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but i'll go take them so that in the i do it every day in the morning and sometimes in the evening look. so i can concentrate today and focus of sales. so a lot of the posts i learned of this at drama school. you get into a flow video and if you're in the flow state, if you, if you have a direction, then everything is fine. before a report on both sides of it. also the court and douglas not face the back when i was at the film and acting school. and sophia was quoted was i acted in a movie for the 1st time. and it was a hollywood production with young cloud van dam golf longer and other stars. the youth is an interesting but what else thought of this and could look with logic let these days i'm not known as an actor. but as

a mayor for them is not the youngest mayor in bull gary, i will go to talk to him. no, it's certainly not what i had in mind for my life lesson was originally let's get this stuff. spinal cords of, of the, on the phone calls to cut some out. i know done the modeling of from my childhood on to we often spend our vacations here and nobody knows what's the law my father was born here. so was my grandfather's really good a lot to manage. it looks like the usability of the safety election should be held much more often. for someone else was mayor here for

4 years. again, nothing happened to the people were forgotten, to slip through the road was quickly pay just before the election is what we're actually being rob and the no, it is, but i don't. those are good to go to the back. i'd better stop. that's too much information from us though. hey, what's it? so then what, what sort of symbol close to him is minutes? maybe they'll vote for me again. then i'll rebuild what no longer exists. this isn't worse, infrastructure from culture and hope. this felt political politics is confusing for lunch. what is democracy? the ultimately it's the people with money that determine the lives of others a lot the both of the class, that's how many people think you are involved. gary of chairs,

the relative is up to looking at the spouse to a we have a problem with our river twice a year. it turns gray and the entire eco system dies out. it changes color in a matter of seconds. follow the frogs disappear the ducks on the job lease and now my fish, even the allergies. and i'm lazy and i was pulling around with what else to 1000. a year ago, some residents complained she was here for the would you, someone even wrote something about it in the local newspaper. so to, and then i just want us to put them in a luxury on chapter. got a call from the administration of the entire district, but she put in the level of stuff he was told he didn't know we were dealing with less than one. so a lot of it was a partial, very dubious. last question. what else led

to the problem is that the state and the entire system is set up like that was for the russian and nepotism for the last time. that's why so many young people are leaving their fleeting from this injustice and bulgaria folder for the 12. 0 god, people have the feeling that everything is dying out here was i mean and that there is no help. now on the list of the, the,

the last time it was the goes to the house i live in, belonged to my great grandparents and, and even the generations before them and what the status is or the book doing a good 5. what am i going to get with somebody to point to see malcolm when i came to live and during the miles, you know, i was fed off with big cities, listen to the noise and all that. i wanted to get away from it all and i see that if i was settled on, i'm on a think i was on the theater stage in china, new york and london of us and in between. i wanted to relax and recharge neil

across the house. what the somebody said to the customer, someone to, to see the, i'm the exception in my family. my father likes to say i'm a circus person. if you don't go into business and earn good money that you can forget. and like pivoting up to that, to me for, as my mother has always supported me. so it's thanks to her that i've continued in this direction for the acting and film can a, the to the

who do those you have to study uh, what some of to tell us back then a friend kept asking me the same questions or thoughts, but what do you like to be mayor of doing the modeling now? is i thought he was joking, but he said next year there are elections and you're a good fit for this village. you can achieve something that you asked me over and over again. and then i stood for election me that was compressed nicely that you said you got what follows is that i felt that it was a little. it was a game for both sides look like playing on the stage. but in real life, they have to and suddenly it became reality is because surprisingly people chose me here in this room and they put me on their shoulders and stole and apply so much kind of book the book. then they sent me down at a table. there was music and everyone danced around me. and so i sat there and stared at the wall. i thought, damn opponents,

what have you done with your life now? he missed a couple of the in the city. so of course i regretted it for just take a look out there for you, but there are lots of people living here. i think what, what do i do with them all? now, what does a me or actually do we got to go to? i had absolutely no idea what this of course, that scared me, people had expectations of me and i had no idea where to start. because for the the i i see that i have to sell to them. and i know that 1st i played the role that was like the circus for me. and then after 3 months i wanted to quit and leave the

residents wouldn't let me reset. the like, people came to me every day to change my mind was they said that they had put their trust in me and that they would help me with sort of the let it it because the just let me think about that as to learn a lesson on products and license, uh they told me about

