becomes more inflamed, the closer we get to the presidential election dw is janelle do milan pushing that from washington dc? that's all we have 5 full i minute groups that kevin, thanks so much for watching. the daily news. i've cc'ed the why don't you know people and what it's in just a 100 days. my parents because of my family. what cute. how was this age? i'm on a journey to find out about the rest of the 19 there to put them aside for games for to sit and rhonda. my name is some way to ship me here on my feet and makes sleep shaming history out documentary stuffs. april 6th on dw, the

the, the, the, my family story is inseparable from the story as my country. even though i've never really lived there. we moved around a lot and i grew up in x. so because of the war. ready the

my father founded the sedan peoples, and the peroration movement, the scale and in 1983 with my mother by his side, had an armed struggle against and it's nomic send a mental us government based in the north of the country for the self determination of the people in the south and democratic transformation of a whole country. it was a civil war characterized by ethnic as well as religious differences. the people that are the

other say oh no, it is not the other say oh no, it is not that way. but if these are not all the ideas that the good, the 500 different annoys this to a man that was the amendment the i, i would say it is against gore the

in 2005. the skillen and the sudanese government signed an historic peace agreement. the my father became vice president. it looked as though he was going to deliver on the promise for the liberation. some

people were elated glucose, but it didn't last long. on the morning of july, 31st, 2005 woke up to the shopping news of the death of doctor john gonna be sworn in as the 1st vice president officer to become the 2nd most powerful person in the country. my father spent 21 years at war and died after 21 days in office. the return of the country as a family is my father's body. i never forget the sound of despair that started from a distance and rumbled like it was coming from the or the

my mother became a widow. the years she turned 50 the i was 16 to her grease. she didn't only has a family to altogether. people began to call her mother's donation the oh yeah. oh but soon after we lost my father. my mother started sharing her dreams and fears with me. 2 always in the early hours of the morning,

she stepped into our country's political arena, with the fear that my father died in vain and yearning for us her children. to come home. i decided to start filming, or mourning conversations in search of my mother's dreams. in search of home these photos. 1977. let's good spending 10. the babies might be a yeah. let me see. let's see. do we have to bring it out? i don't know. that's okay. yeah. and this is my daughter quad. when was that? the 20 now growing old, familiar with the state of my time. i don't know when i put the eclipse with us. oh

and my mother. mm hm. and this picture is 1985. look at the amount that was your eye clinic spoke to her please. i pray hard my daughter to see while i miss the night for us personally. so that's what i want. that's how i wanted to leave my children. i didn't want to leave them in a country where people are divided into pieces even even to their own call. 6 years after we lost my father, the people of the south voted to separate from sudan in the referendum. and the new country was born. south sedan we flooded the streets with renewed help and the new home, the

nation is full, see themselves to dawn is nothing less than electric. just 2 years after independence. we fell back into another civil war after the struggle no longer for freedom. but these powers shut within our own good to night to begin with, claims of and attempted to insults. who does it started with our president? sells for cute, accusing his deputy back much, and others of trying to over through his government as a victim who have lost their blood pressure. is really what do we, what for one way of being produced here. since i'm not going the way we are the way you know what his trouble, i would not be part of. my mother was forced back into exile to neighboring kenya

for speaking out against leadership that she had spent decades and struggle with. another agreement in a piece itself to don pc this time to do that provides for mind that this thing finalized presidents and $550.00 members of parliament will hold after a series of failed attempts to restore peace, an agreement was reached in 2018 and now we find ourselves holding our branch the, the. 4 4 the not the pleasing the

i don't, i don't know. i went there by a guy and you don't qualify for that. the only got one for the, you know, the have, i need to know that i'm going to be and one of the you could tell me what you had that the noise, you know, the problem the amount of work is due by the way, you bought it a better job to the to modify the july when i did the done with don't do they get the,

the new piece agreement trying to the possibility of my mother joining a government of national unity for the deadline for it to be formed in november 2019 after years and exile we came home the this is home land, my father gave his knife to land to which i feel duty bound. the. c the

inside so done, my father's image surrounds us. we imagine and remember, different versions of him. transform him into the here we can see the day he died as an armoire thursday. he is our founding father. our departed father of the liberation, struggle. this. what about our mother who is here the my family's my was done,

accessed the when would you put to them 1st? the concepts can you say mine will be a design for a lot of my family. so they say no. some of the ones who left off and i went to my husband for basic we allow people to be mistreated. it helps me. i came over, it was a decision that both has given me that at to have a lot people the can m a filling in the car with you last time ever been? would be okay with it. okay. well i'm gonna be in the okay. yeah. am all right,

