"in spite of everything, i am waiting for my son, and i don't want him to see me in some inadequate state, and the state has actually already slipped to inadequate, well, here it is probably worth telling our viewers about what you do not know about whether he is alive or what has happened to him, the brothers all shout with one voice that he is dead, and they are sure of it, there is no..." body is of no use, i am not sure, and i will never believe anyone until the end, i will wait, i will wait, if necessary, i will wait everything my life, but i will wait, that's how i got out of this state, i started writing posts, i started writing posts on the internet, communicating with my son, i remembered our stories from his childhood, from the beginning, how small he was, what he was... a teenager,

we had stories, we had funny and tragic stories, and so on, and i wrote them under one hashtag: lemberg, two dots mommy don't cry, lemberg, mommy don't cry, lemberg is a call sign my son, at first he had the call sign lviv, but when he moved east, there was the position of lviv, and in order not to confuse the position with the call sign, the brothers renamed it lemberg, this is... the external name of lviv, and i also wrote posts about myself, about my feelings about how i was a mother before, from the beginning a large scale war, an invasion, a big war, until may 20 , 2023, what i was mom, what we did, what we got, it was just if my son called me and said mom, i need so-and-so, but it is... to be on mars, and i would

say: yes, and i would fly to mars, i bought him such things, whoever reads the book, that will understand that it was simply impossible to do it, and i said: i will do it, and when he wanted to transfer, he said, mom, they don't want, well , a fighter like him, of course, no one wanted to transfer, he is beautiful, he has proven himself, and all the recommendations that my comrades and commanders later wrote to me. they wrote and commented on him, and i understood that of course no one wanted to translate him, he wanted to, so he passed this height, he needs to go higher, he has already passed this, gained knowledge, he needs to go higher, and here he was rushing, rushing and finally, he left from the first days of the post office, yes from the first days , he came to the police station three times, he was told, we will call you back, and he went by himself, and then he said, mother, guess what, i will receive a summons, and i am already here, and here he is he once said to me: mom, they don’t want

to transfer me, you have a way to be a good man, well damn, who am i and who is a good man, where do i have a way to be a good man, but i know so much that he believes in me as in god and that i am such an authority for him, i said, of course i will find it, i did not know how it would happen, but for i already had a phone for three days, in the evening i wrote to valery fedorovich, in the morning mykhailo had already been transferred, valery fedorovich sent me all the documents, so... such stories in this book, stories from him, how he became a man, how he became a boy , how he fought our military stories, reviews of the draft, well, the book is non-fiction, but it reads like fiction, well, of course, my experience, how i got out of this situation, this book has long been called a primer for the military, for relatives, the military, for relatives, and for those who don't have anything to do with... to

war, so that he could understand us and we became closer to each other, and why would he explain to his relatives? please, why for my relatives, what, what is in the book, that, well, let's say, i would write about my experience, it will be a primer for my relatives, i wrote a complete assessment, they are today , you know, can you just tell me a few examples, that exactly, what exactly did i write, and the feedbacks started to be very strong, after the release of this one? books began to be written to me every day, i receive letters from people i don't know, it's written by mothers, sisters, it's written by wives, and so on literally this morning i received a letter, thank you, some other woman wrote me the last name, i don't remember, thank you for writing this book, reading it i recognized my husband when he told me how he was young, how he grew up , all these stories, gives the impression that you wrote about my...

husband. ivanka dymyt, if you remember, reading my posts on the internet, said: "god, i see artemko, i see my artemko, these are children born in free ukraine." they are completely different, plus or minus a few years there, and this one the book is a primer, as i once dreamed, when i got to the clinic, uh, my doctor is treating me according to viktor frankl's method, and i realized that my son often quoted different phrases, and when i now recognize that these are phrases frankl, i understand that my son read frankl and was interested in him, and i fell into very good hands, and i am like viktor. frankl wrote a book in search of true meaning, yes, it seems that's what it's called, this is a man who lived through a concentration camp, and he shared his experience, how he survived, what he came to, what did he operate, what were his meanings, and people, when this war ended, the second

