i just recently applied, there is this alexey yukov, he drives, i forgot the name of his ggo, plazdarm, bridgehead and black tulip, we also filed an application there, all the data about mykhailo and the banana boy who disappeared with mykhailo , this is his brother and close friend. how did i survive? well, actually i really survived because i still survive, i can't call it life because it is survival. i turned first to qualified specialists, never turn to psychologists, they will not help you, this is not the situation where it helps psychologist. psychologist - she broke up with her boyfriend, she's not doing well at work, well then. then you can go

to a psychologist, when such a situation occurs, a psychologist is like a poultice for a dead person, he will not help you, you take one step forward, two steps back, one step forward, two steps back, you need to consult a psychiatrist, and a practicing, qualified one with good recommendations , to give you the right medical support and to have a specialist, a psychotherapist, work with you . victoria, zabor, works with me as a psychotherapist for a year. she works with me every week on thursdays, we spend an hour together, and he prescribes and changes medications for me, so that i don't get used to one or the other. lyudmila oleksiivna samsonova. these are two, two people, these, these are two pillars, thanks to which i also survived, and thanks to which i have them on facebook, they are all reading. my posts, this

is like my medical history for them, after how long did you contact, how much time passed, after may 20, when you contacted the specialists, i think somewhere in the middle of june, because yes, somewhere in the middle of june, i called mariana savtsi, yuliechka from me my sister didn't leave at all for three weeks, she was just with me 24/7. i called maryana, yulichka left sometime then, i called her and said: "i'm going to go to the hospital, but you, please, go with me so that i don't give up at the last moment, because we are all children of soviet the union is used to the fact that psychiatry is something very scary. you made this decision yourself, or did your loved ones, no, i made the decision myself, because i realized that i was falling into the abyss, and i was still waiting for my son, and i don't want..." he saw me in

in some inadequate condition, and the condition has actually risen to inadequate, well , here it is probably worth telling our viewers that until today you do not know whether he is alive or what happened to him, brothers and sisters, all in one voice they shout that he is dead, and they are sure of it, there is no body, there is no case, i am not sure, and i will never believe anyone to the end. i will wait, i will wait, if i have to, i will wait all my life, but i will wait, that's how i got out of this state, i i started writing posts, i started writing posts on the internet, talking with my son, i remembered our stories from his childhood, from the beginning, how he was small, what he was a teenager, what stories we had, what stories we had that were funny. tragic stories, and more, and

i wrote them under one hashtag: lemberg, two dots, mommy don't cry, lemberg, mommy don't cry, lemberg is my son's nickname, at first he had the nickname lviv, but when he moved east, there was the position of lviv, and in order not to confuse the position with the call sign, his the brothers renamed it lemberg, this is the ancient name of lviv, so... i also wrote posts about myself, about my feelings, about how i was a mother from the beginning of a large-scale war, the invasion of a large war, until may 20 , 2023, what was my mother, what did we do, what did we get, it was simple if my son called me and said: mom, i need so-so, but it is on mars, and i would say yes. and would fly to mars, i bought him

such things, whoever reads the book will understand that it was simply impossible to do it, and i she said, i will do it, and when he wanted to transfer... he said: mom, they don't want, well , of course, no one wanted to transfer a fighter like him, he's beautiful, he's proven himself, and all the recommendations that my brothers later wrote to me , and the commanders wrote and spoke about him, and i understood that, of course , no one wanted to transfer him, he wanted, yes, he has passed this height, he needs to go higher, he has already passed this, he has gained knowledge, he needs higher, and so he tore, tore, and finally, he left from the first days of full-scale. and he went alone, and then said: "mom, guess what, i'll get a summons, and i'm already here", and he once said to me: "mom, they don't want to transfer me, you have a way out of being a hard worker, well damn, who am i and

who is a hard worker, where do i have a way out for the poor man, but i know so much that he believes in me as in god and that i am such an authority for him, i told the news." i would find it, i didn’t know how it would happen, but in three days i already had a phone, in the evening i wrote to valery fedorovych, and in the morning mykhailo had already been transferred, valery fedorovych sent me all the documents, these are the stories in this book, stories from him, how he became a man, how he became a boy, how he fought, our military stories, reviews of the draft, well, this is a non-fiction book, but it reads like fiction, of course my experience, how i got out. from this situation, this book has long been called a primer for the military, for relatives, military, for relatives, and for those who have nothing to do with the war, so that he could understand us, and we became closer to each other, and why

