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♪ don wanna he to le ♪ ♪ a that i' compromed ♪ to feelnotherigh ♪ - mean, c'n now. how olis he? - 20. - (laughs) he looks about 12. - well, wasn't. - you lovme? - oh my d. yes. - we, i had say it first, didn't i? - i said it back very quickly. - out ofolitenes what your faasy? what's mfantasy? - faasy. - i don'know, i' justappy to be alive - what iwe filmeit? - , no, th's too dgerous. - well, en i'd dete it. - . no, wh's the.. u want me to dress up osomethg? ybe i cod tie yoto a chr, what out that

really? - ah, that a thing like a knap, it would be le a kidnap. - d then wt? - mand a rsom. callour fami d demand ransom. - yoneed to nd some y to getver yourlf. you' gonna e up alon - i thin.. i thi i lovyou. it tk a whilbecaus if wbelieve at the se is an iusion-- - wh does th mean? - don't kn, that wre, you know, it physics - physics. - ok, look, what do those wordsean? you put rds to i i mean, ke, ay what is that ppose toe? i mean, e? - yeahyeah, yeah lien, list, listen don't kn what e ck you'ron about - what feel is at we arlove. at's thehing, there'no sepation. and u, you're . and the ble. - doou love e table? do youove me me than the tablor the se? - it all... i don'know wt i'm trying to say. - how about you just go fuck the table? - what wrong wh it?

- nothing. it's n too funny? - i don'think so - would have been seen we made black a white? where's going? maybe we should just, um... or what if... i don't know. - ben, it's really good. - shouldn't just keep one with the scenes with the monk? - ben. - just one. i feel like i've mirrored something about a couple who don't get on. - it's about a man who's so defended that he's incapable of love. isn't it? - say it again? look, what about if we just looked at the first monk scene. - we're picte locked why do we need a monk? - they don't know who i am if this isn't good.

think it not agood. i st want meone toay, "youe done good thg, w you carest," jt rest. - okay y don't u come and sit down for a minute? comen. - maybe i could be a farr. - maybe. - how this coared t.. - n't do tt. look, me peopl will quite like it and other people won't be that into it. - why? who? - and then, quite soon enough all of those people, each and every one of them, will die. won't they? - hopefully. - we're all going to die. we're all going to die. we're all going to die. that better? (slow music)

- hello,appy. we'rall righ aren't ? (slow music) - everhing is domited by o's self. and wh to find noloved,nd what. to be aken, to be ee,

is to sethere iso self. can weit in metati? fi out whoe reallyre? (pap crumpli) (frie door oning) rushing) - [male]ot in my whi house. c., show tse peoplout. omiting)

- [benmin] wel at do yosuggest? (phone rinng) hell [billie]i, it's . - s, c'monp, (mumbs). ye, c'mon. (kcking) hi. - hi. c'n in. benjam, i'm soate. - no, , no, yore not le. mon onn, hiy - d, you'rquite far do, aren'tou? i had toet a tubwhich wa.. - ll, than for comg to me th the sipts. - excusee, sorry i late, an't i? no, no, just had bit of ergency wh the cat. - yeah, i thght someing smellea bit od - oh, d. reall - noit's fin 's not orwhelmin is it a g cat?

try e with amile. amera shtering justry one a then we've t the chce. - [photographer] c you jus pu that biof hair down? no, no. don't rely. - hotograpr] okay, at there [billie]hat's itthat's i - there,ike this - [billi no, whatou just d. - ay. - [phographer]eah. - [billi but, li, at expreion. like lgh, laug - laugh? - [billi yeah. - [phographer]eah, so nosup a bit - ay (laug). - [ptographe that's . d look athe wind. - [bile] c youlike... your nostrs look qte big. - i'm not flaring them. - the nd w gd. [photographer] hold that, hold that. - other hand, other hand, other hand. there, other one down, on your knee. yep, okay, all right. - that really od. that'seally go. - uh, ye. , shoulde talk abt the fi? justo- - [bjamin] yh, pleas yeah? anmaybe th will... cool

really jt need t lines for the toof thpress rease. shoulde say it about a i really don't wanna say an abusive relationship. , say, dficult? - well, don't ow. i ink we suld maybfocus mo on the ls of selesteem that ces from ing in a so, lo of- los self esem. - [benmin] selesteem, ah. - ss of se-esteem. - shld we trand get me th the ard in its well? - yes. y. - [benmin] wha really? - yeah, ah. - noi mean, wouldn wantt to be like was thithing i woseven yes ago. - can we open window? it'seen quita while since,appy camout, which loved byhe way, as u know. - thank yo(laughs) - i ess peop ll wannanow why. yeah. we, i thin it jt took ma while to ce up witsomethin i wasn'ti don't ow. think wh people y that theyike whatou've do, it's best to just stop doing it or they could start ting you ideally, i would've st made that film and died. ishat not good answe

