i know i'm not the same ♪ [ cheers and applause ] paris hilton. let's do this. returning to singing nearly two

decades after her hit stars are blind. show me real love, baby, i'll show you mine now a wife and mother of two posting about her home life, not her nightlife. >> the first album was more about having fun and going out, being hot and things like that. and this one has a lot more deep meaning. >> getting personal and celebrating her diagnosis turned superpower adhd. my superpower was right inside. >> see, it was adhd and physical and sexual abuse she endured as a teenager, revealing why her party girl persona was a shield she hid behind. >> the party girl saved you in many ways. >> in many ways. just saved me from pain and opening up about that baby voice i go to parties, go to spa, get free stuff. now, looking back on it, i can see that you know my voice and so

many other things in my life were all a trauma response. >> teaming up with big stars like sia. little dreams come crashing down, waving, passing and megan thee stallion and ready for reactions. >> how do you prepare for the inevitable haters? >> this special edition of nightline, paris hilton beyond nightline, paris hilton beyond the icon, will be right back si, it's time to try align. align probiotic was specifically designed by gastroenterologists to help relieve your occasional bloating and gas. when you feel the signs, it's time to try align. can neuriva support your brain health? mary. janet. hey! eddie. no! fraser. frank. frank. fred. how are you? support up to seven brain health indicators, including memory. when you need to remember, remember neuriva.

>> good evening. thank tonight.n beyond the icon. the one time socialite and it girl is always reinventing herself. she's now a wife, a mother and is back behind the microphone, joined by some heavy hitters. but beneath the glitz and glamor, she says, there's a strength she's learned from the abusive and painful times in her life. here's nightline co-anchor juju chang. >> all right, everyone, we're about to have a show. >> let's do this. >> paris hilton, a pop culture icon. i know what, she's no stranger to the spotlight or the stage. academy. but singing at the top of her lungs is a side of paris most people haven't seen in a while. it's been nearly two decades since her first album, and now, at 43, paris is relaunching her singing

career and reintroducing herself as a pop star. let's talk about the album name. what does it mean to be an infinite icon? >> i thought it was the perfect title to describe me. the first album was more about having fun and going out, being hot, and things like that, and this one has a lot more deep meaning and really just tells my story. >> and that story goes far beyond the blond, that's hot exterior tonight. a look at paris, the performer. as long as we're here together, let's stay young. and the survivor behind the picture perfect yet complicated persona. a wife and mother of two, businesswoman and world class dj. now harnessing the lessons she learned the hard way, how she leveraged her ditzy stereotype to get ahead instead of letting it take her down, and the impact of opening up about her childhood traumas. the sexual assault and abuse she

says she suffered at boarding schools that were supposed to help her find her way. tell me about the response of putting all of that trauma, all of those secrets, into the world. >> it's been just incredibly healing just to tell my story and help others through it. >> her party girl image actually darker than it seemed. the party girl saved you in many ways. >> in many ways. just saved me from pain. >> paris also getting personal in her new music, including a song she says is about her superpower, adhd. it was adhd. tell me about those lyrics. >> the song means so much to me because having adhd and especially a teenager, you know, back then no one was really talking about it. and if they were, it was always in a negative way. i want people to know that it's nothing to be ashamed about. >> the album, executive produced by sia featuring a slate of dynamic women. she collaborated with i love my girlfriends,

meghan trainor, megan thee stallion. >> they are such powerhouses and it just really shows the power of when women come together and support each other. >> the other thing i loved about what sia did is she really pushed you to use the lower registers of your voice. that high voiced paris go to parties, go to spa, get free stuff was a trauma response. >> yes, and i didn't even realize that. i just thought it was just a voice i did. but now, looking back on it, i can see that you know my voice. and so many other things in my life were all a trauma response to kind of build this character. and this armor to protect myself from being hurt again. >> born to the hilton hotel empire, she says from the start, expectations were high for her opening up in her 2020 documentary this is paris. i remember my mom always taught me to be very proper, private and to always portray that

