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all this time you are in ukraine. you know what occupation is. you were born in kherson and all your relatives, all your closest people, except for your husband and children, were in kherson all these months under occupation, and you already know that. now what such a victory. let it be small, but still tell me how you found out that kherson was liberated and called someone right away, you know all these months i lived in fear of the real thing. i was even afraid to tell people when they asked me how your kherson was and i pretended that that i'm not from kherson why because i couldn't, i couldn't help my relatives, i was afraid at every step to tell about it, but not

about how i found out about the liberation of kherson i was in lutsk at the children's festival and my husband texted me today in a row writes kherson was liberated and shows this picture where the first flags began to appear. tears in my eyes, just tears, we cried, my husband cried. i cried, no one understood at all why we were crying, but it's just such stress, you know , tears of happiness come out. the city is my city with a cross, i love you, your relatives. stayed in kherson , enter now my parents are there, so they hoped to the last that this whole terrible dream that started on february 24 would end and dragged on as they said let's let's let's

evacuate evacuate but you know how adults parents, it is very difficult for them to leave their homes. we just didn’t appeal. i even got pregnant so that my parents would come. i’m kidding for the third time. no, it didn’t work. that is, it’s their decision. i’m very happy that now my friends in the military have already sent the first video of my parents . it didn’t just happen to you. hmm, to find out that your native kherson has been occupied for several months in a row. your house, which you and your husband dreamed of and finally bought a few years ago in a wonderful cottage town near kyiv, was also occupied. at the beginning of march, yes almost immediately, we managed to leave on

february 25th, and on the 26th, people were already being shot on the highway, well, you know about all these moments. and really , our, our, our area is not far away . patience was a thicket, so there was an explosion, and i heard all this on the 24th. on the 7th in the morning, i felt you were at home. i was at home. yes. we woke up from this. i couldn't understand what kind of noises it was because i heard them. for the first time, i told my husband what kind of noises they were. someone is coming into the house. he says not in the house. country another 24 hours we arrived under explosions at home when the windows are shaking when you are with two with small children, you don’t know where to hide because the windows are almost everywhere. on the 25th, they left miraculously. they left for a long time

. they left for the west of ukraine. they saved the town. it was really shelled. our house miraculously survived, but there was a lot of destruction in the town. you went to ivano-frankivsk on february 25. yes. how did you live there? what were you doing? we weren't going to go to ivano-frankivsk. why did we go and i don't know ? we left and started calling friends and acquaintances . it's you. it took an hour it wasn't it wasn't it was impossible to prepare to run away from one's own house but we managed to collect only children's things some necessary things sat down and left and fate

brought us to the incredible city of ivano-frankivsk now i call it my third hometown because people they embraced us with love, we lived with complete strangers before the war, now these are our friends, families , sheltered us, we wrote songs in frankivsk , under the sirens, i wrote the deck sky, close the sky over ukraine, who is without us and spring

and then we shot with her and abroad. and we collected aid for ukraine where the children in the clip are asking for institutions. sky closed sky. it was in frankivsk that i wrote the song road to home. what a song to listen to without tears, especially for me when all these months the road home to tula was impossible. it's difficult from nervous breakdowns mane is saved by faith in the future and it's not just words i want so much i still want to do a lot you understand why folding hands down is not my topic i don't know why but sometimes i want to cry now iron well no it's not enough

they just don't exist. you perceive everything as a nervous system, like a wall, you can't break through it, but these fluctuations are sometimes difficult. what else saves them? simple things, i started cooking just to distract me. first of all, nutritionists said, let's go , svetlana, to a healthy diet, because you already have i have children and i have to cook for them too, for example. this autumn i baked pumpkins for the first time, i made pumpkin soup for the first time in my life and it is very tasty, just like in a restaurant. i do not take recipes from the internet or from books, only from friends hello irochka you know the recipe of the person herself, she does not dictation, well, you already have an exchange of such cool energy and you feel that you are alive and you have

friends and you have a future, what else saves is definitely music, music, now i write such songs, all my songs with tears, i wrote this in the 14th year and come back alive and i want to live without war and never again when the full -scale invasion began if you listen to everything i wrote this is motivation strength there are no tears without free i want so i want to live uninterrupted by the way, how quickly did you restore your creative power because i talked to your colleagues

