thanks to which i also survived, and thanks to which i have them on facebook, they read all my posts, it's like my medical history for them, how long did you go to see, how long was it after may 20, when you went to the specialists, i think somewhere in the middle of june, because yes, somewhere in the middle of june, i called mariana savka, yulichka from me... my sister did not leave me at all for three weeks, in general, she was just with me 24/7, i called mariana, yuliechka left sometime then, i i called her and said, i will go to the hospital, but please go away by me, so that i would not give up at the last moment, because, well, all of us children of the soviet union are used to the fact that psychiatry is something very, very scary, you made this decision yourself, or your loved ones, no, i made the decision myself, because i realized that i... am falling into

the abyss, and i'm still waiting for my son, and i don't want him to see me in some inadequate state, and the state, in fact, has risen to the inadequate, well, here it is, it is probably worth telling our viewers about something that you do not know about until today whether he is alive or what happened to him , the brothers all shout with one voice that he died and they ... are sure of it, there is no body, there is no case, i am not sure, and i will never believe anyone to the end, i will wait, i will wait, if necessary, i will wait all my life, but i will wait, that's how i got out of this state, i started writing posts, i started writing posts on the internet, communicating with my son, i remembered our stories from his childhood, from... how small he was, how he

was a teenager, what stories we had, what in we had funny and tragic stories, and more, and i wrote under one hashtag: lemberg two dots mommy cry, lemberg, mommy don't cry, lemberg is my son's nickname, at first he had the nickname lviv, but when he moved east , there was the position of lviv, and in order not to confuse the position with the call sign, it was renamed to... lemberga, this is the ancient name of lviv, and i still wrote posts about myself, about my feelings, about how i was a mother before the beginning of the large-scale invasion war of the great war, until may 20 in 2023, what was i, mom, what did we do, what did we get, it was just, if my son called me and said, mom, i need...

so-so-so, but it's on mars, and i would she said: yes, and i would fly to mars, i bought him such things, who reads the book, he will understand that it was simply impossible to do it, and i said, i will do it, and when he wanted to translate, he said, mom, they don’t want , well , someone like him, a fighter, of course, no one wanted to translate, he is beautiful, he has proven himself and all the recommendations that i... then comrades they wrote, and the commanders wrote, and they spoke about him, and i understood that, of course , no one wanted to transfer him, he wanted it that way, he passed this height, he needs to go higher, he has already passed this, gained knowledge, he needs higher, and he tossed and tossed and finally, he left from the first days of the full-scale, from the first days alone, he came to the police station three times, he was told, we will call you, and he left by himself, and then he said: "mom, guess what, i will receive a summons , and i'm already here..." here, and he

told me once: "mom, they don't want me to translate, you have access to the poor, well damn, who am i and who is the poor, where do i have the access to the poor, but i know so much that he believes in me as in god and that i am such an authority for him, i said: "of course i will find it." i didn't know how it would happen, but in three days i already had a phone, in the evening i wrote to valery fedorovich, and in the morning mykhailo had already been transferred, valery fedorovich sent me a message. document, these are the stories in this book, stories from him, how he became a man, how he became a boy, how he fought, our military stories, reviews of conscription, well, the book is non-fiction, but it reads like fiction, and, of course, my experience, how i got out of this situation, this book has long been called a primer, for the military, for relatives, military, for relatives and for those... who have nothing to do with the war,

so that he could understand us and we became closer, he will explain one thing to his relatives, please, why for his relatives, what? what is in the book, let's say, i wrote about my experience, it will be a primer for my relatives, i wrote a full assessment, they are today, you know, you can here are a few examples, just tell me what exactly i wrote, and the feedbacks started to be very strong, after the publication of this book, they started writing to me, every day i receive letters from people i don't know, they write from mothers, sisters, wives, and so on literally this morning i received a letter, thank you, some inna wrote me the last name, i do not remember, thank you for writing this book, reading it, i recognized my husband when he told me how he was small, how he grew up, all these stories, he says, give the impression that you wrote them

about my husband, ivan kadymyt, if you remember, reading my posts on the internet, she said: "god, i see artemko, i see my artemko, these are children." born in free ukraine, they are completely different, plus or minus a few years there, and this book is a primer. how, i once had a dream when i got to the clinic, er, my doctor is treating me according to viktor frankl's method. and i realized that my son often quoted different phrases, and when i now know that these are frankl's phrases, i understand that my son read frankl and was interested in him, and i fell into very... good hands, and when victor frankol wrote a book in search of true meaning, yes, i think that's what it 's called, it's a person who lived through a concentration camp, and he shared his experience, how he survived, what he reached , what he operated on, what were his meanings, and people, when this war

