pedal was not a specific task , why are we fighting, why are we standing here, and what does further history give us, now everything is much clearer and much more dangerous because the war is very big, it is a huge loss, but at the same time, it is clear to us at least for that we are fighting, now we want to return our territory, well, we have the right, and there are no official territories. then no. we were standing in the industrial zone of avdiyivka. now there are no prohibitions, now we are not prohibited from anything, er, the task of this is to return the territory and this is a wonderful moment, and the readiness of the army then and now,

er , you are lucky at that moment. and hmm well, we were preparing like that, she was more or less clear about what it would be about, but it was only the first year of the war, we were less prepared now, when this unit left, er, we prepared very fruitfully for about two weeks, and when we left in combat, i already had combat experience and more plus these trainings well, of course, it’s just a different state, different motivation, and the troops are more ready, more ready because then there were still many mobilized people who, uh, asked the question , what am i here for? why am i here and now you know it ’s an honor to be in the armed forces of ukraine more such questions yes, you were armored in the 16th, yes, and if i don't remember this year, yes and now you went to fight again, how did this decision pass suddenly or i don't know, you woke up on the 24th . i didn't even have an alternative in mind

i didn't allow myself that i could not go , first of all, i'm not against the reserve, secondly, it was clear to me that i have a war up to my feet, i don't have a family, i mean a child and a wife. no, i can't protect the whole part, you know, everything is very complicated, well, it's very easy, the future will be connected only with war until we win. if you have two hands, you have health, fight in this exact same place and that's why i wrote this post the first time when i got into the armed forces that i finally got peace because i'm back in my place but back home. yes, i respect people who have roots that are not ukrainian. yes, you were not born in ukraine and decide to fight for ukraine because of that. i don’t have a heroic story. i

came to ukraine 7 years ago, they went to fight now, we are fighting for society, for the coordinate system in which we live, i want to protect them , i will not be able to go to another country to live there, the memories of my friends, with whom we drank and talked accompanied they remain on the war is in this story about the fact that i protect my own, that is, my everything, that is, the motherland is where your society is, in fact, the people who are close to you in terms of values ​​and from ukraine are exactly like that, well, you know that you worried about your loved ones even when it happened when your car blew up and you didn't even think about yourself at the time, you immediately thought about your brothers and sisters who were nearby. yes , sasha is in a rather difficult condition. you need to be harmonious with yourself

i don't know if i could be a russian . that's why it's impossible to be a person there, because everyone around is animals or those who are silent or those who guess, and in ukraine, it's harmonious to be a person . he has certain mistakes, but we are moving in the right russia, in the right direction, uh, then it happened, let's go back to your injury, it happened, who blew up a mine, you got a noskovkov wound , uh, what are the doctors saying now, i know what happened already one operation, but two more three two operations now for a year, they say that there is a risk of brain infection, and they have to do the glands that work here, they have to do something with it, and then after that, if the labor is successful, it will last for 10 hours after they will already do something with a slit because this pigtail is broken

, everything is broken here, too, there are some problems because i cannot open the slit wide, so actually this will be the next operation, the scariest thing behind me, because the brain that fell out of my apple was sewn into mechnikov, just lightning fast the doctors, because i see it is mobile enough i don't know how they did it, i see the operation, you know, the doctor told me to at least watch the video of the operation, i didn't have time to say no, he turned it on and i can see the brain itself. with my own eyes, this is a huge rarity, but the doctors are just incredible they are very big pros because they have a lot of experience er and well, maybe the most difficult thing is still ahead but i tell myself that it’s already behind, it’s easier to live . our doctors, if they had not done the right thing, i

would not be so alive, and the next labor will most likely be in germany, we are now waiting for the origin of the date, it will probably be in january, but hmm, now everything is being prepared so that in ukraine there will be this opportunity in ukraine to treat it very that is why it is important that there is a super homens center under construction now near lviv. this is a very important center because you know how important it is that when you are injured, you were already like that after the operation. if they don't speak your language, i don't know, he could tell the doctors what i have a headache, well, this is just fear, but in ukraine, i think that because of the war, we will have a very strong medicine, we will prove to the world that i only know how to fight, so our doctors are so hardened, how do they work, under what conditions, of course, i think that i am the pulse of war they feel even the military, namely the doctors, so many wounded people pass through them and they are very pathetic, you know i was in a hospital

