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ties to be able to talk to the end of the the the, the holly to cause i'm being award is a german merritt cross. today. i'm a little excited to have to cut off the cabin literally just by the most. i remember my mother saying my birth was a light in the darkness, least in the said, don't the height of say it was seen positively nor have we weren't just prisoners.

life cause on. it is almost as one of the youngest survivors of auschwitz, the she's been speaking publicly about her experiences for the past 7 years. but today she's guessing the german order of marriage when i'm thrown, when you suffer trauma, you can't do it. and you can't result that you learn to live with a burden to integrated into your life and integrity of industrial long and ology was johnny for iphone. who's the person of the hour, the meat that i, they asked me 3 times. if i would turn it down and, and how do i ask myself if i really wanted it?

i had he thought about it and then i realized it's not something everyone get it to be a to oh, so got it to the is old enough thought she doesn't lead a quiet life today. she's getting ready for yes. another trip to poland on the box . you of the what are you looking forward to of my son? mostly the people i know in the place i lived for years for ease a bit of longing for my house. this is so i can say this or not the you get a 1st bus stop is cracow and then on to us with she's been invited to a very special event. the much of the living eva

was born in nevada, and neva can 1st of all, can jesus. the parents was sent there in 1942, shortly after the wedding. and mother agnes was 19 when she married. so she one year old account and a mobile haste, the couple had hoped they would not be sent to a lady to come in vain. the nonsense is it the same? that inquiry december 19th, during the war, in 1942, was a bitterly cold day cut off though it was minus 20 degrees and the room was on heated the hay, but the midwife came to wash me after the 1st image provider on a layer of ice quickly covered the water, sit tight to me, i'd see if it's sold the nova key. there was enough food and nobody, even for children, alteration and die was a healthy infant on the zone, dis, klein, kids,

all right. but the trains went from there to ocean. it's going straight to the gas . yeah, it did like discuss the family lived in a room and it wouldn't barrack a 1st month. it became pregnant again. and 1944, shortly before a 1st 2nd birthday. she and her parents would have cause it to us, but this is, i'm fill out. this is a place with incredible significance for us. i'm. i'm going to go to alex. we were all supposed to be murdered here by the just because we are do. sonya is 70 older, i get the more i realize this really is the biggest cemetery in the world. it goes to for the 12th of it.

if it was move in 50 years old, when she 1st visited ashby, it's she's missing a positive jack. i know hello. i'm very glad to see me to say and you the now we're going to the canal can now. yeah. the to is has got to know each other human illustrates. eva passed to a dock has been a to a guide and the former concentration can for years, isn't it students? and this is just a place where you arrive time to come see this railroad car for these of are gone, selection we does, you may have been brought here in this exact one. there's a lot, there were as many as 100 people locked inside for 5 or 6 days at all because 6 target the common um reason we arrived on november 3rd and my mother often told the story that we stood in a long line. i used them and i got the number tied to it on my mind to hit because in the 2 or just took my left arm and i passed out in norman. and that's when i got

this number. if it was close on 0, big time should be no, not mine. that is, mine is a 626959 knowing know, since the husband us clicked, we were lucky enough to be the last transport on, on this task part, the gas chambers had stopped working before our transport arrived. i did tell them they've been blown up and that's actually why we survived in to relate. the family was separated 2 year old if it was sent to dr. use. it's making it as food making a is the non seductive, famous for carrying out cruel experiments on children when the saw on these are they, if we look further in this direction, where you see this to me, you see on stage 0. yes, this is a test i was that's a remnant of the bar,

tory where use of megan. they conducted these criminal experiments. january 1945. the red army was approaching, the nazis sent the prisoners on death. march is to of the concentration camps, including a 1st father 70 use laser. she finally found out what happened to him. but april and her mother remained in auschwitz. they would too sick to bulk. the red army liberated us rates on january 27th. 1945. april had infectious to the closest pneumonia, whooping cough, edema from starvation. ricketts and scotia. yes, this is his mother who also survived, searched for her daughter and found her mother mendoza was sent to barrick. number 16, a dozen, i'm not them 3. so that was the hospital after the war,

