i'm keolbermann. goodig and good luck. join us for the live edition of "countdo." every night at0 p.m. easter >> eight months ago i made a proposal to michael jkson, i said show me the real man and make nothing limited. he thought aboutt and said yes, come to neverland. >> you come ou here onour own? yeah. >> how often? >> all the time. >> what go on a ride? >> y. being a character, playing music. i love playing classical music on the carousel. >> what aboutthe ferris wheel. >> i love that. >> can we go on it? >> sure. >> we ben a journey togher

across contints, through his past and rapidly into the diurbing reality of his life today. >> okay, all right. >>ichael jackson, martin bashir, the go-cart land o neverland. >> youot head-flipping coming. i'll flip your head. hey, he's chilling! he's cheating. >> this is michaelackson as you've never seen him befo quite simply, his wod.

♪ how do you write a song? how doou write a song? >> how do write song? well, i sit down at the piano. >> you put p to hand. >> if i sat he and pyed some chords and i i'm going to write the best song i've ever written,othing happens. i member when i wrote the "billie jean," i writing down my car in ventura boulevard. all i remember saying beforehand, i want to write a song with a eat bass hook. and i just l igo really. and then several days late you know -- ♪ the whe -- >> wre did that come from? >> from above. >> the dance as well? >> y, same thing. >> how do you do it? can you show me how you do i >> boy. come on, just get up anshow me. >> i'm shy.

>> come on, just show me. jut show me what you do. teach me. >> okay. oh, boy. u're putting me on the spot now. >> ce on. >> now peoplare discovering sothing about me. i'm really shy. i'm embased. >> oy. you're shy. just get up and show me. >> oh, okay. ♪ >> wt's going through your mind when you're dancing? >> not thinking. thinking is the biggest miste a dancer could make. you ha to feel. ♪

u become the bass. u beco the fantasy, or you become the clarinet d the fle and the strings and the >> so you're almost thphical embodiment of the musi >> yeah, absolutel >> michael jackson's home, neverland, is a 000 acre rancthree urs north of los angeles. as with most of his lifeit has to be seen to be belied. inspired b the children' fairy tale "peter n" abo the little boyho never grew up, it's aultimillion dollar manmade slice of make believe. the inspiration for neveand, peter pan, why is peter pan a figure of such interest d inspiration to you >> becse pet pan to me

represents something that'very specl in my heart. you know, he represents youth, childhood, never grong up, magic, flying. evything, i think, that children and wondermt and magic, what it's all about. and me, i just have never, ever grown out of loving tt or thinki that it's very special. >> do you identify with hi >> totally. >> you don't want to grow up >> no, i am per pan. >> no, you're not. you're mhael jackson. >> i'm peter pan in myeart. >> so how had this sging and dancing genius arrived in this surreal ple that is his life today? i started look for answers back at the beginning. ♪ show me what you can do

♪ shake it, shake it, baby ♪ come on now ♪ sha it she it baby ♪ o, o, three, baby ♪ abc, baby ♪ doe-re-mi >> when you would be practicing, you were very heavily disciplined by your father what was that ? >> well, i -- i didn'tave it that hard, because he usede as the exame. it was like, do it like michael. and he practiced us with a belt inis hand. and if you missed a step, exct to be -- just let me go back. yojust said that you would practice the dance stepsand

your father woulbe holding a belt ihihand. is that what you jt said? >> yes, yes. and he would tear you up if yo missed. and so we not only we re practicing, we were nervs rehearsing. because he sat in a chair and he had this belin his hand. and if you didn't do it e right way, he would ar you up. real get you. and i got it a lot of times. but i think my brother marli t it t most. because he had a hard time at first. and he tried so hard. and it was alway dit like michael. do it like micel. u know, but the others were veryervousand i was nervous, o, you know. because heas tough. >> how oen would he beat you? >> t much. >> wld he only use the belt?

