[000:00:00;00] it didn't hurt to push it. by the way, something hurt there, the tourniquets hurt - it's terrible, it's that it presses, it's clear that it's all stretched, the tourniquets hurt, and i can't say that they hurt so much well, probably this shock i didn't say goodbye, i didn't force it. i want to live. i probably didn't finish something here, and i knew that uh. well, again, two children who need to be brought up, let life be like they say so that they don't say that and father died in the war, it didn't give us anything, tell us about his injury, left leg amputation above the knee, well the middle third of the thigh, well, if according to the diagnosis, the right leg is the middle third of the lower leg. well, that is, i have one leg with kolin, the other is an iron kolin. when the realization came, it was already a complete realization that you have no legs . i just saw me right

away . i saw i understood that i don't have everything well, you saw this picture yes, i see my legs were lying next to me and they were cut, well, at the head of this one well, that is, this eye i was cut off like a blade, i understood that it will not be sewn back, well, that is , i have to will live somehow like that well, that's it at the moment, of course, i didn't think about it, because i had to live in kramatorsk, and then i was already transferred from istanbul to kramatorsk. well , the guy is also a young doctor, and he says yes, vadim, it's time for prostheses . everything will be fine, and somehow it got into my head and he said to the water, well, he said, well, we won't save you, we're like that, well, let's look at him like that , i say that you're there, you're a day old, they had an operation two days into the third, they do nine

operations and the last 19 were still done to me these are the first pains, compare where there are no legs, everything hurts. well, it’s not that it’s hit, it’s not that it’s broken , it’s what’s there. well, it just hurts somewhere, twitching somewhere, it’s already hurting somewhere more here, it’s letting go, here it hurts again, well, it hurts forever, something hurts, what are phantom pains? on a bolt - it hurts what is not there well, that is, the foot, the fingers, the knee, they are, this leg is sewn up from below. well, that is, it is broken and bandaged, that is what i have from below, i touch it here, i clean it here. well, what did i get used to? well, it was here before and the one that broke it and i started having this feeling, yes so bend the knee, i lie down and think vadim, well, what kind of ukraine are the knees, if the knees are not there, which, which is bent from his tube, there is no , somehow well, he adjusts, he adjusts, he adjusts, he adjusts, he adjusts, he adjusts, it hurts, something shot, and he shoots, well , physically, you can’t bear the pain. well, i think if it hurts, what is there ?

it means that it is painful there, it means that it cannot be there a priori , and these stories that the boys told that they felt their fingers that they do not feel pai well , i am sitting here right now with the muscles that i move even with my finger, the muscles that answer then they stayed there, uh, sewed up the nerves and sewed that. well, i can, well, i move my fingers . well, that is. well, here i have muscles that will move. well, which ones were polished, which ones are responsible for the fingers? i can move my finger. i'm driving and it's like there's gas i'm pressing well, well, now i'm pressing the gas like that and before i pressed it like that and i'm driving i'm thinking why isn't anything happening and my foot isn't doing everything okay, well, sit down like that, that's what i tried in the normal way it doesn't work to sit down like before, and basically everything is in the car in general i don't feel anything. in the car, i drive as if with my legs. well, that is, i turn off everything. i drive

like, how can you ever describe describe your condition in those first days when you lost your legs, physical and psychological moral state, psychologically, i was normal i held on, well, i held on with all my might to the fact that i didn't want my relatives and well, mother, father, sister , wife. i'm so belligerent and loud. well, maybe the voice will hang up on me loves a lot and uh, i think well damn, i started to reassure them over the phone that everything will be fine everything you mom i will come to you i will live where i say you will live i will be on the floor doctor i don't need to live near me and by the way, he jumped over when they were taking me from kramatorsk

to dnipro. i will have to take this step. he will call and tell my dear that i am seriously injured. well, he called himself to say that he is wounded and has no leg . i realized that i said that there was only one when we only one was asked. he said no two there are not two, but the first one was a shock. well, just a shock, but thanks to the support of relatives, thanks to the support of people who are not indifferent, ah. well, somehow , gradually, we were able to overcome all this, survive and accept it. natalia well, hello, how are you? everything is fine. ok, i hung up the phone and i think well, my legs won't grow up to the dnipro, i have to say, i don't know how, let's go from afar

