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relationship was being put out there with the public to see. she was relaced in the ad. >> marilyn monroe, creates a sensation wherever she goes. >> by mid-1961, marilyn monroe settled back in hollywood, taking up residence in the beverly hills hotel. >> her life was in a downward spiral. the misfits was a disaster.

the audiences didn't like it. >> after a horrible experience at the new york psychiatric hospital, her psychiatrist was out of the picture. but her reliance on doctors continued. >> she chose a man that was like a father. both their marriages had failed and she was look for a father figure she could trust. enter dr. grayson. >> grayson's treatment modalities were considered highly controversial. >> he basically adopted marilyn. he allowed her direct access to his family. she often stayed with them and ate with them.

>> he did not establish boundaries. and someone with with such a disordered requires boundaries. >> the doctor made recommendations to marilyn. one of them was to hire as her personal physician, hyman engelbert. >> he was prescribing a lot of pills for her. >> their concern is marilyn would pill shop and go from doctor to doctor and obtain mult. he sleep -- sleep sedatives.

greenson's role was to meet with marilyn at her home and he would remove whichever meds he thought were dangerous. >> one doctor didn't know what the other doctor was doing. over 900 pills over a 90-day period. >> a bar by the rat taken with alcohol can result in slow breathing and potentially death. >> in 1962 that was the norm. in today's era, dr. engelberg and dr. greenson would probably be brought up on criminal charges. in the last six months of her life she meant with dr. engelberg 29 times. despite the treatment she continued to suffer from severe episodes and she was found in

her apartment from an apparent overdose. >> greenson thought she needed to be hospitalized. so he created a partial hospitalization program by bringing people into her home. >> in november of 1961, marilyn monroe hired a woman named eunice murray. >> why did you accept a job as a house cooper when you were more known as an interior derek ray tore. >> dr. greenson employed me because he knew marilyn would be able to trust me and that was a special need for her at that time. >> i can't get a handle on maria. she is a slippery personality. >> you were not a house cooper

and you never cleaned marilyn monroe's house. >> i did. i did everything. i did cook, in order to keep other people out. >> did your qualifications extend that way beyond that of a housekeeper? >> yes. >> eunice was the kind of woman who said whatever people wanted to hear. she admitted she often said what she thought sounded right. >> dr. greenson recommended marilyn establish permanency and residency in los angeles. >> in january 1962 marilyn found her dream home in brentwood, los angeles. for their lynn it was love at first sight. >> eunice murray helped marilyn

plan for the house. >> the doctors thought it would take the place of a baby healing of the heavy beam ntds ceiling and white carpet. written on mexican tile, the words -- perficio which translates to my journey ends here. (music)

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>> as the ink was drying on the ink to her new home, she was completing talks with fox to star in her 30th motion picture, "something has got to give." the doctor suggested she take time away from shooting. she went to mexico and was accompanied by eunice murray. >> we were looking at furniture and decorations for marilyn's new house. >> where she went, controversy followed. her trip south of the border added to her growing fbi file it was reported she spent time with members of an american communist

group. >> in the early 1950s when the department of justice was prosecuting top communist leaders, they were fleeing to mexico. >> a confidential memo to j. edgar hoover stated that manio associated with certain members of the communist troop in mexico he who shave sympathies with the soviet union. >> they were not an active group. they were an association of people who shared sympathies with communism. they weren't very organized. the fbi report seemed particularly interested in the time she spent with a notable member of that circle.

>> he had been disinherited from the vanderbilt fortune. >> he had been associated where a wide number of communists and left-leaning causes throughout his time in america and mexico. >> as the memo continued it seemed less concerned about the political aspects and more about the romantic as it became clear that a relationship was developing between field and monroe. one of the most of intriguing aspect of the report may be the source. eunice' churchill. it led many to believe she was using an alias. >> she has leftist leaning because of her marriage to

arthur miller. >> this is a political climate in the 1960s where you could damage someone's reputation or even their life. >> for some inside the fbi marilyn's alleged communist ties were alarming given the circle she had begun to associate with. she was introduced to peter lawford. he was the brother-in-law to john f. kennedy. >> he was a strange hollywood guy. he was kept around because of his connections. frank sinatra called his brother-in-lawford. >> lawford always had his beach house open. the president would visit. bobby kennedy would go there. i went to malibu to photograph lawford and bobby kennedy. little did i know i would see

