ey can cl us bk to do chor tonight it was st more memories it thanou thin you kno y alws thought of that time, it was just a lot of work, but then when you look back now, you know was probably some of the better times because w spent so mh time togetr then and st wking, miing co d raisinyour famy. th's what rm life . [cattle lowing] ecker: ian rememr my mom alwaysad a lite book f yoknow, ery yearhat i wa in schoo and it ways sai onhere, yoknow, "wt would yolikeo be?" a it alwa said, like, "firan policeman, dtor," yoknow d you re supsed to cck what y wanted,nd then ere was a ank lineand then s would alys wri in, "fmer," ani just ft that myhole lifwas kindf, likelaid outefore meso

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deprsion bece so seve ere he wasospitalid, he dn't really ink it w that ba we justept goinbecause like a farmer, he says, "what's the option? you can't just not show up." you have to show up, and you took care of what had to be done for the day but pressions not go. it raed, d it raid, and i rained a floodin and jus you , we'rup on ridge top re, but was swet, yocouldn'tet in anhere so by e time y plantedit was la. we mudd in a lot o cornso we fired, "okit's nna get tter. it'sonna get tter." wl, harvestime cos, it's ill raing. he couldn'see a y out anymore.

we had gotten a call from our neighbors. we had taken care of their mother, and she was in her 90s, and their estate was being settled. his dad always told him, "whenever adjoining land comes up, you have to buy it." you know, it's what he always told him. he said, "if that land ever goes for sale you have to buy it," because you never get an opportunity to buy land that connects to your farm. he's just like, "i think it's gna be-- u knowi ink ybe we'll lk to th ba, and we should able to ybe get loan to pay fo th, and thboys wou you kn, evtually b it from us, and 'd work out." wl, thatorning, startedaining again th nightthe rain hajust nev stoppedand he's like, "ian't." y kn, he coun't do ts anymor he was st like, "g, it juskeepraining, ani don't ow if it just s anxiet but i h heard h gout that rning, a i had

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statz: randy and i have known each other since school. we nt to scol togetr. we actuly went prom tother. a lot ofeople inhe commity knewf randy cause they had build aew free stal everythg was go, and th his depssiohit. roker: wn i we throughy strugglein 200 i felt alone,hat therwas nobo outhere toelp me. nobody understo depressn. it sn't ok talk abt it. it was a stma assocted with it, d you'reust kindf isolated, d you suer alone and always sd i suffed one inilenceecause is ke, nobo--i didn know where go. stz: to myusband, was embarrsing. he wouldever let me tl anyonehat he w medicatn or whahe was going thugh. he s always woied whatther peoe thought him, ani'm like "leon,t's

no dferent than--" i said"you wou talk to evebody andell your sty if y break your m or if somhing else woulgo wron but youan't tel yone that, "hey, have ntal hlth cris that i amrying toigure ou" mean, to lot of ople, 's an embarssme, and i'm ke, "no.tand tallnd own iand sa "i'm gon get thrgh this. roecr: so th in 2018that happed with on, bren's huand, andhat set back to whe i was imy own person struggl. stat when le passed ay s funera and ran tried t comeand he cled me ler d he said, "u know, al tried, t," he sd, "i just cldn't goi couldn go," ani said"that's ne," d that when heold me tt he'sonna fure out someing. wre gon do

someing. roecr: that'why i stted this gro down churcdown hereand i ll up enda and i id, "younow, we uld like tget togeer and d somethg like ts," and didn't kw if it s gonna too so after ln had paed awayand i di't want toush her in somethi like th but wanted to ha her volved. statz: iaid, "i n't knowf i'llalk, but will me," and s very nvous goi to the very firsteeting. endeup with peoe at our rst meetg, and ty came om everyere. i mn, there is a nd. roecr: and tt was the beginng of thearmer anl network, so we got together, and there was a lot of tears shed at the first couple of meetings. i got a call last week from a farmer, and he wanted to know what the next step would be to get help for his neph.

stat there a so manyrises lineout there, buteople don't ow they' there. ecker: wl, the tng of it is, to i thinkhat... won: i wento my fit meetg just o of curiity and just to kind of learn more. i thought, "we have to have ourselves a..." we were struggling ourselves about making a chae out ofairy faing. it st felt normal tme to noget up and to thbarn rig away. i justanted toee what lp the was avlable fous. once i fnd out t resoues that arevailable to rmers, i justeally fe a call like ian helother peopleearn abo this. roecker:00 suici-preventn nuer, i hathat mnetic stker stucall overhe hoe, and wn it com right downo it, i n't thini'd er call . first all, i alwa thoughthat basilly th'd come d take y away anlock youp someple, and you ha that fe deep do that they'reonna commit you if y call th number. stat becauselike, wi leon whene had toall, thetook

m away ithe car,nd he justooked ate. "i'm t a criminal. y do i he to be handcuffed andut in a r?" but it'srotocoto keep e ofcers safif they' in the vehicle withhem, ando th're chging thathat now th have a isis team at goes to e--and they don't handcuff them, andhey talk th throught and t them t safe pla. harms:t didn'ttart outith the me farmegel neork. you knowit was aeeting o farmuicide a farmer ress. aftethe firswinter o meetingswe kind recognid that thas reallyot that viting tpeople tcome in d to sk help. actual, i thini can take a ltle credit forevelopinthe name farmer angeletwork. just really ft, "how n we suppt pele in a y that i unassung, not trusive their lis?" and think ife can he save onperson's life by having the information avaible to them, to theiloved on that ar

suorting tm, i thi 've done very go deed. stz: i'm hopinthate can help peoe find tir joy a realize,hey, may it isn' bad. can get rough this and i'vheard th from peop that ha come tohose meetgs, yoknow, "i jus eded to talko somee," and on they vealize itnd let it out, ey're li, "it's gonnbe ok." this is l the neland thai ught aft leon hapassed away. i a lotf thinking afr leon psed awayi drive out re a l. it's jt peacefuland it'seautiful ye-round. matter en you comeachereit's a vy ca place tcome

to. mean, i can ut the mor off, d you'llee. it ijust peaful out here, and you just hear the wind, and it's-- this is what i le. reeze owing] john: re in thunited stateswe're su a big country at sometes you n't real understd what othelocal communities are faced with. i remember reading about some of these organizaons thatavstarted up to help. i ink thosare really gooprogramsand hofully, ty are heing those farmers get rough the diffict times. die: i thi it woulbe heful if tre were re ople to lp out wh the

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