eople too wee doublein surgees u're doi bottomurgeries four ds a wk so ectrolysi has double . - patits are cling usweekly. - complaing. that we n't have theielectrolis dates sche. so we'reetting cls fr patient e - nogetting response i just wt to gethis righ okay, cayou send me a lt , when tir surge date is i just wt to gethis righ how manylectrolys sessns they ve had. m gonna mp this to de rich. oh mgod, need souch help we are jt runninon fumes - insurae is givg me hard tim not mecally nessary, cosmetic derred, deed, delad. it pretty ch the se thg, i seet everyd. - we, when y're in the or wh a patit, how ha the rests ofhe electlysis be?

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where ey're rey toave surgy. and eing howhat anges th as a peon, where ey're rey that's bn prettyncredibl but, can't rair the unds tohe soul the min that he been bne over lifeme of neect and hate. can't rair the unds (uplifti music)min it time toust chan.

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