- shou we justay yore a perctionist (pne buzzi) gh. do you kw what? i'gonna ha to get is. i'really sry. - that okay. - mart, i'm in e cab rit now. ye. sorry,e tookonger than ihought. nohe was yterday. he liv alone. sml? ay, yep,ight. ve you, e. you knomartha fnklin? - no. don't rely know yone. - she's ving a thing onriday, t lach her n chairs, you shou come. i'll put youn invite. - , i'm ok. i don'really le going anywhe i haven been before - , do youave any ne? (laus) is itoo early r wine? - i dot reallyrink. huh? sorry, ion't kw, wod you, wt abou do youant someocaine? - doou have me? no, no, sorry,'m jokg. i've gotoconut wer. it's ahair par. 's the lnch of ahair.

prty sure 's up re. what a you doi? so frigi - you're n lowed toouch me. - i mu touch y. - no, plse do notouch me - ye, you gon. i'll.. - , what? c'mo - it's ahildren'party. - beamin. yocame. - [benjan] oh, yh, course did. - [stephen] we're e past. - [bjamin] wre not t past. hi, i'm llie. - stepn. - sthen is a comedia really? i'm not funny. - ok, great. so is all que arty a young anwe've alsuch gre skill i don't ink it's goa be a pblem. - [hry] oh, days. bei. - enjamin]arry? wh are- - yes. - aughs) o mate. - [billie] h do you two ow each her? ohy god, y did a fi togethe - hey, m, what'sp? - he i like ur cloth. - thk you. yeah, thk you. - yoknow, i inveed harryright? - are yotwo?

- what wre doing - oh, no - harrs not somee who lis to defe things or bspecificbout rds thatean thin. - ah, you ow, it's st good have soone yocan calln the mile of thday and , "there's se table nnis taes in thlocal pa "a there's sports storright arby. "w don't wget some bs and bas "andlay tabltennis?" - (lghs) yea drink? o no, of urse not at aboutou? beerwine? - try not drink inhe week. why? - [sphen] voa coke? - [billi the you go. - peaker 1 i rely le that it somethi you'd wanto sit . - [speer 13] tnk you. [billie]here's nothini can geyou? - do ty have wer? - cool gosh, yore stilliggingt? - y to be ol. (stephenaughs) - sorry. - he ok? - heas a cou. - i'fine. (slow sic) - wh is it? what'sappening ♪hy be so shy♪ ♪ come d swim i the parkith us

- enjamin]ho's that sger, bile? - [bile] good int. - i ed to ke him wanna with ? m very lely. - definily say tt to him. ybe lose the ct. it'seally good to e yo to meetou, henr - stepn. steven, knew tha wi a v. - p-h. - odorou. ♪nd i don wanna go if u don't me ♪ ♪ ion't wna leave u here with m ♪ ♪ d't make go ♪ ♪ don'take me g♪ but youe brav ♪ an you tnk youre ♪ ♪ i caneet the monsr once aeek ♪ - n we sitown someere? ♪t's onlyow ♪ ♪ all the timhe'd faze und the lig ♪

- [bjamin] h old is he,o we tnk? [stepheni don't ink we suld dwelon it. - [benjan] okay. - tephen] 's very gd lookin - oh, go he's riculous. should he never ha left thflat. is is wed, look, he it is ain. ththin boyn stage. - yeahyou justike peop o are we lit andeak, don'you? ♪ oh oh oh ♪ oh oh oh - maybe should g m to talfilms like i'm somsort of scess aga. - mae you shld talk him befo just inase. - thatilm's all i'veot. just go and speak toim. won't laugh ame? - . - ay, c'mo why ar't youtandin you go, i'll holthe fort what forare you lding? ♪ i'd be ur toy ♪ i not the b you thi ♪ you wantn your le ♪ ♪ ian be yos ♪ ♪ i c be anytng at l ♪