. what did danila advise a leg like that, but there is a second one? i lie down and look at myself. it was difficult, she is not she accepted it and she didn't, well, couldn't somehow accept it there, well, i was very upset when i said that everything would be fine and reassured him that he would find his relatives again, more than me , when my mother came there for the first time to the hospital for her birthday and i ordered that it's not a plan so that no one cries, what i'm saying is, well, i won't bring it. well, let's give it a normal look. well, i saw in their eyes that they wanted to cry, but they cried. thank god , no one cried. i know that without my natasha, nothing would have happened. and probably i am not even like that viv if it wasn't for my wife, although my wife is in such a sad state . she has not seen. she sees. she saw me only in june of this year. we didn't

see each other for a year and three months, not with my children. not with my wife. my wife was abroad in ireland. you when you were going to war on february 24, you had thoughts that something like this could happen to you . i thought that i might get hurt. i don't think that i will be like that at all i didn't even imagine how difficult it is when there aren't two colleagues , then someone like me walks along, then a person with two knees walks. well, there's no pole there. well, then sometimes we have one leg, er, higher knees, lower knees, well, it's like that. well, it's hard , hard injuries and severe rehabilitation. how long did your rehabilitation last? where was it? my rehabilitation lasted from october 6, 2022 to july 6, 2023, and there you

are treated by rehabilitation specialists who prepare you for prosthetics. for prosthetics, you need to form a stump. you need culture. also it is not easy to form, to lie down, it is necessary to make the matati be elastic concrete so that the corner has such a, uh, conical shape, and for therapy we had well, that is, riding up and on horses, and this one , well, how did you ride and how did anyone climb us by themselves ? couldn't push each other, we threw uh, put him on a horse uh, then we were still in rehabilitation, uh, physical exertion. well, there is a gym, and that's physical exertion, some kind of psychological uh, decompression , the volunteer staff was cool there , the girls are so good, they we are not like that we took them to volleyball there for women's volleyball, all the boys go to women's volleyball, imagine how cool it is for women's volleyball and

we sat in the back, it's actually the best volleyball in my life, especially since it's female athletes, and still, she goes to volleyball in a bus there with strollers on proteists, too, who is just on crutches, i was in the opera, in the theater, went to the cinema, rode in a wheelchair, this all happened to me in a wheelchair. it's the same thing what should you wear if you have a 43rd shoe size, nadia is 37th and walking in them, well, it’s hard to press. well , it squeezes the bag, plus the load, plus you , uh, turn, well, stand upright after a beer break, either sitting or lying down. and it’s so hard what do you think right away, what the hell? i will live in a stroller, i don't count

. well, every time from the kindergarten to the back, then to the garage, to the garden, for tomatoes, for cucumbers, for potatoes, and everything else. i can't go through one step all the way down like before i can to go well, i still need to practice a little, and up i am such a representative step if i am in a big hurry, then i walk through two steps , i am usually there because my wife will kill me for such a thing if i leave the street in sneakers that we are two sneakers, which are now like indoor slippers for me to the orbital center. he walked very badly, he used a wheelchair more, because there were conditions for us, so that we don't have a wheelchair in our apartment, because, well, he won't pass

through ours, if we could say, and the door from the bathroom therefore he has to do as if we put chairs there in other ways to help ourselves. well, just to get to, well, take a shower, hats for us, they repair the bike , that is, for the household, well, in this case, there is something to tighten up, then well, i was digging on sunday, i sat on the mishka in the middle of the city and commanded, well, i want to go to work. i won't work as a tractor driver anymore. well, physically i can work. well, i won't be able to. well, that is, i can drive and do something. i will be able to do repairs, and it will certainly be difficult.

i am a veterinarian by education and a tractor driver at heart. hello, give me a hand, and what is it like to return to your native land? and how long have you been behind the wheel of this car, well, during a full-scale operation? we hid it here and there. and i'm not the same anymore. it's a feeling like that, they say fire, but i don't remember how it is in ukrainian. well, you'll sing with experience, so at once he was even worried about something. he stopped worrying. you're going and

you're going. all the more so on this one the technology is computerized and you don't need brains anymore. well, it's not physical . it 's not like there's a bunch of levers. such a technique, even one like me, you can feel free andriyovych, if you have to go, help , yes, i called, what else is the class? yes, you see, you see, i invite you to work