for relatives, explain, please, why for relatives, what is in the book, well, let's say i wrote about my experience, it will be a primer for my relatives. i wrote, i fully evaluated them, today you know, you can give a few examples, just tell me what exactly, what exactly i wrote, and the feedbacks started to be very strong, after the publication of this book, they started writing to me every day, i receive letters from people i don’t know, this mothers, sisters write, wives write, and literally this morning i received a letter, thank you, a certain inna wrote me the last name, i don't remember, thank you... thank you for being wrote this book, while reading it, i got to know my husband, when he told me how he was little, how he grew up, all these stories, he says, it seems that you wrote about my husband. ivan kademyt, if you remember, reading my posts on the internet,

said: "god, i see artemko, i see my artemko, these are children born in free ukraine." they are completely different, plus or minus there are several years. and this book... is a primer, i once dreamed that when i got to the clinic, my doctor was treating me according to viktor frankl's method, and i realized that my son often quoted various phrases, and when i now recognize that these are frankl's phrases, i understand that my son read frankl and was interested in him, and i fell into very good hands, and i, when viktor frankl wrote a book in search of true meaning, yes it seems... that's what she's called, she's a person who lived through a concentration camp, and he shared his experience, how he survived, what he achieved, what he operated on, what his meanings were, and people, when this war ended, the second world war, this book of his became a primer, because almost the whole world was

wounded by this war, and people, reading this book, and it immediately became a bestseller, reading this book, they had such a primer for themselves, a survival primer, and... i realized, while writing these posts, serhii rudenko and volodymyr vyatrovych wrote to me that this should be a book, they just wrote to me in private messages, it should be a book, and i collected this book, collected these posts into a book, named this book under this hashtag, and i had the feeling that maybe it will be, well, i don’t want to be there to praise very much, but she might be with something... similar to viktor frankl's book, only her was during the second world war, and a wounded society read it, and now our ukrainian wounded society, reading this book, will find a lot in common, a lot of kinship, will see this experience,

and maybe in this experience will find some necessary things for themselves, who are these people who are coming to you now for... i didn't even expect that the presentations would be so crowded and that the book would have such great publicity, because in three weeks. the entire first edition, i did not expect that it would be so necessary and so interesting for everyone, people, who come, first of all they come to sign, buy a book at the presentation, come to sign, and everyone wants to hug me, and i want to hug this person, we hug, each person should spend a few minutes, talk, someone is a mother, someone is a neighbor, someone wife, someone is just a person. who cares, and i also noticed that mostly

at all my presentations people cry in the hall. some are afraid to read this book, thinking that it is very strong, dramatic. in fact, it is a drama of light. those who have already read it say, there is so much light and so much summer, reading it, you grow wings and want to fly. yes, you cry. sometimes over some chapters, but these tears are pure and bright, these tears of faith, hope and love, maybe those people who came to you for a presentation, maybe you remember, maybe someone told you some story that struck you, and maybe someone had a story similar to yours, and you can share it , there was, there was not one, there was not one, when it comes... a woman, and her daughter-in-law, her

husband's wife, wrote a book, he has a claimant there was an eagle, the last name was orlov, and my mother came to the presentation, my wife could not come to the presentation then, my mother came, and we both cried, hugged each other, but she already knows for sure that he died, everyone who knows me, who knows me he writes to me, "who cares, people believe that mykhailo will return, i also really want to believe and i really want him to write a continuation of this book, it should probably be called lemberg's return, i really want to, god willing. olenko , well, returning to the fact that what do you know about your son today, and what do you not know about his fate today, what? what answers are they sending you, what are they saying? no nothing, shut up, shut up, i

talk to many of his brothers, i talk to combrig pavel palisa, i talk to his kombat, bravo, i talk to the financial department, because marta processed there... getting help as a wife, she is afraid of the military , she has a terrible fear, so i had to communicate for her so that marta received money, and we are very good friends with her, we were not like that before we were friends, but now we can go to the beauty salon together, have sex, just keep silent even together. we are comfortable, and i think mykhailo is happy if he knew it. you are lucky,

because you have such a beautiful family that supports you, maybe you found out, and when you traveled, traveled with this book to different cities of our country, maybe there are some special unions that unite such women, maybe there are some organizations that help, because we understand that not everyone really. sometimes happy with family, with friends, and not everyone can get such colossal support, there are, of course, unions, there are organizations, and i have been invited more than once, i am not yet ready for unions and organizations, i communicate with ivanka dymyt, this communication is enough for me, she me very supportive, but not ready to tell me why, you think, we are all different, we are all different. are different and , to be honest, i am a little afraid of this