world war, this book of his became a primer, because almost the whole world was wounded by this war, and people, reading this book, and it immediately became a bestseller, reading this book... they had such a primer for themselves, a survival primer, and i understood, writing these posts, serhiy rudenko and volodymyr vyatrovych wrote to me that this should be a book, they just wrote to me in private messages, it should be book, and i collected this book, collected these posts into a book, gave it under this hashtag the title of this book, and i had a feeling that maybe it would be, well, i don't want to brag too much, but it might be something similar to viktor frankl's book, only it was set during the second world war , and the wounded society read it, and now our ukrainian wounded society, reading this book, will

find a lot in common, a lot of kinship, will see this experience, and maybe in this experience will find some necessary... things, who are these people , who are coming to you now for the presentation of this books, when you visit different cities, i did not even expect that the presentations would be so crowded and that the book would have such great publicity, because the first edition was sold in three weeks, i did not expect that it would be so necessary and so interesting for everyone , people who come, first of all they come to sign, buy a book at... presentations come to sign and everyone wants to hug me, and i want to hug this person, we hug, each person should spend a few minutes, talk, someone a mother, someone is a neighbor, someone is a wife, someone is just a person who cares, and i also

noticed that mostly at all my presentations people cry in the hall, some are afraid to read this book, thinking that it... it is very strong, dramatic, in fact, it is a drama of light, who has already read it, they say, there is so much light and so much flight, reading it, you grow wings and want to fly, so you cry sometimes over some chapters, but these tears are pure and bright, these tears of faith, hope and love, maybe those people who came to you on... maybe you remember, maybe someone told you some story that struck you, and maybe someone had a story similar to yours, and you can share it

. , his claimant was an eagle, surname orlov. and my mother came to the presentation, and my wife could not come to the presentation then, my mother came, and we both cried, hugged a lot, but she already knows for sure that he died, everyone who knows me, who writes to me, who cares , people believe that mykhailo will return, me too i really want to believe and i really want him to write a sequel to this book, it would probably be called lemberg's return. that's what i want, god willing, god's will for everything. olenko, well, getting back to what you know about your son today, and what you don't know about his fate today. what, what answers are they sending you, what

are they saying? none, nothing, quiet, quiet, i communicate with many of his brothers, i communicate... with combrig pavel palisa, i communicate with his combatant, bravo, i communicate with the department, because marta was processing there receiving help, as a wife, she is afraid of the military, she has a terrible fear, so i had to communicate for her so that marta received money, and we are very good friends with her, we were not so friendly before, and now we can go to the beauty salon together . well, just keep quiet even together, we

are comfortable, and i think that mykhailo is happy, if he knew this, you are lucky, because you have such a beautiful family that supports you, maybe you found out, and when you traveled, went with this book in different cities of our country, maybe there are some special unions that unite such women, maybe there are some organizations. who help, because we understand that not everyone is actually lucky, sometimes with family, with friends, and not everyone can get such colossal support, there are, of course, unions, there are organizations, and there are, i was invited more than once, i that is not ready for unions and organization, i communicate with ivanka dymyt, this communication is enough for me, she supports me a lot, it is... why? we are all different, we are all different, and to be honest, i am a little afraid

of this communication, i think it is it will hurt me, well, that's my inner intuition, for now it tells me, maybe i'll change my mind later, for now you're so afraid, because there can be a lot of grief, i perceive every grief as my own. and listening to each story, this is another trigger for me. i even recently stopped reading the news, because every time i cry, every time a photo of a hero who died flies on facebook, i cry over every photo, i thought that i'm not ready yet, i'm not ready, that's how i made up my mind, and i was advised a lot, and made up my mind i want to adopt or adopt a child, but my doctor says: until you adopt yourself, yourself... you are not ready, when you will be able to stand on your feet, it can be a very

strong help and change you, and maybe on the contrary you won't be able to there is nothing to give to this child, what can you do, find your resource, love yourself, hug yourself, there are even such psychotherapeutic classes, you hug yourself, feel yourself and feel sorry for yourself, or look in the mirror at yourself and talk to yourself. with my self, to feel yourself, to feel sorry for yourself and to understand what life has given you god, and you have no right to scatter it, it happens, people leave, people come, people leave again, and my psychotherapist also said, take the way madonna held her child and imagine that this child is your child, or do you have the right to... harm her, you don't have to, you have to treat your life the same way, i