artists and many of them said the same thing that for the first month they couldn't write anything at all, and it was such a pause to recover , to understand what you are, where you are, how you are, and only then gradually something in the creative direction began to revive, how did you have music for me, i write and music and lyrics all by yourself, it's not just a song, it's a message, it's my voice, but i wouldn't be able to be silent, so when you're in pain, you want to write even more, pour out, share with people or inspire them to support, write a song for me in such times difficult moments are being with people, that's why, thank god, i didn't have such kriss. on the contrary, i was looking for a frankivska studio where i could go to

record, and that's how i found new friends in music . here wait, you are the strongest hope, you are mine, together we will become what is now, by the way, in what state is ukrainian show business now, you understand very well what it was like, you know the whole situation from the inside, now ukrainian show business has changed, it has definitely changed a lot, it is flourishing on the one hand, and with on the other hand i personally don't have enough high-quality

content that should be in show business. but i understand that we all just don't have the physical income. there's nothing to spend on filming pavilions. there's no way to do all this, so we're twisting it as much as we can and it feels cool. sincere, human, such energy, all the artists are now a clean sheet of paper , i like it what are the words of which of your songs now do you feel, you know, such an immediate emotion in return from people oh, it is very difficult to say that when i sing, victory is not one day, victory is always a road, every step is closer she's also there, well, on the way home, people freeze

and then oh, what a mouthful when i sing come back alive everyone is crying come back alive came back alive come back alive come back alive come back alive come back alive come back to live now it's better to live come back alive come back alive but you know what the message is now i feel despite that life goes on life goes on that's what it's called i have the next song i know that recently you

shot such a beautiful inspiring clip in the carpathians what is it about what is this song incredible how incredible energy is in this song it's called we stand up the carpathians added a special special strength a song about the light that only the light keeps us and every day if it's hard to whiten that's why you get up and move forward you cried you wiped away the tears wrote on instagram some motivational post and energy rushed well i don't know how i have a great job and it's a cool song, people liked it too, what words do you like, you are standing, we breathe in strength and air, you are standing, don't

be afraid, you are my light, they asked me to sing yes, on the side, i know that because of the fall let's say that the financial component is that in business. because no one tours there, there are no corporate events, there are no big concerts. and you say that charity is now the main factor for an artist. i know that you even thought about giving up your house with your husband because you can't pay. credit is the truth, it's the truth and there's nothing to think about, we've

already put it up for sale, you've put up for sale a house that you've dreamed about all your life, that it would be a home for your big family and now you're forced to sell it like this because we had certain obligations, and if it weren't for the war, i was working and would have just paid off the debt a little bit at a time. and since everything has stopped, we have to pay off the debt, it's not a small one, and we're already dragging on and bringing in the person who went to meet us and helped build the house of our dreams, we can't anymore, that's why we're looking hmm, we're looking and this is the only way to sell yes, i won't cry everything will be fine, you used to be a russian-speaking person,

as far as i remember from kherson so when did you make a decision for yourself, even in everyday life, to move in ukrainian for the first time i got pregnant. we talked with my husband and oleksiy about what language our children will speak. for us, this was a pressing question. i say, lyosh, we have to do this with you. unfortunately, he is also from kyiv, but also from a russified family, which most of us are, unfortunately, ivan was born and he inspired us and we moved into everyday life, and my children already speak their native ukrainian language, that is, the language with

which their parents speak to them, me and my husband, the truth and vyvana now it is so clean without russia an incredible language that we even sometimes learn from him, when we came to ivano-frankivsk, everyone was surprised that our son has such a ukrainian language, you know, this is our little victory in our family, even my grandmother began to speak ukrainian, it is special, it is possible that he did not lose the light in his eyes, all that in in life in reality. maybe you still have a loving faith in people. you have two children as a husband now, a boy and a girl, and it was during the war that you learned that you are with nadia again, with which i congratulate you very much. i am very happy for you, how were your firsts feeling because of course it is a joy for any

woman for a future mother, but it’s a war but everything is so shaky, the house has to be sold, i’m constantly being bombarded, how did you find out about your third pregnancy, how did you take it, i felt crazy toxicosis, as always, and it’s clear that i’m you you know, i'm the third child in the family, i'm the third girl in the family and i always knew i felt that i would have three children, of course during the war it's very difficult, you constantly worry, and a woman with nadiya can't worry, you still worry, it's difficult, it's difficult but it's such a ray of light and immediately everyone 's mood changes, you call your friends, parents, of

