maybe people who like these things don't like the clutter of the world like the complications of the world that we live in you know the pieces of stuff they just like to find the essence of life so maybe pure science is in some way close to the essence of nature and music is close to the pure essence of human being at this point do you see yourself as a man of science or a man of music. depends on the day and the hour. do you believe in god there's a man called richard dawkins there who is a very strong atheist i had a little kind of argument with him in a hundred ninety minutes because he he kind of i think he felt that he proved there was no good and my feeling is that's not a very scientific attitude because if you if you make a pronouncement you have to have evidence if you say there is no good where's the evidence there is no good you can say i don't know you know being an agnostic to me is a scientific point of view which you supportable but you know he's

a very clever man he has a different point of view to me but in my experience i have felt at times that there is a god of some kind i don't subscribe to any religion organized religion best of different matter but if your question is about right maybe there is a god but if there is a god we have very little idea of what that god might be that's inherent in what we are we have very little understanding i think do you think we're alone not there. it's only opinion i have a strange feeling that maybe we don't have a i don't know why this is you know like new you've spoken about the loneliness state you experience after it's performance. and study you know because i've spoken to a couple of astronauts and been to the moon at for the past three days and they also speak of that last loneliness that they experience when they're out there in space . say send music in your opinion give you that comfort of loneliness.

oh yeah maybe they do for a moment the i'm a bit ironic to you can maybe that's what makes you more aware of life because you clips the clinton people into this wonderful togetherness we people are with the universe and then the reality is you lose it so maybe that's why maybe that's why we feel lonely i do feel a lot of loneliness but is it a comforting feeling. it's more comforting. but music when you're in it for the moment and science when you're in it for the moment it is all encompassing so yeah you don't have time to think i was going to ask you that it's earlier in your life you know it's that band and. exploration for celebration was it sex drugs and rock'n'roll what was it for fame money it was never for fine because i don't particularly enjoy it was never for money because i was always happy with what i had even if we only had fish fingers. it's just because it was there i suppose it

was exciting it was unknown it was a door that you thought you could walk through but then thirty years on you want back to finish your ph today you just dropped out. like you do that it was unfinished business. it's like you have a circle some place in the circle just doesn't quite. make it back task accomplished but it didn't have to do anything with going to go kills towards your parents because you dropped out earlier on in life and maybe they're a little disappointed in you because you went off to work and you know there was a moment you know your stuff to me. yeah my dad was very against it in the beginning because he. i think he saw in my education and the place i'd go to the place that he would have liked to have got to he never got his degree so it always held him back in his life so he saw me with this fantastic degree in science and the whole world opening up to me and it looked like i was walking away from it and he found that just impossible to. so yeah he was very upset and we wanted tools for

the. needed more and. various things happened but eventually he came to see us for him. and he said to me i understand there are indiscernible in there for free. and the funny thing was you know he was very against it but all the time i was doing something off with queen he was drawing little maps and charts of how the record sales were doing it i mean you know he was following with great detail what i was doing so he was always kind of into it he just didn't perhaps want to. say that to me. obviously when you think queen and see you playing next to freddie mercury all those great hits come to my mind and then understand that when you reach that level of success with someone you definitely have a special law and you form a special bond and i've heard you in another interview say that you still see freddie in a strange way can you elaborate on that it's like

a family member and you lose them but you don't quite lose them because you take the review you know and we were so we won't forget. you get that closeness from somebody particularly in a creative environment i don't think frame there's anything to do with it or even success but in the creative environment you learn to to know what somebody else might be thinking you might not always be right but you have a feeling and so i still feel that roger does as well in a particular it applies more if we're working as queen and we think what would freddie say. you know he's part of the creative process because he's part of what we are because we really chiseled this thing out all together me pretty and roger so i mean for a while i didn't want to you know i was very. there was a point you know the grieving process where i just didn't want to talk about we didn't want to feel the. it was very and except it's history but i sort of got

through that and now i regard it as part of my life which will never go away and it shouldn't go away because it's so big part of what i worked to create to question what do you think happens after death after death you know the big questions in there. and i don't know. i'm inclined to think that our view of the universe is very simplified you know in a way that people crawling over a piece of paper has a very limited view of the universe so i think we also have a limited view so this existence that we know maybe just a very small part of the whole picture you know and i'm excited to think that maybe so. i'm not counting on it because maybe maybe at the end of your life but i don't know. you know one thing is certain you can't use it as an excuse saying ok

you know this life is really bad but the next one is going to be ok you have to make the best of what you are so i can't not ask you i know that you've been very successful and yet you were on the verge of. what stops at that point that fear of death or love of life. yeah i've had very bad depression which a lot of people deal with at certain points what stops you killing yourself. i think what stopped me was the fact that i had children and people who depended on me and people who love me. and you just think in a sense is a very selfish thing to kill usurpers you make so much mess you do terrible things to the people around you and i would have been all for my children. and maybe i would like to tell you that there was a glimmer of hope but there wasn't at that time now i remember driving and seeing the bridge and thinking i could do this but i just. you know i have to