in a small town when i was lying there, a nurse came to my circle and said something like a saying, there is a cat, a cat, a pink belly, i say that it is her says well, i'm reassuring you so much and i say, listen, i was here a couple of days ago, i was still in the military, there were two people, and here like a cat, i'm very cute, uh, you know, again, it clearly shows how different we are from russians, absolutely, absolutely, absolutely others and what do the doctors predict that you will return to the front? i think that we will agree that i will return because i understand that most likely some group will be disabled in the units in which i serve. the requirements for physical fitness are quite high . i will talk about if i will be able to be useful to the unit. i think that i would like to return. you want to , yes, of course i want to, and you know that i feel that i did not finish what you analyzed. it is really a desire to return to the front. is it

such a feeling of guilt that i am being treated here? and there are my guys. in the trenches, well, they write very pragmatically with a sense of guilt. i know that the whole society in ukraine now has this sense of guilt, but it is very pragmatic with it . i can be useful to you i want to return, i don’t feel guilty. if i stay here, we will now create a public organization that will help the military with legal issues for free. i will have something to do here. i will be able to be useful, but of course i want to kill russians . what do the guys say at the front? call your colleagues, what they are saying there, listen. you know, um, it's intelligence and they're at work all the time

. i know exactly what happens when they call for help. we need to find something. okay, we look for it, find it, give it to them, but we don’t have idle questions, you know, because i’m a military man , they were military men now, and i understand what i’m asking them about. well, they will say to me, dude, you don't know what's going on, i would like to talk to him more to remember the things that they were going through. very complex and i understand that the risks for life are very big for me, besides wishing them as my own heroes, whom i personally know, there is no other tool. i don't know what to do with this, you know,

it's very difficult to make friends in war because you don't know when someone is being hit, where is the most difficult for me it seems so simple here when you call a person and she may not answer, yes, i am afraid until these moments thank god that those who died and i did not call them, because it was at that time in the hospital, for example, the novel raushnyi is a day before mine, more than a couple of days before own i wrote a post about my injuries and i didn't even have time to tell him, well, it's very sad, but what can you do about it? you know, i once translated the word dramatize. well, it means not to give extra meaning, and in this part, i understand that ok, a person can die so it turned out like a bunch of people who are still alive betrayed you, you can do something so that they stay alive, this is important. do you sometimes wear a bandage? yes, i saw that you have a lot of them, in particular, i

remembered one with such an inscription. it seems strange that something like that is temporarily closed, yes, yes. -e according to ttx there should be an eye, but at the moment it is temporarily closed. yes, the whole collection is what you are buying. you are ordering a gift for yourself. i ordered all part of this collection myself. my friends from the dog house in toronto gave me the other part. i ordered the other part with my own porsches . i understand that sooner or later i will return to the bar, er, i will have even more of them , because in each case i have something to say that i cannot say in words. i will be able to say it with the eye that i do not have. that such jurisprudence has not yet existed in the courts. yes, i have yet i'm looking for a parrot to teach him how to speak on the website, a lawyer, an idiot, eh, well, i think it will be fun, well, it will be so much fun, but you often walk without bandages just down the street, eh, and now

you notice the people around you, how they react to a miracle do you know in ukraine, eh, or it happened that way, we know more. they don't stare so much when i drove her to germany. i was surprised when people looked at me very hard at the gas station. i didn't even understand why so ah and then a woman ran up to me who looked at me as much as i thought she was something she has some kind of claim. she ran up and said, you know, i'm from ukraine. my husband is now serving under mykolayev. i'm very grateful to you. i understood what you know. hmm, in ukraine, they're used to this, more or less, they don't look much, but in germany, i realized that i'm not like that, because they are now looked around, like, looked like that, well, strangely enough, in ukraine, most of them are already used to what is most difficult now, but in a new life, you are learning to live in a new way , you can say what you have already gotten used to, uh, the most difficult

thing is one of the very interesting things that i noticed on myself if it hurts and you are not well psychologically but you endure it, and many people who don't read from you that you suffer, they devalue them, they wish well, you're doing fine, dude, so nothing terrible happened, well, injuries happen, things happen. well, you scratched yourself, you know. and now psychologically it is very difficult for my friends. when there is no light, there is less light in my head. i am very nervous. it is difficult to experience. pass with dignity without putting on this victim costume because if i say that i'm sick i get a lot of uh support but hmm

