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think it's easy to say, just think, a heavy, charming young man is already a star of his own , only 27 years old, a well-wisher who warned his comrades with a call from moscow to paris. the soviet government forgave a lot to its favorites, but not a crime against the state or what was considered as such. returning home inspired fear, because there was another option just offered a contract to work on the best parisian stage, mentally he was already

opening the doors of the legendary olympia, imagining himself on stage in the spotlight the audience raging with delight, but the memory persistently returned him to the rostov stadium. it was the autumn of 1969 in the parisian theater olympia touring in the leningrad language and the most famous soviet singer muslim magomayev the success was fantastic, they

had concerts in rostov long before that, too . of course, 45 thousand spectators crowded into the stadium with great success. he spoke and left for paris and suddenly, like a bolt from the blue, a criminal case on the fact of theft of socialist property. to return, to be behind bars, i didn’t want to, but to stay abroad meant never to return to my homeland.

muslim magomayev was born in forty-two, his father died in the war, the mother of the actress fluttered from place to place. the boy lived with his aunt's uncle and grandmother. bondage is not avoidable, after all, he was. grandson of azerbaijani companies it was beautiful to go to concerts of the muslim bogomayev sr. philharmonic, of course, built with the money of the baku oil owners in 1912, it is flourishing and now the rehearsal rooms are full of musicians with all kinds of instruments from classical to the

national song of magomayev jr. muslim magomayev's grandfather came to baku in 1911, then it was the richest, funniest and most international city of tsarist russia, oil fountains were the key. life also including the musical one, the conservatory of the now music academy named after ira gadzhibekov appeared. muslim magomayev sr. had a very expensive violin of value, which we all magomayev jr. did not understand inside read an unfamiliar word about the mother scolded the boy strongly a paper clip fortunately managed to be repaired god magomayev

realized the value of music, including the one that his grandfather wrote. i don't want to go to prison and why will the philharmonic remain renamed? maybe the name of the perpetrator is not important, it’s not my grandfather this, if you stay to throw away your whole past life, like a draft draft draft, it’s not a pity to throw it away, parted with draft copies. once he tore up the score of the operas he had begun when he found out that a friend was writing his own version on the same theme, the eldest completed the work, the grandson often performed aslanbek's aria. one day straight to the whole of baku at the final exams at the

conservatory. muslim graduated on the occasion, having already become famous throughout the soviet union, the entire course was completed in a year. the graduation concert was free on the bike in the hall and under the windows, he drank and the work of grandfather and european classics and, of course, a bunch of figs syrian barber. the most famous aria from the most famous opera in russia was probably the main part in the fifty-year career of magomayev's career and it began once

muslim was asked to play, he sat down at the instrument and the listeners were amazed, because no one knew that he sings the boy was taught to be a pianist, no vocals and there was no speech. prohibitions in general infuriated muslim all his life. one match was enough for one record to improve the sound of music school piano student muslim magomayev used a match instead of a needle, listening to records left over from my grandfather's golden pre-revolutionary times. he also listened to outstanding italians. and not only operatic arias, but also songs. first of all, the neapolitan chinese, he was

very fond of singing neapolitan songs and singing exclusively, for example, he sang neapolitan songs not so expressively. turn yourself. perhaps this did not quite suit him, he is an excellent pilot. but muslim did it. it 's amazing when he gave me cds with songs. i thanked him politely, but chuckled to myself. russian. what does he think of himself, and when i heard muslim sing them, i was surprised. he fascinated me with his performance, and once again i was convinced of what a wonderful artist and singer he is. marakantsov's love, he had a special timbre, very gentle and

not at all aggressive, his voice was beautiful. i think that there are few people who have such an exceptional voice. i rarely heard baritones like his, but i did. i couldn't write in the newspapers, only tomorrow the debriefing will be tomorrow conversations at the cooler now rates. give me yours