'm trying to understand it now and live with it, feel it and be, be like that, maybe you can advise our viewers who have experienced something else grief, and maybe you know some other practices, or what has helped you so far movies, books you've read, write facebook posts, write, don't be ashamed, don't be ashamed to do a moral strip, don't be ashamed, don't be ashamed to show your resilience, your pain, don't be ashamed to show your desperation, don't hold it in, choose a hashtag and every day write a post, write about your husband, write about your child, write about your... brother, tell stories, share, let the whole world know and hear and be proud as

you are? tell me, please, look, what are the next steps, someone told you, maybe some government agencies, maybe the military, told you what your next steps should be, what to do? nothing, wait, wait, i gave up. dna my ex- husband also took a dna test. we did everything we could. now we just have to wait. the territory where mykhailo and bananchyk disappeared is under occupation, no one will go there, if suddenly they, the wounded, are taken prisoner, that side never gives any lists, although it is supposed to give lists according to all un rules, they must give lists,

they they do not give, unless it is possible for some there telegram-channels to catch special. to search, which i do from time to time, but to no avail, so, well, what else can be done, i would have already gone there, i would have already crawled there and kissed that land of bahmut and waited for my son and looked for him, i don't i know what can be done, i did everything that was possible, by the way, i remember this idea of ​​yours, when you talked about how you wanted to go there, but i... drove as close as possible through druzhkivka in kostyantynivka from kramatorsk, i heard that every morning in kramatorsk you wake up and hear only bangs, bang, bang, bang, you can hear the war going on, and as close as possible to me, my brother, mykhailo's classmate, who also serves there,

felix, he took me as close as possible so that i could... release helium balloons with a letter to mykhailo and little banana, i wrote them a letter that i was waiting for them, and we were laughing a lot that there would be an incomprehensible object in the sky, it would be shot down, so the object, well, nothing, it flew away and when i looked at it, it disappeared right from my eyes, i brought these balls from lviv, we were traveling in a bus with volunteers from everyone was shaken with all... property and these balls traveled with us all the way, the war is going on, and for sure my next question to you will be difficult, very difficult, because it seems to me that i am no longer afraid of anything in this world, not even death i'm not afraid anymore, look, now you're being watched by women and mothers who, thank god,

have sons. and would you let your son go, knowing that it would happen exactly like this, i didn't let him go, i did terrible things that i just didn't do, i begged him, his company, where he works, he works as a business analyst, in a well-known american it company, is engaged in in the banking business, his salary was much more expensive than what he received at zero... 100,000, there was much more, he knows languages ​​very well, he is an excellent specialist, his it staff collected and bought everything, everything, everything for him, so that only he would have everything, everything is the best, but i didn’t, i restrained him at the beginning of the war, he was still a schoolboy, then a freshman, he was eager for a great war, i didn’t just make it up, i

even sinned by what i told scary illness about myself, i was deceiving him, and this one once, well, how can you stop a grown-up boy, that i didn't tell him, that i didn't ask him, that i didn't beg him, he said: mom, one day i'll have children, maybe a second and a third, and these children will someday be just as forced will go to war against moskal, if we don't finish this matter now, we will pass on to our children a very... bad, we will pass on the war as an inheritance, yes, a bad inheritance, that's what he thought, well , maybe it was the wrong construction of the sentence, because really, how can you not let go of a real man when he accepted, and his wife did not, we did not let go, i understand those mothers who bury their sons,

i understand them, i understand, i understand everyone, and people are afraid, not everyone... can, well, he was like that, brothers, as they said about him, he says, this is the guy with who is not about fishing and not about zhiguli, with whom you can talk about roman law, with whom you can talk about all the world wars, about everything you want, he was an intellectual, he is, i will talk about him in the present tense, plus, this is the person who, when the guy said it verbatim, when we were in a terrible situation, and it seemed that everything... we are not from here let's go, mykhailo joked and cheered everyone up and laughed, and looking at him we were charged with this positivity, and it was easier for us, he was holding on. emotionally the whole team, and the second tells, says: we also said goodbye to life, here you are walking in the footsteps, and to help us, and we endured, and we got out, he went