a bulgarian problem and i don't know what else into that. it says that once you've started dancing, you have to finish the found, say the things you months go to the point. once you've started, it's a commitment whether you like it or not. so i stayed all the colors on this. i'm not going to be full young co came to the village. it was desolate simons. how can i push it? young kind of brings people here from out signs, but we can sing and dance with. and when he dances himself, everyone dunces with him. oh, life was suddenly beautiful and fun. man was still good for the following system. multiple play unless this point and i'm going to think i felt a little must allergic and in many of my generation fled to western you rebels. and so i began to share experiences with those who stayed. i little want them to help them go the go to the left to know and together we change something that is to,

you know, created a new reality. is going to be fine. know what else the a lot of cars are. there are people who say this is what fate has decreed. but we alone are our destinies. because we make the decisions for ourselves. secondly, but we're

just a pick up and she's going to work quite mid to end the to the left and were sent over to the sink when i stood for election is mayor. my father said to me, because you know, this is the smartest decision you have ever made for the most sensible thing you've ever done like that. my mother was also convinced that i would achieve some things to pursue the last 3 autonomy. those called about the now my parents are asking me about something else. 50 people get a late and i didn't wash the bottom their poking me. i know i'd like to have

a family one day, but it's not the right moment yet. does me so of a simple testament to put it out to kind of think that's on file. so i was just talking to my girlfriend about this the other day. i asked her when the moment would come when we would live like normal people. and she said, what does normal people actually mean? normal people are even crazier than we are supposed to talk to the email to confirm. but there was another thing in bulgaria and i was able to, if you want to make god last week because of the make plans that us last go for the, for this plan with uh, 2 boxes which we are looking into this. and that's why i'm not making any more

plans. i'm here now. and if i continue on my own path, i'll get there eventually and see what it is. well, the, that's a but life beats the movies about what seems clear to they may look completely different tomorrow. the only thing that counts is the here, and now the time the you will kick your mom's group assessed him. i think i was born with music. that's

how i feel inclined because i started singing before i could speak to them. i, at least that's what my mother told me to wish me that i was lying in bed as a little baby and was already homing music because i'm really what i heard on tv or the radio video that i do. that's how i remember myself, the thing and consuming the content. the deal on this with this video. and i was born in siberia more than 40 years ago and she moved my parents come from the republic of moldova, both from northwest to robbie and the we've. my home is mainly moldova. adjust the

custom one to if we talk about this home in the physical sense, this is the place where i live, which and where the band is put on the musicians i've worked with. it's my family in a way, and, but i mean, to get a definitive seminar. acosta. acosta does a c h da da, let's you lock us up and to me is to shoot them in. yeah. so if that's how you define, how in up into present, it's here by selling you. but house for me is also in romania and then i also felt at home and you've trained this issue because i am of ukrainian just sense as well . but the just, i also felt at home in russia when i traveled there, it wasn't because when i was born daughter, it was all in one country. we all grew up with the same literature, the same schumer, the same joke. yeah, they circulated everywhere. i think we all have the same furniture with someone. i mean there were things that were very similar in this whole region the provide to put a de la mancha at a to resell it. and so there came

a point when i had to choose between university and music. and if i'm using my family, was pressuring me to study journal, isn't it isn't. so i chose that pass. come, i started working as a journalist in the 1st few years supply studies and domain. but after years in journalism and politics book, i realized that they were all just the levels odessa, some new student who that the mutual and the, the cutting down because of 30 to 30, or i'm at andre in 2010 exam. and we got married soon after going through and that was a phase in which i had some stability in my life that we loved hiking house and we loved being in the mountains as both of us. i'm the ones that you put them into condo, me to say it on the quantity. i see in 2015. i was in the mountains with andre, and we were in the truck riley in romania over to the,

in an area that felt kind of strange. a bit of gloss, we realized it was dangerous because i saw signs that an avalanche had gone down in front of us and we decided to turn back. we were already on the way back and it was a doing that boy. mm. shifts the woman's dash up. that's how these things happen. specialists and i don't know so much to andre. at one point she made a tiny movement of got a one wrong movement. and he slipped and slipped and slipped. jacob golden, all the way to the bottom of the slope, who it was a very deep ravine. 400 meters, deep sea man. and uh, yeah, a tooth, a so called a 9 something collected and this was taken an hour before the accident happened. instead of the night before, he kept insisting that i think, he kept saying same thing. it was up. but again, i don't know which to me as if he felt something as if it was the last message he left the back them. so he kept saying, please saying, please saying, look,