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met already bet the world of millions, but love he kept the neapolitan songs that arose in the baku disaster until the last days and sang them all his life, although the authorities did not approve of his musical preferences, especially the musical authorities, who did not approve of the deviation from the classical repertoire. and in general, leaving for the stage, but there were other opinions. well, the youth liked me, including, uh, conservative professors, of course, grumbling, well, in their grumblings there was anxiety for what they thought was unique stubborn pepper. it really was like that, because the best fig. i still don't i know. plus artistry plus fantastic appearance, that is, for the opera, he is such a find

that is born once in 100 years. and who knows, muslim would have become a singer in general, if it weren’t for the spirit of rebellion that pushed him to overcome prohibitions from early childhood, for example, prohibitions to climb into the closet, his grandmother always locked his leg , contrived to open, found a gun in the closet, uncle. jamala of course, not loaded, took the revolvers to school to scare classmates when she dropped the weapon on the floor out of the scandal. he port tickets. it’s impossible for me, as the father of jamala, din magomayev, did not follow his father, became an engineer , married a pole maria, clearly and strictly followed the party and economic line, was both a minister and

deputy chairman of the joint republic. what is called lines, but you want to sing just, despite the fact that everyone says, they say, early in 14 years. let's go to moscow to see a doctor, the singer is there such a moscow struck him. the doctor said everything is in order and muslim decided to listen to the tape recorder in almost no one had. but it was an interesting service. sound letter. you sit down at the microphone and you get a record from the studio, and the director took the record to the bolshoi theater for an audition to the baritone. he said, nothing special. with great in general all my life and there was nothing to say about all the rest of the whole. you will be a rich man. the assistant of one of your performances told him at a banquet. enough to pay for this appointment in full. muslim could not even guess. what

amount are we talking about for one concert, he was ready to pay 10,000 francs. keychain katrix was director of olympia and indeed offered muslim a solid contract, comparable to what was signed between the theater and the legendary beatles . well, it was still far from that, when muslim got married, despite the ban. in the family, the uncle said, go now earn brother, broke up , including because muslim worked hard, traveling with concerts throughout the caucasus and this was still in school time. no wonder that even childhood friends remember him already as an adult. were very close friends. of course, stalks bring me down and

differently. yes, he's older. and his activity here is this, the concert began at school. that is, he was walking with some disks in the dance than he was recording. well, yes, i really don’t remember him as a child, but i already remember him in a suit. although we were also doing something, but we were freer, or something, than he was already busy, so at the age of finding time only for music, for example, muslim painted very well all his life. khalilov has been heading the union of artists of azerbaijan for 30 years, so he knows what he is talking about, talking about magomayev's paintings, he ran in the most human manner, when a person just loves to paint, so when i was asked, i can't talk about him as an artist.

yes, i can say about his love. and this love of his drawing was transferred to the canvas enough. music always sounded and broke out sometimes in a completely unexpected way. once muslim grabbed a napkin right at the table and began to feverishly write something on it, it turned out that at that moment a melody came into his head, which became subsequently one of the most famous songs. magomaeva blue eternity. verses to this melody were later written by muslim's friend gennady kozlovsky

. i went. uh, in the same school, a special music school at the conservatory, which he studied. my dad was fine. i was predicted a very great muzhik future, but there was a fear of performance. republic i am very i did not like to perform every time. before going on stage, my hands were cold, sweating in my head, fog, my legs gave way even when i was in high school. i decided that i need to end this? music for me remained all the same, and remained mine in my heart, my soul. now the family lives in america,

muslim's grandson alan also plays music, although he does not sing. but this is not necessary, because it is simply impossible to sing it, so that after graduation from school you would not even go to the conservatory to study. there just wasn't time. and now the usa, which has already gained baku fame they sent students to the youth festival in helsinki because before muslim was such that the nineteen-year-old boy was invited to the central tv, and magomayev’s photo got into the most popular magazine ogonyok, to be sure , who was a meteoric rise to quit everything. and suddenly it’s tired here, who knows them here for their

watches, where else do you publish such things, i think it became clear to everyone and muslim himself at 2 o’clock in august 1963 as part of the decade of azerbaijani art in moscow in the kremlin palace of congresses there was a big concert. haven't seen it yet. the bukhengal nadbat and all the same kolotina, and twice in russian and in italian in the box of the palace of congresses of magomayev listened to the legendary tenor ivan kozlovsky and the minister of culture of the ussr ekaterina furtse then she exclaimed, finally. we have a baritone. the concert was broadcast live. so the all-union glory came. he was not, even 20 years old.

