definition of i'm a woman a clown i'm married to the stage people choose to be clowns not because they have fun lives but because they analyze the struggle between good and evil within. your sorrows are hidden behind make up. i want to eliminate that terrible word that starts the letter midget. little people on stage are not some sort of joke or not something to be laughed at or people.

this stuff to is a reflection of me i love ruffled collars corsets and feathers still crystal fringe and arrows and that's much. like what you want to know most life what's new. well i'm working my personal life is in the background got a lot of projects performing a lot of work work work yet no time to think about anything else is a choice what do you do it i wonder what's the point yes and. i'm a clown you know in the positive sense. i'm a clown on stage but very laidback in real life in real life not a clowne. at

first i wanted to become a teacher but my mom talked me out of it she said i need to be realistic parents would not trust me with their children so mother could come and say they didn't want their child to have such a teacher and then i'd have to be fired. and then another teacher with long legs would have to replace me if it's my favorite so i studied to become a librarian but when i tried to get a job they told me i was too short they said they had tall shelves and asked me how i thought i was going to work there with the stuff in it. you can't really go by some posting at the employment office but an operator to a tram depot was needed. ya'll for sure i went there and said that i'd come about

the position but the women that were sitting there in the stands they were so high they couldn't see me and i couldn't see them never sleeps with if there and then they asked me how i was going to work they told me no one would see me when i was sitting there and they said that no one would see me when they entered the room so that he would have it i didn't try to convince him otherwise i just turned around and left the hospital so if. he sees it is very different in every day life and on stage when she is not performing she is very calm and sincere but when she goes on stage she transforms. excuse me could i get your autograph please i know your honor but you have cool

tattoos thank you course you can sign my military card all right it's ok for me to put a signature here but i don't care i was discharged long ago thank your good luck and all the best good luck. you'll like people recognize her in different places even in the street wherever she goes people that on the nose and those she doesn't know come up to her and say oh hello i know who you are you are so cool you are amazing i think she seeds and peoples attention and approval you want you on the body.

this is all so me i'm going to marry your store. but all my friends at work have found their other house their online dating. websites didn't let me create an account because of my height you stuck i'm one hundred thirty centimeters tall but when i typed that in i get an error message so i can register. all right then i wrote that i was one hundred forty centimeters but that didn't work either so i had to lie and write that i was one hundred fifty centimeters in other words it means that a girl who was one hundred thirty centimeters tall not only can't find a partner but also can't find friends to talk to because of her height. to keep them all there's dating channels where he can leave your phone number and

get acquainted with. there were lots of them maybe around at times and then that's when i found his number almost. every time we talked i told him that i was little i was afraid that he would come and say that i had deceived him i felt very uncomfortable because of this but he told me your height makes no difference i'm coming because they fall in love with you. so. i didn't even pay any attention to words i couldn't even imagine that she was so small i was all the she could only reach my neck or could be a little bit taller were a little bit shorter but i couldn't even imagine that she was so small. and how many of the some of them on the committee kept on saying that she was short so i asked her how tall she was on her way she said that she was ninety six centimeters it made me think of course with our former before that we've been

keeping in touch for two months before prison and it was a great pleasure for me so we kept on doing so. there's a nice still in that even if i failed to get married and have children of my own i was going to adopt a child sounds i would be someone to bring me a couple of four turn when i moaned. you know what time money resound can you do it by now you can spend money we'll ride with you. i think and then we go. eat right here and you can be careful you may fall off a. cliff i wondered at first i had some doubts so you know i thought that it wouldn't work. for him i grew weary of it or that i would feel ashamed. for them you know but after i came here and got snow or better and met her

family i felt right at home. there at first it was somewhat unusual we went outside and saw the surprise on people's faces as she was so short and i was so tall. and you know used to the fact that people always look at it. on these ones that take those ones when i was twenty weeks pregnant doctors told me i wouldn't be able to give birth to this child and they asked me if i could imagine what size my belly was going to be they told me i had to get an abortion i was twenty weeks pregnant and abortion was out of the question i said i would never kill my child no matter what the doctors were mad at me because i was determined to give birth. but you're with doctors and i told her that from a medical point of view and ninety two centimeter told woman pregnant with

a normal sized baby is the dangerous of course we did not believe that she would be able to give birth to the baby as there would be a miscarriage. it's not us who should be credited for the success or perhaps a higher power we didn't believe in america we did our best it doesn't befit a doctor to say but it happened with god's help i think we succeeded thanks to the vitality of this woman. percentage. looks good. i was worried when she told me she was pregnant. i thought i might go crazy. well you know one of the i gave birth to this child and the doctor told me later your next child will be normal but maria was born the same

movie right and there's never been short people on my side of the family maybe it was a great grandfather or something you know in our family i there. are taught through it certainly hearing in class some. a little kid like me was shut. down here for there were we went to church prayed and believed and asked god to help us. when our baby was baptized i stood behind a door till the very young and then they asked me to come in and they came in and they gave me my child. i asked god to make my child normal without any problems he. was going to. summon those five new found especially in the last few days before labor

. with them or if we were praying day and night from. the doctor says that only one of them could survive either her or the child so it was a hundred to one chance that both of them could live through it and the reason. one of the most precious people i have in my life are my daughter and maria. but.

deadly rivals the decades. if you had fifteen thousand people killing each other in any other country there would be diplomats there would be mediators. self-imposed out costs from society i will contact myself chemical attack my brother understand my contacts immediate. going to eventually attack the cops of my anger and my frustration. that upgrade well into the dome.