the provisional one where my sister was born, i might exactly notarize. good morning. nora was born in april dunbar and then we stayed for another 6 weeks of my dual credit. and so i did the math up to the middle of june. there was warm then and we had recovered a whole it got well enough to work on those. even though from content. nora was given russians, powdered milk and thrived on come to get the my mother was also able to walk to bind the gate. and then we left the architects camp and headed towards slovakia, pointing towards the trenches of mckyrie to trench. her father's home town. they covered the 200 kilometers on foot, all by hitch hiking. nobody in trenching talked about it. but everyone knew what had happened. a 1st month as such, 2 family members, but they were all dead sea hetzel. she tried not to cry

degrees. wow. and she wanted to look to the future because she had 2 small children that she had to see if she could get her life back on track. and feed in the sport creek is a, grew up in time. she, she has fun memories of his school days and her childhood friends as far as being void and the borders opened and there was no longer an iron curtain. i was one of the 1st here funding as the the, the he of visa is meeting an old school friends on the market square today. each more. uh, this, this is uh, is, uh uh oh, this is the single don't laugh. they have most of the we often met on the way to school and walked together some in april, not going to school. she was in vicious and got good grades. and she made friends

that she still keeps in touch with today. the so the out of body they, i was sick a lot in my 1st year. that's like a home. uh, because an ocean it's your star and number is from sick and it impacts your whole life is going to leave me to hear me at all. i recovered, but it lingered not and that goes back to the beginning. i mean, since i'm in for an invoice for oh, you are either given an empty or a full basket with a little cardboard. i'm 48, so some of them it on on a jewish man, they married in 1949. arnold took care of his new family and many things became easier for a 1st month in arnold was devoutly to ish, but the family did not deliver religious life. they were afraid to be open need to each the steps will have to go to dodge with tubman for the family. eva's friend fade or live, just

a few houses away so. so this was your home. it wasn't a whole lot. yeah, yes. i was at home here for many years to the visa instead of getting stuck around the door bell is broken. if i get the key. yes . the cell yes. what's your name? you go to a go to. yes, i'm a, i'm eva. my last name was hashed my mother and father were charity. my items hello sierra need. so to me so v vi is i don't. that was good for everyone. good for our parents. good for us or school. so it was

a tell me is that your lamp it doesn't look like your old lamp? yes. yeah. be so what other can i go in there? that was my sister's in my room. oh, yes. go in there. yeah. couldn't taking me home. life was off intends for eva. his parents were afraid that they might be persecuted again for being too harsh. people, so we knew exactly what we could say outside and what we should only stay at home. saw in jesus. you don't talk like that in front of strangers. native managed last month. what you cook at home, did you eat at home? the walls have years or we heard things like the daily visit. we basically went for the brown dictatorship to the red dictatorship comment . the communists were big anti semites. there was always

a reason to be afraid. team a girl. no, i'm so hot. be careful. don't stand out. in less than a thought and has to spend any on the april into process, not a after graduation. she wanted to become a pediatrician slauson, cuz i think my whole life experience influenced my career choice cloud, but i think on consciously so i already had a desire to make children healthy, who came back as soon as i felt at home in process of studying medicine was easy for her this is my university. i enrolled here, that's an incredibly important memory on his wrist in that room. but she was to a degree in 1966 by falling in love with you all come from the other side of the

iron coast and 16 years have seen. yeah, they have most skimming. and then we met on vacation on and he said he would come to brought his love to visit me. i've come to know, but i just found it so i didn't leave him to call him. and i didn't believe him because i knew what it was like at the border of it after, but he actually did come and returned every 14 days hawk. it was a punish jewish survivor with a construction company in munich. and about that there was that he was older and more experienced owned and you took a relationship very seriously and wanted the em skin norman hot on board, had done nevada. he was also an adviser for me after he was also the one who wanted to get married. it does i. the only thing i wanted was to pass the state exam. the visa and lived in student tombs. and eva,