a little fellow countrymen, she was born and raised in vyshny volochek muslim spent a year there, when the mother, who worked in the volochka theater, took her son to her then the boy discovered russia, its people and its furs music, did not like magomayev’s free interpretation of russian songs, he argued with her and that’s all, in general yielded to amazement, but the minister’s wrath frightened everything eliza of soviet art secretly, traveling over what considered ministerial ignorance. muslim believed furtsev was wise and just called him his patroness. from the award, she allowed magomayev what was not allowed. not a single one from

baku was brought to you by the honored artist of the azerbaijani scenes. magomayev's crazy energy and amazing voice excited the audience incredibly at his first concert in the tchaikovsky hall, they were bursting. so they took down the doors well. he didn’t know this, and without that he was very worried, no one started a solo career from the tchaikovsky hall. at that time, muslim had only one suit, and he borrowed everything for a trip to cold moscow, but everything worked out and as much as you want or only according to the program, if there are forces and there are spectators, and why is there? release the orchestra to sit down at the piano, as then in the hall tchaikovsky was miraculously 300 people. he left a marquesto after all, who would have given me an orchestra to catch

24,000 boys. and so, please. stormy applause passing both here and in prison did not need a large one and did not let the singer get bored with the concentration of the spirit of great musicians. but magomayev

got bored by the end of the internship, imagine even wanted to leave, well, his uncle dissuaded him, in general, the internship was held under the cultural exchange program between the ussr and italy. they agreed the minister of culture of the soviet union ekaterina furtseva and the director of the theater antonio gayring ballerinas to them our singers. during an internship in milan, magomayev met the soloist of the bolshoi theater vladimir atlantov during perestroika, he went to vienna for a long time was a soloist on the famous opera stage. vladimir andreevich ended his singing career long ago and for years he no longer communicates with journalists, he protects inner peace. just for the sake of memory. magomayev he agreed to

an interview. and then stipulating that the camera must remain outside. well, habits change over the years, but the relationship of the atlanteans to a departed friend remained the same absolutely you are a genius. for me, he is absolutely a genius, i calmly say this, because i know i want to say this and i can afford to say this about him. now, when you look at the sun, it is difficult to look, yes, and you look away from your eyes and bumps in a moment. you understand that without the sun you can’t go out again, into the sun, you walk again, you will see, you go to see again. one great artist to another is this not a confession? yes, and it was fun with a muslim in his fellow milan internship. soviet

little trainee and when they asked senor gelenngel, they took to add where he answered that he was like that at least now. well, according to the terms of the exchange , the italian dancers of the big will have to add exactly the same amount, but the soviet side does not want to go for it. so i had to save money. but on the day of the scholarship they were already feasting, they were feasting, they called it not a soviet student. in milan , they sat for a long time laughing loudly or a lot of good fellows. by the way, it was during the italian internship that magomayev met robertino loretti, the one true, i did not remember this meeting at all for many years. later. arriving in moscow, he met the muslim again. liete was very surprised to see the amateur filming of that meeting. it's impossible

to forget my presarium, paul davidov arranged this meeting for us, let's go. i will introduce you. i say, no, i'm tired after the concert. tomorrow we have an important concert again, but he insisted you won't regret it, this is my good friend. i have to introduce you, and i really did not regret it. it was a wonderful evening. muslim called the neighbors of the singers of the bolshoi theater sat down at the piano. he sang a little, mostly. singing has long fascinated soviet listeners, but a husband with great stage experience sang heartily for such a demanding audience, as if 30 years had not passed since the first fleeting meeting. and

magomayev's popularity only continued to grow, and in baku he was less and less in his hometown of muslims, they did not even want to let him go on tour. in paris , they were released only on the personal property of the function. and even then, because the director of the famous parisian theater olympia buruno really asked her about this, cocosarix. the parisian press wrote to magomayev enthusiastically, both french and emigre, he is the last number, but the public does not want to let him go, gives him more than a well- deserved standing ovation. i saw magomayev's performance both in moscow and leningrad. in addition, he was present at the rehearsals of muslim. they quickly became friends, because magomayev was a very temperamental and cheerful person, and he was the same as a kakatrix, he loved and respected artists with whom it was easy to

find a common language of russian soviet artists. at olympia did not perform very many and very few of them managed to fill the crowd of course, as from x was very interested in presenting to the public such an exceptional artist led by the most famous artists. this is a legendary hall and absolutely any singer any artist. whatever his nationality, be he a russian englishman, anyone else dreamed of simply performing on the stage of this stage, because performing on the stage of olympia meant entering the

