- [benjamin] i don't know. i thought it was bette than dying alone. (laughs) ♪ i't it weird ♪ isn it strae ♪ ♪ evethough wre just t strange ♪ ♪ on is runaw train ♪ we' both trying to find a pce in thsun ♪ (cs honkin - [photoapher] or here. to yr left, anks. smile. (camerashutterin you all ght? - ye. - oh, hi how are u? - yeah, m okay, anks. ah, yeah are you cited abt the fi? - why are you being weird? - what? - you didn't tell ben, did you? - no, don't worry, i'm not gonna. - 'cause you knonothing' ing to hpen, rig?

- i s just cing out the toit, i wast-- - ok, well iwas good tsee you. - ok. - noyou're bng weird suly you c see tha - ll, i han't donenything. cawe startgain? like yououtfit. - u're being really eepy. okay, i'gonna gocause i n't. - okay, serious god, ias just ying. - i n't knowhat you wa me to-- - martha yeah, m in theab now (camas shuering) - [phographer]o yo left, tyour lef thank yo yeah. - what are y doing? - i just have to meditate. - okay, c'mon now. time to be someone who can host a screening like a bigoy. ben, everyone is sat. you need to introduce the film. now, c'mon. - i don't think we should have put the monk scenes back in. - i begged you. - i think that-- that--, uh, it'd give it something, but they do, don't they? don't they?

- well, it's about to be screened now so we'll find out. - oh, god, no. - and tonight's film is the second film from benjamin oliver starring benjamin oliver himself alongside harry barridge. here to introduce the film, please welcome benjamin oliver, tessa huston, and harry barridge. (crowd applauding) - hell um, tnk you-- ank you l for cong. um, soyes, thiis, uh, this is e first me i'vehown ts to anye, sohat's exting, right? umhopefullyou-- you' all likit, so i canontinue ing is sort thing. , oh, we, maybe shld just tch it. and, uh, we should-- we should just watch the film and then you can write some wonderful reviews. i think it's all going to be fine. should we sort of bring the lights down? does somebody else wanna talk? no, should we just, uh, bring the lights down and we should watch it? um, oh, and have fun, everyone.

an yeah, yeah, uh, good luck. (crowd alauding) - whats it that yowant? to be free from problems, yes? but only when you want nothing. when you have what you want. who is it who wants? who are u? who? who? (crowd clapping)

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♪ let me go ♪ ♪ l me go, , oh ♪ - uh, ye, my namis harry baidge, i'an actor my favite filmrom chilood. would probly say "thearent ap". like, mynly ideaas, likeif thereas... say thers, like, pa, or a cracter, somethi that yove never gothe chan to play d you'd ve to pl it. orlike, ifhere was role thas, u've nev been ofred, en i cou probabl wre some f you. oh, tellen about yo big nude scene.

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but finally there is obscurity. and obscurity, this is the best thing. - i don't know, is there-- is there-- is there a character or set you've got in mind? - i mean, i can see maroon for some reason. - the color? - yeah. - okay. um, maroon. but, um, like, if you're to say how we imagine the film beginning, or, can you e that - well, think it's... i don't ink we suld too liter about i - nono. maybwe open maroon. mm-hmm. and thers a eling in e air ofis this ood?

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goodexture? - sh - what do you like to paint most the time? is it-- - it's difficult to talk about. - right. is it usually people? or fruit? - well, it's everything, you know? i mean, if you say what do i paint? i wod say feelings. my paintings are kind of like my journal, so i can look back and say that's how i was feeling last week. - oh. how were you feeling last week? - well, i'd haveo go i the other room and look. so, it not cometely what i w trying do. - oh, w. wow, y made me so of attrtive. - you e attracve. riousl i find convenonal beay so borg. - okay tn. should wgo back work, o - n, this t work.

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