kind of and i know that mama black, everything's in ok. interesting writings. but um, this time i don't know why i just asked who i was come to crying like does what has the required for you like this? and she was like yeah, one time i don't know what happened. i think she was under a lot of pressure and she said that he cried for like 5 minutes describing when they were much younger. older it was during the movement days must have been made her a she's our last year. and it doesn't leave after when the, when i was not going to be to go

i remember thinking to myself, if anything were to happens in i could say i could manage, i could survive that losing him. but if anything was happened to momma, i couldn't survive that. and then i remember like scolding myself for it, thinking something like that. sometimes i forget his face sometimes. i mean just the on the paper, right. let me everywhere but like how it kind of makes me oh anyway. 2 i told myself that if anything kicks off again, i'm not going to be away happening. i'm going to be close to my. if there's any kind of insecure, it is 2013. i remember sitting by the tv speaking every day. i was like, i'm going to make it home. she didn't make, i was terrified. i think that trauma kind of stayed with me, but i think that's maybe the decision. maybe that was the decision that i took to come to you, but because i'm never going to happen that i'm away from my,

my assumption details or wherever i said, i wouldn't be the question as an, as why you chose not to to marry me. if there's less than that, i wouldn't think to ask, but someone else might, you know, how does that, why do we offer the why many matter what? some people get nobody to behave like my husband.

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the the view you have why, why would want to go to do here by so i have my on my to good. that's the vice president that as a vice president of the department of course also don. i have the inventor religious. i'm back to that if i'm going to go south. so have we got that i can now they come in from an email or whatever or this. thank you. thank you. thank you for the citizen. oh, good mind the internet at this place. i am addressing you today for the 1st time as one of the vice president brought in this position by the

large piece agreement on the most of the conflicts yourselves with us on this. so good a good country. we must, in the spirit refuse today, united together and move forward as one people the are you feeling when you're sworn in or do you live in now i'm thinking of what, how to begin to what i need to do. because expectation is immense,

is fast. expectation of the people and we as we do this, we shouldn't be sitting down and think of that. so when we receive that day, it's not a pipe. it's not a prestige, but they don't. people that's not so don't know what to this. the after the swearing and you questions are taking okay, what is the vision beyond the struggle? okay, the short history of our country a civil war, 2 years after independence and no into the instability insight.

my mother stepping into the role that my father died in will not be history, repeating itself. she's not going to be a martyr integration struggle. she will more than likely be remembered for what she does in this new position. and attacks in february this year wasn't very fast, that's about so to the also same emergency action for the security the region is talks about a roof estimate of the process is in and i've been waiting since the the have heat subsidized legion for the level has referred to movies into one other, have moved to destroy many homes and assessments that united nations office for the course emotional. you might have to run the fast phase, an estimate of 100 them to, to several 1000 sources. have already been discussed. now clear,

organize the mission to survey what people are calling the worst slides in our recorded history of the they've intensified existing problems. over 100000. people have lost their homes and livelihoods and many more have been affected. the less is still getting more, it's not the website i'm human that we need to documented now. and then also to, to start to see some areas you can identify small islands of higher ground. but there's some areas like this where it was completely slowly, far as you can see. and you can see over here, this is 0. this is what would be the road,

the village to 91 last time. yeah. the city, the water. certainly nothing's yet. people have to survive. yeah . so people lives, we're still going on. yeah. still continuing, but there was a request from the company. there would be the time that this thing can be please. wow. my have to just in or. 6 the

use of being the game with the the and what kind of by the, by the house was the ones that they did not the sides say i, you know,

do one, you know, i did the because i was part of the struggle. i wanted also to be part of the nation really wanted to do next. so i took it up on my side for us. i'm a citizen of this country. i wanted to see how i can contribute to the people to sort of kind of the same time on the omen. i'm at on motors today, the young ladies. so i wanted to to

mentor them in this girlfriend to let them know that anything is possible. the young ladies, a young man, the youth, indiana. no, we met, but we need to give them an opportunity. right now we're not doing that. what do we quoted for? where didn't go for so don't, but what was being done on as is where do i'm to our people are not even worse than what the enemy was doing to us. yes we have for you to come see for the creator has to come with with some advantages to the people. it's the

it looks like there's no peace on the other side of freedom and home is not a place of rest. i still don't know what it means to be so to nice. i do know that the promise of liberation and independence. it's not the reality of liberation and independence. the i look to my mother vanelle also to my sister and the young women who support their families by serving tea on the road side to the quiet forest, keeping things from entirely falling apart. we've been 10 years free. most of our compatriots are struggling to survive and we're still holding our friends, the

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