who had never wanted to stand out, was suddenly the focus of someone's attention in reference to the eastern light in the last year of my studies, my husband came to visit me sign in messages he parked in front and has mercedes stays on the island for the woman at the gate, it was, as they say, an easy mark. and then i'd see me come, she took the microphone and announced over the loud speakers. but i said, eva hush told her should please come to the gate or because the western mercedes was waiting for her, we should not say this, of. and that scared me. me. girls on said one of the secret police also noticed a full was called in for questioning done. how did the meet us give them? they asked me who he was. he had called the and they said they had looked into him

that he was married and had a family in munich. they tried everything just boil. my appetite may have been a bit did. so for them eva was summoned again and again. they tried to intimidate, she feared his sister wouldn't be allowed to finish his studies, or that her parents would be arrested. then you can only get rid of severe ones. the problem is solved, problem is way into solve a problem. you have to grab the bull by the horns. i often say you can't be afraid, forever on for me this much getting married and immigrated us a month, a h. i graduated, became a doctor. and married you all come and brought the silva in 1966 when i'm in there in an indian kind. when they knew that they couldn't scare me. he said, well, if you're going to sleep, be very happy if you could come back with information on certain people here,

wednesday or friday and then or if, if that didn't work, because i didn't, and i'm going to get married. now the, i'm going to start a family and i won't have any time for information to type have them in and you're going to, they cannot question somebody if i move to munich and february 1967, and his son is like, was born 7 months later the small family lived in the upscale shopping neighborhood . have to alice. i had every single revolt, a beautiful apartment in shopping. i drove the mercedes, but that wasn't my goal. i want it to be a doctor and i want it to where i buy. that the lead physicians in munich had other ideas. eva was the wife and the mother and belonged at home. not in the hospital. so the house cut off, i was suddenly a housewife. connect that i realized i wasn't getting as much work as i thought i would if i could call maybe make it that i also had problems with the language and

was all news, but i know that it was disappointing for me. i just bought and sold them, signed by somebody else that sometimes i was also very sad because i was actually alone here. here. i didn't have any relative and i didn't have my friends in the the 8th of tried everything. she could to get a job. but she was only allowed to work as an unpaid guest doctor in unix, children's hospitals. then something totally unexpected happened in 1968, if of sister nora and the parents also moved to munich, a temporary reprieve, and the i'm cousin allowed them to emigrate. if it was happy to have a family back unhappy that they were all living in the same city again, who is husband also decided to build a house?

not in peoples of joseph land in the neighborhood, popular with doctors, businessmen and celebrities. and the honda thinks in a way for what as an intern was say to this is how i never wanted that house. we had a nice department in shopping and everyone was happy. everyone was contented. so for me, who needs a house house reason i can get some of this. how we moved in the house wasn't finish at all that he was eager for us to move in as to what the deep desire v i n is zane. we lived in it for 6 week 6th, and i haven't been given y'all cup and april i had invited friends to a house swimming policy chief and on the women were upstairs and the men were down stairs. and at half past 10 in the evening, there was a crash downstairs on as a blunt object had fallen don't for one second. and it's telling me from head to

toe august. awesome. fun. only based on do you know that i knew the feeling? is that something has happened, you're going to see a disorder. so y'all. cope was demonstrating exercises on the parallel rings to his friends. he slipped and hit his head on the tile. fitzsimmons how a program to her laughlin, hospital dams, and se x rayed his school and found a bass or schools fracture select fiscal has from there to there with a gaping headphone time cut off and it said it one day it's been i went to the hospital the next day and he was already unconscious and didn't recognize me. he lived for 11 more days at stack. i meant so you look for explanations, but signed on the