everything's perfect, proper and private is not exactly how she spent her teens and early 20s. instead, countless red carpets, never missing an award show. >> what brings you out tonight? i'm just here for the teen choice awards. were you looking to see tonight? i'm here to see everyone. >> often side by side with her sister, nicky paris. in some ways, she was one of the original influencers once mocked as famous for being famous. it was her reality show with nicole richie, the simple life that shot paris to even greater fame, the duo instantly becoming television's newest it girls. but along the way, it wasn't all champagne and caviar. >> the sexually explicit videotape of paris and her former boyfriend rick salomon, the infamous sex tape was released with the entire world looking on, showing paris and her then boyfriend, who was 13 years her senior. >> it became fodder for tabloids and a punchline for comedians like joan rivers. >> the shame, the shame of the

hilton family to have your daughter do a film in a marriott hotel. it is. >> paris tried to fight back on cnn. >> people assume, oh, she's a just because of one thing that happened to me. >> but she also leaned into the hypersexualized image of herself on full display in her hit song stars are blind. can you show me real love, baby? >> i'll show you mine. >> throughout the early 2000, it seemed like paris's every move was documented and some of the headlines were ruthless. like this new york post front page from 2006 featuring paris, britney spears and lindsay lohan. >> from the moment i would leave my house in the morning till late at night, they would be chasing me, following me, sometimes 50 cars all through los angeles. and that would be terrifying. sometimes just having to, you know, be driving and they're all trying to fight for the shot. so that was very

overwhelming. but i've always been a person who's a little bit shy and didn't really stand up for myself at all back then. >> so when you see somebody like chapel royal and yelling back. yeah, yo yo chapel >> i love that she really just has respect for herself and she just speaks her mind and is brave and confident. >> paris also capitalized on the paparazzi attention and the stereotypes to build her very own empire. >> for me, i've always been someone who lives outside the box and i just. i'm not one thing. i'm so many things and the fun side of me will always be there. >> like the party girl lives. >> the party girl, i think, will always have a part of me because she was a big part of my life.

>> because the party girl saved you in many ways, in many ways just saved me from pain, from trauma, or just an escape from thinking about so ma that happened in myand also into building my brand that empire now includes a media company, a podcast, 30 fragrances, a memoir, and multiple product lines, including the latest unexpected venture cookware you should always feel iconic, kitchen. >> be an icon that's amazing, and the air fryer with your initials? yes, that's very iconic. >> you have the little that's hot mugs. amazing. >> but paris says over the last two decades, she was always waiting for the right time to return to music. paris, i love you. i love you. we're backstage with her at the hollywood palladium. >> we're going to light you there. >> where? paris is getting ready for a sold out show. her first

time performing her new album, infinite icon. gotta know what to do. why did it take almost two decades for a second album? >> i've just been focusing on so many other projects, and it really took for sia to say to me, paris, why have you not released another album? what if i was the executive producer and wrote the album with you? and when someone like sia asks you that, you just can't say no. >> one of her favorite collaborations with with sia on fame won't love you back. i love you like a mother, like a father should. what is that thematically say to you at this stage in life? >> for me growing up, i was like, well, you know, if i become so famous, you know, that's what love is about. and happiness. but sometimes it could leave you feeling empty inside. and i've learned now in life, my husband and my children, that that's what really matters in life. >> while she's focusing on what really matters, she's also revisiting one of the most

iconic eras from her past. >> everyone thinks nicole and i are these two girls who've never worked a day in their life. >> on the simple life, paris and fellow socialite nicole richie ditched the stilettos to experience life outside hollywood, like living on a farm in arkansas. i'm never drinking milk again again. >> and 20 years later, the duo is getting back together for a reunion show. how are you two different as people now than you were back then? >> we both have been through so much. we both have grown up so much. now we're just happier than ever with incredible marriages. our husbands are our best friends. i'm just so happy for both of us. >> coming up, paris hilton is synonymous with glitz and glam, but these days her life is also filled with baby drool and diapers and how the abuse she says she experienced as a teen is informing the mother she is informing the mother she wants to be. we'll be right back

