maybe people who like these things don't like the clutter of the world like the complications of the world that we live in you know the pieces of stuff they just like to find the essence of life so maybe pure science is in some way close to the essence of nature and music is close to the pure essence of human being at this point do you see yourself as a man of science or a man of music. depends on the day and the hour. do you believe in god there's a man called richard dawkins there who is a very strong atheist probably had a little kind of argument with him in a hundred eight minutes because he he kind of i think he felt that he proved there was no good and my feeling is that's not a very scientific attitude because if you if you make a pronouncement you have to have evidence if you say there is no good where is the evidence there is no good you can say i don't know you know being an agnostic to me is a scientific point of view which you supportable but you know he's

a very clever man he has a different point of view to me but in my experience i have felt at times that there is a god of some kind i don't subscribe to any religion organized religion best of different matter but if your question is about right maybe there is a god but if there is a god we have very little idea of what that god might be that's inherent in what we are we have very little understanding. do you think we're alone not there. it's only opinion i have a strange feeling that maybe we don't i don't know why this is you know but you you've spoken about the loneliness state you experience after each performance. and study i know because i've spoken to a couple of astronauts and been to the moon at for the past three days and they also speak of that vast loneliness that they experience when they're out there in space. say send music in your opinion give you that comfort of loneliness.

you know maybe they do for a moment and maybe ironically again maybe that's what makes you more aware of life because you clips this clinton people into this wonderful togetherness we people are with the universe when the reality is you lose it so maybe that's why maybe that's why we feel lonely i do feel a lot of loneliness but is it a comforting feeling. it's more comforting. but music when you're in it for the moment and science when you're in it for the moment it is all encompassing so yeah you don't have time to think i was going to ask you that earlier in your life you know it's the bond and. exploration for celebration was it sex drugs and rock'n'roll what was it for fame money it was never for fine because i don't particularly enjoy it was never for money because i was always happy with what i have even if we only had fish fingers. it's just because it was there i suppose it

was exciting it was unknown it was a door that you thought you could walk through but then thirty years on you want back to finish your ph d. that you just dropped out from what you do that it was unfinished business. it's like you have a circle someplace and the circle just doesn't quite. make it past accomplished but it didn't have to do anything with a bit of kills towards your parents because you dropped out earlier on in life and maybe they're a little disappointed in you because you went off to work and we're all you know there was a moment you know your stuff to me. yeah my dad was very against it in the beginning because he. i think he saw in my education and the place i'd go to the place that he would have liked to have got to he never got his degree so it always held him back in his life so he saw me with this fantastic degree in science and the whole world opening up to me and it looked like i was walking away from it he found that just impossible to do. so yeah he was very upset and we haunted tools for about

a year and maybe more. various things happened but eventually he came to see us for him. and he said to me i understand there are indiscernible in there for free. and the funny thing was you know he was very against it but all the time i was doing starting off with queen he was drawing little maps and charts of how the record sales were doing i mean you know he was following with great detail what i was doing so he was always kind of into it he just didn't perhaps want to. say that to me. obviously when you think queen and see you playing next or freddie mercury all those great hits come to my mind and then understand that when you reach that level of success with someone you definitely have a special law and you form a special bond and i've heard you in another interview say that you still see freddie in a strange way. right on that it's like

a family member you lose them but you don't quite lose them because you take the review. and we were so long together. so. you get that closeness from somebody particularly in the creative environment either through fame there's anything to do with it or even success but in the creative environment you learn to to know what somebody else might be thinking you might not always be right but you have a feeling for me and so i still feel that roger does as well in a particular it applies more if we're working on screen and we think what would freddie say. furby he would say this. you know he's part of the creative process because he's part of what we are because we really chiseled this thing out all together me pretty and roger so i mean for a while i didn't want to you know i was very. it was a point you know the grieving process where i just didn't want to talk about we didn't want to feel that it was. very very new except it's history but i sort of

got through that and now i regard it as part of my life which will never go away and it shouldn't go away because it's so big part of what i worked to create to question what do you think happens after death after death you know the big questions in there. and i don't know. i'm inclined to think that our view of the universe is very simplified you know in a way that you know beetle crawling over a piece of paper has a very limited view of the universe so i think we also have a limited view so this existence that we know maybe just a very small part of the whole picture you know and i'm excited to think that that might be so. i'm not counting on it because maybe maybe at the end of your life but i don't know. you know one thing you say you can't use it as an excuse saying ok