oh oh ooh ♪ ♪ oh oh oh ♪ ooh oh oh♪ (clappg) - thk you. - i thk he lood at me. - sure iwasn't middle disnce? - re, it'skay. he'sust a peon in room. - [blie] whas your ne? - noah - you ay? - yeahi'm justrying to find breath. - found it yep. - [bile] so, ts is the awarwinning njamin over. is is thshocking brliant, nh. - ah, likeoah. hi, i'benjamin hi, niceo meet y. - grt gig, m. - u're reay goodt singin congratations. - thks, we'rkind of a ms, but.. no. you re very ean. ry tightvery sol. anyou're fnch too, at's excing, isn it? - ye, i suppe so. - m a big n of lesis. - oh. - noah'studying muc at gui hall. - oh, ally, wo

that's t good on isn't i have y had anyrugs yet you shou come to screeni withe of benmin's fi. - yes,'ve made film. i'm a fi person. - what it abou - mynabilityo love. i'fine nownd we'reriting a musil about pression aryou hung? wehould t maybe ther thantanding d talkin out everody sitting king rou. i know aegetariaplace. - i'vegan. - me t. we shoulget marrd. or wcould ju eat some van thing - th have veg dumplings. - well, we should get dumplings then. you ke dumplgs, don'you? - ah. dumpling - i can'eat dumpngs. - i'llee you athe (mumes)? - th(mumbles at a relf, yeah. - ay, and ur otherriend? - s, greatews, dumings. - oh, go - at was hrific. - , what w? - put yo number in there okay. (slow sic)

(trainngine roing) - [bjamin] dplings. - [steph] you diit. [benjan] i juskept sayi the wordumpling - [steen] wellthat's how you t dumplis. - (laus) sorryit's my ugh. nothg cabe done. - you ould probly talko him atome poin - think 're fine hesked me about the partie th your ster and her frnds. - [steen] maybhe justants to ow more abouasparagu - [benjan] okay. i'gonna goo the toet and th on the y back, i'll s hello a then'm gonnask him move inith me. - y. - . hello. - sorr i was gting boreat the oer table - yeahit must rrible dn there. - sosell thiside to . - , oh, sthen and were just talng abouthe light

- actual, uh, i'm nna headff. - wherare you ing? - soy, i'must tire i'll g the next one thgh. - i'llook aftehim. noah's lking aft me. [stephenmake surhe does aee-weeefore d. - what do u think going toappen, sphen? 're justating dulings. [stephenokay. night. - night aughs). - so. (laugh why are u laughi? - oh, yo band arso sweet - yeahthey're ol, i kn. they liked y. - ally? - ah. - well that's-- that's very good. um, all right, well, i guess weetter both go to our respective homes and sleep, right? - ye. be how do see yourilm? - oh, ye yeah. i can rt that t. i ow the pple. it's in o weeks,re you fe? or hopully you'll be fe. ould i ge you myumber? - yeahsure. - okay. okay, ould i s it up lar, or pe it inor?

- uh, i n't knowjust in. - oh, ok. - ye. - [benjamin] all right, right. (laughs) all right i think that, i think that's it. is that it? - yeah. - great. - perfect. - okayuh, shou we, uh,ug? (laughs)ure. - , oh, angreat singg, by thway. i was, ias memored. - be ceful of is car. - en] oh, ah. sorry. (slow sic) (phone rging) - ss me ready?

uh, s. um, ye, i justeed to gure outow to dohat. and whe do youive? or do yowanna-- you nna comeack to m m just gting o the b. (keys jingli) [noah] o do you ay? - enjamin]o, no, verbadly. can jugg. (cat meong) - oh, u have aat. - s, here, have a t. doou want mething drink? don't rely have ything you wansome wat? - yeah, ah, sure "whais a pson?" oh my go is thanot highnough? - enjamin] well, haven't ad that, just thoht it was good queion. whare we, u know, o are we - ye. - you wna see bit of t film? uh, ye. you can ll me if you thk it's a good. - ok. [harry] 's your ntasy.

- enjamin]kay, all ght then rit. - [hry] telle what you'reonna do me. - we, i, may upset y. - how? - with my, uh, you can't talk. you're not allowed to talk. maybe i should gag you do have a g? - at happe if i ta? (laugh - my god. what? - ohsorry. i. - c'mon. - i n't knowow i'm supped to be - he try to voice. - we, what vce shouli do? - scotsh. - he we are en. (laughs) - [harry] ok, maybe noan old wan. - here ware. - stopaying he we ar we know where we are. would ite better i tied u up? - nono. m gonna out and'm goa come bk again. - [har] okay. - llo.

