western cities including levine, close to the polish board and we will end it there up next. it's doc film, no simple way home. unlike the local thanks for watching dw and bye for now, the 1000000 people in just a 100 days. my parents and the big bunch of my family were killed. i was this age drive to i'm on a journey to find out about the russo the 19 are to put you on the side produce for to see through under my name is some way to shimmer. i'm a student makes sleep shaming history out documentary stuff. april 6th on dw the

the my family story is inseparable from the story as my country. even though i've never really lived there, they moved around to not and i grew up in x, so because of the war. ready the

my father founded the saddam peoples, and the peroration movement, the feeling in 1983 with my mother by his side he led an armed struggle against and it's not to extend a mental this government faced in the north of the country for the self determination of the people in the south and democratic transformation of the whole country. it was a civil war characterized by ask nick, as well as religious differences, the people that are those in the country.

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in 2005 the are skillen and the student needs doesn't sign in historic piece agreement. the my father became vice president. it looked as though he was going to deliver on the promise of deliveries and

people were elated to local but it didn't last long. on the morning of july 31st 2005 we woke up to the shopping news of the death of doctor john got up. can be sworn in after the 1st vice president auster then become the 2nd most powerful person in the country. my father spent 21 years at moore and died after 21 days in office. the we toured the country as a family, as my father's body. i never forget the sound of despair that started from a distance and rumbled like it was coming from the or the

my mother became a widow. the year she turned 50 the i was 16 to her grease. she didn't only has a family to altogether. people began to call her mother's donation the oh yeah. oh but soon after we lost my father. my mother started sharing her dreams and fears with me. 2 always in the early hours of the morning,

she stepped into our country's political arena, with the fear that my father died in vain and yearning for us her children. to come home. i decided to start filming, or mourning conversations in search of my mother's dreams. in search of home, these photos, 1977. this good spending 10 the babies might be a yeah. let me see. let's see. do we have to bring it out? i don't know. that's okay. yeah. so this is my quad. when was that mean we're printing now growing old. familiar. what do you spend my time? i don't know when i put the eclipse with us. oh my mother. mm

hm. and this picture is 1985 look at the i'm on the eye clinic folks. so everything is pretty hot, my daughter to see while i'm it's still a nice for us, but at least that's what i want. that's how i wanted to leave my children. i didn't want to leave them in a country where people are divided into pieces even even to the on call. 6 years after we lost my father, the people of the south voted to separate from sudan in the referendum. and the new country was born. south sedan we flooded the streets with renewed help and the new home,

the nation is full, see themselves to dawn is nothing less than electric. just 2 years after independence. we fell back into another civil war after the struggle no longer for freedom. but the power struggle within our own tonight. so it began with planes of an attempt to cool and sell to them. it started with our president, sales for kids accusing his deputy, the uk much and others of trying to over serve his government as a victim who have lost their below fair. so these are really what do we, when we are being produced here, since i'm not going the way we are, the way you know what his trouble, i would not be part of my mother was forced back into exile to neighboring kenya

for speaking out against leadership that she had spent decades and struggle with another agreement in a piece itself to don the see this time to do that provides for my mother thing. 5 vice presidents and 550 members of follow up with after a series of failed attempts to restore peace, an agreement was reached in 2018 and now we find ourselves holding our branch the, the. 4 loan, the not the pleasing the,

the, i don't, i don't know if i want to buy a new job, but when i only got one for the up, i need to know that i'm going to be and one of the amounts you can tell me what you add up the noise. do you know that up on the amount of what is due by the way, you bought it, a job to the but in my my unit when i wasn't done with don't do they get the,

the new piece agreement trying to the possibility of my mother joining a government of national unity. ringback for the deadline for it to be formed in november 2019. after years in exile we came home the this is home land my father gave his knife to land to which i feel duty bound. the. c the

inside so done, my father's image surrounds us. imagine a new member, different versions of him. transform him into the here we can see the day he died as an armoire thursday. he is our founding father. our departed father of deliberation, struggle this. what about our mother who is here? the my family's my, what? i don't accept that when would you put to then

