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the of the, my family story is inseparable from the story of my country. even though i've never really lived there, we moved around a lot and i grew up in x. so because of the war. ready ready ready the

my father founded the sedan peoples integration movement, the scale and in 1983. ready with my mother, by his side he led an armed struggle against and it's not to extend a mental us government based in the north of the country. for the self determination of the people in the south and democratic transformation of a whole country. it was a civil war characterized by ethnic as well as religious differences. the

other thing the other say oh no it is not the girl said oh no, it is not the way but it is on all the ideas that the the 500 different annoys visit to a man that was the i i would say it is a good score, the

in 2005. the are skillen and the student needs doesn't sign in historic piece agreement. the my father became vice president. it looked as though he was going to deliver on the promise of deliberations. 2

people were elated glucose. but it didn't last long on the morning of july 31st 2005 we woke up to the shopping news of the death of doctor john gonna be sworn in as the 1st vice president officer then become the 2nd most popular person in the country. my father spent 21 years at war and died after 21 days in office. the we took the country as a family, as my father's body. i'll never forget the sound of despair that started from a distance and rumbled like it was coming from the or the

my mother became a widow. the years she turned 50 the was 16 to her grease. she didn't only has a family to altogether. people began to call her mother's donation the oh yeah. oh. but the soon after we lost my father, my mother started sharing her dreams and fused with me. always in the early hours of the morning, she stepped into our country's political arena,

with the fear that my father died in vain and yearning for us her children. to come home. i decided to start filming, or mourning conversations in search of my mother's dreams. in search of home these photos, 1977. this picture spending 10, the babies might be a yeah. let me see. who do we have to bring it up? i don't know. that's okay. yeah. so this is my the quad. when was that mean? well, 20. now growing old, familiar with streaming my time. i don't know when i put the new eclipse with us. oh and my mother. mm hm. and this

picture is 1985 look at the i'm on the icon x folks. so everything is pretty high. my daughter to see while i missed it and i pressed personally, so that's what i want. that's how i wanted to leave my children. i didn't want to leave them in a country where people are divided into pieces even even to the on call. 6 years after we lost my father, the people of the south voted to separate from sudan in a referendum and a new country was born south sedan. we flooded the streets with renewed help and the new home, the

nation is full. see themselves to dawn is nothing less electric. just 2 years after independence. we fell back into another civil war to day and the struggle no longer for freedom. but these powers just within our own to night to begin with, claims of and attempted to insult to them. it started with our president, self acute accusing his deputy, the mature, and others of trying to overthrow his government as a victim who have lost their blood pressure. is really what we thought for one way or the other day. here, since i'm not going the way we were really weird, you know what his trouble i would not be part of my mother was forced back into exile to neighboring kenya for speaking out against

a leadership that she had spent decades and struggle with another agreement in a piece itself to don vc this time to do that provides for my mother thing. 5 vice president and 550 members of the pallet with old after a series of failed attempts to restore peace, an agreement was reached in 2018. and now we find ourselves holding our branch the with the now i'm not leaving the

i don't, i don't know if i want to buy a guy and you don't qualify for that. the only got one for the you know, that you on that up, i need to know that i'm going to be and one of the amounts you could tell much about the noise. you know, the problem, the amount of work is due by the way, your bill would, the, the, the, the, the, the, the the the only they get the,

the new piece agreement trying to the possibility of my mother joining a government of national unity for the deadline. for it to be formed in november 2019 after years in exile we came home the this is home land my father gave his knife to land to which i feel duty bound. the . c c the

inside so done, my father's image surrounds us. imagine and remember, different versions of him. transform him into the here we can see the day he died as an armoire thursday. he is our founding father. our departed father of deliberation. struggle is what about our mother who is here the my family's my was done,

accessed the when would you put to them 1st? the concepts, can you say mine will be a design for a lot of my family is i know some of the ones who left off and i wanted to has been for my sake, by the way of people to be mistreated, that had to me, came over to the decision that blood has given me that had to have the people deliberate all the can m a feeling in the car? was you last time ever been? would be okay with it. okay. well i'm gonna meet him so. okay. yeah. and the

back and the president. goodness, do i have to keep quiet about that? no, i don't even dream about it. why? no, god says that. we should be content with the what do we have? mm hm. yeah. yeah. it's too. but to continue advising me because my children would come to the politics, which when yeah, i'm queer now queer for them. the quiz. mm hm. when the new arrows, well they've got a young when you say about us, all of us, whether you know when you're there, because what had been handed to politics. if i have to vote for a sibling and the vote for young queered. yeah. the