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and it was changed to bobby kennedy. >> early in the day he met with former president eisenhower. >> a large group of hollywood notables were in attendance. marilyn monroe is among the overnight guest. it is there she and the president allegedly shared time alone. >> there is no other documentation that can put marilyn and the president alone that's verified at the same time. if anything happened it would have been a one-time thing. >> regardless of the status, her relationship with the kennedy brothers raised eyebrows with the fbi. two separate letters to hoover document their concerns. and reportedly challenges mr. kennedy proposed to her by miller. another memo reports that marilyn asked the president a lot of socially significant

questions concerning the morality of nuclear testing. if she is being used by the communist party, it's not general knowledge among those working with the movement. >> there is no indication anything else comes from that. there was nothing illegal about her lunch with peter lawford there will be was nothing criminal about her trip to mexico or her marriage to arthur. it's simply reporting of what has been brought to the bureau's attention. >> marilyn always saw herself-worth in the eyes of the men she could attract. there was almost something shakespearean about her last year. she was the beautiful queen going mad, looking to the king and his brother, the prince to

prove she was still the queen. >> marilyn had more of a relationship with bobby kennedy than she ever had with jfk. >> she looked at him as a savior of that period. >> in the decades that followed rumors would swirl around marilyn and bobby's relationship. it is confirmed the two met up in several locations. >> i met him once at the house. and marilyn invited him to come see her new kitchen. >> i went out to mayor behind to show her some of the pictures and i saw bobby kennedy. he came by the swimming pool. and she jumped in and started to swim toward him. i said marilyn, i will catch up with you again. i don't think i wanted to stay, looking back. sometimes mysteries in life are more interesting than all the answers.

>> in april 1962 shooting began on what was to be marilyn's 30th motion picture. a remake called "something has got to give." >> elizabeth taylor was filming cleopatra and was making all the headlines. because the script was flimsy and marilyn needed a hedge, she fell back on one of her resources that never failed, and that's her body. >> she devised a publicity stunt with the help of the photographer. >> i was hired to photograph marilyn again. i'm out at the house going through the script. and she looked at me and said what would happen if i went into the swimming pool with my bathing suit on but i came out with nothing on. as we started that day she went

into the swimming pool with that nude colored bathing suit. but each time she came to the edge of the pool she had less of the bathing suit on. i think 90% of the cameramen didn't know what was happening. she came up to the edge of the pool and flipped her right leg over the edge of the pool. as my daughter would say many years later, daddy, that's a picture that shows nothing but says everything. >> marilyn's relationship with the studio was continuing to erode. >> she was going through a lot of problems that summer so they would soot around her. where she used to be late maybe hours. now she was late for days. they were saying we have to get this film done. in the middle of it she took off one day of shooting and she flew to new york to sing happy

birthday to the president. because the studio was so far behind, they said no, no, no. but do you think marilyn ever took no for an answer. >> in 1962, 15,000 people packed into madison square garden for a democratic fundraising events. performers included ella fitzgerald, and jack benny. marilyn monroe would be introduced by peter lawford. >> this lovely lady is not only beautiful, she is punctual. >> it was a running joke that marilyn was late. he would introduce her and she wouldn't show up. >> marilyn monroe. and marilyn monroe.

marilyn doesn't come out. lawford takes a deep pause, and out of the corner of his eye, there is mayor continue in a tight dress. >> ladies and gentlemen, the late marilyn monroe. >> she comes out with an extra emphasis on that little voice of hers. >> happy birthday to you ♪ happy birthday, mr. president ♪ ♪ happy birthday to you >> a lot of people like to say she went on stage drunk and floundered around with his performance. actually it was rehearsed exactly the way she wanted it to come out.

there was an after party in new york. the president and marilyn are photographed together. this is the only documented photograph of the three of them in the same room. >> while her appearance was being celebrated in new york, it was not so well testified by studio bosses in hollywood. out of 33 shooting days, she managed to show up only 12 times. >> 21th century fox thanked "something's got to give" and "cleopatra" with elizabeth taylor. they can't get control over either of them. >> on marilyn's 36th birthday, the cast and crew threw her a party.

>> they gave her a party with the cast and andles, then they fired her. when you think how she feared getting older and she feared facing the camera because she couldn't live up to the image she created. after she turned 36, she never faced the camera again.