dictate what the house screams to stand crooked, tell the people because this is the first, this was the first communication - this was the first information that we received, the upper floors, where the heating was, in my opinion, two hours in the afternoon, what time is it from 11 there until the time yes, i don't remember i don't know who did it. so that such a star worked, but people talked about the fact that the kievstar office was not far from us, and it was bombed, but people said, in a whisper, that some person from this office turned on the generator and filled it with gasoline in order to people could and would talk. i don't know if it's true or not, but they talked about it. well, in some way, kyivstar worked from 11:00 a.m. i don't remember the exact time, because the time there was completely irrelevant to the volunteer center. we made information leaflets, that is, we collected information from the city council, the volunteer center had a satellite dish, that is, it was possible to get

news from official ukrainian sources, and in principle, here is the digest that we collected, we printed on leaflets, they were then put into packages with humanitarian aid, which volunteers transported to the largest bomb shelter with a crowd of people, and again , if there were 20-30 people in a bomb shelter or collapsed, eh, of course, that's exactly the kind of help information didn't come because, well, it was impossible to help because the resource was very limited, we will be able to assess the full scale of the tragedy only when we are victorious and when we finally enter mariupol . mobile crematoriums in mariupol, that is, the russians there mass burn the bodies of peaceful citizens killed by them, er, the sea is always without me, lenin , it does not heal wounds because it has become even stronger and more,

maybe from tears, on march 11, we lay together sashka, where are you on the bed in warm things, here sasha was talking about how he wants to go to lviv again, they will eat croissants and hot chocolate there, and vitya says that the son will definitely be there and no matter how they shoot at this moment, when it was quiet in the morning, i say let's go and eat. and we are with mom let's go in the hall we had products stored on the balcony, and we took out a little of the products and closed the balcony, and then covered the balcony with a large carpet . i saw how a projectile flew at me, the wall, the

concrete dust - that's all it starts to fall , it's just all that all that's all that's hair, they instantly came off the hat, i had a hat, it came together, it pierced my head, here, there, the scar remained and flowed blood and um, the cap just flew out, uh, well, i was able to take this blow, after all, my hair immediately turned, not just covered with white, white cotton like that, and my mother was also wearing a hat in a warm one, and i think that this hat saved my life because it is hit her head hard she still has a scar and that's it, that's it , everything is moving, the balcony immediately collapsed, that is, if i stood on the balcony with one foot, there with two feet, i was down there, god, instantly, i was just shining, that's all, we go out like a thing, mom, me, me she takes it, of course, in a state of shock, i pull it out from the hall to the corridor while i twist his pulls sasha sasha says mom i'm here when i was in the common corridor the

second shell flew uh to where we were sitting with dad, that is, literally 15 seconds separated me from death i'm screaming sasha sasha gat mom i'm here she said three times what she said run down or how sasha are you where i am here eh then you asked again once again you were here again they asked to grow more and then already i thought that i had to do for me eh concrete eh behind me is the smell of gunpowder and darkness, and the door and the light have been open for a long time. i went downstairs without slippers, with nothing in my socks, he walked along the glass until i got down from the ninth floor. at that time, i was taking my mother out in our corridor, and my mother-in-law tripped . well, he just fell, maybe there in the corridor, it

was bad to see, it was bad, he got up, but i got out of the window well, i'm 86 years old. well, i'm not worried about vita, because he should have been in the corridor anyway. i understand that he's near the elevator. more precisely, i don't see him. i ca n't hear him. howling and even development is simple hrabovaya silence, i enter the corridor, i see him in the corridor on the ottomans that we gave sasha, in my opinion, for the new year, the orange ottoman in such a pose, well, it's a little indecent, my friends told me that natasha