. ♪ control of my crohn's means everything to me. ♪ ♪ control is everything to me.♪ and now i'm back in the picture. feel significant symptom relief at 4 weeks with skyrizi, including less abdominal pain and fewer bowel movements. skyrizi helped visibly improve damage of the intestinal lining. and with skyrizi, many were in remission at 12 weeks, at 1 year, and even at 2 years. don't use if allergic. serious allergic reactions, increased infections, or lower ability to fight them may occur. before treatment, get checked for infections and tb. tell your doctor about any flu-like symptoms or vaccines. liver problems leading to hospitalization may occur when treated for crohn's. now's the time to take control of your crohn's. ♪ control is everything to me. ♪ ask your doctor about skyrizi, the #1 prescribed biologic in crohn's disease. inez, let me ask you, you're using head & shoulders, right?

only when i see flakes. then i switch back to my regular shampoo. you should use it every wash, otherwise the flakes will come back. he's right, you know. is that tiny troy? the ingredients in head & shoulders keep the microbes that cause flakes at bay. microbes, really? they're always on your scalp... but good news, there's no itchiness, dryness or flakes down here. i love tiny troy. and his tiny gorgeous hair. make every wash count! and for stubborn dandruff, try head & shoulders clinical strength. there's something going around the gordon home. good thing gertrude found delsym. now what's going around is 12-hour cough relief. and the giggles. the family that takes delsym together, feels better together. ♪ rinse it out ♪ ♪ every now and then ♪ ♪ i get a little bit tired of the stinks ♪ ♪ that just will never come out ♪ ♪ pour downy in the rinse, jade ♪ ♪ every now and then i rinse it out! ♪ fights odor in just one wash. a waiterfollow me.

>> she's solving cases, catching bad guys. >> can i place an order to go, to the next. did they even send my lab work...? wait, was i supposed to bring that? then there's the forms. the bills. the 'not a bills.' the.... ”press 4 to repeat these options.” [chaotic music] [inspirational music] healthcare can get a whole lot easier

when your medical records, care and coverage are in one place. at kaiser permanente, all of us work together for all that is you. .

>> nightline paris hilton beyond the icon continues paris. over the shoulder. >> fast times and flashing lights. adoring fans and endless photo ops. paris hilton, still seemingly a person made for publicity. but behind all that, she says, is a much deeper, more complicated person. i first sat down with her almost two years ago at her home in beverly hills to talk about the abuse she says she experienced as a teen. she was the classic teenage rebel staying out late at raves, kicked out of multiple high schools. so her parents sent her to a series of boarding schools

for troubled youth. >> it's a multi-billion dollar industry, and what is it entail? thousands of schools, wilderness camps and these schools, a lot of them have no oversight or regulations, so people don't even know what's happening. >> it was there that she says she suffered shocking abuse. >> it was just a living nightmare. the people who work at these places were just evil and it was terrifying. and going through, you know, emotional physical, psychological, sexuale attended was provo canyon school in utah. >> provo canyon schools, the worst experience of my entire life. >> what do you remember from provo? >> throwing us against walls, strangling, hitting late at night. they would take certain

girls into a room and do cervical exams with male and female staff. and it was like something that was like a doctor. like these were just them doing this late at night to girls. >> did that happen to you? >> yes. >> in a statement to abc news this week, provo canyon school in utah, which is still operating under new ownership, says in part provo canyon was sold by its previous ownership in august 2000. we therefore cannot comment on the operation or student experience prior to that time. it goes on to add, we do not condone or promote any form of abuse, any and all alleged suspected abuse is reported immediately to our state regulatory authorities, law enforcement and child protective services as required. after the house.

>> at what time does this go till paris has turned her trauma and pain into action, taking her story all the way to capitol hill, where she's been fighting for legislation that would regulate those so-called troubled teen programs. >> imagine if it was your child who was suffering abuse, neglect, or death in the name of treatment. wouldn't you do everything in your power to protect them? >> what's the fallout been, and how much has the response allowed you to have an even bigger platform on that issue? >> just the change that has been made has been incredible. i've helped change 11 state laws, and our bill is bipartisan. so many parents have come up to me and said, thank you for telling your story. my, i didn't believe my child and because of you now i've realized so many of the things they said to me were true. >> i would imagine that means more than somebody telling you you're hot. >> it means so much more to me.