first, as the commander, the commander should go at the end, he went the first one was the last one to leave, and another one of his brothers said that mykhailo saved several dozen lives, that's how fast he came to lviv with his wife, and i'm trying to find him. free time and go to them in zaporizhzhia, and i still want to visit my parents , little one, and maybe there are words that you would like to say to all wives and mothers today, there are words that i really want to say to everyone: speak and love now and don't delay anything for later, because later may not be, say that you love, say that you are proud. say whatever you think is the best, never put it off for later, because then it may not happen, and i want to thank you

and tell me the book, you can still order a bunch, you can order the book everywhere on the internet, everywhere, by simply typing the name lembertzenu don't cry, or my last name, the name olena cherninka, it can be ordered everywhere on the internet, and you can also buy it in a store. in bookstores, cafes of the old lion in the bookstore and in many others. olenka, i thank you for your son, thank you for this interview, that you agreed, and you know, i still believe that lemberg will return to us, we all believe, and that we will remember it, and that it will be soon our victory, thank you, thank you.

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see this week in the collaborators program. which of yanukovych's generals kidnaps people in occupied zaporozhye? at that time, i was in charge of the department for the protection of national statehood. but how did the former actress become a russian pseudo-mermaid? i am sure that together with the fraternal russian people we will be able to establish a peaceful life. greetings, i'm olena kononenko, and this is a collaborator program about traitors who follow the call of the heart and wallet go and serve the rashi occupiers. in today's issue, we will talk about sellers from the occupied part of zaporozhye, about those who think that our justice will not reach them. she was a ukrainian actress, but became a russian pseudo-mayor. we work for the benefit. to help people living in territories that suffer from shelling from the ukrainian side. this is natalya oleksandrivna romanyuchenko, born in 1993,

native. and vasylivka, in zaporizhzhia, until february 24, 2022, she was a theater and film actress, participated in the play be as at home with ada rogovtseva and pasha lee. in addition to acting, natalya had a production children's center "bee wow", where she taught children theater skills, modeling and the basics of journalism. in addition, she was the owner of the company "to garaant romannichenko" in vasylivka, which was engaged in maintenance and repair. vehicles, children so that they could show themselves in work, they had comprehensive development, they were developed, for example, if it was necessary to dance, they could dance. but with the arrival of the occupiers in zaporizhzhia nataliya decided to radically change her life. now she is playing pseudo-politician. i am taking on the temporary duties of the head of the vasylivska administration, i am sure that together with the fraternal russian people we

will be able to establish a peaceful life. romannichenko returned to her hometown and began to actively cooperate with the rashists in several directions. the first is direct assistance to russian soldiers. to begin with , she offered the occupiers the services of her service station. it repaired and painted military equipment of the russian federation, and also provided supply of spare parts. every repaired russian car was marked with the symbols of the rashists. letter z. romanizing russian passports glorifies. the army of the russian federation and putin and continues to bring humanitarian aid to the invaders to the front. the united russia party organized a humanitarian action in support of our servicemen. she explains all her activities in the telegram channel under the name of one patient with the head of romanichenko. the poverty of the channel is emphasized by the russian symbols в and z in the name. to remain unnoticed by our people for a long time law enforcement agencies did not succeed in romanichenko. at first, she received suspicion, and

later 20. on july 8, 2022, the sbu submitted an indictment to the court against this traitor. i apologize to everyone for everything i am guilty of. already in august 2023 , the ukrainian court found her guilty and sentenced her to 15 years in prison with confiscation of all property. so far, in absentia, but who knows, maybe soon this saleswoman will apologize while sitting in a ukrainian cell. our next anti-hero, kucharkov, dmytro oleksandrov. he is 41 and comes from melitopol in this video , he tells in the national language how he saves the lives of ukrainians in extreme situations. in extreme situations, it is very difficult to explain to the person who is saved by the vysoats to step out of the window, but in a few years he will change his form and switch to the russian one to serve the occupations.

by order of the governor, we tour the settlements. before becoming a collaborator, from 2006 to 2021, kucharko worked as the head of the melitopol district administration of the state emergency service of ukraine in the zaporizhzhia region. valuable experience and kindness knowledge will be provided by renters. people who know a lot about trouble. melitopol, kocherkov did not leave the territory controlled by ukraine and continued to work in the emergency services only in russia, where he became the head of the so-called ministry of emergency situations. we responded to a report we received that pensioners aged 46 and 52 lost their homes after the shooting. the traitor called.