ended, the second world war, this book of his became a primer, because almost the whole world was wounded by this war, and people reading this book, and it immediately became... bestseller, reading this book, they had such a primer for themselves, a survival primer, and i understood, while writing these posts, serhii rudenko and volodymyr vyatrovych wrote to me that this should be a book, they just wrote to me in personal messages, it should be a book, and i collected this book, these posts were collected into a book, under this hashtag i gave the title of this book, and i had a feeling that maybe it would be... well, i don't want to get too excited, but it might be something like viktor frankl's book, only it was set during the second world war, and wounded society read it, and now our

ukrainian wounded society, reading this one book, will find a lot in common, a lot of kinship, will see this experience, and maybe in this experience will find for himself... some necessary things, who are these people who come to you now at the presentation of this book, when you visit different cities of ukraine? i did not even expect that the presentations would be so crowded and that the book would have such great publicity, because the first edition was sold out in three weeks, i did not expect that it would be so necessary and so interesting for everyone, the people who come, first of all they all... go to sign, buy a book at a presentation, they come to sign, and everyone wants to hug me, and i want to hug this person, we hug, each person should spend a few minutes, talk, someone is a mother, someone is a neighbor, someone is a wife, someone

is just a person who cares, and so on i noticed that mostly at all my presentations, people cry in the hall, some would... read this book, thinking that it is very strong, dramatic, in fact, it is a drama of light, who has already read it, they say, there is so much light and so much fly, reading it, grow wings and want to fly, so you you cry, sometimes over some chapters, but these tears are clean and bright, these tears of faith, hope and love, maybe those people who came to you for the presentation, maybe you remember, maybe someone told you some story that struck you , and maybe someone had a story similar to yours, and you can share it, there was not one, there was not one, when

a woman approaches, and her daughter-in-law, her husband's wife wrote a book, he had an eagle as a plaintiff. the last name is orlov, and my mother came to the presentation, my wife could not come then presentation, my mother came, and we both cried, hugged a lot, but she already knows for sure that he died, everyone who knows me, who writes to me, who cares, people believe that mykhailo will return, i i also really want to believe and i really want him to write a sequel to this book, it would probably be called lemberg's return, so i would like to, god willing, olenka, but going back to what you know about... . today about your son and what you don't know about his fate today,

what, what answers are they sending you, what are they saying, none, nothing, hush hush hush, i talk to many of his comrades, i talk to brigadier pavel palisa, i talk to his combatant, bravo. i communicate with the finance department, because marta processed the receipt of assistance there, as a wife, she is afraid of the military, she has a terrible fear, so i had to communicate on her behalf, so that marta received money, and we are very good friends with her, we were not so friendly before, and now we can go to the beauty salon together. nakal, just keep quiet, even together, us

cozy, and i think mykhailo is happy if he knew it. you are lucky, because you have such a beautiful family that supports you, maybe you got to know and, when you traveled, went with this book, different cities of our country, maybe there are some special unions that unite such... nok, maybe there are some organizations that help, because we understand that not everyone is really, sometimes lucky with family, with friends, and not everyone can get such colossal support, there are, of course, unions, there are organizations, and there are , i was invited repeatedly, i am not yet ready for unions and organization, i communicate with ivanka dymyt, this communication is enough for me, she supports me a lot. and i'm not ready because we're all different, we're all different, and to be honest, i

'm a little afraid of this communication, i think it will harm me, well, that's what my inner intuition tells me for now, maybe i'll change my mind later, so far yes, you are afraid, because there can be a lot of grief, i take each one as my own, and listening to each story, for me this is another trigger, i've even recently stopped reading the news because i cry every time, every time a photo of a hero who died flies on facebook, i cry over every photo, i thought that i'm not ready yet, i'm not ready , that's how i thought, and i was advised a lot and i thought about adopting or fostering a child, but my doctor says that until you have adopted... yourself, you are not ready, when you will be able to stand on your feet well, it

may be a sign very strong and can change you, but maybe on the contrary you won't be able to there is nothing to give to the child, what can you do, find your resource, love yourself, hug yourself, there are even such psychotherapeutic classes, you hug yourself, feel yourself, and feel sorry for yourself, or look in... the mirror at yourself and talk to yourself, with my self, to feel myself, to feel sorry for myself and to understand that life was given to you by god, and you have no right to waste it, it happens, people go, people come, people go again, and my psychotherapist also said: take it as it is madonna was holding her baby, and imagine that this baby is your baby. do you have the right to harm her? you don't have

you should treat your life in the same way. i'm trying to figure it out now. and live with it, feel it and be, be like that. maybe you can give some more advice to our bereaved viewers , and maybe, you know, there are some... and other practices, or things that have helped you, movies, books that you read, write posts on facebook, write, don't be ashamed, don't be ashamed to do a moral striptease. don't be ashamed, don't be ashamed to show your steadfastness, your pain, don't be ashamed to show your desperation, don't hold back, choose a hashtag and every day write a post, write about your husband, write about your child, write about your brother, tell stories, share, let the whole