it's not necessary just very important now to hold uh um build a life so change in view of the fact that i can't do less, it 's really hard to admit, it's really hard to admit that i'm less strong than i used to be, the first thing i wanted to cry about was uh when i missed the feeling of omnipotence when you were on the battlefield with the boys, everyone was alive and well and you know you felt themselves yourself immortal, you were adequate enough to be able to do everything, now you feel that you are not like that, well, accept it, but this is reality. and if we talk about everyday life, something has changed, you know, very interesting things have appeared, for example, when i don't like a certain person, i treat him with on the right side, i actually don't see her and it's great because i can continue to sit and she says something. i don't see her. it's

not one eye to see other things in everyday life. of course , i need a lot of light. now, uh, i carry a flashlight with me their pieces, well, that's it you know, and i stopped trusting myself even today, when i pour the kettle, i don’t always fall into it because i don’t have binocular vision, well , in general, you know such things. and of course, i work very hard not to fall. you know that a person is injured, because ours comes to the session her brain is stressed and she is looking for pleasure and i don't drink alcohol anymore, but in the first week i want a lot of alcohol, i can't at all because she has problems there, but wounded people - this happens often. they are looking for pleasure, it is very important to find pleasure more ecological what does not harm you, but alcohol is the easiest, alcohol is easier, god forbid that drugs are a very dangerous story, that's why you who has wounded and loved ones

should have a sense of value and find some other joys in life, which, for example, to write i am learning to play on i just started playing the piano for literally two weeks. i haven’t played for two weeks. now i’m going to play again. when i learn something new, i get really excited. the same applies to studying . new information that gives me the opportunity to get to know the world or change my attitude towards it. well, it helps me a lot to walk with a dog - it's the most wonderful thing, you know. i was very afraid that i would lose my leg because i wouldn't be able to walk with him. now i walk with him a little. he can criticize me in this, but i will strive for even greater ones to find time for them, it is very calming for him, it is such a meditation where

i walk with the dog and play the piano, yes, and separately, it is a meditation in itself. for a long time, now i understand that it is very difficult to return to meditation, it helps to be focused and more balanced, it is hard work, but it always has very cool fruits, it is just something incredible that i would give to everyone in the military because it shows a lot how does psychology work, how does our body work for one or another ransom but still i have to work with a psychologist thanks to the psychologist in fact, i hold on, it shows quite correctly what is happening to me and i analyze it myself, i take it off this information, work with a psychologist for the military seems to me to be the first thing that relatives of wounded military personnel can do for the military, this is 100%. i'm not saying that

about those who returned from captivity and these military psychologists knew very well, we need to look for them, maybe they will find them right away, but without them, life is much more difficult for us, but there are also not enough soldiers who are ready to go to a psychologist because there is something in my head that they are going to shave my brains yes and so on, people are just shy and yes, it seems to me that these are certain prejudices which need to be changed, that is, you need to try to go and look for the right one, and the psychologist usually just gives you the tools to understand what is happening to you, then you go out with these tools and work with the arrival of this hour and then you leave your whole life ah this hour to measure how you are, how it gives you positive or not and uh, it's not about weakness, go to a psychologist it's not about weakness, well, it's just about strength uh, admit that uh,

something is unclear to you in this part, a psychologist will give you clarity will not tell you what what to do no, she won't walk around with a notebook, you won't have homework, no, it will give you tools, you want to pull yourself out, pull everything out in our hands, but where can we find qualified military psychologists now, because we understand that there were very few of them in our country, and there were ordinary psychologists there are family psychologists and so on, but they can hardly help a person who survived the horrors of war there on the front line. this is a very difficult question, because i understand that just as with military legal aid, military psychological aid will be now new organizations have been created that were to help, the same superfimo center that, er, does together with the zelenska mm, they do er, in lviv, it will also provide psychological help, now there are several