somehow. discover what what is going on and yeah it would be a bad thing to do because of the people around me and you come out more empowered after that incident actually. i think if you do certain kinds of work you come out more empowered yeah i did kind of chalk my life in and checked myself into a depression clinic which was actually the best thing i ever did because it was a new start it's not restarting your car you know and i had to ditch my preconceptions and that would definitely gave me a new. a new energy and it wasn't instant but it gave me the tools to deal with life in a slightly different way i think you have to get to the point where you throw everything away. because that's the only way you can make a new start i realised that if i did not deal with the depression i was no use to anybody so it's the same kind of logic is not killing yourself you know. killing

yourself is really bad for everybody around you but was staying in depression is very bad for everyone around you so it's no use struggling in trying to keep doing what you've been doing the whole time because it's it's going to be the same thing you know you have to somehow get outside. and trust that you can come back in as a person who can deal with things are going to make you've got all the money you want educated men you love staring at stars would you consider maybe flying as a space tourist you know i don't like being a tourist it's funny that you say that you know if i was flying in there was some reason for it into space i think i would enjoy it more it's like being here. i keep busy in my life and it's quite hard for me to take a week off just to come to generate although i'd love to know but there was an excuse to come you know i had work to do i had things which could be achieved and i think that's made me and joy the sunshine and and the beach more the fact that i'm sort of part of the life of a sign and i love the sign in. anyway and it's because of the word really it's not

because of being a tourist so you know if there was some reason to go into space if i thought it would. stop people torturing animals i would do it again. but i would enjoy it have you spoken to some of the brilliant brain cells our times for the past three days what do you think what you think could be or is high priest in the twenty first century the high priest of the twenty first century boy oh boy oh boy. maybe nelson mandela. because he has a very important key i think apart from wisdom and knowledge. he has the key of forgiveness which i think saved his country completely from a bloodbath and i think people the people who run this planet studied under nelson mandela and we would definitely get a better planet and i think that would be more than anyone else i think he has the

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for bar those stories in about fifteen minutes but first the sports news with the unit. always great to have your company this is sports today here in twenty four hours r t i mean only you are headline. cross border challenge it's a case of bach to the u.s.s.r. in champions league qualifying tonight with the group being taken on ukrainian i fit here. in charge former chelsea favorite dunker tress q talks to archie about his time so far mom enjoying a club in russia. on blades of glory oscar pistorius will become the first compute the runner to compete in able bodied world championships next month the south african shares his thoughts on the historic qualification. that's interesting

stuff but football first tour. can take a large step towards joining fellow russian clubs in the. next season's champions league in a few hours time that. away in their third round first leg clash being well they've looked good domestically dhea of charges winning four of their past five games and being on the way to f.c. turk of the weekend twice russian champions into thoughts of nine in the european cup group stages losing in ukraine and drawing at home the winner of the two legged qualifier will enter a ten team playoff at the end of this all of which five squalls will progress to the champions league proper. and it's in petersburg meanwhile have issued a complaint to the premier league following sunday's one nil win over. the reaming champions claiming police used excessive force against them when local supporters

instigated all sprawled on the stands again that last part is according to use an eight week low ball to stand. it's unsafe to play games in the southern russian region because racial discrimination is a serious problem authorities are quote not contrary. i over to montevideo where a couple of america winners you're a choir have received the warmest of welcomes after returning home from argentina with a record fifteenth south american crown over a fifty thousand fans packing into the city center in a radio studio to celebrate its with their heroes who scored three goals against reply i guess part of i should say and sunday's final the squad thus becoming the first team to clinch fifteen copper titles overtaking argentina you have won the continental championship four times your of why last one way back in one nine hundred eighty seven. it's a brand new start for chile and sensation alexis son chaz from next season the

twenty two year old the tucker signing on with barcelona from a tele and i fit in a z for forty million dollars a move he says he's keen to prove it's worth it for the catalan giants. you should be in the low to experience the monitors were displaying in different teams and i believe it's being here in barcelona is the highlight of my career it's easy to reach the top but difficult to maintain that level and now i want to maintain my level to be able to demonstrate what to know when the pitch. manchester united meanwhile are preparing to take on the american m.l.s. all stars in new jersey and wed and say it will be all of the reds final warm ups before the new english premier league campaign kicks off on august thirteenth. former old trafford favorite david beckham will take to the pitch for the hosts. it's never easy coming up against manchester united and no matter where you play in in the world so it's going to be difficult but it's going to be going to enjoy it you have to enjoy the asian cino you don't get many opportunities to play against

the likes of wayne rooney. so many of those that go team russia are going strong at the aquatic world championships in shanghai the country second behind host china with fourteen medals in all so far one of those coming in the one hundred meter box truck and choose to see a zoo have a securing a fourth silver for the russians so we have missing out on top honors for just one hundred ths of a second into the local favorite. taking the gold multiple time of them pick medalist not only coughlin came in third even though the american was among the favorites to claim world championship pool number six twenty one year old. claiming her three career silver globally on his first medal in the swimming discipline in china. the future of american football is secure for the next decade that's after n.f.l. team owners reached a labor deal with its players ending a four and a half month lockout and the uplift colts player jeff somebody giving all the