world know and hear and be proud just like you are proud. tell me, please, look, what are the next steps, someone told you, maybe some government agencies, maybe the military, they told you what your next steps should be, what to do, nothing, wait, wait, i passed the dna, my ex- husband passed too, dna sample analysis, everything we could, we did, now we... have to just wait, the territory where mykhailo and bananchyk disappeared is under occupation, no one will go there, if suddenly their wounded are taken prisoner, that side never gives any lists, although it is supposed to give lists according to all un rules, they must give lists ,

they don't give, unless you can use some telegram channels... to hunt them down, look for them, which i do from time to time, but to no avail, so what else can be done, i would have already gone there, i would have already been there crawled and would kiss that earth of bahmut and wait son and would look for him, i don't know what can be done, i did everything that was possible, by the way, i remember this idea of ​​yours, when you talked about what exactly you wanted... i drove, but i came as close as possible, through druzhkivka to kostyantynivka from kramatorsk. i heard that every morning in kramatorsk you wake up and hear only bang, bang, bang, bang, you hear the war going on. and, as close as possible to my brother,

classmate mykhailo, who also serves there, felix, he drove me. as close as possible so i can launch the helium balloons from a letter to mykhailo and the banana boy, i wrote them a letter that i was waiting for them, and we were laughing a lot that there would be an incomprehensible object in the sky, so it was, well, nothing, he flew away and when i looked at him, he disappeared right from my eyes, i took these jelly balls from lviv, we were traveling in a bus with volunteers... there we shook all our property and these balls traveled with us all the way, the war continues, and my next question to you, very difficult, because it seems to me that i am no longer afraid of anything in this world, not even death i'm not afraid anymore, look,

women and mothers are looking at you now, whose sons, thank god, are alive, but would you let your son go, knowing what would happen exactly like this, i didn't let him go, i did terrible things that i just didn't do it, i begged him, his company, where he works, he works as a business analyst, in a well-known american it company, he is engaged in banking, his salary was much more expensive, but he received those 100,000 there was much more, he knows languages ​​perfectly, he is an excellent specialist, for him, his fellow students collected and bought everything so that only he could have everything, the best thing was that i was the only one who restrained him at the beginning of the war, he was still a schoolboy, then a freshman, he was eager for the great

war, what am i only i didn't make it up, i even sinned by... telling terrible illnesses about myself, i deceived him, and this time, well, how can you stop an adult boy, that i didn't tell him, that i didn't ask him, that i didn't begged, he said: mom, one day i will have children, maybe a second and a third, and these children will one day also be forced to go to war against moskal, if we do not finish this matter now, we will give the children... a very bad thing, we will give the war as an inheritance, such a bad inheritance, that's how he thought. well, maybe it was the wrong construction of the sentence, because really, how can you not let go of a real man when he gave birth, and his wife did not let him go, we didn’t

let him go, i understand those mothers who bury their sons, i understand them, i understand , i understand everyone, and people are afraid, and not everyone can, well , he was like that, brothers, how about him they said, he says, this is the guy with whom you can not talk about fishing or zhiguli, with whom you can talk about roman law, with whom you can talk about all the world wars, about everything you want, he was an intellectual, he is, i will talk about to speak him in the present tense, plus, this is the person who when, so the guy said literally, when we were in a terrible situation, and it seemed that everything, we would not get out of here, mykhailo joked and cheered everyone up and laughed, and we, looking at him, were charged with this positivity and it was easier for us, he was holding emotionally the whole team, and the second tells, says: we also said goodbye to life, here you are walking in footsteps to help us, and we

persevered, and we got out, he went first, as the commander, the commander must go at the end, he went first and he was the last one to leave, and another one of his comrades said that mykhailo saved several dozen lives, that's how quickly he came to lviv with his wife. i'm trying to find free time and go to them in zaporizhzhia, and i also want to visit my parents. well, maybe there are those words that you would like to say to all wives, mothers today, there are those words that i really want to tell everyone, talk and love now and don't put anything off for later, because then it might not happen. say what you love, say it. that you are proud, say everything that you think is best, never put it off for later, because then it may not happen.