we were in a hot new process and i had a little guitar with me and i thing and said, but i am singing. and then he said, well, the keeps thinking that i send the check the, the should, i don't know if music would have become my profession if andre were still alive or should, i think i would have taken a different path in life that she for. so i mean it would have started a family, had children go. 2 to us to the, to samples on what happened back then left, a huge mark on me. and i think part of me died with him here. i was completely

destruct for a while session, and i couldn't even sing anymore. whenever i sang, i started to cry to bounce the constituents of play. mm hm. oh cool. my pretends to them, you know, that's a good addition to this, but i couldn't go back to my old life too. so i understood at the time that not a single compromise i had made up to that point, have made any sense yet. and when i realized how fleeting life is going to, i'm how a person can be gone from one second to the next. i asked myself, what are we in this world for us to make live compromises and to come to buy things? what for to or the or not in the after a year of complete darkness involve them. i came across these guys and we found

that the band via dot com that could go into a subcategory and i did go to our paths crossed just like that, that i'm sure sometimes you get the feeling that there is a higher power guiding our pass. so suddenly these guys come along and we try to make music together to complete the meaning we scuffled some of the sheet for me, music was healing and i know exactly what kind of music them which was healed by a certain type of music, a certain sound this and now i understand that i have to pay tribute to what music has given me. i don't believe that beautiful claude will tell me

formally, a higher good. that's what we're bringing back folklore in, but not in it's archaic form that you got not in the original and then the city, but in combination with modern music. and because i've been moving within different styles all my life anyway and wondering if there's a find that interesting teen them, especially as music is a universal heritage and extend them. she said they want to come, we are aware of our routes, but we're looking to connect with other cultures such as. and that's what i really love about our time today. this freedom that people didn't have a few generations ago. i mean, why don't you know, but the just to push to be thought is, well, they couldn't travel, just change their location and go to festivals. for example, none of that existed to medical office developers names thought the kids task 3 or a few a

nice system. it's this mix to me which contains elements of folk music ball and especially ancient music and said they did. that gives you this feeling. comes your mind, so take one to insurance you into a certain feeling frequencies. i think the going to decide to not is to proceed to. so it's still very difficult, but it is possible to make a living for music and me. so the compromises that word again, you know, i believe that this is a constant process, the most sort, and that's what you always have to measure yourself against. info is the mean. it's not a final decision. you're constantly testing your limit. nineties in society. i couldn't go back to journalism or political work. i don't think i would find my way much

medic and i don't think i belong there anymore either. but united states and the practice and then some and some of them go outside of the i like go into the country side to meet the people there. um, but super friends them so so to talk to them the money now but a whole vase of tomato lillia bush of a is the mayor of the village of the world. volkswagen. the model of nice to the village lives on the banks of the river. nice to meet on the border with trumps news trio. these to come 1st light on the last time i visited lillia we went to the bridge that connects small java and transmits you disclose that this or how long has it been that a good one. uh huh. yeah, i have the support,

i mean it for me and it's a year and a half. and i still can't believe that this isn't just a nightmare. so that odessa is 100 kilometers away right here on the border buckley . and this still being shows that your sending those over the mosley's. and it's so paradoxical that there is war while life goes on at the same time. and it's interesting how people think of human nature, our ability to adapt and us. how can we simply adapt to some of these things we've gotten used to send them the

2 fellows should that they explode. we make music. it's also a kind of self discovery. what you play to go to printers, because when you start composing a piece of mind genetically, you don't know where it will lead you. if you can roughly imagine it, you can have an idea that alone, but the initial spark is sometimes a club day. do out a flash of inspiration, a ray of sunshine, and where that leaves you, you don't know the, the, to vote. it's a journey pretty sometimes with surprises along the way,

the, the sal polosa. yes, you can think about things have wishes and hopes, but if you cling to them too tightly to your fears and bad feelings because you're not living your life, that's what i want to wake up and enjoy this gift searches and to enjoy and see everything that is and not always only what is not the show piece. how would i describe myself at all in the modest and with a life that hasn't really been a success, so has new is new ones on there was