's number immediately quickly tormented me. since i was a student, marta did not return there, and on the 14th i went with my mother, well, they knew that the door was jammed, that we would not open it, well, we hoped that we would open it, we had an ax and a crowbar, we asked the guys to break it all down for half an hour somewhere we tried to enter the apartment was very good, the shells were flying, it was very loud, it was very scary. i was afraid that the projectile would fly again to the ninth floor, or the eighth or seventh, the friend is not home, but i wanted to come in and say goodbye to him, and he didn’t. let him go to the apartment. he stayed like that in the corridor on the 15th in the morning, when i went

out into the hole, i came out, i looked out my nose and showed it because you were shooting so hard, i saw that our house was on fire, and it was the south side that was there and the house was burning for 2 days, and maybe more, just the next day. they left, the house burned down and vite died twice , once she was killed by shrapnel and the second time he simply burned down and i have nothing to bury, he is always with me and mariupol simply became his second heavenly home, as in general for many people who lived there in the

ukrainian city well, it seems like never in all history, and people who were buried in mass graves are really lucky because they are buried above them there is a cross written with a name and maybe the person who did it saved in memory the place where he did it, he has it the opportunity to contact relatives and tell about it yes, even where family members are buried, and people's bodies can just lie on the streets, and they can lie there since the first days of the war , etc. no one knows that these people died, no one will tell their relatives , no one it is possible not to bury many people, they haven’t even found them yet, because

when the house is destroyed, um, and because of the shelling, uh, i ’m not sure that everything has been dismantled and collapsed there. and everything is fine graves are left on the street near people's houses, negroes bury them and they bury them right under the house, so the cemetery is a cemetery in the literal sense of the word, but not a mass grave, but a cemetery because, well, on the streets, in the courtyards, graves are everywhere, the graves are those who were lucky. people are just lying there. we don't know how many starykov died quietly at home. yes, we know that since the beginning of march there have been 5-6 cases of suicide of people a day, people because, well, hopelessness, hopelessness, lack of medicine, and stress from losing someone here

that's all, yes, a lot of old men were thrown out, this is a booth, that is. and the old men, realizing that they can't go there, they don't have food, they don't have water, they can't go out. they were throwing themselves out of the windows, it's terrible , that's what they show there bucha yes , these are terrible pictures, i see all of this, i understand , i see these corpses, everything, but believe me , a child’s babbler came to us, there was some kind of person who says yes . well, let me tell you who. send the volunteers to collect the bodies and we will. and i will watch over him i'm standing there looking at all the men standing there after turning away, i'm talking to you. listen, i'm talking. let's talk, let's

think while the living are dead. and with this, too, by the way, mariupol will face this problem, they call it a special operation, well , in fact, it is not even a war. i would call it, on the one hand, military terrorism, because the war is conducted according to certain rules if there are these rules, there is apparently no task or simply they even lost control over their animals, but the city is being destroyed and the peaceful population is being destroyed

, this is not a directed show, shelling and destruction of residential quarters where we lived. because there is a refuge, people are hiding there, of course such a large-scale attack was struck. yes, it was aimed at the destruction of the city and its inhabitants. i think so too. well, i do not doubt it because we saw it ourselves with the eyes of this genocide 100% because er block the city and in general do not give any opportunity that the people we were without everything well simply without everything of course this is the genocide of the peaceful population of the peaceful population that emphasized the

russian-speaking population of mariupol at some point the dpr simply entered in this in our, well, in our yard , tanks are already there, it turns out i don't remember what date it was on the 16th, it seems like marta, uh, a light-noise grenade flew into the basement, it turns out, in the first entrance and we were there in the area of ​​the third entrance, uh- well, we got scared too they immediately ran away to the corner of the basement. well, as if there was nothing further, then they heard the tanks go to the yard. well, you sat as long as possible in the basement. then, closer to the afternoon, people started to leave. well, the dnr was already there with the whites. with bandages, of course, i ate me very much. when the military dnr came out and stood there, and his people

were talking, and he asked one of the first questions, they say, do you go there , young, unmarried girls are in the basement? they are like they were drunk, it was impossible not to notice later , in the parts of the city that were already occupied by the dnrvs, people simply entered the bumblebee shelters with machine guns and said that we would evacuate you. -m veke us ukrainians well, how would it be a general violation