credit to bob kraft the owner of rival side the new england patriots but it was commissioner roger goodell who got to make the announcement. football is back and that's great news for everybody i want to thank the. all the players for the leadership. and for securing the long term future of the game having ten year agreement is extraordinary great for our game but most importantly our fans. everybody worked hard everybody had a passion and everybody believes in this game of football and what we can do to make our game better special thanks to. do. even in her weakest moment allowed mr kraft to come and fight this out and without him this deal does not get done. thanks. and while the n.f.l. there successfully used all of their labor issues there and be a colleagues are under pressure to do the same basketball stars continuing to spend

their time side the u.s. fuelling speculation about their future plans should the lockout remain on to league start at all november first come out of me and chris paul swinging through hong kong as part of the. locals getting a chance to sharpen up their pull on building skills poll showing what it takes to dribble like an elite point guard here in new york star on fee handing out some tips as well i made mine take questions about his future drone williams so well he's already signed to play in turkey. causing other american stories to grow from its interests abroad i'm fully himself not ruling out a possible return to each. member and. oscar pistorius is set to become the first amputee runner to compete in the athletics world championships next month the twenty four year old who runs on

prosthetic carbon fiber legs humbly beating the four hundred meter qualification mark all forty five point two five seconds last week in this silly even bigger prize for pistorius no a distinct possibility the london olympics. i felt very good before the race and i felt very good in the race so i knew it was a quick time but it was just such a sense of relief because every race you go you want to time and you don't get it but you close and you close. and into finally achieve it i think you know it's surreal. and expected to make an olympic final. if you look at the toms the gaza running. or finishing in the final at the olympics it's a lot faster than our running the world record is nearly two seconds away which is massive. on a story that is not finally the russian premier league restarted last weekend after a three week break you boys. will be aiming to rediscover their early form which

saw them in the hunt for european qualification r t caught up with their boss former chelsea great damper kreskin who shared his thoughts on among other things big wages on world cup twenty eighteen i'm here to me and former chelsea star and current head coach of. the ask. me here is a very busy man and said he would answer as many questions as i score penalties so here goes. well then he has a kind side and he is going to answer a few questions despite my mrs dunn you left chelsea three years before i'm on about the club do you feel any regret that you weren't there when salaries went sky high and the blues finally a won the league yeah i think it was about time for me to leave the club but i

didn't know. what i was going to become. and this time i was not in the good. relationship with the coach who was the only them i had to live with solely for sure because i. two years i lived chelsea won the championship you spearheaded team which played in the champions league so why did you decide to make a move to combine a team which has been just relegated the owner of the club and the governor to the region. especially in a manner for me three times in my house on this week to come here i think that was fantasy reason i'm in the club i was working i was sure is going in the wrong direction because they finish the money and in this moment this club disappear from for good and i think i did the right thing to move in the right time before they come to they had five coaches in one year and i was going to be scared about the

situation but they said they want to change something and they've ever known the last three games in the road and there was the pressure a little bit last year i know the owner of the club said. that it's going to be the new fed was sort of the. pencil to ask me do you thing that the world twenty team can change something in this i'm sure percent sure after the world cup that i shall be much better not just in the national team out also in the club competition and they will learn a lot from this and it's good for the country because there will be new stadiums snow airports new streets new hotels i think it's fantastic for russia that the world cup will be here and i wish after the world cup i'll be russia because that will be the time to be here how do you think chelsea will do next season. i think everyone depends on the transfer will be as much just a matter of these really strong and they already been buying to replace at the moment you'll see doing nothing. even if they change the coach all of the course

you know change we need also in my opinion some players to win the champions league and put in the paper. thank you very much. is where we have to leave the sport for now whether it's next year.

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forward to expand its profits ization program to spur economic growth that is to fully privatized fourteen state companies by two thousand and seventeen we'll find out why this is big business bulletin twenty minutes. just after nine pm in the russian capital. you're watching r.t. it took just a few minutes for an earthquake and tsunami to devastate swayed such a path a tragedy that will take years to recover from all for some people it's simply too much to deal with the trauma of thousands of lost lives and tar tiles leveled and the threat of nuclear catastrophe sean thomas reports on the worrying rise in japanese suicides. a triple disaster on a scale the world has never known causing damage and destruction and uncertainty

forcing tens of thousands of japanese refugees to leave their lives behind and seek shelter anywhere they can some people do. but the problem is the minority. be they have been accused. you know of course by offshore. causing. people. not. primarily a move towards self-preservation this idea of desertion is defined by many as characteristically. and has earned those who have evacuated the dishonorable title of traitor. of course it's hard to hear that we have family neighbors would think about our health but in other words we run away whiskey because we're scared of radiation but there's no example in the world of something similar.