>> oh, baby, baby kiss part of her healing, paris says, was finding a partner she could trust, and after a number of what she calls toxic relationships, she has finally found that with her husband, carter room, what would you say to the young paris or the young teenager out there who's heartbroken and crying in a mirror? >> i just feel like i've found my home. i feel so safe. i feel so supported growing up, just in so many toxic relationships where i would just be constantly, like i said, in fight or flight mode and not feeling safe when you're growing up, you want to be with the bad boys and it's like you think, oh, this is fun and exciting, but it's the nerdy boys who are the good ones. >> absolutely. i'm married to a nice nerdy boy, so i agree with that. >> they're the best. >> yeah they are, they totally are. >> and now the couple has two kids together, both born via

surrogate phoenix and london. how do you prioritize the mom of it all? >> i always put my children first, no matter what your childhood was harrowing in so many different ways. >> how does that inform the way you will parent? >> now that i am a mom, you know i never thought i would be this, but i feel like i am not going to be super strict. but maybe because it's scary. i just know how the world is. so i'm just going to be extremely protectiv, extremely supportive, and always there for them for anything. >> coming up, paris famously calling out her haters from the stage the girl i'm hot and fun with her new album infinite ico, available now with the star has to say now to those who doubt her, how do you prepare for the inevitable haters that will come out and say what they have to

out and say what they have to say about your music? my skin was no longer mine. my active psoriatic arthritis joint symptoms held me back. don't let symptoms define you... emerge as you, with clearer skin. with tremfya®, most people saw 100% clear skin... ...that stayed clear, even at 5 years. tremfya® is proven to significantly reduce joint pain, stiffness, and swelling. serious allergic reactions and increased risk of infections may occur. before treatment, your doctor should check you for infections and tb. tell your doctor if you have an infection, flu-like symptoms or if you need a vaccine. emerge as you with clear skin. ask your doctor about tremfya®. ♪ camilla tried the new scent of gain relax flings and it changed everything. (♪) hey dave, don't knock it 'til you smell it.

new gain relax flings. hank used to suffer from what felt like a cold & flu medicine hangover in the morning. ha ha. haha! uhh, hank! switch to mucinex nightshift to relieve your cold & flu symptoms. uh oh! both help you get to sleep. mucinex is uniquely formulated to leave your system faster, so you wake up ready to go. going to work groggy? nope. try mucinex nightshift and feel the difference. it's comeback season. picks and they have everyone talking now. sunday season of new traditions sales event. gift yourself some savings and visit your local kia dealer today. get 1.9% apr for up to 60 months plus $1,000 retail bonus cash on specially tagged 2025 sportage and sorento vehicles.

the holidays (♪) and holiday trips (♪) and holiday toys (♪) and holiday bonding (♪) and it all comes together

in a chevrolet find your red tag! get 0% financing on the all-new 2025 equinox. (♪) chevrolet together let's drive

touches of black. they stand for elegance. refinement. they make you see everything in a new light. get 1.9% apr for up to 60 months plus $1,000 retail bonus cash on specially tagged 2025 sportage and sorento vehicles. >> from her hair voice, the valley girl blond is hardly the only stereotype paris hilton

has had to deal with. now, as one of the highest paid female djs in the country, she said she's prepared for those who are doubting her even while on stag. in the crowd holding signs like this. >> yes. i'm a girl >> yeah, i've worked too hard and i've proven myself. so when people like that want to come in and act that way, i'm going to call them out from now on. >> how do you prepare for the inevitable haters that will come out and say what they have to say about your music? >> yeah, i'm not making music for those type of people. you know, i feel i make music for my fans and people who love me. and if anyone is, you know, miserable in their basement wanting to speak negatively about me or another artist, i