organizations that want to create er, relevant public organizations that they will help the army, uh, we will have to look for it, if someone needs it, i can provide this psychologist, but the systematic work in this part is still on the way. i think that there is not enough time. i think that from january the organization will organize itself and we will the opportunity to talk about them loudly, that they all help us, not only do we need to work in this field in general, in the medical field, to make some kind of reform, because we understand what a burden will now fall on doctors and these old schemes, according to which hospitals still worked there in small towns, villages, when there you can only go to the doctor on tuesday or friday, and by the way, you said that somewhere. yes, did you read about what you have, when did you encounter it? yes, with our medicine. well, i

mean with the bureaucracy there. she is very strange e there needs to be reform, uh, no need to look for the culprits who created this. that's all, but we need to change it in time to change it. because there was a situation about which i, for example, had to wait in line to get a certificate from the military medical commission and then enter its military part and i had a question for the state, did you find the other couriers by eye as the wounded? the wounded must go and get the document and bring it there. and we are currently working with the ministry of digital integration. to try to digitize this service, it was very cool. and this was done in the 14th year for some reason, but uh, it is very important. you know what story we are talking about respecting the military. words are superfluous , but this is an action. how can we show respect to the

military by giving them services as they are? felt this respect. it will be very, very good . this will be enough. we want to do this with a public organization. we created it together with love . in civilian life, those who are in the rear hm. we have time, well, after the victory, everything will finally be reformed. by the way, what kind of victory will it be, how do you see it as a matter of course, that this return of the territory is a matter of course, this is bringing them to justice, the court has to to be lightning fast, that is, for six months, a year, we have to find everyone who was in putin's policy diary, and all putin's eh, these pasitas, eh, we need to find them all, and eh, this is

very important, and enough evidence for this can be found now, eh- you think so long half a year a year ago i want it faster, you know , for a high-quality er for me for this year this is a minimum, but it er should be a maximum because it is important for us in this story, what to do to be imprinted in the minds of people, here you are committing a crime against civilized countries that did not provoke you, that lived according to the laws adopted by international institutions, and now it must be punished very quickly, they attacked you, and they won you, and now you were punished, so humanity wins over those barbarians who simply did not have time to develop. but we we understand that russia no longer recognizes, for example , the decision of the human rights court, so how do we condemn them when they do not recognize the decisions of

international institutions, for this it was necessary that it was an international tribunal humanity must condemn and the voice of russia is discredited as such russians are now classified as such i think that they should not be taken into account at all in any constructions until there is no punishment for them until the russians pay us out of their own pockets for every child killed for every house destroyed until those times. they have to, as it were, s -------------------------------------------------------------------------- they should receive responsibility for what is being done to their nation, the main thing is to realize that russia is not putin, but russia - it is all russians, and i understand exactly why ukraine is

different from russians. every citizen of ukraine knows that he can change something in this to the state why do i want them to live in ukraine because here you can change something if you don’t like something carefully change it to the russians they don’t have that and they don’t want to do it and when they see how the russians are killing our children a-a they are idle, they are all accomplices the russians are accomplices , absolutely we will return the territory, we will condemn the russians, and you will write a book about the war, yes , there are plans, yes, there are these plans. you know what kind of book it will be, a novel or a historical one. unfortunately, i think that when i release this book in my there will be a lot of problems with my reputation because there is a lot of honesty because there is no cheer of patriotism because there are the experiences of a person who was caught in the war, what was i like when i came, what do i feel now and how did it end? i don't know when this book

will end. - maybe arbitrary, maybe after the war, if not instead, and she will be honest, you know, i want it to be remembered at this moment that these are ordinary people and a person can drive a mercedes and have a very comfortable life, but when their home and country were attacked, that's all it does n't matter and we are at war now very much many people who have a high income, they could now go to poland to live easily, but they did not do it, and i want all of humanity to know this about these people, this is a very cool moment when we are aware that military prices are, you know, niches, brody, which do not exist what do they do more there to earn money? no, this is a very high value people, but most of them are not all of them, and i want to show it in ordinary everyday things , you know, i am not a hero. i am the same. sorry, i can

drink. it's a crime but i understand that deep down i have a desire to protect this society. we thank you very much for this desire , for starting to defend ukraine, friends, he was a messiah to my proud face, a human rights defender , a soldier of the armed forces of ukraine and just a hero who protects us and you. i thank you very much, thank you. as a child, i always dreamed of meeting characters from books, it seemed to me that they were

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