two of the most violent gangs in us history. is just all model kill or be killed with colors matching the national flag. but this country uses violence when it reaches and then it legitimizes the violence they all made in america on the odyssey. i think i'm.

on the phone when i walk on this. by the loads of people staring at me when i recently came to realize that st petersburg is a big village. and sometimes i think that even everyone knows. about i understand that i stand out from the crowd but i also like to emphasize my individuality with beautiful and fashionable clothes. if a person has got style and intelligence then he or she is just like any other person in the world. if it. were for me to i must change radically ever since i got involved in the entertainment business and i realize that i'm not married to a man but to the stage and it's very scary to tell the truth it's just.

i don't even have the right to be sad this is the third tattoo i've got i have more than fifteen all together but this time too tells the story of the relationship that i have with my boyfriend i'm the one wearing the glasses sometimes i do that i like purple ones and this is. when a person has a favorite book they may feel like reading it again later and i feel like going back to my tattoos even if i'm in another relationship which i've yet to meet the person who's ready to love me rather than the one performing on stage or on. my. own. when we.

can do not just tell me one not today not again. its own life. i'm going to perform as a clown tonight will. let you make people happy when you perform on stage i already make them happy usually other little people are angry and they feel offended people often ask me why i love people and how i manage to do this for example when i go to the pharmacy i always smile say hello and only then asked to buy some painkillers in this case you know aggressive or unhappy person could be rude to me because they automatically respond to my openness. to now you should always walk through life with a smile. that pleasure those who don't wake up themselves will be woken up. and that you have been.

also you would love i get tired of wearing a mask on my work as an entertainer everybody thinks that means having fun but it's not really true you have to work as a psychologist get adjusted to the audience to their mood and you have to smile at all of it. was not an act hello you're really a success and that's great i've seen you manny times. stage i grew to realize that size doesn't matter what matters most is what kind of person you are you're an amazing person i'm very pleased to meet. girls little ones are lucky in this life i can't cry don't cry.

milk a lead to go. down that say hi to so show. chill slogans very difficult for me to lift her very difficult because i weigh twenty four killers and my child weighs ten kilos but it will however we recently weighed to her and it turned out that she has lost some weight she doesn't eat much because she's teething. and downright mean. there you go again why didn't you listen to your mother that went away. i didn't think you know that your mom's lack there it's for you being no one to me. not me until it's almost over that's why you're not listening. mom why you will not

be the i'm afraid when she grows older when she's sentenced four years old she will begin to understand that a mother is local yet but i'm worried that other children in the kindergarten to use her name because of me. much coughing. there are people who say look the mother is a draw when we're walking outside. like that but i've grown used to the child hasn't been the one who maybe people often say that she's going to be like her mother it's so sad i was. coming here. but i'm a heavy heavy you're just right for me. i'm in please. for the first leg come in but there's no port so here you are again the.

sit down versus the yak this on the how are your sweetie the train testing her growth hormones to check of the child will grow and they're afraid she won't. he. was. an hour earlier. than that then the one that was that the child is growing very well and she is a beautiful big girl. the thing which she can do a lot of stuff give me your hand my dear. you said you were planning to have another child. if your child is normal and the child doesn't have this disease at all if she has no physical deviations the probability that your next child has this disease is only forty percent. already told you that we have no objections as

far as the birth of a brother or sister is concerned so we put our hopes on you because you're cheerful and lively woman with great faith. i was the first one who took you in my hands when you were born gosh listen both of you are amazing it's great to see this. member. of the bikes take. him i've never seen such a thing before. on the one hand we're afraid as god frightened us that. keeps on saying that our daughter wants a brother. she keeps on asking me. well first of all our daughter should start kindergarten and then we'll see if we're going to have another child or not sober

that. trying to get a job but i failed and they said i was too short. in their demands making chocolate . i tried before i had a child and husband i wanted to earn money to buy. clothes i really wanted to be a chef to bake can cook different dishes. i wanted it very much but no one hires people like me now when high short people. yeah well. let's. make sure your backside doesn't get called.

my wife she's always smiling. my dad. is spanish from cuba jose. mom always told me that dad and i were like two peas in a pod our smiles we both have big eyes and i roll my eyes my talk and i squint just like my dad it should get to vote at the. i wrote to him and asked him to come to us saying that it was difficult for mom to cope with everything mom. my mom loved him there was never any talk in my family like oh that sure king abandoned his family no. she was proud that she had had a man like that in her life and that she had been happy. to. live those people often ask me what i see in my future it's hard for me to answer

this question i can't answer it i live outside of time i think of a family some sort of new year's celebration of the child and maybe ten years but i'll still be younger and i want to sort of family but i can't become a mother now since i perform and i just it's just not the time. now i'm going to be part of a family that. each of us has his or her own specific make up depending on well our character. i thought it was a record today no no i simply want it. courage . and challenge and joy we bring people joy

i give the audience a part of me a part of my positive energy i want all the people to know that we too have the right to be happy if they see me do it then they'll think if she can do it then we can do it too and then we'll have this goal to achieve something i was born with a smile in my face i was born with positive energy in my eyes maybe it's because of my spanish. how did we find. something like. of course the deciding factor was not the fact that and i was short for example from moscow here is not short you can compare my maestro here is not short i am short of course just like. primarily because we saw each others how could you say potential talent. individuality.

yes charisma and the desire to be one family. so that the.

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