communication, it seems to me that it will harm me, well, this is what my inner intuition tells me for today, maybe i will change my mind later, so far yes, you are afraid, so that there can be a lot of grief, i take each grief as my own, and listening to each story is another trigger for me, i am now on... even recently i stopped reading the news because i cry every time, every time a photo in a hero who died is flying on facebook, i cry over every photo, i thought that i am not ready yet, i am not... ready, that's how i made up my mind, and i was advised a lot, and i made up my mind to adopt or adopt a child, but my the doctor says until you adopt yourself you are not ready when you are you will be able to stand on your feet well, this may be a very strong helper and change you, or

on the contrary, you may not be able to give this child anything, what could you do, find your resource, love yourself, hug... yourself, there are even psychotherapeutic ones classes, you hug yourself, feel yourself, and feel sorry for yourself, or you look in the mirror at yourself and talk to yourself, to your self, to feel yourself, feel sorry for yourself and understand that life was given to you by god, and you have no right to waste it, yes it happens, people leave, people come, people leave again. and my psychotherapist said: "take it like this." as the madonna held her child, and imagine that this child is your child. do you have the right to harm her? you don't have you should treat your life in the same way. i'm trying to understand it now and live with it, feel it and

be, be like that." maybe you can advise our viewers who have experienced grief, and maybe you know some other practices, or what helped you, movies , books you read, facebook, write, don't be ashamed, don't be ashamed to do a moral strip, don't be ashamed, don't be ashamed to show your steadfastness, your pain, don't be ashamed to... show your desperation, don't hold it in, choose a hashtag and write a post every day, write about your husband, write about your child, write about your brother, tell stories, share, let the whole world knows and hears and is as proud as you are. tell me, please, look,

what are the next steps? someone told you, maybe some government agencies, maybe the military, told you what your next steps should be, what to do, nothing, wait, wait, i passed the dna, my ex the husband also submitted a dna sample analysis, we did everything we could, now we just have to wait, the territory where mykhailo and bananchyk disappeared is under occupation, no one will go there... then they will not deny it, if suddenly their wounded captured, that side never gives any lists, although it is supposed to give lists according to all the rules of the un, they should give lists, they don't, except that it is possible

to hunt them down on some special telegram channels, find out, which i do from time to time time, but without... result, but because, well, what else can be done, i would go there already, i would i already crawled there and would kiss that land of bahmuta and wait for my son and look for him, i don't know what can be done, i did everything that was possible, by the way, i remember this idea of ​​yours when you told about the fact that you wanted to go there, but i came as close as possible, through a friend in... from kramatorsk, i heard that every morning in kramatorsk you wake up and hear only bang, bang, bang, bang, you hear how the war is going , and as close as possible to me, my brother, classmate mykhailo, who also serves there, felix, he took me as close as possible,

so that i could launch helium balloons with a letter to mykhailo and the banana boy, i wrote them a letter that i was waiting for them, and we laughed a lot that there would be an incomprehensible object in the sky, it would be shot down, yes, the object, well, nothing, he flew, and when i looked at him, he disappeared directly from my eyes, i brought these jelly balls from lviv, we traveled in a bus with volunteers and shook all our belongings, and these balls traveled with us all the way. the war is going on and my next question to you will surely be difficult, very difficult, because i feel that i i'm not afraid of anything anymore. i am no longer afraid of the world, even of death, look, you are now being watched by women and mothers whose

sons, thank god, are alive, but would you let your son go, knowing what would happen exactly like this, i did not let him go, i created him terrible things that i just didn't do, i begged him, his company, where he works, he works in business at... a politician in a well-known american it company, he does banking, his salary was much more expensive than he at zero received those 100,000, there was much more, he knows perfectly well language, he is an excellent specialist, he has his it assistants for everything, everything was collected and bought so that only he could have everything, everything is the best, that i was the only one, i held him back at the beginning. war, he was still a schoolboy, then a freshman, he was eager for a great war, i didn't just make it up, i even sinned by telling terrible illnesses about myself,

i lied to him, and this time, well, how can you stop an adult boy , that i did not tell him, that i did not ask him, that i did not beg him, he said: mom, one day i will have children, maybe a second and a third, and these the children... one day they will also be forced to go to war against moskal, if we don't finish this matter now, we will pass on a very bad thing to our children, we will pass on the war as an inheritance , yes, the inheritance is bad, that's how he thought, well , maybe it was wrong sentence construction, because really, how can you not let go of the real... we didn't let go, i understand those mothers who bury their sons, i understand them, i understand, i understand everyone, and people