i'm back. i'm the president. or do i have to keep quiet about that? no, i don't even dream a lot. it was no good says that we should be content. what do we have? mm hm. yeah. yeah, it's to me. but to continue advising because my children will come to the politics, which when yeah, i'm queer now queer for the good young quiz. mm hm. why don't you arrows? well, they've got a young when you say about us, all of us, maybe you know when you are there because what they're doing and it's politics. if i have to vote for a sibling and the vote for young, clear. yeah. the

the, the so you know, i'm, i told i told you that i applied and um i applied for a piece of development studies. so i said i would rather study piece than conflict, right? yes and, and how this hilde's constance trauma off on trauma one trauma can continue to cause instability, politically and can hold peace is like, cuz the leadership is also trauma. not just the people trying to go through the door that says to go to any of these details. you must have one video mazda,

but he's supposed to be there by says the curtis, following young queered from behind the camera. she seemed so sure footed when the civil war broke out, she quit her job to help our mother. she's giving our new country her vote of confidence. it says though she's laying down the one bridge she has and hoping that more will follow the i had my when i look around japan capital, i see abandoned construction abandoned hope. there aren't many viable ways to make a living because our economy is so dysfunctional. currency to monetize and

inflated. i also see the blue chairs that got the streets from the small tea shops. most of them set up and run by women. some very young. they're trying to find a way i admire them to the same way as of delays and even little frustration for the african union. the for mention of the units a government is oh, but do it is crucial that new company works on the south center and it works real quick on the deadline for government formation has come and gone. making the tenuous piece

more fragile and the weight, heavier, the they're all waiting for things to get better. not for stronger peace and stability . but waiting for me at my mother's house. as worlds apart from waiting elsewhere in the capital and beyond. it seems impossible to reconcile our experiences our privilege compared to the overwhelming light that surrounds us. our traditions and modernity. my mother in bodies this paradox. like my father,

she grew up poor with few opportunities. she also insisted that my sisters and i learned how to cook clean, take care of children. so that sunday we'd make good wives and mothers there never seemed to be a contradiction between these things for her. so now i wanted to ask with all these kids on the table. hm. you select the country heritage but capacity to hold young people's dreams. so probably it was new to the country vision, the latest good. and i believe designated for a lot of the young people degree in the country. i would say for the time being not

to do, we have to wait until that leadership is gone. no, nothing your signature, nothing uses that. you'll see that we come into the . ringback the . ringback the always may be going yeah.

why did that do here? with that point you made of the vice president of the company for that part of the let's see the 20, the vice president, the, the thing guys present the, the, the vice president, the, to the you know, i've only been to the

on the 21st of february 2020 president self. a keys issued a decree, a pointing 5, but the vice president's from a closing parties, including my mother, the i remember just days before my father was sworn in as vice president, gathering the courage to ask my parents if everything was going to be ok. it sounds innocent, but i grew up with a sense of duty that left no room for doubt. that made it difficult to ask such questions. the

i didn't know that i was going to be able in addition to the light, it was for an addition seems to be last and i don't like life. my facing the government is not only my face, but don't get it. and i may have to be careful with the last thing we have the same thing. you should know by and be the one that we cannot work on. we need those ministers to be appointed. but that has been because of the the selection. i think the it is still a sticking point. yeah. fighting over the the ministries and i'm far from it for they just want her to throw me the women gender special olympics. and when the data move have go in that they wanted to see the ministers were on the side for lane. let them know that the human human resources,

the primary resources for the nation. and i'm happy with it. the one busy then real popular. they went on and said, i'm gonna give you a call again, sir. what was it about 102013. why don't we do the governor? the homecoming 2nd, except the president said, there was an advisor. can you put us into my position? was there, but i was against what we're doing as, as problems as a ruling patty. so an act always president, many times i'm president was not giving an ear. so this is the way that can me as enemy. so he was against me. why am i saying that there was no clue? he said that i should have said that there was close and then these people, those up and then the weekend. and i will not accept that. so it was against that, you know, was against the direction we were thinking. this has to be a man, but the structure and i don't have any good. i just didn't cement for you to come.

yes, i was happy with the way he was thinking things. yeah, he's in therapy, people still haven't forgiven him. yeah. yeah. to these people. i know godly people can forgive us for another for reason another home. can i use one home? no just the up is like hey, don't know how this interview going to come. interview me where my head is being caught. that's very so really the goal. is this a week?