a gym, the shepherd on you and you're so basically what i was wired or junior, i never wanted to be a minor. i always resisted it, but a lot of my uncle's worked in mining is up in. yeah, he's the voice go to avoid having to join the army. i decided to work in the mind for a year. challenge and not go by the

i was a leader, i started to enjoy working under ground and somehow it is still my life. although mining no longer exists here, it is my life long. it has died out, but we miners live for what used to be. it's a z m at 10. so the wall the need us to move. those are where this uniform is. a reminder that mining involve shit existed still existence and will continue to exist as it still exists because there was a uniform or a mentor mining in almost every wardrobe in this town, almost half of the people here were minors. so i feel sad when i talk about it because those times are not coming back for me at all ball. so

tossing a little so we'll go to the shop. it adds to the yet nor stuck on the so brotherhood of mine is provided cohesion and solidarity. and we used to meet up and talk about all sorts of things about work about women. about this in that loudon, sylvia. to combine ya roses effects of all of them, all con soto goshen. i worked in the valves, your coal mines from the end of 1980 to 1991 to the bulk of the time of the people's republic during the communist era. things were going well for me. i had money, i had a life, i had joy, i had everything or is it your bill out all those number, which is when the fall of communism came, the mining industry fell apart. since then, goodness spoke possible. everybody knows. get should fish and they kicked us out.

they put the 1st 1000 people out on the street. they threw $1000.00 people out just like that and gone and we received a severance payment of 3 months salary. the next people they like go received to use salary. yeah, the vip it off because of all of them the, to the well, the was on the ship. all you all know on the boy and then my ex wife broke down because we had a child and money was getting tight. bu yes, we argued a lot to her. she said we needed money for this. we needed money for that. and i got angry to somebody, i'm going to go to the all, i'm sure. does she off? yeah, those buckles all, sometimes there wasn't enough to buy bread. i tried to earn more somehow, but just couldn't afford to move the top 10 years of all if i decided to agree i've done those. i thought that if i worked in western europe, i would somehow manage to feed the family. but that was

a mistake too. much someone will g that double bond. then i stood in uh, stomach comply me cuz i just moved my 3 friends and i took an old car and drove to germany to work legally. and it says auto bought it, not jeep boys yet, but we later worked in switzerland, greece and other countries and said, yeah, so that is you and i owned a bit of money there. then i brought it home and lived a little. then the money was gone. again reveals, well, the shipper's rule is always opinions on the check for you and those will push him. he gets called a divorce came later. then i lost the custody of my child. there were alimony proceedings since then. i've been trying to make ends meet somehow. it was all in calling you. it's sponsor

for the is from the yes do. so i was able to scratch a bit together. it's not much, but at least a good force. what do you for my work? well, maybe not much, but for swats, he buys you a loaf of bread because i got cut off the engine you all around know almost every morning between 7 and 8, i go out to collect the bottles and cans bid on. yeah, most likely you don't come across many people on the street in the morning. it's quiet. you get some exercise and some oxygen into your body type technologies along with i keep up with when i get home afterwards, i feel more alive. i have a smile on my face, it's because when the sun is shining as beautifully as it is now, the joy emerges. and then sometimes you can close your eyes and dream a little more and i'll send it back to bob since autism coons, a boys instead of the the

move you're a part of school is a whole you most like i like polish music as well as western music but only the classic side of the purple nazareth queen led zeppelin, pink floyd, pink floyd, the actual for 0. it's a good i need to know to and the borders were opened. i went to concerts abroad with a group of friends to places like germany or hungry, yet to go. the game is not very good. a hold of the bonus gift dudley. what could i ship just reveals that you at some point, 2 things came to poland from the west law. firstly,

the plague of tattoos and secondly, drugs that were smuggled into poland from the netherlands and other countries. since coal, i'm digit dumps, huge quantities which dealers late are sold locally. the were in the schools. they were even lollipops with the drugs. that's co op now, but if it is cause they will, the, the gold coast was, it's all sort of called the salt. i'm just, my daughter was the ideal child at 1st. she's saying wrote her bike and studied a lot for school post a bunch of kids. i thought she was going to become something. i thought she was my happiness. my gosh, change to all that. but i was wrong, but i loved it all. good. so well, they've been all of the she chose the wrong path. she chose the path that leads to hell. she started smoking drinking and taking drug sort of skipped to pick up this and my daughter took almost every kind of drug up on it. and i still remember her