are afraid, and not everyone can, well he was like that, brothers, as they said about him, he says, he is the guy with whom not about fishing and not about zhiguli, with whom you can talk about roman law, with whom you can talk about all the world wars, about everything you want, he was an intellectual, he is. that's how i'll talk about him in the present tense, plus, he's the kind of person who when, that's what the guy said verbatim, when we were in a terrible situation, and it seemed that everything, we wouldn't get out of here, mykhailo joked and lifted everyone's spirits and laughed, and we, looking at him, were charged with this positivity, and it was easier for us, he emotionally held the whole team, and the second one tells, says, we also said goodbye, to life, here you are you are going to help us as well, and we persevered, and we got out, he went first, as a commander, a commander should go at the end, he went

first and left last, and another one of his comrades said that mykhailo saved several dozen lives, that's it, he was coming to lviv with his wife, and i'm trying to find free time and go to them in zaporizhzhia, and i also want to visit... my parents , banana, and maybe there are those words that you would like to say to all wives today , moms, there are those words that i really want to say to everyone, speak and love already and now, nothing put it off for later, because then it might not happen, say that you love, say that you are proud, say everything that you think is the best, don't delay. never for later, because later may never happen. and i want to thank you and tell me the book, you can still order it, you can buy

the book, you can order it anywhere on the internet, anywhere, just by typing the name lemberg mamtsina do not cry, or my last name, the name is olena cherninka, you can order it anywhere on the internet, and also can be bought in the store, in bookstores, cafes of the old lev in the bookstore there are. and in many others. olenka, i thank you for your son, thank you for this interview, that you agreed, and you know, i still believe that lemberg will return to us, we all believe, and that we will remember it, and that it will be soon our victory thank you, thank you very much. see this week in the judicial control program with tatyana shustrova. qualification assessment is under threat. why the grand

chamber of the supreme court changed. own practice. the case clearly shows that there are problems with the supreme court. but which of the unscrupulous can remain in office? number judges who are can be so sensitive, important for the judicial mafia. on thursday, august 22, at 5:45 p.m., watch the judicial control program with tatiana shustrova on the espresso tv channel. congratulations. please have a look. look carefully at the photo of this boy, unfortunately, he disappeared and nothing is known about him for more than a year. his name is vlad lyubichev and he is 12 years old. he disappeared in the city of vovchansk in the kharkiv region on june 1 , 2023. if you know anything about him, don't delay and call us on the hotline at 116.30, or write to the chatbot of the children's search service in telegram.

i emphasize that any, even the smallest details are important for the search, and as usual, i ask you to share the video on social networks, it really helps a lot in the search and it is possible that one of your friends or acquaintances can recognize the child and inform important information. we are also continuing the search for 13-year-old hleb cherepanov, who disappeared in mariupol at the beginning of the full-scale invasion of russia. the boy is looking for his mother. no news since then. we submitted to all search services, and in russia, and in ukraine, and the police too. despite the fact that a lot of time has passed since the disappearance, and there is still no news, the woman does not lose hope, hopes very much for your concern and begs for your help in finding her son. he is very

talented, he played the guitar, studied well, so artistic, i wanted him to become an artist, he studied in the art class, he did well, and he had many friends, all his friends worry about him, very good . boy i miss him so much. mrs. victoria told the details of her son's disappearance. so, hleb lived together with his mother and grandmother in mariupol, and they stayed in the city when there was already very fierce fighting there. because of the shelling, hleb, his mother and grandmother left their apartment and hid in the house of their relatives. one day , gleb's mother went out on business, and when she returned, she saw that

a shell had hit the house where her son and mother were. the man, their neighbor, said that a shell had hit the house and that the military ordered everyone to get out and go to the bomb shelter. i began to cry and say, how will i find them now? he says: go to the bomb shelters. i was in the wilderness, no knew what to do, where to look for them, whether they were alive. hleb's mother began to look everywhere for her son and his grandmother. the woman checked all the shelters and bomb shelters. however, unfortunately, it was not possible to find the boy. on march 13, i was in my apartment, i hoped that they would come, that they were hiding somewhere. and only on april 14, on gleb's birthday, when it was already calmer, i went in search of them. however, this time too,

unfortunately, the search... gave no results, since then nothing is known about the fate of the boy. it is worth noting that there was a version about death hleb, when a shell hit the house, but fortunately, the boy was not found among the dead, so hleb's mother assumes that her son could have been injured, perhaps he received a concussion, partially lost his memory and because of this he cannot tell anything about himself , and that's why i'm asking you, and especially to live... temporarily occupied mariupol, who can see this program on the internet. look closely at the boy's face. the depth of the incision is approximately 150-160 cm. he has blond hair and brown eyes. on the face near the mouth, three birthmarks in the shape of a triangle. hleba's mother really hopes for your help and concern. i appeal to anyone who can help.