you know this life is really bad but the next one is going to be ok you have to make the best of what you are so i can't not ask you i know that you've been very successful and yet you were on the verge of. what stops at that point that fear of death or love of life. yeah i've had very bad depression which a lot of people deal with at certain points what stops you killing yourself. i think what stopped me was the fact that i had children and people who depended on me and people who love me. and you just think in a sense is a very selfish thing to kill yourself we could you make so much mess soon or you do terrible things to the people around you and i would have been all of my children. and maybe i would like to tell you that there was a glimmer of hope there but there wasn't at that time now i remember driving and seeing the bridge and thinking i could do this and i just thought it would. you

know i have to somehow discover what what is going on and. it would be a bad thing to do because of the people around me and you come out more empowered after that incident actually. i think if you do certain kinds of work you come out more empowered and i do i do kind of check my life in and check myself into a depression clinic which was actually the best thing i ever did because it was a new start it's like restarting your car you know and i had to ditch my preconceptions and that definitely gave me a new. a new energy and it wasn't instant but it gave me the tools to deal with life in a slightly different way i think you have to get to the point where you throw everything away. because that's the only way you can make a new start i realised that if i did not deal with depression i was no use to anybody so it's the same kind of logic is not killing yourself you know. killing

yourself is really bad for everybody around you but was it staying in depression is very bad for everyone around you so it's not you struggling and trying to keep doing what you've been doing the whole time because it's it's going to be the same thing you know you have to somehow get outside. and trust that you can come back in as a person who can deal with things are going to make you've got all the money you want educated men you love staring at stars would you consider maybe flying the space tourist you know i don't like being a tourist it's funny that you say that you know if i was flying in there was some reason for it into space i think i would enjoy it more it's like being here. i keep busy in my life and it's quite hard for me to take a week off just to come to turner and although i'd love to know but there was an excuse to come you know i had work to do i had things which could be achieved and i think that's made me and joy the sunshine and and the beach more the fact that i'm sort of part of the life of a sign and i love the sign and anyone. and it's because of the word really it's not

because of being a tourist so you know if there was some reason to go into space if i thought it would. stop people torturing animals i would do it again. but i would enjoy it have you spoken to some of the brilliant brain stuff our times for the past three days what do you think what you think could be or is high priest in the twenty first century the high priest of the twenty first century boy oh boy oh boy. maybe nelson mandela. because he has a very important key i think apart from wisdom and knowledge. he has the key of forgiveness which i think saved his country completely from a bloodbath and i think people the people who run this planet studied under nelson mandela and we would definitely get a better planet and i think that would be more than anyone else i think he has the

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runner to compete on able bodied world championships next month the south african sure has his faults on the historic qualification. football first through being or attempting to take a large step towards joining fellow russian side it's an eight and next season's champions league tatarstan side taking on developed kiev away in their third round first leg clash all right there half time whistle is a bar to go any moment in the crimean capital and it is the visitors who lead because i have school half a dozen minutes in making the difference last far twice. in two thousand and nine in the champions league group stages losing in ukraine and drawing. seven other games time for consideration this evening three of which have already finished on their old rolls around this table resell feeling to find that is this stuff only.

wrapping up in one one the up oil slogan game also scored us now there's a run on our on the clock in bulgaria with home side like tex cracow tied at one goal of peace qualifying three games up and i have just kicked off. rangers on twenty favorites to progress from those type. as it meets in petersburg meanwhile have issued a complaint to the russian premier league following their one they'll win over. on sunday the claiming police used excess force against their from local supporters instigated. again is according to the meet the club also stating its own safe to play games in the southern russian region because racial discrimination is a serious problem and authorities are concerned about. team russia going strong at the aquatic world championships in shanghai the country

second behind host china with fourteen medals in all the so far one of those coming in the one hundred meter box to see it. securing a silver for the russians. but missing out on top just one hundredth of a second it is russia's first medal in the swimming discipline in china. gold. medalists not the third even though the american among the favorites to claim world championship gold number six. team time olympic medalist michael phelps has given his critics more ammunition after failing to win gold in the men's two hundred meter freestyle another decorated american taking the victory the twenty six year old powering to the finish wall with authority while just about held off germany. for second continues a string of subpar performances after reeling in eight goals out there to thaw in the eight games. the future of american football is secure for the next decade or

so the n.f.l. with team owners reaching a labor deal with its players and then a four and a half month lockout commissioner roger goodell making the all important announcement. balls back and that's great news for everybody i want to thank the. all the players for their leadership. and for securing the long term future of the game having ten year agreement is extraordinary great for our game but most importantly our fans and everybody work toward everybody had a passion and everybody believes in this game of football and what we can do to make our game better. and while the n.f.l. has successfully resolve its labor issues the n.b.a. is under more pressure to do likewise basketball stars are continuing to spend their time on its side the u.s. fuelling speculation about their future should the lockout remain on till the league started all of november first to me and chris paul swing through hong kong

