definition of oh i'm a woman and a clown i'm married to the stage so people choose to be clowns not because they have fun lives but because they analyze the struggle between good and evil within. your sorrows are hidden behind makeup. i want to eliminate that terrible word that starts the letter midget. little people on stage are not some sort of joke or not something to be laughed out or people.

this star too is a reflection of me and i love ruffled collars corsets and feathers still crystal fringe and arrows and that's much. like what you want to know most life what's new. oh well i'm working my personal life is in the background got a lot of projects performing a lot of work work work yet no time to think about anything else is a challenge what do you do it i wonder what's the point yes and. i'm

a clown you know in the positive sense. i'm a clown on stage but very laidback in real life in real life i'm not a clown. at first i wanted to become a teacher but my mom talked me out of it she said i need to be realistic parents would not trust me with their children so mother could come and say they didn't want their child to have such a teacher and then i'd have to be fired. and then another teacher with long legs would have to replace me if it's not so i studied to become a librarian but when i tried to get a job they told me i was too short they said they had tall shelves and asked me how i thought i was going to work there with the stuff in it.

you can't really go by some posting at the employment office but an operator to a tram depot was needed. ya'll for sure i went there and said that i'd come about the position but the women that were sitting there in the stands they were so high they couldn't see me and i couldn't see them in officials with the words if there and then they asked me how i was going to work they told me no one would see me when i was sitting there and they said that no one would see me when they entered the room. i didn't try to convince them otherwise i just turned around and left the hospital so if. you believe it is very different in everyday life and on stage when she is not

performing she's very calm and sincere but when she goes on stage she transforms. excuse me could i get your autograph please i know your honor but you have cool tattoos thank you course you can sign my military card all right is it ok for me to put a signature here but i don't care i was discharged long ago thank your good luck and all the best good work. it was like people recognize her in different places even in the street wherever she goes people that on the nose and those she doesn't know come up to her and say oh hello i know who you are you're so cool you're amazing i think she seeds and people's attention and approval you want you on the body.

this is all so me i'm going to marry your store. all my friends at work have found their other house their online dating. websites didn't let me create an account because of my height you stuck i'm one hundred thirty centimeters tall but when i typed that in i get an error message so i can register. all right then i wrote that i was one hundred forty centimeters but that didn't work either so i had to lie and write that i was one hundred fifty centimeters in other words it means that a girl who was one hundred thirty centimeters tall not only can't find a partner but also can't find friends to talk to because of her height.

to keep them all there's dating channels where he can leave your phone number and get acquainted with guys. there were lots of them maybe around at times and then that's when they found his number almost. every time we talked i told him that i was little and i was afraid that he would come and say that i had deceived him i felt very uncomfortable because of this but he told me your height makes no difference i'm coming because they fall in love with you. it's still. my i didn't even pay any attention to words i couldn't even imagine that she was so small i was all the she could only reach my neck or could be a little bit taller were a little bit shorter but i couldn't even imagine that she was so small. because of . the nominee of the senate on the on the

committee kept on saying that she was short so i asked her how tall she was on her way she said that she was ninety six centimeters it made me think of course with our former before that we've been keeping in touch for two months before prison and it was a great pleasure for me so we kept on doing so. by there's a nice still in that even if i failed to get married and have children of my own i was going to adopt a child to say that i would be someone to bring me a couple for turn when i moaned. you know what time money resound can you do it by now you can spend money we'll ride with you. i think i'm a way to go. the route here and you can be careful you may fall off a. cliff i wondered at first i had some doubts so you know

i thought that it wouldn't work. for him i grew weary of it or that i would feel ashamed. for them you know but after i came here and got snow or better and met her family i felt right at home. there at first it was somewhat unusual we went outside and saw the surprise on people's faces as she was so short and i was so tall. you know used to the fact that people always look at it. these ones that take those ones when i was twenty weeks pregnant doctors told me i wouldn't be able to give birth to this child and they are asked me if i could imagine what size my belly was going to be told me i had to get an abortion i was twenty weeks pregnant and abortion was out of the question i said i would never kill my child no matter what the doctors were mad at me because i was determined to

give birth. but you're with doctors and i told her that from a medical point of view and ninety two centimeter told woman pregnant with a normal sized baby is the dangerous numbing the new get it of course we did not believe that she would be able to give birth to the baby as there would be a miscarriage we could but it's not us who should be credited for the success but perhaps a higher power is no good we didn't believe in america we did our best it doesn't befit a doctor to say that it happened with god's help i think we succeeded thanks to the vitality of this woman who has risen this year percentage. of the most still much. harm looks good. girl i was worried when she told me she was pregnant. i thought i might go

crazy. when your on the i gave birth to this child and the doctor told me later your next child will be normal but maria was born the same move there is never being short people on my side of the family maybe it was a great grandfather or something you know in an hour family either. through thirteen hearing. and if you're like me with. a bus. baptized i stood behind the door till the very young and then they asked about.

it was. a few days before labor. with them i know if we were. one of them could survive either. hundred to one chance that both of them could live through it to the river. otter and maria who from. africa.