course, everyone says oh, you're a little crazy , why is there such a reaction now, god, why do you need such small children, why now, and then everyone rejoices, that is, of course, shock at first, shock later gray works after several months of crazy toxicosis, i had a very difficult five months very difficult i didn't tell anyone and no one saw it but it was just it was difficult physically not only emotionally a-a so what am i talking about how are you received the news of pregnancy. after a few months, i realized that this child saved me. i focused on simple, ordinary things that preserve your nervous

system . to be here right now is my little dream, because friends and doctors help me a lot here, and i am very afraid that my children will not be sitting all the time, will not be able to stay in a cold house, no, everything will be fine, hugs and how are you now you are explaining to your children what is happening in our country how many years ivanka ivanka is four years old mariyka is 2 years old maria does not understand anything yet thank god but when we lived in frankivsk and heard sirens eh she knows what

anxiety is, you have to hide key words but ivan went to kindergarten and his older friends told him absolutely everything that this is the military, that this is ours. he is growing up with me in general. you know, you are a conscious patriot. you are ukrainian, and mom and dad. we will win. glory to the heroes. he understands that war, unfortunately, but he does not. he is afraid, don't be afraid, he says that our defenders are his favorite word, our defenders, our military will protect us, they know all the military equipment absolutely by the names of the machines, i don't know on my own, somehow i started to

figure it out i know you, how to be a very talented creative person, well, at the same time, you are surprisingly logical, thank you always was, tell me how you dealt with yourself, how did this war change you, right at the beginning of a full-scale invasion . did something change in your worldview. did something change in your principles ? fear of death it's true because somehow i didn't think before i knew that i will die as an old woman there will be many grandchildren nearby and i will be with a glass of whiskey listening to jazz that's how i saw myself and when

you see so much pain of injustice and when your friends start dying around you acquaintances, when you knew a person a few days ago, you corresponded and today she is gone, it's hard. that's the only thing that has changed, you started. well, i'm telling the truth, to be afraid of death, but on the other hand, it mobilized you so much that you began to appreciate every moment meeting with friends now is like a breath of fresh air giving birth to children now is like a breath of fresh air and you know exactly what the future will be writing songs now it's like that you know hope and you imagine how after the victory we will all

sing together in the square and maybe we won't i know, we might want to forget everything and immediately sing happy songs, i don't know how it will be, the feeling has changed here and now, we started to live more here and now. that's how i feel in our family. in the first months, i forbade myself even to buy coffee, why i well, how am i going to drink coffee and somewhere there people are starving, it's true, i had such thoughts. i'm sure that everyone had such thoughts, then a new habit appeared: you buy yourself a coffee and send a donation donat donat it doesn't matter what it is how much do you have, but you send and it's cool, it changed us. we started giving more, that's just

how we give, we also give to people, but actually give when you give, you get incredible energy, i believe in it too, i see how my friends have changed, how my friends have opened up, there are a lot of cool people days during the war, my phone was breaking because everyone offered to go to their house, come to us, come to us, they will come, we didn't know where to go, and it's very cool, people are ready to give you their last, and it changed us, although we must have always been such a people, that's why we endure that is why ukraine will be different after the victory ukraine is already different our children are growing up with incredible love for their

value value has grown so much yes we will be tired but no fatigue can stop us anymore oh cool people on victory day who in your plans i will cry i will cry shout sing hug call i will be i will be happy then we will have a very difficult period when we will understand all our losses to the end but a simple job will save us we will rebuild paint we will do it together and we will definitely sing ukrainians

without music are not ukrainians, will you finally sing something for us, come on, the song is not out yet, but in a few days, life goes on. let the night go by. wow, let the light shine, laughter is heard, love lives. she holds this world because life goes on and you wow oh you and me try it i am grateful for your position for your songs i sincerely wish for us to be on the musical front you kept your bright guard

uh inspiration in this family health to you and the future ukrainians who will be born thank you thank you this program is my story and today we listened to the story of svitlana tarabarova how are you there, our most cherished wish will come true soon and there will be no more worries hello max hello you have already written a letter what do you want for the new year what do you want for the new year and there is light lost i know it is

hard for you i believe in i kiss you, mom, no take care, see you next year to our kharkiv oh hello you are raising something, there is no light for a long time and i know your wishes for the new year victory of the whole of ukraine for every ukrainian one wish victory victory victory victory victory victory victory victory victory unstoppable we can see incredibly