the, the so you know, i'm, i told i told you that i applied to them and um, i applied for peace and development studies. so i said i would rather study piece fairly confident. right? yes. and, and how this hilde's constance trauma off on trauma one trauma can continue to cause instability, politically and can hold. peace is like because the leadership is also trauma. not just the people find time to go to the door that says through the interface,

because you must wonder your muscles for this is rita by says to the curtis following young queered from behind the camera. she seemed so sure footed when the civil war broke out, she quit her job to help our mother. she's giving our new country her vote of confidence. it says though she's laying down the one bridge she has, and hoping that more will follow the high admirer. when i look around japan capital, i see abandoned construction abandoned hope. there aren't many viable ways to make a living because our economy is so dysfunctional or currency about

a tile and inflated. i also see the blue chairs that got the streets from the small tea shops, most of them set up and run by women. some very young they're trying to find a way i admire them to the written a series of delays and even more frustration for the african union. the formation of the units of government is overdue. it is crucial that new government works ok, then i'll sit there and emerge real quick. oh, the deadline for government formation has come and gone. making the tenuous piece

more fragile. and the weight, heavier, the, they're all waiting for things to get better. not for stronger peace and stability, but waiting for me at my mother's house as worlds apart from waiting elsewhere in the capital and beyond. it seems impossible to reconcile our experiences our privilege compared to the overwhelming like that surrounds us. our traditions and modernity. my mother and bodies, this paradox like my father. she grew up poor with few

opportunities. she also insisted that my sisters and i learn how to cook clean, take care of children. so that sunday we'd make good wives and mothers there never seemed to be a contradiction between these things for her. so now i wanted to ask with all these kids on the table. mm hm. do you feel like the country has but for the past to hold young people's dreams? so probably this is not the the country visually. the lead is good and i believe is really so a lot of the young people to dream about the country. i would say for the time

being not or do we have to wait until that leadership is gone. nope. nothing your signature, nothing easier to see the. ringback the . ringback the. ringback ringback ringback the day of the month of february

why that would that point you made of the 1st dental fitness, optical stuff. that's part of the, the 20, the president. the thing guys present the, the, the vice president, the, to the you know, i don't need them to know what is the oh, thank you. thank you. and even from the

on the 21st of february 2020 president's self, a keys issued a decree, a pointing 5. but the vice president's from a closing parties, including my mother, the i remember just days before my father was sworn in as vice president, gathering the courage to ask my parents if everything was going to be ok. it sounds innocent, but i grew up with a sense of duty. that's f no room for doubt that made it difficult to ask such questions. the

i didn't know that i was going to be able to do like it goes for an addition seems to be last and i don't like my my facing the government is not only my face but doing good. and that has to be careful and or whatever the last time we have the same thing, you should know about it and be the one that we cannot work alone. we need those ministers to be appointed. but that assumed because of the the selection. i think it is still a sticking point that fighting over the the ministers and i'm far from it for the governor to throw me the women gender swisher limp every minute. that in with had to go and they wanted to see the ministers went to the side for lying,

like they don't know that the human human resources is the primary resource for the nation. i'm happy with it. the one busy then real popular. they went on and said that i'm making a core against what brought it about 102013. why don't we do the governor? the homecoming 2nd, except the president said, there was an advisor. can you put us into my position? was there, but i was against what when doing as, as can i said holding tight. so and i thought was president many times and president was not giving an ear. so this is debbie. i was taking me as enemy. so he wasn't being to me, why am i saying that there was no clue. he said that i should have said that there was close incentives between those up and then to be and i will not accept that. so it was against that. and i was against the direction we were thinking, this last billing, but the social and i don't have any good. i just didn't see my politic on it.

yes, i was happy with the way he was taking things. yeah. he's in therapy. people still haven't forgiven him. yeah. data discipline, i know godly people. they've got confirmed. give us the full reason another home. can i use what, how no just the up is like hey, don't know how this interview going to come. interview me where my head is being caught, especially so really the goal is this a week?

notice my after a pub this is how this how i achieve. oh gosh the secrets i hear. the come on then into what ditch. wow, look, so we go. yeah. you look like march sims so when i 1st came to do that, i feel like i would cry almost every time like i was so sensitive is all of these things that i have to come to terms with like moving back. you're not speaking the language trying to kind of fit in trying to i was so conflicted. i didn't even know if i wanted it was, it was tough of the times and i would like, i didn't even want to wake up because i didn't even have a job so i didn't know what i was doing. so so, so i'd go to them a crying i'm, i don't know what's wrong with me and like,