springboard of international recognition. now in our days magomayev would be the number one star, he is not only in russia or eastern europe but throughout the world to stay at home for a year officially the ussr in honor of muslim magomayev felt like a famous person in paris and suddenly an unexpected meeting muslim found in paris second cousin kill whose father, a close relative of uncle jamal , emigrated to switzerland muslim long ago and did not know that he already had relatives abroad. then the uncle explained that he was hiding the existence. kemala, from everyone, including nephews. in office on the council

the ministers of azerbaijan should not have shared such information with anyone, but for muslim it was an argument for remaining so heavenly, if anything, it would have helped at first. this is such a chance, what if he doesn’t let him out again, and he definitely won’t let him out yet, say, a rich brother abroad. why are you, comrade magomayev, impossible? trix that muslim would sign a contract to get

such a mortal treasure for himself in the theater had no doubt that magomayev was the future world star because of the truth should, as it should be in paris and magomayev already performed in the company of world celebrities in cannes at the annual fair called the bigwigs of the music business, presenting their stars along with magomayev's pride of the soviet recording company cannes fili celentano amperdinck, the beatles and other artists. from the same caliber. muslim twice spoke from the stage. both times i received gold discs, and there was every reason to believe that the discs would come out for a minute, the territory of the moscow region does not stop and everything else that the world glory bestows on the lucky one before the very magomayev performed on a paris tour at a

festival in the polish city of combs, who was clearly not his level, in addition, ridiculous repertoire was imposed on the ming console, everything was decided. the same furtseva said. oh whatever you want. well, you need to go , but the grateful poles helped to find the grave of his father, who died at the end of april 1945. then, for sure, the grave really is. muslim brought a handful of earth with this grave to baku or did not bury it, because memory is more important, for example, in letters there was such a thing among them. none of us tries to think about the worst outcome, yes, and not a warrior,

the one who thinks about death. do everything possible, if only my son, at least a little happy, came into his own in germany, the sun warms the russian soldier and winks at him, as if they say we will meet soon. i love you to tears this life. i don't always like this. i'm on the way the wind and sometimes. i myself am not my own group, my woman is always good for you incredible and on

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but that bad thing, what could happen if he stays in paris and in many ways good, what has already happened at home and was not going to end. they are even capable. and that at home everything is like the god of the answer, if one arnochi, it stands the best city of the earth based on the song celentano 24,000 kisses, well friends, i will sing more with pleasure, but on one condition that will show. arnoldart, the author of these songs, understands what magomayev wants from him. well, the very

mood of the song expressed magomayev’s attitude towards moscow, and after all, khrushchev himself rotted on this song, saying, what else for 300 soviet art and ordered to remove the song from the repertoire? well, the position was removed by khrushchev himself, and the cooperation between magomayev and babajanyan lasted for many years. muslim that it was most likely echo karabakh magomayev did not understand this and never accepted it. it was at dawn. we gave a concert and after the concert the mayor of the city organized a banquet, and at the

banquet. suddenly the mayor stands up, he is palestinian and says, congratulations. today we have a big victory, a big holiday killed an american cosmonaut. muslim began to say, so we will no longer be at the same table with this person. in general, the jew threw himself into many musli. i beg you. this is an important person. it's abomination at dawn. we'll have lots of trouble. i just begged. don't do it so we all turned and left. yes , magomayev was not distinguished by restraint, no matter how hard jamal tried to instill this quality in him, but be muslim restrained. how could he sing about love. so that every listener thought that magomayev was singing it was their worship that warmed male pride in france and italy and everywhere in azerbaijan. but he did not meet love in valencia, he did not play it, not at all abroad, but

at home. and nowhere but in the big one, which never tamara sinyavskaya didn’t particularly like it, she was a soloist of the main opera house of the soviet union, that is, her son where magomayev was not allowed at first, then they were persistently called, but he himself did not aspire. so muslim did not sing at the bolshoi theater, but listened to only one singer. and quite frankly speaking in the part of olga e, in onegin everyone will muddle me as a child, that is, i sang it from the heart and they believed me, because i was 20 21, and olga , let’s say, 14 or 16, they believed in all her parts for all