yeah eva was 27 years old underwood and she had to pay off the mortgage on the house and, and money. her parents helped and also took care of it like the she finally got a job at the honda thing children's hospital to get to canada was one of her coworkers. hello. hello a so, so nice to see you here. go see, this is from fish 50 years of holla, children's hospital. so its been that long. uh, shell, look. i still know the train. i don't recognize anything else. that's the only thing that's left. not complete. a thought unplug it. so with 2 of the few women

doctors at the time they had to set themselves in a man's world. it brought them closer together. ringback the specialty of the fortune it was because when i had my 1st interview, the official, the main doctor said to shift that yes, i like to take it for when i don't like it. but it's made me just that you're not a man came on this in the beginning of a completely new phase of a fast life or she had to showcase the i could see if she really fit in very well because she was smart. was a hug because she just came to us and worked. and she didn't have any german friends. she only had slovakian friends and friends of her husband and a month then that she always invited us home every week. and that's how friendship somehow developed to the full inch of don't tell me fiddling around you wanted to film the house,

click it to make these videos. as of you have we experienced a lot together, leap, weddings, baptisms, funerals, whatever life brings us to sleep. i'm going to so i'm in k l a a phone was a single mother who worked full time. she didn't have much time to grief vinnish because even though so when i look at life these 80 years, it never stopped by mistake. ask that there was never a 1st or last disruption and so long a months, but as long as you can still do things, not everything goes smoothly. then even if you want it to often run this semester. it was 4 years old when his mother started working at the clinic. he's now 56. he's lived in new york for over 20 years, and there's only randy in munich box. he's in munich today with his family. it's

a phys, 80th birthday. oh, really? i mean i just have to be a just to celebrate every 10th big for the planning the 90 if and 100 soon try. yes . a yes. this the close to where the to what's your birthday wish my bus to be healthy and to serve but didn't any of the no, not a says

family doesn't want her story to be for gossen, but she didn't talk about it for years. and you know, you know, nothing came up when i was young, likes between 5 and 7 o 6. i already knew that the past with some have different backups in most, but they're also a few care memories. i have a few of them and they tell people, i think i was maybe 11 or 12 and i was in the car with my mother. and i wanted to draw a family tree. and i asked her if that would be a good idea. you don't get it within 2 minutes. she explained why it wasn't a good idea. because so many people have died in the war and they go to florida for starting something creek. that's just one of the powerful memories i have sometimes not. and i think of them indeed help a so i fell in love again nearly 2 years of to the death of her 1st husband with someone from work bound of a can you they wasn't jewish. oh it's and he was german. well, his mother was

a check and we don't really know who his father was as a, but it was problematic problem. even when we got married, we've done my step father really didn't want me to marry a german c n. n dodge. neither did my 1st husband's family. the whole thing had a difficult beginning. flooded and said, i get both diesel got fixed. but if i was under ted, she wanted to start of the destination for me to bent life with burnt was always different. and interesting on. he was very funny here besides, he spoke several languages. he was well read english but me and about and he didn't just fall in love with me. but also with eric, eric was 5 years old then for the stuff out in eric eric about that my suv? ya. i mean there was like a father to me growing up to the box and we played soccer together. who's but he made sure that i did when at school. yeah, we went skiing,

come up to see what the initial evolved because and she finally got lots of things to be paid and was also mountaineering, which was always something he really liked. i think my mother secretly hated it. yeah, i'm just yeah, hosta isa and found had 2 more sons. well knew that eva had been in auschwitz, but it didn't say a major role. julian is the youngest. unlike his older brother, he was unaware of his mother's past seeing this time until i was 10 or 12 the how the cost was never discussed, never, not even with my grandmother. and i don't know if i didn't hide had cost, but she didn't talk about it much either. not even with the friends in stine, i'm keen to see a gym in town. she remembers functioning as a stine, as i can to be. my husband and i actually got married and just telling you that i