1st thing with them 6, could you say mine would be a design for a lot of my family is i know some of the ones who left off and i went to my husband for basic we allow people to be mistreated, that had to me i came over to the decision that both has given me that at to have a lot people the can i'm assuming the car was you last time ever been would be okay with it. okay, well i'm gonna be the oh okay. yeah. and the come back and the

president. do i have to keep quiet about that? no, i don't even dream a lot. it was no good. say we should be content with the what do we have? mm hm. yeah. yeah, it's to me but to continue advising because my children would come to the politics . which one? yeah, i'm queer now. queer for them. yeah. mm hm. well, i mean these arrows, well, they've got a young when you say about it's all of us. maybe you know when you are there, because the being hans politics, if i have to vote for a sibling and the vote for young. good. yeah. the

and then the so, you know, i'm, i told i told you that i applied to them and um i applied for peace and development studies. so i said i would rather study peace and conflict, right? yes. and, and how this hilde's constance trauma off on trauma one trauma can continue to cause instability, politically and can hold peace is like because the leadership is also trauma. not just the people that don't have access to both are and if they see that it's even less of the ones that are most of

what do you read at home vices to the following young queered from behind the camera. she seemed so sure footed when the civil war broke out, she quit her job to help our mother. she's giving our new country her vote of confidence. it says though she's laying down the one bridge she has and hoping that more will follow the height of my when i look around japan capital, i see abandoned construction abandoned hope. there aren't many viable ways to make a living because our economy is so dysfunctional. currency about

a child and inflated i also see the blue chairs that got the streets from the small tea shops. most of them set up and run by women. some very young. they're trying to find a way i admire them to the written a series of delays and even little frustration for the african union. the for mention of the units, a government is over to it is crucial that new company works on the south center and emerge real quick to to the deadline for government formation has come and gone. making the tenuous piece

more fragile and the weight, heavier, the way we're all waiting for things to get better. not for stronger peace and stability. but waiting for me at my mother's house. as worlds apart from waiting elsewhere in the capital and beyond. it seems impossible to reconcile our experiences our privilege compared to the overwhelming light that surrounds us. our traditions and modernity. my mother and bodies, this paradox like my father,

she grew up poor with few opportunities. she also insisted that my sisters and i learned how to cook clean, take care of children. so that sunday we'd make good wives and mothers there never seemed to be a contradiction between these things for her. so now i wanted to ask with all these kids on the table. hm. you select the country heritage but for the past to hold young people's dreams. probably it was new to the country vision, the latest word. and i believe that 80 so a lot of the young people are degree and my mind the country i would say for the

time being not or do we have to wait until that leadership is gone? no, nothing's your signature. nothing easier. you'll see that we come into the . ringback the guys. ringback ringback the always may be going yeah.

why did that? don't have a problem with that point. you made of the 1st dental set of companies that are part of the let's see the 20, the president the thing guys present the, the, the, the vice president, the, the, to the, you know, are the only the the oh, thank you. the

on the 21st of february 2020 president sells the keys, issued a decree, a pointing 5 of the vice president's from a closing parties, including my mother. the, i remember just days before my father was sworn in as vice president, gathering the courage to ask my parents if everything was going to be okay. it sounds innocent, but i grew up with a sense of duty. that's f no room for doubt. that made it difficult to ask such questions. the

i didn't know that i was going to be able in addition to the like, it goes for an addition seems to be elias. and i don't like, like my facing the government is not only my face, but don't go to them. has to be careful the what the last thing we have the same thing. you should know about it and be the one that we cannot work on. we need those ministers to be appointed, but that has been because of the the selection. i think the it is still a sticking point. you know, fighting over the, the ministries and i'm far from it for the governor to throw me the women gender special olympics. and when it didn't have gold and they wanted to see the ministers read the dollar sign for lying. but they don't know that the human human resources

is the primary, this us for the nation. and i'm happy with it. the one busy then real popular. they went on and said that i'm making a core against what brought it about 102013. why don't we do the governor? the homecoming 2nd, except the president said, there was an advisor. can you put us into my position? was there, but i was against what we're doing as, as i said, rolling 30. so and i thought was president many times and president was not giving an e s to this day instead, bear with me as enemy. so he wasn't being to me, why am i saying that there was no clue. he said that i should have said that there was close incentives between those up and then the weekend. and i will not accept that. so it was against that. and i was against the direction we were thinking, this last billing, but the social and i don't have any good. i just didn't submit for you to come.

yes, i was happy with the way he was taking things. yeah. he's in therapy. people still haven't forgiven him. yeah. data. these people i know godly people. they've got can for give us the full reason another home. can i use what, how no? just the up is like hey, don't know how this interview going to come. interview me where my head is being caught. so really the goal.