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amazement free risk free. free. download free broadcast quality video for your media projects a free media dog r t v dot com. let me let me one i would not let me ask you a question from. here on this network is what we're having the baby we have our knives out. but if you get this right it's a bad thing never again you're in a situation where being i don't want me to talk about your name let me.

wealthy british soil it's time to. market. find out what's really happening to the global economy with. for a no holds barred look at the global financial headlines to conjure reports. on the phone when i walk on the i'm not at all scared by the loads of people staring at me when i recently came to realize think petersburg is a big village. and sometimes i even everyone

knows. that up i understand that i stand out from the crowd but i also like to emphasize my individuality with beautiful and fashionable clothes. if a person has got style and intelligence then he or she is just like any other person in the world. if i. go. to the landless changed radically ever since i got involved in the entertainment business i realize that i'm not married to a man but to the stage and it's very scary to tell the truth it's just. i don't even have the right to be sad this is the third tattoo i've got i have more than fifteen all together but this time too tells the story of the relationship that i have with my boyfriend i'm the one wearing the glasses sometimes i do that i like purple ones and this is. when a person has

a favorite book they may feel like reading it again later and i feel like going back to my tattoos even if i'm in another relationship which i've yet to meet the person who's ready to love me rather than the one performing on stage you. really. want. you. to know sygate. not just tell me one not today not again. it's own life. and we're going to i'm going to perform as a clown tonight. to let you make people happy when you perform on stage i already

make them happy usually other little people are angry and they feel offended people often ask me why i love people and how i manage to do this for example when i go to the pharmacy i always smile say hello and only then asked to buy some painkillers in this case you know aggressive or unhappy person can be rude to me because they automatically respond to my openness to no you should always walk through life with a smile. that is those who don't wake up themselves will be woken up. and then you have been right since the beginning of. what's going on. doris to say you can be of any kind . we'll tell you when i get tired of wearing

a mask on my work as an entertainer everybody thinks that means having fun but it's not really true you have to work as a psychologist get adjusted to the audience to their mood and you have to smile at all that. i'm not on that hello you're really a success and that's great i've seen you manny times on the internet and on stage i grew to realize that size doesn't matter what matters most is what kind of person you are you're an amazing person i'm very pleased to meet. why girls little ones are lucky in this life i can't cry don't cry. milk a lead to go showing. her that say hi to so show. very difficult for me to lift her very

difficult because i weighed twenty four kilos and my child weighs ten kilos but it will however we knew something way to her and to doubt that she has lost some weight she doesn't eat much because she's teething. mummy. there you go again why didn't you listen to your mother that went away what. do you think you know is it your mom's lack the right. thing to me that. you love me as little so that's why you know. mom why you will not be the i'm afraid when she grows older when she's sentenced four years old she will begin to understand that her mother is local i'm worried that other children in the kindergarten to use her name because of me as much as my you call thank you thank you if there are people who say look a mother is

a draw when we're walking outside. like that but i've grown used to child hasn't been the one who maybe people often say that she's going to be like her mother it's so sad will be a boy who was. killed . come here. but i'm a heavy heavy you're just right for me. i mean please. for the leg come in but there's no port so here you are again the. sit down versus the york just on the how are your sweetie after the train testing her growth hormones to check of the child will grow and they're afraid she won't. he.

said that in the frame that was that the child is growing very well and she is a beautiful big girl. the thing she can do a lot of stuff herself give me your hand my dear. you said you were planning to have another child. if your child is normal and the child doesn't have this disease at all if she has no physical deviations the probability that your next child has this disease is only forty percent from the sort of. forward he told you that we have no objections as far as the birth of a brother or sister is concerned so we put our hopes on you because you're cheerful and lively woman with great faith. i was the first one who took you in my hands when you were born gosh listen both of you are amazing it's great to see this.

member. of the bikes take. him i've never seen such a thing before. but. on the one hand we're afraid as god frightened us that. keeps on saying that our daughter wants a brother. she keeps on asking me. well first of all our daughter should start kindergarten and then we'll see if we're going to have another child or not to bother. trying to get a job but i failed and they said i was too short. and the man was making until. i tried before i had a child and husband i wanted to earn money to buy. clothes i really wanted

to be a chef to bake can cook different dishes. i wanted it very much but no one hires people like me now when high short people. well. don't. make sure your backside doesn't get called. my wife she's always smiling. my dad. is spanish from cuba jose. mom always told me that dad and i were like two peas in a pod our smiles we both have big eyes and i roll my eyes my talk and i squint just

like my dad did. that to vent to the i wrote to him and asked him to come to us saying that it was difficult for mom to cope with everything mommy my mom loved him there was never any talk in my family like oh that jerky abandoned his family no. she was proud that she had had a man like that in her life and that she had been happy. people often ask me what i see in my future it's hard for me to answer this question i can't answer it i live outside of time i think of a family some sort of new year's celebration a child and maybe ten years but i'll still be young i want to sort of family but i can't become a mother now since i perform at night it's just not the time. now

i'm going to be part of a family that. each of us has their own specific make up depending on. the kernel for example has. you. seriously. today no i simply love it. it's. courage. and challenge and joy we bring people joy i give the audience a part of me a part of my positive energy and i want people to know that we need to have the right to be happy if they see me do it then they'll think if she can do it then we can do it too and then we'll have this goal to achieve something i was born with

a smile in my face i was born with positive energy in my eyes maybe it's because of my spanish. how did we find each other like two magnets yeah something like. of course citing fact the fact that i was short for example from moscow here is not short you can compare my maestro here is not short i am short of course just like. we found each other primarily because we saw each other how could you say potential . individuality. yes charisma and the desire to be one family.

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