and i want to thank you and tell you, the book can still be ordered, bought, the book can be ordered everywhere on the internet, everywhere, just by typing the name lemberg mommy don't cry, or my last name, the name olena cherninka, it can be ordered everywhere. the internet, and it is also possible buy in the store, in bookstores, coffee shops of the old lion, in the bookstore and in many others. olenka, i thank you for your son, thank you for this interview, that you agreed, and you know, i still believe that lemberg will return to us, we all believe, and that we will remember it, and that it will be soon our. thank you, thank you very much, see this week

in the collaborators program. new faces of treason in the kherson region, to whom the occupiers gave the mandate of the minister of education? happy russia day, happy day of the powerful country in which we live and work. but who russifies ukrainian educational institutions? kherson region. with russia greetings, i'm olena kononenko and this is a collaborator program about traitors who, following the call of their hearts and wallets, serve the rashi occupiers on foot. in today's edition , i will continue to talk about the traitors of our state. collaborators themselves should know that there will be no quiet betrayal, and it will not work to sit in the chair of the seller's official and not be suspected. meet raiko galina oleksandrivna, born in 1977. born in the city of gola prystan, in the kherson region. my dear colleagues and students, i made my choice. i believe in your consciousness, in your awareness that you and

your families will come to the polling station and do your civic duty. in 2000, raiko graduated from the kherson national technical university with a degree in "enterprise economics". in 2019 , she obtained another degree in the same higher education, majoring in computer science. science in her peaceful life, halyna headed the department of information technology at the kherson national technical university. she had the title of candidate of technical sciences, was the author of a number of scientific publications. at first glance, a very educated person, raiko showed her true nature during the occupation. what kind of future are we laying from the point of view of patriotism, from the point of view of upbringing, from the point of view of the foundation of education. a person who... loves his land, who sees the vector of his development. galina saw her vector of development, or rather, degradation together with russia,

that is why when kherson was occupied. she set her sights on the position of rector of the kherson national technical university, where she worked. we believe that khersonsky is in the great country technical university, our student teachers have a great future. the russians in kherson russified everything, so the university was no exception. having hung a dirty tricolor rag on its building, they turned it into a pseudo-russian technical university. and... the rector's chair was given to galina raiko. her tasks were to find teachers loyal to the kremlin and to convince students to enter this particular educational institution. kherson region together with russia. also, according to information, zmi rayko organized a scheme for the export of kherson youth for with forged powers of attorney to the occupied crimea, allegedly for rehabilitation. after the announced two weeks of vacation on the black sea coast, no one returned them home. in

sanatoriums controlled by the russians , they tried to turn ukrainian schoolchildren and students into russians for several months. at the same time , raiko forced students to collect humanitarian aid for chmobyks and personally held actions in schools where she forced ukrainian children to write letters to russian soldiers. for two months, the center of patriotic education was held together with students of khtu meetings with schoolchildren, they talked about the great patriotic war. when the ssu liberated kherson from the invaders, raiko gave drapak to genichest, where the russians moved all their pseudo-institutions, where she continues to play the role of rector. during the evacuation process , kherson university was located on the territory of henichesk. i would like to say that students have a special desire for face

-to-face education, because... student-teacher contact is very important. now the case of this seller is being considered by the malinovsky district court of odesa, she herself is hiding we very much hope for raiko's arrest as soon as possible and the maximum sentence for high treason. bogdan volodymyrovych kaznavetskyi, born in 1999, from henichesk, organizes car races in honor of the flag of the russian federation. the event is dedicated to the day of the national flag of russia. as we can see today, representatives of various departments and ministries participate here. from a young age, bohdan demonstrated his love for all things russian. as a student, in 2020 he became a deputy of the henichiv city council from the people's party of ukraine. in parallel with this, he worked as an animator and was the head of the children's and youth library of the henicheska city council. he was called a showman. but with the occupation of the city, bohdan decided that his truly

stellar time had come. he began to shun the russians already, took the position of the so-called first deputy head of the military-civilian administration of henichesk. despite all the events taking place today in our country, it is necessary to carry out exactly such measures in order to unite the people and lead to one goal. today, our goal is one: the future together with russia. in the deputy's chair he organized solemn celebrations in honor of the occupiers and... brought humanitarian aid from russia to genichitsk, he liked singing the praises of the russians so much that later it became his professional direction. bohdan was given the appropriate position, deputy head of department in the fake ministry of culture of the kherson region. according to the orders of the president of the russian federation, vladimir vladimirovich putin, museums of the svo are being created. our heroes, our defenders, of course, they will not stay away, and how do you emphasize

this role? in addition to the opening of exhibitions in honor of of the so-called special operation, bohdan restores the monuments of the great patriotic war and returns soviet names to the streets. for such a strong love for the russian world, in june 2023, kaznabetsky received suspicion from our law enforcement agencies. as it turned out, the traitor tried to persuade employees of educational institutions to cooperate with the occupiers, threatened to close educational institutions and turn them into military barracks. he also organized pseudo-elections for the position of the russian headman of the village of rivne, henichiv district. his case is already in kherson city judge. we hope that soon bohdan will come from a comfortable office in the feykov ministry to a less respectable, but so appropriate cell for him in a ukrainian prison. this exhibition once again proved that russia is a big country. and this is another traitor from henichi.