, he doesn’t want to, we don’t want to . tractor driver without two nails, in principle, reality, of course, i'm like this, six months will pass for prostheses, a year will pass, and two years will pass, and you'll probably already be there walking on the stubble and on the role and in everything, it's my time, it was your dream, i 'm walking option 35 years old, 36 will be on sunday, i still need this option. natasha even sometimes says that you were legs , you were never gone for a long time. well, i still think about you when you are not. you still have to go somewhere. well, tell me about the boys

you are with was how did you communicate with each other there? supported, not supported, or not everyone there was as positive as you? well, always huddle together, there is a certain number of people. well, that is, according to the character, there for some reason. well , the same. by the way, at the rehabilitation, one-legged people hang out for new ones twice, and such a bunch hangs out there without hands and themselves concerns well, what? well, common problems and it and plus uh, they settled on the third floor, all uh , putants, greenhouses, and it’s clear that we have rooms next to each other, it’s clear that we’re leaving there, and everyone is there , you and it, well, there were all the seeds, too, like that, everyone by the way, everyone goes to the only one prostheses drive a car, probably 90% of all of you in your party have black humor, it's just normal it's normal in general, and i even brought it all, well, everything is standard there are socks how do you choose a show, was there not a handful pressing uh , well, my feet don't get cold, no

you're afraid he'll get wet there for fishing, we're going to take his boots, and what are the boots for anyway, and why don't new boots get wet, a black joke, sitting people in the gym, and a man there, 10-15 of us and kolya, got prosthetics for the first time and he goes. and he uh, the amputation is high. it's difficult for him uh, well, that's in i have at least one support leg, so i have knees, i somehow support myself with it, and his two, uh, he goes to the gym, well, 10 meters , probably there. kilometers a-a shorter, well, there are some positions . why are you joking like a shark concussed, so he doesn’t feel it a bit, but he heard everything, how many two kilometers , he says everything is fine, he says well, that’s him , this one, this one, this one, this one, this one, this one, this one, black humor well, that’s the kind of

jokes we have well, my brother-in-law made a joke about me. well, that's it well, we chatted on the phone, this is my family and my sister's husband , and he is talking nonsense. i wish you a long time to live again, and i have a grandmother who died at the age of 100. your wife is a joke. they already confessed , yes, she did it unconsciously, she did it. berets say what it is. well, i say so much from berets. and bercys. well, i say, well done in donbass. dybeltsy there somewhere i say the landings remained in general it was difficult to keep my husband like that just like that the process was very long for me to say this grieving well although it is possible well it would be wrong yes because well he is alive well i understood well how difficult it would be for us

if well, in everyday life, well, in general, in the fact that, well, if there were no two legs, because, well, our son also, when i told the children, well, almost immediately, because, well, they saw that i was upset , they understood that something had happened, and well, not telling them it was also well wrong that's why we eat they said right away, but if our son also says so, he only has one leg, and i say no . unfortunately for the two, he says, well, even if one is stitched up. well, but he is independent with us, we aim at him that he should be able to do everything by himself and with milk and can do it on his own i understood when, uh, natalia uh, she already accepted me as i am, then when she fell in love with me, then i understood that i already mean everything . it's already normal to watch interviews of other guys who are in similar situations, and it's clear that everyone who they give interviews to everyone who wants

to talk about it, and they are positive optimistic you are also optimistic, where does this optimism come from, well, that is, relatively speaking, there are most people there, where did you go before that ? so, yes, i stayed like that. well, what to do if this has already happened, i have a family that needs to be put on a new one, and optimism and here i am, well, motivation, she adds to my family, first of all, what is needed , further, further, and, secondly, you don't feel like a person with a disability . i don't feel. i don't feel . well, in principle, what i need well it's clear, i won't go skiing before, i've gone there maybe skiing well, i won't go right now because i won't be able to physically, and again, i won't be able to do it before what the devil is kidding, it might work out and we'll go on a couch, my son broke the bikes, i repaired it i repaired it there, it drives there, it goes somewhere, i used to do it, i did it all by car, well, wait

there, where i dropped you off, i'll pick you up , come on, well, as you saw, well done, of course, everything is fine, it drives, it takes me, if you compare your life before this injury, well conditionally speaking, yes, you remember your father, how your life has changed. no matter how much i treat him as if someone has been wounded, oh, oh , what's your business? and what happened, it's kind of stupid, you don't have to do it, no, it still remains. well, it was n't thought that our otse got involved, you could have gone to serve. no, i can't help but find a servant . i had armor at work and the second thing is that i was there before with limited suitability. well, that is, i could even serve in the community you didn't have thoughts about our city, i knew them , this guy never even thought about it and never

i didn't think about it until i was 88 years old, and i still won't think about it, that i did something wrong. tell me about your prosthetics . if from the financial side, it's a cool car . how much, in my case, more than a million? 300 hryvnias is worth the state in full. the state financed it all, the entire course of my rehabilitation treatment and prosthetics. i did not pay even 10 hryvnias anywhere , and i declare this officially, and who says that there? oh, we are treated. there are different cases. i am very grateful, and i am very grateful to him. i went to oleksandr pavlovich stetsenka and this is god prosthetics merits that i even stand and walk, well, i don’t know, sixty percent , maybe 70. it depends on the prosthetist, because the prosthetist