is this a week? notice my effort pub. this is how this how i achieve. oh gosh the secrets i hear. the come on then into what ditch. wow. you look so we go. yeah. you look like march semester so when i 1st came to cuba, i feel like i would cry almost every time like i was so sensitive is all of these things that i have to come to terms with like moving back. you're not speaking the language trying to kind of fit in trying to i was so conflicted. i didn't even know if i wanted it was, it was tough or the times and i would like, i didn't even want to wake up because i didn't even have a job so i didn't know what i was doing. so so, so i'd go to them a crying say i'm, i don't know what's wrong with me and like,

i couldn't even talk to people i communicate. so i've kind of and i know that mama black, everything's ok and she's sitting right things. but um, this time, i don't know why i just asked who i was come to crying like this, what has the required for you like this? and she was like, yeah, one time i don't know what happened. i think it was under a lot of pressure. and she said that he cried for like 5 minutes describing when they were much younger. older it was during the movement days must have been made or is our last year and it doesn't leave after when the, when i was not going to be to go i remember thinking to myself, if anything were to happens in, i could say i could manage i could survive that losing him, but if anything was happened to momma, i couldn't survive that. and then i remember like scolding myself for it,

thinking something like that. sometimes i forget his face sometimes. i mean just the on the paper, right. let me every word but like how it kinda makes me the o anyways the . 2 i told myself that if anything kicks off again, i'm not going to be away happening. i'm going to be close to month. if there's any kind of insecure, it was 2013. i remember sitting by the tv speaking every day. i was like, i'm going to make it whole, she wouldn't be. i was terrified. i think that trauma kind of stayed with me, but i think that's maybe the decision. maybe that was the decision that i took to come to you because it, i'm never going to happen that i'm away from my mouth. and this i'm just getting off. or wherever. i wouldn't be the

question as and ask why you chose not to to marry me. if there's less than that, i wouldn't think to ask, but someone else might, you know, let me see why we will find out why many matter what? some people get nobody to behave like my husband you know

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the to the the, the of a, uh, yeah the the view is what i would want to go to do here by so i have my own might be good as the

vice president, that as the wife, president of the department, of course, also don. i have the faithful inventor religious. i'm back to the public. so have me got that i can now they come in. i'm going to email over to the lord. thank you. thank you. thank you. so the citizen. oh good mind the internet at this place. i am addressing you today for the 1st time as one of the vice president brought in this position by the, by the large piece agreement on the resolution to the conflict is also done on this. so good a good country. we must in. there's beautiful views today,

united together and move forward as one piece. the how are you feeling when you're sworn in or do you live in now i'm thinking of what, how to begin? what have you to do? because expectation is immense, is fast. expectation of the people and we actually do this, we should be sitting down and think of that. so when we receive that they,

it's not a pipe, it's not a prestige. but they tell people that's not so down on what you this the after the swearing and you questions are taking. okay, what is the vision beyond the struggle? ok. the short history of our country a civil war, 2 years after independence and no into the instability. insight my mother stepping into the role that my father died in will not be history repeating itself. she's not going to be a martyr integration struggle. she will more than likely be remembered for what she

does in this new position and attacks and yeah, that's, that's about so to be also same emergency action for the insecurity. the region is talks about a roof estimate of the process is in and i've been waiting since the the have heat, subsidized legion for the level has referred to losing to one other have moved to destroy many homes and assessments that united nations office for the quarter 1000000 or you might have to run the fast, save an estimate of $100.00 them to to several 1000 sources. have already been discussed. now clear organize the mission to survey what people are calling the worst slides in our recorded history. the of the

they've intensified existing problems. over 100000 people have lost their homes and livelihoods and many more have been affected. the law is still getting what is not the website i'm human that we need to documented now and then also to, to start to see some areas you can identify small islands of higher ground. but there's some areas like this where it was completely slowly tight as you can see. and you can see over here, this is 0. this is what would be the road the village to 91 last night and yeah. the sitting in the water selling nothings yet

people enough to survive. yeah. so people lives, we're still going on is still continuing, but there was a request from the company that would be the time that this thing can be placed. wow. my have to just the a man or the

you are being the only game with the the the the what i have i have oh, wow. the, the sides. say i, you know, the one, you know, i did the

because i was part of the strongest. i wanted also to be part of the nation really wanted to do next. so i took it upon myself as a citizen of this country of the i wanted to see how i can contribute to the people to sort of kind of the same time on the one of the, the, the young ladies. so i wanted to to mentor them in this girlfriend to let them know that anything is possible. the

young ladies, a young man, the youth and dana know we met, but we need to give them an opportunity. but now we're not doing that. what do we quoted for where i didn't go for sort of that what was being done on as a way to do until our people are now even worse than what the enemy was doing to us . yes we have for you to come see for the creator has to come with with some advantages to the people. it's the it looks like there's no peace on the other side of freedom and home is not

a place. so 1st, i still don't know what it means to be substituting these. i do know that the promise of liberation and independence. it's not the reality of liberation and independence. the i love to my mother, but now also to my sister and the young women who support their families by serving t on the roadside. here the quiet forest keeping things from entirely falling apart . we've been 10 years free. most of our compatriots are struggling to survive and we're still holding our friends, the

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