>> why are y doing this to me? no, more than lt. >> what el wld he use to hit you with? >> ironing cords, whever was ound. he would throw you up against the wall as hard as could. it's one thing to -- >> but you were only a child. >> i know. >> youere a baby. >> inow. it's one thing to -- >> and you were producin successful recor >> i know. he would le his temper. i st remember hearing my mother scrm, "joe, you're gog kill them, you're going to kill them. op it. you're going to kill them." and i waso fast, he couldn't catch mealf e time. but en he would catch me, oh, my god. it was bad. was really bad. ♪ >> i looked up at thscreen and

couldn't hp wondering what effect this violence had on young michael. ♪ abc ♪ easy as one, two, three doe-re-mi ♪ ♪ abc ♪ one two three, ba, you and me girl ♪ >> we were terrified of hi terrified. i can't tellou. i n't think he realizes to is day how scared -- scared, i mean scared. so sred that i would gurgitate. >>ou would vomit? >> uh-huh. >>hen would you vomit? what would produce that sof reaction in u? >> h presence. just seeing hi and sometimes i wod faint and my boduards would have to hold me up. >> when he was beating y, did you hate him?

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this i is ururuite. whwhato o u like about las vegas? >> i l le e thentertainment. >> the entertaininntnt? >> yeaeah. it's a fun place to o vit.t. >> what's this? > o i -- when i'm bored, , ride in the hallways o of e e hotel on this.s. i cruise t thealallws late at ghght metimes. >> y youe e king? > n i i'merious. >> i soon leleard d th las vegas s full of uneasy memories s fo jackson. >> i had t tshsharbedrooms with one of my brothers on n thtotour and there was s so a aion going on in mymy rm m ery might. i i cod d ar it. and i ususedo o --y job was to pl sleep. and i was told by y e e ofy brothers, no matter whwhatdodon' get t up don't openen yr r ey.

i go, i promise, i ionon't so i would heaear esesgirls come . and i would hear thehem y,y, i that little mimichl?l? my brother w wou s s yeah. and d th w wld go, he's so cute, like that. i ard everything. thth i i wld hear -- >> what did you u he?? >> with the e gis?s? >> you heard them m vivingex? >> yeah. >> in n e e sa bedroom as you? >> uh, letete e se um -- sometimes. sometimes not. >>o on some occasions, you'r're lying dodo, , prending to be asasle, , anyour brother is having sex w witsosomee in the me room? >> mm-hmm. ♪ >> now, we're e gog g shping to is spectacular place.. do yououikike opping? >> love itit >> what t doououove about shshpiping >> not so much t theuyuyin

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waththe me man i had met in nerland. the firsrst popounity to talk about his bizazarrbebehaor was later ththatveveni at a charity auioion. wodn't it be easier for r e e bodydyarardsnd for your nanny ju to take the children to t the zoo o onheheirwn, rather than hahaveo o through what they went throughgh tayay? >> no, because i canan'takake at chance no. i wowod d raer it be my fault if mething happens. really? >> yes. >> so you wouldn't allow t theto go w wityoyourody guards unless yoyou rereith them? >here was security. there e waa a lo-- i don't want say the words, but it wouould be a hard one,e, le e rely walking the line, , ve d delate. >> you hadad t tou week this wewe, , han't you? becacausththmedia have been accusing yououf f beg irirsponsible with your childrdr. t theedia's wrong. i i lo my children. i'm holding my son t tig a and ststro. why would d i roroa baby over a balclcy?y? that's the dumbestst, upupidt story i ever heard.

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some waysi i ca understand it because -- >> i'm hpypywith my look. >>orgethehe lips. >> everybody in hohollooood get plastic surgery. plastic s sgegerywasn't ininent r michael jason. > i n n s sugsting that.t. but whatat i'm'm sayinin isomets people goo too far. sotimes if they g g lot of money and they havee a oprtunity, sometimes they can think i'llo thingsgs, especially given your childldho.. i mnwnwhi we talked, i've come -- i've beguno unrstand how difficult thahat wawafofor you. how uunhpy you weeas ahihild as an adescent, how unhappy you were about your apappeanance yoyou ldlde in neverland that your fatathe used to insult yoy. you tolol in l l vegas your father used talklkbobo your nose. > yh. >> so i c can uerstand why you wanted to changege yr pearance. it m mak sense. i wouldn't want -- >> just that, though,,otot the wholole ffe.