puts it correctly, correctly makes the cultivator . well, you won't walk if it's uncomfortable here, how much time did it take you from the moment when you first put on the prosthesis and until then, how do you walk the way you are now? you walk, well, so that start walking little by little normal well, more or less normal, three months, people walk in a month, uh, like sasha teren, he walked in a month without sticks, also a pair of amputations, and some with one amputation, i can’t walk after six months, how many steps have you taken today , and the first 3,000 steps have already been taken well it's not yet you're not the finish line, but how many steps did you take as a protégé, uh, i didn't take steps in kilometers, well, i walked four at a time, how do you like the way

i look at you around you, you feel how they pay attention to you there are people who look like that for a long time there are people who look like that well, there are people who passed by and there are still people who waved their heads there. by the way, it's a really cool gesture when they say thank you. no, i don't know what to answer. well , it's not for me. thank me, please . i can't. i can't say. well, what should i answer to that? thank you, the children react better, they don't react at all, they don't react. hello, how are you? and what is a robot leg ? it's cool. there was an incident in our shopping center in chernihiv. two boys on scooters came and rode there. he looks at me like that

in the war, i say yes, well done, on a scooter and i went, i think no, it’s biosimo and the military, they’re fucking me, who turns their heads, maybe they’re just projecting this situation onto themselves, that they themselves can find themselves in such a situation, probably now, well, your injury to me, since it was assessed by the state, i also i didn't get that disability group. well, i'm still a sighted person . according to the documents. according to the documents, you're healthy after the month. i'll file for injuries. well , compensation for injuries would be there if the first group, well, there's something there, a million, around your two legs after the state estimated a million, well, a million plus for treatment for rehabilitation and prosthetics, well, the state estimated for me, well, how much it will turn out, i don’t know, well, a year there , 10 months of treatment, together with the rehabilitation of the prosthesis, i said there a million, well, it can’t be

estimated, eh, though and give me 15 million, they will say, for example, 15 million dollars and two legs. well, it’s clear. i’ll choose the legs. what about the legs and the legs ? well, he’s always changed. he was always strong-willed, courageous, strong and whole morally strong, morally. i think that if there was a war more added to him wisdom and some prudence well, perhaps he became stronger after all, although he does not have his own , but still he motivates many people to the fact that it is necessary to continue, what would we like to say to the wives, so what are the similarities of the situation in which they found themselves. maybe they just learned about the injuries like your husbands and who now have the same one that you had then, you just have to go through it all, and it takes time for each person, it’s just different and everyone is looking for themselves well, there is no

one single advice, well, for everyone each one is the same in each one, i just look for myself and i read a lot now i look and i try to find some advice in psychology that will help me, i guess we really need to talk we want to not see each other but we talked constantly they came to some conclusions, first of all, i didn't like it. i'm not talking about natalya, i'm not talking about natalya at all, well, what did you go there? well , i went, i didn't go. the choice uh, wounded, means wounded, means you have to lie down, um, not injured, that means cool, we will continue to fight . well, you have to listen to your wife, your husband

, your wife, your husband, i think everything will be fine, i think that's how i have her, she's obedient to me, she's a little on fire, a little she doesn't get angry because of that, i want to swear once or twice. she's already calmed down, we know when she's angry, we don't touch the expression somewhere there, well, it's a joke. what kind of dream do you really have? well, my first dream is to buy a house. well, we have had housing for them and us four of us, all ukrainians have one dream, that there would be victory. and in general, we fenced ourselves off there with a big chinese wall of some kind, and well, the children will already know who the katsaps are. and that my grandchildren did not even know what it is and that we have become

a normal civilized country that is approaching victory, everything begins from gathering information, it is the basis of our knowledge about the enemy, we know how to monitor the enemy everywhere on land, water, in the air and even in space, we know how to choose the right tools , use them professionally, this is how the band works

, stars, you, everything is fine, like children, like mother u i am more or less everything, well, almost. of course, at home , of course, insomnia, and in no case do not feel it, because the strength is here within us and those who are close to us. my favorite music and the most important thing, as they say in our village, it's agro-fitness, it's not good to plant potatoes, it became easier to move forward to beets , the main thing is not to sit within the four walls, because then you'll dig, i even thought about starting a garden for yourself, even if you want mallows on the balcony to find out how to help yourself and others, go

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