i couldn't even talk to people i communicate. so i've kind of, and i know that my, my black everything. ok, interesting writings. but um, this time, i don't know why i just asked who i was come to crying like this, what has the required for you like this? and she was like, yeah, one time i don't know what happened. i think she was under a lot of pressure and she said that he cried for like 5 minutes describing when they were much younger. older it was during the movement days. we must have been major issues our last year and i told somebody that's when the, when i was not going to be to go i remember thinking to myself, if anything were to happen to me, i could say i could manage. i could survive at losing him, but if anything was happened to momma, i couldn't survive that. and then i remember like scolding myself for it,

thinking something like that. sometimes i forget his face sometimes. i mean just the on the paper, right. let me everywhere. but like how it kinda makes me oh anyway of the. 2 i told myself that if anything keeps up again, i'm not going to be away happening. i'm going to be close to month. if there's any kind of insecure, it was 2013. i remember sitting by the tv speaking every day. i was like, i'm going to make it whole shouldn't make. i was terrified. i think that trauma kind of stayed with me, but i think that's maybe the decision. maybe that was the decision that i took to come to you, but because it, i'm never going to happen that i'm away from my mom. and this i'm just getting off or wherever kicking said i'm going to be the

question as and ask why you chose not to, to marry me. if there's less than that, i wouldn't think to ask, but someone else might know. i'm assuming why we offer the word many matter what, some people get nobody to behave like my husband of the

the the to the the, yeah, the the

review. you advised me, i would want to go to do here, but i still have my own might be good. and that's the vice president that as the wife, president of the department. of course, also don. i have the inventor religious. i'm back to the department of ourselves. so have we got that i can now they come in. i'm going to email over to the lord. thank you. thank you. thank you. so the citizen mind the internet at this place. i am addressing you today for the 1st time as one of the vice president brought in this position by the, by the large piece agreement on that as the most of the insults with them on

this. so good a good country. we must, in the spiritual, today, united together and move forward as one people the are you feeling when you're sworn in or do you live in now i'm thinking of what, how to begin to what i need to do because that's but patient is immense, is fast expectation of the people and we as we do this,

we shouldn't be sitting down and think of that. so when we receive that day, it's not a pipe. it's not the prestige but a comment. people that's also down on what you this the after the swearing and you questions are taking. okay, what is the vision beyond the struggle? ok. the short history of our country a civil war, 2 years after independence and no into the instability. insight my mother's tapping into the role that my father died in will not be history

repeating itself. she's not going to be a martyr integration struggle. she will more than likely be remembered for what she does in this new position. and then the taxes and this isn't versus outside of so to the also same emergency actions for the insecurity, the region is talks about a roof estimate of the process is in, in new haven line. since the, the have heat south region for the level has referred to louisa to run on it. have you says there's so many homes and assessments that united nations office for the quarter motion? are you mind to run the fast? save an estimate of $100.00 them to to several 1000 sources have already been discussed. you include organize the mission, to survey what people are calling the worst slides in our recorded history.

the of the they've intensified existing problems. over 100000 people have lost their homes and livelihoods and many more have been affected. the law is still getting what the website and even that we need to documented now. and then also to, to start to see some areas you can identify small islands of higher ground. but there's some areas like this where it was completely close up as far as you can see. and you can see over here, this is 0. this is what would be the around the village to $91.00 last time. yeah.

the sitting in the water selling nothings, yet people have to survive. yeah. so people lives, we're still going on. yeah. still continuing, but there was a request from the company. there would be the time that the sink and the police have to just in or the

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because i was part of the struggle. i wanted also to be part of the nation. really wanted to do that. so i took it up on my side of us. so i'm a citizen of this country, i wanted to see how i can contribute to the people themselves. so that kind of the same time on the omen. i'm the mother to the, to the young ladies. so i wanted to to mentor them in this deal. i'm going to let them know that nothing is possible. the

young ladies a young man, the youth in denton. oh no, we might, but we need to give them an opportunity. but now we're not doing that. what do we quoted for wedding the officer told me that what was being done on as is where i'm to our people now. even worse than what the enemy was doing to us this would have for you to come see, for the creator has to come with with some advantages to the people. it's the, it looks like there's no peace on the other side of freedom and home is not

a place of rest. i still don't know what it means to be solved. so denise, i do know that the promise of liberation and independence. it's not the reality of liberation and independence. the i love to my mother vanelle also to my sister, and the young women who support their families by serving t on the roadside. here the quiet forest keeping things from entirely falling apart . we've been 10 years free. most of our compatriots are struggling to survive and we're still holding our friends the

because in combining wind episode of how i can provide new offer to, you know, certainly it's a form of the source and that's also something new. i thought to every one can only imagine how many people to be employed in full really, again, changed it to india in 30 minutes on the w d. w. so on fix all we, in fact,

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