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correctly -- >> she's awowondful person.n. >> she knew thahat michael j jkn loves children.. >> yeah. >> and she k kneww that michael jackson wantedchildrere >> t that' w. you need to be adaddy. >> right. she said you needed to o be a daddy? >> uh-h-huh. >> more e th s she needed t t b ther? >> y yea she wted to d that for me as a esent. >s a present? >> yeah. yeahah. >> what do you men? >> a a giftft. i had tooalk around holding baby dolls. >> really? > yeah. wanted childrdren s badly. > what you just sasa ishahat yoyourifeavav you two chilildr as prentnt because sh knew yoyo wanted to o be a faer. >>yeyeh. anand 's aovovel gestuture. >> anan ncredible gegesre. >> arere surrogateteothers w d that every d d.. that happens evevery d i ithe world. > isththat how blanket was r asas wl?l? >> i usused a s suogate mother d my ownspsperlls.

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my fatatrr has - -- ey see parentsnd they think th could be my fatheher' geneses >> really? >> of coursese. >> soohhen doououthink you'll have your n nex chchil >> w wh i culd have itday. >> really? >> i'm thinking ouout adopting twtw ds fromeaeach continentnt oundhehe world.. >> rereal? >> yes. boboy orgirl. >> every continent? >> on every conntine.. that's mymy dream. >> when you talk aut children, wh do you thinkpeople would say if i s sai well i'vee invit soso o of my daughters' ' frnds around orr son'ss f fends arndnd a they're going to slslp in the bed withh me toninight. >> that's finene. >> what do yoyo think their parents would ssay?? >>f they're whwhky, they w wou say you can't. but if you're closos fammy,y,lie yoururfamily,ou knowhehem well d -- >> butmichaelel, wouldn't l lke myhildren to sleep in anybody

else's beded >> wellll, i woodndn'tind if i knew the person wellanand i -- i'm very close to barry gibbs. paris and princnce stay w wthth any time. mymy cldren sleepith other pele all the titie.e. >> and y you'r happy wh that? >> fine with it theyey'rhonest,t,hehey' sweet people. ey're not jack the ripr.r. >> i susuppee t probobm m fo manyeoeoe ishahat happened i i 1993 orhhat didn't happen. >> w wha didn't happen. >usustast youriind back. what was t tha like w wn n you firstt hrdrd t allegation that's were beieing mdede again you? >> ittasas hohoing. ani'i'm t allowed t toalk out this by wayff lalaw. > b h how did you f fll abou at was being said? m m noasking you to talk aboutut what was said. >> was shhockedd becausus g owowin my heart how muchch dor children. >>ut isn'trecisely the problem. when you invite ildren into ur bed, you never know wt't's going to happen. >> wheyoyosay bed, you're

thking sexual. ththeyake that sexualal:iss not sexualal. we're going to sepep. i i ckck tm in. weput -- i i put musicic nd ttle story titi.. i readad a bobook and very swt. weututhe fepeplaon, ve them h hot milk. we have cookieses. it's very chrmrmg. ve sweet. >> sure. >> thehe wle world shhldld o. >> the reasonhahat' being given for why you d didt goo to jail was becauause you reeacdd a financial settltlenent th the famimily >> i w we through a long draraw out t ining on tv likike oj a a that stidid ststuf d it wouldn't lkk rigight i said gethhis ovoverwi.. i want too on wii my lie.e. this is ririiciculs. i've hadd enough.. go. >> my questions upset hihim deeply. >> ty'y' not with thheirr fafaths anymore or their mothers. theaami bond has beenoken. ere's an outc for attenenonon why kidsds areoing toto sool

wiguns. th want love. thth want to be trusted. they want to be e heldututhey're busyffff in their day job and they leave themm h hme on theh cocomper and they just doing all kinds of crazy stutuff and that's d desoying our rld. weeeee to bobo agai ththat v verimportant, martin. >> why does ean so much to yo i i'm just very sensitive to pain. i'm very snsitive to t t family -- t humancondition, you know, on that subject. it means a lot t me.. i wanttoto dowhwhater i i can t help that,t, youuknow? it's, like i sid before and i'll say itit a m milon time,e, t afraid t say itt there were no childrenn this eartrth ifif, meone nonound all kids are adad, i woulul jump offffhe babaonon iiediately. i'm done.e. m done.