of all international norms? for a long time and on march 23, he told me that you had taken him to bezym on the left bank. he was in the levoberezhny maternity hospital. from there, they took all of them and took them to bezymnoe . by the way, they took them away. that if you don't leave, you will die well, how will we clean up, we will bomb everyone who is left alive, so please get on the bus we eight of you we will save you well, how would he say that at first there was a execution town of some kind filter type lager in which people were asked, in general, people were called to the police and they were talked to a lot . in fact, people were organized, then from there they were put on buses and taken somewhere. people have nothing. people do not know how to live, that is. people are given blankets, people are given and i don't know what else there is. well, there

can be a blanket, that is, people took everything from people, took away people's homes, took people away, freed them from work, homes, and relatives in the city . here it is the only thing that russia does for ukrainians. i know that prisoners are probably what they took. they take peaceful people as prisoners. i understand correctly because no one wants to join them. the russians claim that this ukrainian country does not release people from korovy and interferes in every way with these people that we supposedly you are allowed to enter there, but the ukrainian side like you does not accept it, well, this is theirs such a weapon in order to demoralize people, intimidated so that people, i don’t know, went to rostov , although it was obvious that the ukrainian side is conducting negotiations and these trucks from humanitarian zaporozhye all the time were leaving, reaching russian checkpoints, they were turned around and sent back to zaporizhia, the city was under blockade by the

russian army, and the russian army did not let the residents of mariupol out of the city and did not let a single car with humanitarian cargo there and there is not a single police officer, not a single band-aid, not a single bottle of yoda did not get to mariupol and under the russian blockade, and about what they want to help us and what humanitarian aid is going to us, which does not let them in, what they want us to do to evacuate and we didn't know, we had no way to know the only thing that we found out was that it was a moose there to contact that we were there a connection in one place that mariupol is a game city, that's where we found out

at night on the 14th a shell flew into the apartment below us, we lived on the second floor and a shell flew into the apartment below us and we woke up, well, we were lying awake, we heard that everything was going on, and we heard my husband's parents shouting that a fire had started. we slept on the floor that night. slept on jackets. it was still very cold, it was minus 10 minus 13 -8 eh, and here they heard that there was a fire, we had a closed door, we began to gather to hide all the animals всё имя , we opened the doors of our rooms, i never

knew what a fire was. i didn't run into anyone, but when i opened the door, i couldn't see anything, and i couldn't take a breath, and my husband took our two children and ran out. i was the first one there. she went somewhere, swallowed air, held her breath, closed it eyes and a dog in a carrier with two cats. well, i ran after him, then his mother and father came out at the very end, and all this time the shelling continued. already put on the second avon sneaker, well, he runs out in this one sneaker, it’s a minus, this temperature, we’re standing in the entrance, he has such big green eyes, i’m like, what’s wrong with you, it’s scary, you’re scared, and i’m saying i want to live,

but my son is 10 years old, i’ll never i will forget and here are these words with his eyes, this moment and we hid behind the shaft of the elevator. well, as it were. yes, it's safe there, and we waited until everything continued. they flew endlessly and exploded in the yard . wait a minute, i’ll be quiet, but my parents had a car. well, it was very badly damaged. it had a flat tire, a broken glass, and a rear side window. when we ran to the car, we ran past the dead man who was just lying near the entrance, and the children, of course, saw it all, and when we

they were driving, i saw it then. well, everything was taken away from us. well, our life, our city, our home, because it was very scary, and the broken wires were destroyed at home.