(noalaughs) so wt do you ink? fny? sexy - bo, both. you lookind of ein. - rely? yeah. - you likelves? ybe we suld kiss that a od idea thattage in r lives? - ye, okay. - soy, i'm ahild of vorce. - too. - and gan. this ia dream. you wanto talk about the divorce? - not really. - i was 13. - i was five. - do you know it wasn't your fault? (kissing) whe do youant me? - stopalking. - ok, okay. ke talkingno. (kissing entiment music)

- , i'm rely sorry my m's cominover so it's obablyest if you'reot here en she he. - oh, l right, yeah. - it waso good tmeet you. - tephen] re, sure - . [stephenwell, ybe it's te i met ur mothe hmm? - [steph] no, i' , i'll bquicker. - co (laughs [stephen] ah, that was-that wast. at was, , what-- what dyou thinabout, uh, maybwe shoul.. wod you li to get someinner so time? - wh do you an? - tephen] uld you ke to havdinner wh me? - ohy god, i seeing meone.

- , right. the tor. - umyeah. why wot that ltle shit texme back? - i'sure he ll. - uh, co, okay, . - i ve you. i n't, uh, it'a joke. - yeahi got it yeah. - ould we ybe not tell bjamin abt this ju 'cause 's, ... - [steen] oh, ah. - it's pbably no good ide so. [stephensure. ah, good ia. ye, well, ll miss u. - that anher one? - [steph] yes. cool. umsee ya. oor slamng) iano playing

- y. - hi. sorry, was jus staring you. i'benjamin - hi benmin, i'moah. - whatbout allhat sex,uh? (lghs) (playing pno

- what was that? - , i don'know. i li your ple, it's ptty cool - enjamin]s it? take anying you nt. doou want a piano? ha a piano ok, is is a od porrie. we're all ing to have lovely me. what's yr type? or what you usuly go fo - - i always end up with gee like yo - [benjan] oh, gd. shit. what hapned? oh, there was a manager at the party, just said he doesn't want to mage us. - enjamin]h, who is ts guy? ihe-- - it's quite a big deal. oh, well, i don't kn if this is helpful,

but external validation isn't everything. likewhat's iortant ithat u know tt you'rereat. - ye, thatsn't helul. - okay. um, i think you'll get another manager. - yeah, sorry, i just-- i just don't want to go home yet. - [benjamin] well, you won't. you mustn't. - okaylisten. - [bjamin] oh, no.hat? oh, u don't ve to eathe porrie. don't leme presse u into pridge. - nono. uh, it-- ist weird we carry onanging o? if youave stuf to do, il go. i've gotothing. no, ah, go o uh, wh should do witour live - we cld-- we uld get someushrooms - magic shrooms? or jusmushroom - mac mushoms. - uh, yeahhat soun-- th sounds n. let'get somef the mushros. - ah? - mm-h. - cool, with thporridge oh, fuckhe porrie. nono, wel eat thporridge okay.

oh st (laugh. - [benjamin] that's thick, oh my god. the continental breaast thin i don't understand what that means. what does that, i mean, what-- at are ty trying to suggest? oh my god, where's she going? - [noa where'she going? - i'm gonna have to talk to her. is that okay? - ye. oh. are you thirsty? - yes. we will get water, how will we do this? shop? okay, sh sh. (sw music)

- this one. - you want those ones? - yeah. - enjami hi. - 's one pnd twent - now th sounds asonable one pod twenty ere you e, money fothe war. money r the war. huckling ohy god, wcan't gon shops. - [nh] you'rquite fuy. - [benmin] am - oah] yea - [bjamin] ised to be ally funny th i lived with someone who didn't laugh and i goa bit rusty. - [noah] why did you live with someone who didn't laugh?

- [benjamin] i don't know. i thought it was bette than dying alone. (laughs) ♪ i't it weird ♪ isn it strae ♪ ♪ evethough wre just t strange ♪ ♪ on is runaw train ♪ we' both trying to find a pce in thsun ♪ (cs honkin - [photoapher] or here. to yr left, anks. smile. (camerashutterin you all ght? - ye. - oh, hi how are u? - yeah, m okay, anks. ah, yeah are you cited abt the fi? - why are you being weird? - what? - you didn't tell ben, did you? - no, don't worry, i'm not gonna. - 'cause you knonothing' ing to hpen, rig?