now it feels like home to house. you celebrated christmas here a lot with them. i didn't get fired. spending less time together created friendships that have lasted over 50 years on the visits to get a dollar balance. best friend, once ranch, low stein, a boarding school, high, high bus to nice to be back here, late or to be there to sign? hardly are 1st time. yes, my true and his son is the best in now man, which is the school. oh, sure. and does it does if i knew we were young, we had small children and we had parties good fire. but i was actually pretty exhausted afterwards. i remember really entrenching himself with the hose and had

no he didn't drench himself. he watered the garden for 3 hours. after the 1st 10 minutes, i got really nervous body, sir. i thought and he was going to turn to me and said that's enough he had, but you didn't say anything and he was happy and she was glad for the peace and quiet and the difference in parenting styles. dr. or loved. yeah, big difference. so salad do, have goodness, if of life didn't have room for the topic of auschwitz, then the but that changed when she became pregnant with few young pos caught up with her nightmare haunted her sleep. him for it does come in, i've seen gas chambers full of babies. do you mind? i've seen children being torn apart and thrown into oven skin. now if he does, that's exactly how it was described in the be still books, the route that's known of investment,

but it didn't come up at all with the 1st pregnancies. and so i just have then came the 3rd child to help me out to donald comes from the the nightmare is disappeared off to his bath and she didn't have time to think about them. ready today's the full 3 children house and her when she went into private practice as a pediatrician, she also trained as a psych affairs profession. she continues to work in today. she trains mainly with jewish psychotherapists. many have been in concentration camps and researching the effects of trauma like mazda close and other saliva fillets which i had seen. but i didn't know i could see, she saw my number and she said she had it. so me, i thought you were there to not i didn't know that astonished,

divorced. and me did. i worked with her for many years. the h, as mother became depressed near the end of her life, eva was convinced the memories from auschwitz were waiting on her to the she and her sister, nor a wanted to help, but didn't know how. her mother refused to talk about it. assignments she held until day. i

don't is the last member of the original family died homes for me, the stuff and we are the continuation. so we are a bridge between the war and the post war period excites a. so didn't want to become even more of it. and during her mother's final years, she never told her that her marriage was stating that button allow me to zuber together for a long time team and we were a good team. let me see a couple of the marriage fell apart and you know, in the end several things always play a role, fucked toward it didn't work anymore. but i'm for those. and i kind of realize that in my head, you're going to meet them. cough but get a for me. they've filed for divorce of to 23 years. throat stay below, but i still think i found the divorce very hard to bear initially i'm, i'm hung specialist. i felt cut in half to to me. so one half was missing out the

hub, but i not in the head of tickets and that was certainly true for the 1st 2 years steam when he, when i think about it now the s and so i yacht then she adjusted and settled into a new life and alice, which surfaced again, she was often 2011 if she would give a speech on the anniversary of the caps. liberation. sorry that you meant so i always refused, but then reconsider. so i finally realized i'm doing it in reverse. done, i should think about it before i refused to shut off and i talked to my children mainly eric, she said, you know, mom, you've got a chance to be the youngest, you should take it design concepts with a name and a. so i agreed, she spent weeks fine tuning her speech for january 27th for 2nd time. and oh sure it's, since she was liberated the smart that was the most important speech of my life.

the 1st ocean of speech, which was only 5 minutes smoking say i feel bad. i was cold inside, outside. returning to this place, a live cab live bending the she then go back into her life in munich. but 3 years later, she finally began to confront what had happened to her family. at 71, she suffered a heart attack on her way home from shopping. she dragged herself up the stairs and called an ambulance she survived and finally decided to tell his story. now i'd be excited for me. you no longer have time to wait. yeah. either do it into the forget

it. and if it gives us a for one to 2 vice of book about his family, she had to do her own research since her mother had told her very little about that time. and she needed someone to help her. right. the villain, olsa and historian, stephanie all spot husbands become a good friend and no my dear in nor even as an enormous house fees. so at 1st it was quite practical and therefore not being alone, law interacting with the many dead people in our family, for us money in those that are familiar hot visa and stephanie, we're on the road for weeks. they travel to all shirts, israel and the us. they search the archives everywhere for clues about a for some of the decent friends of this friendship is now