notice my pub. this is how this how i achieve. oh gosh the secrets i hear. the come on then into what ditch. wow. you look so we go. yeah. you look like march semester so when i 1st came to do that, i feel like i would cry almost every time like i was so sensitive is all of these things that i have to come to terms with like moving back. you're not speaking the language trying to kind of fit in trying to i was so conflicted. i didn't even know if i wanted it was, it was tough of the times and i would like and didn't even want to wake up because they didn't even have a job. so i didn't know what i was doing. so so, so i'd go to them a crying say i'm, i don't know what's wrong with me and like,

i couldn't even talk to people, i communicate. so i've kind i know that i'm, i'm a black. everything. ok, interesting the writings. but um, this time, i don't know why i just asked who i was come to crying like does what has the required for you like this? and she was like yeah, one time i don't know what happened. i think it was under a lot of pressure and she said that he cried for like 5 minutes describing when they were much younger. older it was during the movement days must have been major issues are last year and it doesn't leave after in the when i left not only to i remember thinking to myself, if anything were to happen to i could say i could manage like i could survive that losing him, but if anything was happened to momma, i couldn't survive that. and then i remember like scolding myself for even thinking

something like that. sometimes i forget his face sometimes. i mean just the paper, right, let me everywhere. but like how it kinda makes me oh anyway, the. 2 i told myself that if anything kicks off again, i'm not going to be away happening. i'm going to be close to my. if there's any kind of insecure, it is 2013. i remember sitting by the tv speaking every day. i was like, i'm going to make it home. she didn't make, i was terrified. i think that trauma kind of stayed with me, but i think that's maybe the decision. maybe that was the decision that i took to come to you, but i'm never going to happen that i'm away from my mouth. and this i'm just getting off or wherever i said i wouldn't be the

use of your question as an as why you chose not to to marry me. if there's less than that, i wouldn't think to ask, but someone else might say, no. let me see why we will find out why many matter what some people get nobody to behave like my husband

in law still to the the . 2 2 the,

the to the the, yeah, the the review. you advised me, i would want to go do here by so have my on my to good. that's the vice president

that as a vice president of the department of themselves. so that i have the inventor religious. i'm back to regions, but if i'm going to go south, so have me got that i can now they come in from an email or whatever or this. thank you. thank you. thank you for the citizen. oh, good. mind the internet at this place. i am addressing you today for the 1st time as one of the vice president brought in this position by the, by the large piece agreement on the resolution to the conflict is also done on this. so good a good country. we must,

in the spirit refuse today, united together and move forward as one people the feeling when you're sworn in do you live in now? i'm thinking of what, how to begin to what i need to do. because expectation is immense, is fast. expectation of the people and we as we do this, we should be sitting down and think of that. so when we receive that day, it's not

a pipe. it's not a prestige, but they can't. people that's not so don't know what to this. the after the swearing and you questions are taking okay, what is the vision beyond the struggle? ok. the short history of our country a civil war, 2 years after independence and no into the instability. insight my mother's tapping into the role that my father died in will not be history repeating itself. she's not going to be a martyr integration struggle. she will more than likely be remembered for what she

does in this new position and attack. so yeah, that's, that's about so to the also emergency actions for the insecurity, the region is talks about a roof estimate of the lease is in, in new haven rings. and the heat subsidized on blue region for the level has referred to movies into one of the have new says, there's so many homes and assessments that united nations office for the course emotional. you might have to run the fast food, an estimate of $100.00 them to, to several 1000 sources. have already been discussed. now clear, organize the mission to survey what people are calling the worst slides in our recorded history of

the they've intensified existing problems. over 100000. people have lost their homes and livelihoods and many more have been affected. the less is still getting more, it's not the website and even that we need to documented now and then also to, to start to see some areas you can identify small islands of higher ground. but there's some areas like this where it was completely slowly, far as you can see. and you can see over here, this is know, this is what would be the around the village to 91 last time. yeah. the sitting in the water selling nothings,

yet people have to survive. yeah. so people lives we're still going on. yeah. still continuing, but there was a request for me to cover that. there would be the time that this thing can be please. wow. my have to just the in or the

you are being the only game with the the and what kind of by the, by the house was the ones that they did not the um won't do much by. okay. i mean, well, no, no, no, no, no, no, no big one. you got my key. i did the

because i was part of the struggle. i wanted also to be part of the nation really wanted to do next. so i took it upon myself as a citizen of this country of the i wanted to see how i can contribute to the people to sort of kind of the same time on the one i'm the mother to the, to the young ladies. so i wanted to to mentor them in this deal. i'm going to let them know that anything is possible. the

young ladies, a young man, the youth in denton. oh no, we must. but we need to give them an opportunity. now we are doing that. what do we call for wedding? the officer told them what was being done on as is waiting until our people are now even worse than what the enemy was doing to us. yes we have for you to come see for the creator has to come with with some advantages to the people. it's the it looks like there's no peace on the other side of freedom and home is not

a place of rest. i still don't know what it means to be self, sit in these. i do know that the promise of liberation and independence. it's not the reality of liberation and independence. the i look to my mother vanelle also to my sister and the young women who support their families by serving t on the road side to the quiet forest, keeping things from entirely falling apart. we've been 10 years free. most of our compatriots are struggling to survive and we're still holding our friend the,

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