telling me when you take drugs, you are in a wonderful world. and later she was shaking and had epileptic seizures. she got skipped. so for any. yeah. and now she has to take medications and that's it's so sort of going on. but of those work on talk to, i have a terrible relationship with my daughter as a father that hurts my heart. maybe i was a bad father. maybe i was too strict with her as a father remotes and long a bunch of interest to go out to the clock. so these chinese moments, i phone for several years to help her. i fucked to pull her out of the swamp. i didn't succeed. how do i sacrifice myself to get her out of there? i was attacked and beaten up twice by dealers because of it. i was in the hospital for 7 days. it is a complex set of scott. yes it is. a life is like a boxing match. if you make a mistake in the ring,

you hit the ground mark. if you make a mistake in life and you also fall down. if you fall down and you are clever, then you slowly get back up again. what would someone reaches out to you as you come to and start again, not just physical global. the yes, i put some of the opposed to most or just our father left us when we were still at elementary school. when i came back from school, the apartment was emptied, we didn't know what was going on. our father had moved out and taken everything with him and i just and the only left us a tables chairs and

a bed. i was glad to see and we should each the corresponding issue on me. and so my mother and my brother and i had to join forces to manage somehow a few years later, my brother and i visited my father. he lived in a villa with his new wife. yes, co v 0. 1 could be told you had started a glass blowing business. she own us. automobiles. ok, welcome to us and you've already told us you can't spend the night at my place. most. i can not tell you won't settle. there was a meadow outside where you can picture 10 about systems callback. now addition to the thought of later, he also had strawberry fields and he had 10 hector's and people who worked for him . all those things, the style them these things that yeah, i'm doing it goes off, but i didn't get anything from my father who's options. i don't hold a grudge against him for that. he obviously wanted it that way. i do feel sad about it though. my mother has been alone all her life and she's still alone today. no,

it's sad, but true. it's a particular problem. you is option mazda allow me sure. does he have auto g law? i've always dreamed of having a real family. a family with warms not directly at the goal. that's what i am lacking. this familial love they, they, me wish to talk to you about getting the job image. i would like to experience this once before i die, which is a, you know, that is the best thing to do is to close my eyes for a moment and dream that there was a woman here between this miss it'll be heard about us. we would make ourselves a cup of tea. sit down, cuz you are chloe just she would cut off

a piece of the cake she baked earlier. she was sylvia. postmark. we would g state laugh together and kiss donny publish uncle. that would be nice if i the did you have those beautiful black lines over your eyes when you came out of the mind? sure. all the miners have that when they came out, i really nights that we had eyes like that and on the bus people would shout, look, there's a gay ones, you know all of the little. but it was just cold just that had collected him our eyebrows and the thing uh nothing. really. i really liked the minus ice back then. i also started wearing makeup. i had received a package from the us with the power of wrangler jeans into black switzer. and travelers for fedex, i will this outfit to school every day. call. so you the

task upon that we should use. they were to reopen the mine this year. what you, wilks, our again, as a minor. yes. for you at your age, crawling through the tunnels on the ground. yes. if they would still take me with my health, i wouldn't be happy too. it would make me happy to be able to work there again. no matter how long i live. on the which has been to bone, you choose and it will cause life is beautiful. you have to know what to do with it is what key is all the golf gives it is life means sorrow, grief regret be do tiers, it should fall through this dr. few law life, it means joy and

a smile on your face. yeah, probably john pause. you know, i'm quoted that one of the. yeah, it's a shift to a lot of the life is that one moment you wait for your whole life was you just as is uh the think of something that was on of the place that i'm moving the time we talk about private data isn't helping to fight crime. social media censorship. because our digital networked world. so what are the biggest challenges? we'll talk about that shift in 15 minutes. on the w. most people are going to choose big business. it is what it is. this week we're

going to talk about freak influence as making big money. and the question is, do they have a big responsibility to society? i don't think that the person that comes to my mind when i'm going to places to meet people say it is your duty, your own civic responsibility to participate in social discourse of the democratic society. the 77 percent in 30 minutes on the w the most. do you do the same to tense? she survived. oh sure. it's thanks to music. he was the nazis favorite conductor. he is more on the degenerates to musicians under the swastika, a documentary about this sounds of power,

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