40 years, that she served in the big muslim met tamara already, who remained a famous singer, saw her performance at the tchaikovsky competition on tv a couple of times, admired her deep voice, rejoiced at the first prize, shared her owls, an exemplary meeting took place, a real acquaintance of russia and azerbaijan arrived and a large pipe. the head of the republic, heydar aliyev, received the guests on a grand scale. well, magomayev received one zhita guest in his hometown. thus began their romance courting muslim beautifully. once a surprise flew to her on tour from the other end of the country offering 153 carnations. when tamara left for an internship, he caressed me, almost every day, and god forbid any infidelity the first call

i received from him. well, how are you doing there. hmm . we already met somewhere here, but i went to italy and he was very worried, so we talked about and all of italy, how much you were there at that very moment alexander pakhmutova and nikolai dobronravov wrote a song for magomaev melodiya and muslim are usually very, meticulously related to what he they offered to sing, you make them remake the work ; and this is music for the state of his soul. they immediately recorded a song, tamari called, and turned on the recording. my mantle of her i am yours, of course, samara liked what she heard, yes, and in general

she was very pleased with such attention. except that the prices for international telephone communications were embarrassing to somehow stutter. otherwise, you know, it seems to me that we have been talking for so long. it is very expensive. there was a huge pause, then steel voice. i ask you not to talk to me about money anymore. the whole setup failed about money. we didn't talk. all 35 years and the life of two great singers under one roof began, everything would be fine, but it was necessary to study, and magomayev belonged to homework very ancient. oh, he closed the door, and i'm the vocalist. i'm wondering how he will take this note, how will he cover it, how will it sound, the lower register, how will all this be done musically? let's say he sings. let's say yes, this is it,

what to me then he should go to the upper register there. a pause and suddenly the door opens abruptly, i knew that you were standing and listening. i say what you think, i'll pass by. but magomayev’s concert activity could not be so disciplined, for example, he could cancel the tour if he felt that he was out of shape, officials endured understand that it would be better for magomayev to perform late than never, and the notorious rostov story from the same opera , magomayev’s concert guaranteed the fulfillment of the financial plan. so gone we lured by hook or by crook and do not care that the singer may have problems, as long as he comes, and when he decides himself in the west, this would not be mental.

after all, this is capitalism. do you want to, do not want to sing. du likes neither in the voice or in the mood, who cares about the contract freedom is another question, where is more freedom unless in prison, at least in my shops choosing cakes in cafes in public transport. in general, can you imagine? that's just how to be with

a small motherland and malaya with family friends uncle. he, of course, burned muslim for rare visits and forgetfulness. one day jamal called his nephew. happy birthday to your uncle? he apologized for a long time. uncle, of course, forgave him, he loved his nephew and everyone in baku loved their muslim muslim did a lot for azerbaijan, and just as the hydraulics did a lot for azerbaijan , you understand this, the inseparable connection of two such great people, she could not help but be a kgb simpleton azerbaijan just in those years when magomayev twice went on tour to paris, he decided as a result,

muslim got rid of the problem of the ill-fated rostov concert and became the first secretary of the azerbaijani center. at the same time, he did not even insist on the offensive of his favorite in the party , he understood that this muslim was not necessary and even harmful, and magomayev was very much appreciated, only aliyev’s word was an order for me. he loved his father very much and his father was very fond of gidar alievich aliev. he never addressed him to his father. well, behind his back he always called him that; they had a very close relationship almost until the last days. and when is it really happened when he passed away. muslim this broke him and broke him so much that it was even difficult for him to walk. and the concert hall of the muslim

magomayev foundation is by no means a monument to a good person. here's what muslim didn't worry about it's about making a good impression, we sometimes played music. naturally, the fact that i was terribly embarrassed to even talk in front of him, and not what you sing, and it was very difficult to teach me. in this case, the house of muslimmagomedovich. here are the last years when we met and he sat down the piano repertoire intersected with us, because i also sang myway. i really love this song and the time was approaching the anniversary. uh, of course i wanted to talk so that he sang something there. he said if i sing here then with you. i say everything i'm ready. and it so happened that this is the last time when a we have something in place. in the sense of magomedovich and the last song he performed. years of muslims have passed, more precisely, they are not around, but somehow invisible

, because every time i have doubts, i always try on my decision on relaying to muslimmagomedovich. but as if he would have agreed no, and immediately this decision was easy to make muslim magomayev greatly influenced those who were nearby and close willingly accepted this influence of a young man, women all with pleasure, because he did everything wisely. not just like that. here, i want everything. yes, he will say a phrase. i understand what he is talking about, and why i should not change, he raised me very strongly. i was completely different. although i have a feeling that he is here now, he is here all the time. it was super powerful all the time.