8 years old. and it's only getting better. and because we were lucky to find each other, had some glue to meet the f bomb. first stuff i brought to you back, can you guys? oh, i had completely forgotten about these 2 and by pressing me, so what impressed me so much was the visit to your admission. and the rest will be the 1st time we sat in front of a computer that was supposed to give us see data about people from my mothers valley depot zone and from my media, my number to and it rattled and spelled out one piece of paper after another p and left him on the on he said to and this woman to fill out a devout jewish hum, gary and woman asked on that to you. so me of this are just be still and know you said yes the sec yeah. where do you live? i said in unit. oh, we lose your money, she said. and she judged me so harshly that i dare to come here. and that i dared

to live in germany with the history that i even came to the archives. in the sense that shocked me had missed done. i felt really bad. being scolded by her. from there i was cushions. it's a finally learned what happened to her family. she found out that her father had suffice to death, much from auschwitz, but then died of blood poisoning in the concentration camp in mount austria in 1945 skiing it on of miss school. she often didn't feel well for the 1st talk. she had strong physical reactions on physical call, for example, she had coughing fits and really didn't sleep for several nights and cough doctor. but she's incredibly disciplined. and you could tell the whole time she was working that she wanted to know if she wanted to go through it and she pushed herself to where limits is but she went through it. and the interesting thing for me now in

retrospect is that you can also see that something changed within her that we had to do. she no longer had all the heart problems she used to, and she also no longer had long problems, changed her poster as crazy as that sounds. think, officer and that eva wrote the book, not only for himself, but also for her children and grand daughters. her own mother couldn't talk about her time in auschwitz because she couldn't bear it. but she paused on her experiences as an emotional legacy the allies that i think all 3 of them were murdered in the concentration camp and go to florida. and my mother was the only one who survived for me, it's just a lot about our family legacy generally and kind of how important all as experiences and come here and see these photos. i think it's just really important for us in

terms of understanding more about ourselves and our identity as mother never raised her children to hate the germans. despite their experiences and the cost the most, it does not. you know, i would like people to somehow not use the word for gas and not because i hate that i do can't forgive of it, but you can still live together, meet them on the lead, and not only live, but also become friends, feeling it, and the children can continue to have friendships because otherwise we'll never get rid of this and tugging isn't leaking on. the nice thing is this book made his famous. so she's very so soft as one of the youngest survivors. she was invited to auschwitz by the international, much of the different organization is around here. i've been here several times, but i've never seen such a crowd of young people. there are 8000 here now. policy and

memorial much has been held and illustrates once a year since 1988 survivors work together with young people from different countries from alphabets, to be a canal to commemorate the dead and celebrate mine. at the end of the march, april recounted her family story to 1300 young austrians until the dispute is titled a life with the ruins of ocean. it's finally meeting room and fun of 12 years have paused since her 1st speech in auschwitz. she has given countess lectures and readings in this case. for me, he's asleep for me. i wish this is

a traumatizing part of my biography, but i see an emotional legacy and this has not ended with me in mind if that zone nice. but and unlike a c is passed on from one generation to the neck, i'm making that ceiling to me. i have to make sure that this legacy is not passed onto my son's niece. my grand daughter's or those around me have my the inc kelly name or the of my own. so it is a key. thank you for your attention to you and for your openness to my difficult word. often i could give me the main this data because the head of a sudden i would see it over the

caps. definitely. i've never seen so many people clapping for me. this is the 1st time he gets in. thank you. yeah, thank you. and may i say something quickly might talk, you were deported from sarah the 2 days after our great grandmother. and she also survived documents were very moved by 2, sorry, nice. thank you very much for your work the the try. otherwise, i'll start trying to read your story, really touched me. it gave me such a lot the of the

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