my people are leaving me. but i am not offended. i am even glad that they are not here and are safe in different cities and countries. they are telling about what happened to me. near the drama theater, near the other large shelters, columns of cars began to form, in which people followed people and left. on the 15th, a huge column left, the first one, the biggest one, then there were many civilians. they were the first to leave, and at the same time, these columns that were walking along the green corridor from the elected were constantly fired on. on the 16th, before we left, those who left before us were fired upon there there were five injured cars in which

i was driving. they fired at the roadblock. in our car, an eleven-year-old girl was wounded. the russians were in each car as many people as could fit in it. we took one family and dropped her off in in berdyansk, they took a second family who stood on the highway and voted. there was a grandmother, a mother, two daughters, er, teenagers, they had two cats , hamsters in a cage and a turtle. here they were standing together, when i saw them, my god, what wonderful people they took everyone even a hamster, even a turtle, well, clearly these are some normal, adequate people. well, that is, they have their own things . well, they did not take any of them. yes, well, they took all their pets. this is a humanitarian corridor - this is a green corridor, and at the checkpoint near the village of tokmak, our car

was fired at with a machine gun. his management asked him why he did it. well, he couldn’t explain it. he said that it seemed to him that someone was shooting from the car, who was shooting hamsters and turtles. we were checked at ten or i don’t know how many russian checkpoints. and it was clear that we have no weapons , moreover, we will not shoot at a person at a checkpoint with a machine gun. an 11-year- old girl was in a very serious condition. from the roadblock, these lords, the so-called military dnrs, with automatic machines, distributed water,

food, apples, to the people. like, benefactors naturally give it to people on camera for a beautiful picture on russian television. that is, the liberators , benefactors, came and helped people whose houses they had just destroyed, who actually ran away from the city, because these are not the people who actually drove them out of the city with their shelling and destroyed their houses they killed their brilliant ones and took away, in principle , some kind of future that everyone had planned for themselves. in the cars, they do everything, and in almost every car, there

was clearly a child, and i think that the parents did everything. exactly the same as me, and i tried to distract my son as much as possible so that he would not look out the window. i said, look at the sun there. we haven't seen each other in a long time. of the sun, yes, look at this, this, this is the car over there. this is like uncle sasha’s, you know, something like that. well, here’s something of this kind to distract him maxi- as much as possible because it was scary to look around, even for me. here they are. well, right there, we went around some even to not a crusher, that is, already at that time, at the time of the 15th, corpses were not removed from the streets of the city because no one cares about it, yes, but when we supported the mongoose , it was not far from mariupol. this day, the salary of two 1/2,000 cars left mariupol, maybe even more and that's why we drove for a long time, so there were a lot

of cars, and on the highway they all turned into one long, long, so -and-so, and they all drove like that, but they drove up to the mongoose. i saw what to meet us the same cars are driving with the inscription "children" and i thought that they probably don't let you pass and people turn back to me immediately everything fell because i couldn't force myself to go to this hell again i stopped one of the cars i said who are you - and it turns out that these are people who, the day before , took their families to mangush, to melekino, there is something else there, and they are returning for other people, that is, these are mega people.

friends took me to go there again, we didn't have a rear window our car's front windows are pierced by bullets, the front glass, more precisely, the windshield, the roof of the orbit was there when we pressed the roadblocks. strangers told us that everything was good with you, your supporters, or закрыйте окна, let the children get cold. how our children lived in the basements and did not catch a cold, i don't know. many of our friends are left, there are my friends who died, it is no longer possible to get out, in my opinion,

they do not let people out, yes, this is such a pain, such a wound, this is how the heart was torn out, and everything is back, and there is emptiness inside, there is nothing, just like that, but here i don't know what has to happen so that we don't forgive all of this, let go, humbled ourselves, got used to it. i don't know. it won't pass. none of those who lived through this hell are real hell, and people are now experiencing it, and i don't know who will be responsible for this crime . death for these - 1,000 people from collective destinies. god forbid that the guilty person be punished, but

it seems to me that well, who is guilty in our country ? and dropped bombs to give those who s rockets were launched into the city, and those who are silent now in russia, those who are sitting now and are silent and little by little , this is how they are lying, brazenly lying about what is happening in our city, those who support the policies of their tyrant , they are also to blame, so i want the russians to realize that they committed and that they lived with their mistake for decades, learned from it, and that it took root in them, i don't know in the genetic course, because they committed the greatest simply to all peoples to all peoples