this week part of a promotional tour the locals getting a chance to sharpen up their ball handling skills poll showing what it takes to drivel like an athlete point guard here in new york star on three hundred got some tips as well and made munting questions over his future drawn williams has already signed to play in turkey during the lockout causing other american stars to draw huge interest from a broad amply himself not ruling out a possible return to a shot when. he would. have a great. you know i don't want no i'm not proud of oscar pistorius is set to become the first amputee runner to compete in the end left makes world championships next month the twenty four year old who uses prosthetic carbon fiber legs humbly beating the four hundred meter qualification mark last week in its li and even bigger prize

for pistorius now a distinct possibility the london olympics. i felt very good before the race and i felt very good in the race so i knew it was a quick time but it was such a sense of relief because every race you go art you want to time and you don't get it but you close and you closer and closer and then to finally achieve it i think you know it's just surreal but. i expect i would love to make an olympic final. if you look at the toms the garza running. or finishing in the final at the olympics that's a lot faster than our running the world record is nearly two seconds away which is massive now those london games that oscar was speaking about are now exactly one year and a day away with world famous venues prime for the global spectacle wembley stadium they all england club on lords among those hosting events two time olympic gold medalist lord sebastian coe those the job is not done yet comparing the current state of preparations in race terms. it's midway back straight.

from a hundred years where it's warm and last. so i don't kid myself you know this is a this is a crucial part of the race. and you come out of that. five hundred to six hundred he's off to you know often determines how you come across the line. back to football finally where the russian premier league restarted last weekend after a three week break you boys could buy incrusted or would be aiming to rediscover their early form which saw them well in the hunt for european qualification r t caught up with their boss former chelsea great down picturesque who shared his thoughts on among other things big wages on world cup twenty. i'm here to meet former chelsea star and current head coach of local side but then ask. me here is

a very busy man and said he would as many questions as ice court battle tis so here goes. well like luke dan has a kind side and he is going to answer a few questions despite my mrs dunn you left chelsea three years before i'm on about the club do you feel any regret that you weren't there when salaries went sky high and the blues fi only and won the league. i think there was no but then for me to leave the club but i didn't know at the time that which is going to come and also. in this time i was not in the good relationship with the coach who was really them i had to leave but i was sorry for sure because after two years i left chelsea won the championship you spearheaded the only team which played in the champions league so why did you decide to make a move to combine

a team which has been just relegated to the owner of the club and the governor of the region. especially in a mania for me three times in my house to convince me to come here but i think that was fantasy reason and in the club i was working i was sure it is going in the wrong direction because they finish the money and in this moment this club disappear from football and i think i did the right thing to move in the right time before they come to burn they had five coaches in one year and i was a little bit scared about the situation but they said they want to change something and leave even though in the last three games in the road and there was the pressure a little bit last year i know that the owner of the club said. that race going to be the new fed was sort of the. fuel trust me do you thing that the world twenty teams can change something in this i'm sure i'm hundred percent sure after the world cup that i shall be much better not just in the national team what also in

the club competition and they will learn a lot from this and it's good for the country because there will be new stadiums new airports new streets new hotels i think it's fantastic for russia that the world cup will be here and i wish after the world cup i'll be russia because that'll be the time to be here how do you think chelsea will do next season. i think everything will depends on the transfer will be as much as the might of these really strong and they already been buying to replace. at the moment. nothing and even coach only the course going to change if they need those in my opinion. thank you very much pleasure. that wraps all the sport for this hour i'll see you soon the world weather is coming up in just a tick. twenty

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just after eleven pm here in the russian capital you're watching r t well it's a just a few minutes for an earthquake and tsunami to devastate swathes of japan a tragedy that will take years to recover from and for some people it's simply too much to deal with the trauma of thousands of lost lives and tire towns leveled and the threat of nuclear catastrophe. reports on the worrying rise in japanese suicides. a triple disaster on a scale the world has never known causing damage and destruction certainty forcing tens of thousands of japanese refugees to leave. their lives behind and seek shelter anywhere they can some people. but the but the problem is the minority. be they have been accused by.

their classmates all you know of course by offshore. causing. people. not. primarily a move towards self-preservation this idea of desertion is defined by many as characteristically in japanese and has earned those who have evacuated the dishonorable title of traitor. of course it's hard to hear that we have family neighbors would think about our health but in other words we run away we escape because we're scared of radiation but there is no example in the world of something similar and the consequences are still ongoing. while those who have moved to shelters here in tokyo are facing that guilt and the pressure to move back home there are others who have lost everything cannot handle the overwhelming change and they are facing in.